Class chalet was awesome, wait till photos get up on Fb or something(:
Blog about it some other day.

Been sleeping for more than 18 hours, occasionally getting up to answer a phone call (and yes, i'm sorry if I mistook you for someone else- I was dead) and not even eating my dinner. ):

I've got to stop being a bum and get out of bed and go to school soon since we're rehearsing.
I have this maddddd craving for noodles now... ):

Anyway.
Hope your OP went well today! (:

Okay after all this ranting, I'm going back to bed to sleep some more. -.-

Sigh what can I say.

So you stole my heart
And left me a ransom letter
Demanding I treat you better, should I ever want it back
And now I'm all alone
Dreams are all forgotten, memories all turned rotten
It's not the same on the phone..

So what's up, girl?
Things haven't changed a bit since we last met
I bet my bottom dollar you're the best girl that I ever had
I never wanna lose you
So what's up!

I can't let you walk away
We planned to live forever in each others arms
So...
Please hold on
You know no one will love you like I do
And that's the thing, you know it too

Are you scared because I am the only one who knows your secret(s)?

Looks like "I miss you" is the thought that's been running through my mind the most, lately.
The boy, baby A, the girls, the random faces that flick through my head like flashcards.
Perhaps I need to get away and get to allowing myself to destress and have fun.

Even on "destress" mode.. there's so much to think and worry about. I watch what I say, watch what you do, watch everything before it has a chance to blow up or even just ignite.
But well, I do it willingly. (:
I just wish I could promise myself that it'll be over soon and that i'll be okay and I can de-frustrate after all this. But you know and I know that's probably not going to happen.

Thus, I shall apologise for my random moments of aloofness, overwhelming floor-sweeping eyebags, dazing off, not speaking coherently and the more weird things to come.

Anyway, moving on to more heartening topics...

DINNER IS READY

On the day of A levels Chinese H1 paper 1 and 2, which was today...

....
.....


I forgot to bring my pencilcase.


LOL EPIC FAIL luckily I had a pen inside my bag lah and of course also can borrow. But with hope, I can pass! I thought I was screwed once I saw the weird stats and all for my regular qn 4, but nooooooooo I could do qn 1 (I hope) so I was saved. (:

HOW DID YOU DO FOR MT HUH HUH HUH

Hopefully no more written chinese for the rest of my life!
I don't mind my kids being malay-educated. Or actually, tri-lingual is what the future holds for all our kids so malay and chinese and english = good.

During the paper I nearly laughed out loud twice-
Once was when a guy slept with his eyes open. Like when they said to stop writing you could tell he woke up cause he banged his head on the table and blinked and you know.
And I saw this other guy with these knee-length plaid socks? His pants were at his mid-calf and his socks were still not fully shown so I assume... But hey, cute socks? (:

Hahahahha yes such interesting fellas we have at Tj. Sadly I think that's the most interesting we can go... I really wonder how our next batch would be like. For their own sakes, I really wish not to see any Tkg girls (you should really try to go elsewhere) but I hope it won't be VS-overkill or Cat High-overkill like it was this year. As you know, Cat high boys can be reeeeeeally weird..
):

Anyway! Today was once again, tao huey. And mee siam.
I think my current major tummy upset is cause of mee siam. Sigh. I thought my stomach was stronger! ... well now we know it's not strong, it's just elastic.

And we caught Love Happens, which was surprisingly not bad(: Except for the lead's MAJOR, I mean like use marker and draw MAJOR, wrinkles. Gah having a three-layered forehead is bad, I see why people want to go for botox!
Botox, by the way for your info, is a bacteria. Go find out why women want to have bacteria injected in them so badly!

I have this urge to sleep for 24 hours straight. I'm pretty sure I can do it!



Anyone interested in getting preeeeeetty Korean stationery or diaries for 2010? :D:D:D
Also, i'm thinking about spreeing for some F21 and more(: (: (:

Hold on, hold on!

I'm simply itching to go for a gig, but danggggg there aren't any good ones lately. GOOD ones.

It's 3pm, I wish I had some nice mee soto to fill my tummy.
I think Imran's completely influenced my tastebuds; I love murtabak now, I eat mee soto on a frequent basis, mee siam is like ultimate fav. And I eat less laksa, pasta and all other sorts of things he doesn't like to eat.
Seriously, even my mum's pasta doesn't seem nice anymore. O_O The horror!
Of course it works the other way too, look how he loves noodles and fried dumplings, fish porridge, hainanese chicken rice, yoghurt drinks, cola gummies and all the nonsense I love(:

I've come up with an ingenious idea to use a heater pack (you know, those expensive ones sold at Winter Time or whatever shop- except I got them MUCH cheaper in Japan) for my cramps, cause I don't have a hot water bottle. Hahahahha it feels good actually, except a little weird cause I stuck it onto my tummy instead of my shirt. But still, good!

Anyway, I wish I were doing something more productive but I simply can't drag myself out of bed or work cause then I feel a sudden wave of fatigue and.. yeah. My body really hates doing stuff huh? Hahahahha automatic reflexes.

But I can't deny that i'm just the littlest bit upset...


What would you like to say?
In the world you are dreaming of

I think: We're growing apart and I don't know if that's a bad thing.
You bring out the worst in me, yet I never want to lose a friend like you.
BIG Sigh.

Anyway, I MISS YOU BABY A. (: Goodnight girl girl!
Hahahha I nearly wish you had really toppled over in your dance cause your smile is so freaking cute! Sigh ARE WE GOING OUT SOON OR WHAT every time also empty promises one tskkk let's go cycle at the beach again or or or just tan! Hopefully without any weird guys again.
On a another random note, I miss T- HI I WONDER WHERE/ HOW YOU ARE GIRL!
You're so far away but thinking about you and your strong opinions and everything kinda makes me smile and miss you. I hope you're okay!

I think my boy's going to be an awesome musician, no joke. (: Proud of you darling!
I feel so happy and I grow butterflies in my tummy when I think about seeing you tomorrow. Don't ask me why, we've taken this oddly romantic turn lately (you'd really wonder how with all the bad things going on) and it's so wonderful. (: I feel like i'm in bliss though
YES I KNOW IN HALF AN HOUR, CHINESE IS TOMORROW.
But still... (: Sigh. It freaks me out more and more that I love every single thing about you. Even your really annoying indecision and hahahha cute belly and hairy big toes.

Lol okay gross info overload, apologies.

Btw, 1901!
And my finger still smells of movie standard buttered popcorn... awesome.

Hahahha omg just laughed my ass off (hahahah actually no lah that'll be disturbing) watching..
THE HANGOVER

Omg freaking inappropriate and funny (there was a nude Chinese guy, omg they're damn racist) and lol even Dad was laughing okay! Complete with microwaved popcorn which was darn awesome. Hahahhaha the credits part = bagus!

Lol by the way I think Dad was just expecting me to promote.
"Eh I heard your results weren't very good uh? But still go on to second year right?"
\m/

Anyway, WHAT'S A GOOD REMEDY FOR CRAMPS???
I think I get the worst cramps. I absolutely hate girls who don't have cramps and all and go around saying that or "Oh I wish I felt cramps before I don't know how they feel like!"
Gosh. Just thank your lucky stars already girl!

And i'd like to praise my new panasonic aircon. Which is so quiet I keep thinking it's off. Well, except for the occasional peeing sounds- hey it has a air purifier and all sorts of shit with it, so i'm not complaining. PLUS it's super cold and doesn't shoot out sparks like my ex 14 yr old one!



Kk anyway, any tkg girls going for the mixage party? (:
The more I think about it... the more I love and miss tkg. Girls girls girls!

Been sleeping alot today, including through a 3 hour blackout and waking to my mum yelling at me for actually being able to sleep so long through a blackout.
(Lol my new maid didn't know how to switch on everything again and there wasn't anyone else at home since my sis and grandma went to our beloved Sg Flyer.)

Anyway, i'm rather pissed.
Cause to my absolute horror,
NO CINEMA HAS NEW YORK, I LOVE YOU!
It's so ridiculous, they screen such an awesome trailer and now it's out (it was since 22nd Oct), NO PLACE HAS IT. I'm left with shitty laptop quality.
This is so upsetting.

Instead, cinemas are stocking up on movies like... Lesbian Vampire Killers (M18).
WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO WATCH THAT lol okay lah actually the title is appealing to our straight dick-possessing friends.
And there's actually a movie called Humpday. AND IT'S RATED G HAHAHHA save the kids!


Okay anyway, bad, VERY BAD. I want to watch New York, I Love You so badly):
Sigh Singapore cinemas SHAME ON YOU.

Oh by the way, if you happen to come across today's issue of Urban...
WHAT IS WITH THE COVER PHOTO look at the girl hahahhaha omg her face uh, CMI. Eh, vamps are supposed to be hot hot hot okay surely there are hotter models around!
Thanks to my new post-Sports Carnival tan... I can drop all thoughts of going pale-skinned this Halloween. BIG SIGH.

I'm so sick of being tanned. I've been trying to lose my tan for years, seriously! And when it was getting all better... SPORTS CARNIVAL. I got nothing to say lah. -.-
Now even my concealer won't work cause my skin colour is completely off.
And this is so bad, it's an emergency: I'm actually running out of make-up.
Hahahhaha the day I thought would never come! My concealer, blusher, foundation (not that I ever use these anyway..), eyeliner- they're all running out!

Where's money when I need it. WHEN IS IT EVER AROUND!
(I think I should tryyy to cut down on my food intake..)


Anyway enough, i'm still tired (lol) so i'm going to bed.
Listening to the sweet sweet tunes of The Fire Fight!

So I conclude resting at home and recuperating is always, ALWAYS a good plan.
Too many times we've dragged ourselves to school with swollen red noses leaking um, lots of things and having eyes that looked like they received a few punches. Well, NO MORE.

Since i'm so free, I shall blog. And let me share with you something.


Lo and behold....



The most awesome pair of shoes invented, EVER. (aka mass murder weapon)
Nicholas Kirkwood for Rodarte Spring Summer 2010 Shoes.
Well, Nicholas Kirkwood does the best platforms and architectural heels, but this is just OUT OF THIS WORLD MAN. LOOK.
I like shoes which look like they can kill people. :D
Explains all the studded stuff and leather and suede that i'm into uh.

Damn, if only I was earning some money right now...
I think boys wouldn't want to go out with me in these. A kick could be fatal. Either that or the addition of 5 inches to my height scares them off.

I would give anything to own a pair. Seriously.



Since i'm on this topic, I might as well introduce a few of my favourite brands. The difference between this and Forever 21 and wherever else I shop at is...
I can't afford this. ): SIGH.

1. Stolen Girlfriends Club


Just look. How can you not love it man.
SGC is an NZ pop-culture fashion label, which has sort of a high-end boutique feel but not-so.
Well whatever it is that they are, they're just awesome.

Besides, how can you deny that when they were the ones who came up with one of the most ingenious dresses of all time!


This would be a superb DIY project (hell, it's just scissors and safety pins!) if not for the fact that my mum would use the scissors afterwards on me and if I actually make it out alive to wear this out, someone would call the cops on me and I might get arrested for... indecency? Or sth?
Sigh.
It is an awesome dress. WOULDN'T YOU WANT TO SEE YOUR GIRLFRIEND IN IT HUH!





2. Alexander Wang


Let the dress speak for itself. It's probably my favourite piece from them.

And more can I say when they make magic out of leather and metal to give...




The wonders of designers.

What seemed like the worst day ever turned out to be... great. (:

I went home early to catch some much needed quiet and shut-eye.
I nearly got some.
But um, that somehow resulted in me getting a phone call and running out of the house while painting my toenails to catch Jennifer's Body.

GUESS WHICH BIGGGG MEGAN FOX FAN? Definitely Imran lah.

He was "omg she's damn hot" throughout the whoooole movie, which I understand is basically THE movie cause the acting was bad the story was lame everything.
The only acting M Fox did was to kiss boys and take off her clothes which I must say, she did a brilliant job and left boys gaping in the cinema.
She's hot (((((:
(I thought her boobs were slightly um, saggy though? Idk. Personal opinion!)
(But they're um, jumbo size. Which makes up for everything! :D)

If you love her body, go check this movie out(: That is if you haven't seen enough of her lingerie shots online lah. Hahhahaha well in motion is definitely better than stationary!
(Recall: Transformers 2 with her running through the desert)

But that's not to say it wasn't completely a horror show- there were some really gross parts. Which freaked me out entirely cause i'm such a chicken. ):

I'm happy today was so great and we managed to destress and leave everything behind. (:
Times will be hard but you know quitting isn't an option so let's stay positive k!
You're so weird. And so cute gosh. :D


Just to let everyone know, IF YOU DON'T ALREADY KNOW ME.
I'm a different kid and I don't fit in, but it's not that important. I'm not some friend-hungry, attention-starved kid.. And I don't like to try hard, it's so unnatural urgh. Although I must say, it takes certain types of people who can click with me. (:
The rest I care not for nor will I pretend to.
I'm just mean and bitchy and whatever you call me that way, you know. (: Lol. It's called being REAL. Do you really want to befriend the whole world??

Besides... outsiders don't know a shit. So shut the fuck up, loser. Your skull must be really thick... either that or you think everyone gives a shit about you. Which is laughable.
Well, I was just letting you know, to be polite. (:
So to the rest who believe in the strength and security of cliques... it's great to have awesome friends, but it's really not like having a gang keeps you alive.

Gah i'm so tired and headachy now where's my head massage)): Bye!

Standing in line, to see the show tonight
And there's a light on, heavy glow
By the way i'd like to say
I LOVE YOU (: (I'll be there, waiting for...)

I just told my mum my results...

AND OMG I AM ALIVE.


And I didn't even get scolded.
Wow.
The world is constantly evolving.
Thanks mum! (: I feel like dancing.

I AM DROPPING CHEM! :D
Now i'm just happy.

I went out with Shaun just now to grab foooood to fill our empty stomachs. What started out as a B&J grabbing session soon became a microwavable food and TV dinners (lol love those unhealthy cancer-causing lazy things, brilliant idea!) grabbing session. We debated getting the microwave brocolli and cheeese, his favourite, but instead we ended up getting microwave POPCORN!
Um, long and funny story behind that...
I wanted to tell him to get this particular brand cause it seemed to have all these healthy facts and I was going to read them out and somehow I said...
"Omg cholestrol!"
Hahahah no joke, the packaging really said that. I think they meant 0 milligrams of cholestrol but it became 0mg.. cracked up so bad I think the whole supermarket stopped to stare.

See http://tastysound.blogspot.com
and if you have the time out, check Vessel out. Their debut song is really darn good, not being biased. (: I think Syazwan (vocalist) can totally win Singapore Idol!

And because i'm a glutton and eat as much as a... Idk what, I bought home a packet of chicken rice andddddd SALMON SUSHI WITH WASABI FLAVOURED CHIPS.
Sounds so awesome and it was only at $1.50 but in all honesty, it wasn't as mindblowing as it seemed. Although yes it did really taste of salmon sushi dipped in wasabi.

Perhaps I should've bought the unagi-flavoured one hmmmmm.

I really love my bro cause he's nice, mostly. Like how he went off immediately to cook me an omelette when I complained that there wasn't anything on the table to eat (yeah, it was veg and curry zomg) and how he likes to buy things and share.
Okay actually he wanted to go out and spend his money on ice-cream to prevent spending it on this $40 gun, which can be assembled to form either a rifle or shotgun. And it shoots foam bullets. I think he's still a kid. (:

And I think my sister's taking after my glutton ways:
She quietly gobbled down a whole plastic container full of M&Ms when I wasn't around and when my brother told her to put it aside in the fridge so he himself wouldn't be able to eat it.
Bad! Very bad!


By the way I just wanted to say how much I miss talking to you and holding you and all......
I feel like devouring you
layer by
layer
going
deeper and
deeper
and
engulfing you.
And all.



Okay now that actually sounds like Godzilla or something. )):

I'm dropping chem.
Hopefully the teachers let me, instead of dropping math maybe?

Well, at least WR's nearly over.
It's been hard on everyone with the editting and all,
well, alot harder on some,
But I think it's a really good job done (: (: (:

I'm so tired and sigh, my siblings have eaten up all the chocolate. Damn!

I get really pissed off at people who don't know shit but act like they do.
Don't you?
It's so annoying with the "holier than thou" tones which should really be scrapped. I mean if you're going to say anything, make sure you don't look stupid first.
If you're really a friend, don't fucking let me catch you talking behind your friend's back.


I really can't bear seeing you go through this.
But i'd do anything to make you feel better, so please don't feel so down.