My comp doesn't have Windows Office (what a.. wonder) and so the testimonial form comes out all screwed on my comp. Shall borrow Shaun's.
Went out with him and Aunt to Marina Square to that Jap desert place, and the stuff was pretty good(; Didn't bring the cam. And Eron was making public scenes with his crying and all. Haha but he's so cute though.

Banana milkshakes, ice-cream, caramalised sweet potatos, beef sukiyaki.

Shaun bought his (plain) Topman bag for 43 bucks, and I can only wonder why he likes plain stuff. Like, plain, black, no design at all, and.. plain. Same goes with his.. jackets, pants, shirts.
Except for the Cotton On one I picked out for him and all his gazillion Graniph shirts.
And for the Graniph shirts, all my family members can only wonder if he's gay, cause the designs are.. ... suggestive?? Not in the porn sense, no! But it's like, retro girls, half-naked angels (?!?!) and a few others I can't really rmb. (Oh yeah, hot pink)

Hahaha as long as he looks good can alr la!

I was so, damned tempted to buy two tops from Zara since the sale's on still. But I decided against it, with my better judgement. 50 bucks can buy me rum and raisin icecream, and buffets, and lots of Ruffles(:
And i'll probably invest in a few boxes of Eclipse.
(:

Ah stop it.

Anyway, shall only start panicking at around 10pm, shall TV, dance and dinner till then.
I'm sure even if I don't do the testimonial, the teachers have enough to write about me?
"Noelle is an outspoken member of our class. She participates actively in class discussions, competitions and her CCA."
Tada, plus elaboration it'll be complete.
That's easy to achieve, considering that the rest of our class is so.. terribly unoutspoken. Not that they're introverts, just not.. active participants in class discussions?
Idk.
Why?

If you're here already, read between the lines.
If you aren't here yet, take your time cause i'll wait till the end of 2008 for you.

1. Finish choreo
2. COMPLETE TESTIMONIAL
3. Low-carb, high protein diet till tuesday.
Not that it makes an obvious difference, but I like the satisfaction of being a teeny bit more buff. Which is why I spent my afternoon exercising/ dancing. (:

I think i'm gonna get a weirdly positioned pimple tomorrow.

Just watched a game of Scrabble between Mum, Shaun and Ines.
Lmao cause Mum suggested putting the word "orgy".
Obviously Ines didn't know and Mum said she should never know.
Hahahaha gosh, it was so.. queer.

Impulsive thoughts, rash actions.
Never should I be foolish again and confess those messed-up thoughts/ feelings. Or i'll regret it, again. One too many mistakes. Enjoy the satisfaction of the smiles received, no more.

And I would love to take some time off to slowly accept all my Facebook requests and give all of you a glass of Chardonnay, or Shiraz, and maybe Go Green with you, but I don't think i've that much time to spare.

My house is freakin ant-infested.
Found over 10 ants in my noodle soup, lost all appetite for lunch.

Did more choreo for DSA item this morn, an, ah, whatever actually.
I wonder how Alisha did today. But either way, it's okay(:
Just study hard lorh.
With me. (;

Had a long talk with Mum last night, ended up showing her my stockpile.
*Edited.
She approves, plus likes it alot.

But she's really happy that I picked nice stuff. Like, really happy. I don't know why but she's rather enthu about it now.
So, she does like my taste. (:

My conscience is now, completely cleared.
And there's yet another person who approves of the cheena lookin thing. (:

I suppose i've to work really hard at this.

Had a sort-of long chat with Ryan last night,
and yeah, the other reason why my conscience is clear:
I told him that Sam and I dated. Hahahhaahah he was so shocked and all, but it was just "Oh no wonder he didn't ask me to go out with him."
And no, I don't not have hordes of guys. Contrary to everyone's beliefs.

(: He seems like a nicer guy, all of a sudden form the moody touchy Ryan in January. Glad he's enjoying Ib (to a certain extent) plus all the crazy CCAs. You go guy(:
Hahahaha, Mum freaked when she saw us talking and begged me not to let a repeat happen. Point is, I don't want it either way. (Neither does R)
Cause, I don't know, there are other people?

They're cruel:
He makes me smile,
she makes me cry.
I'm cruel:
I can give someone up for another.

Haha(: Thunder thighs of mine, oh man.
So in the end, the plan did work out:
We managed to persuade Am to come to my place, just for a little while.
And we settled everything, that needs to be settled face-to-face.

Can't, can't wait. But, some adjustments have to be made first.
(Fake boobs la someone! Hahahahahahahaha.)

Today's oral topic was on um, teenagers doing community service?
I think I prefer my own topic: Bring your own bag day.
I'm happy(:

So we ended up bridging today cause some of my wishes came true!
Mdm G took mc,
Ms Lee continued on her mc,
but we still had Eng, with Mrs T and Eng IR after school.
That young econs teacher is really, very annoying. "Class please stop checking your entry proof." "Class start doing your work." "Class" this, "Class" that.
D:

I'm sad about Ms Kuah leaving): Hahahahhaa.
Why, is it so funny to have bung-looking teachers around? Plus, I seriously need to see what her fan club does la, sounds damn funny.
I just realised Aisy has the juiciest gossip. (:

It's finally the weekend, and I don't really miss the hols cause they were too brief.
4 days left to Vj auditions; i'm really scared that i'll screw up.

I think i'll really miss Ab and Am. Some part of me wants to study really hard also cause well, I don't wanna split ways.
Of course, i'm studying for myself first(:
Ahya. Below 10 points?
It's within reach, just gotta stop slacking, starting from after DSA auditions. And start doing work, plus loads and loads of TYS.
Have to study with people like Ab cause it's gonna be more productive. It's called, inter-dependence.

And stop thinking about people (plural) with abs, muscles, nice hair, nice eyes, nice smiles, confident stares, small hands, cute faces, good skin, and a whole packet of charm.

Wth, that was so brief plus awkward,
But i'm smiling away like a fool. Aw damn.
Crazy. (:

I think some random small boy from tuition just added me.

Anyway, i'm happy chinese oral is over(;
Shan't talk about it much, just know that it was okay.
Not toooo bad, I guess?
I can get a merit. Shall hop for joy if it's a distinction.

Doris Ler the teacher wears orange lipstick. (?!?!?!?!)
Bumped into her right after oral, so funny.
All the best to everyone else from now on(:

Pon-ed Chem IR!
Sorta did up our Legacy skit, and it's really.. really, impromptu. Hahaha it's gonna be weird in the funny way, assuming we present it tmr!
Pray not.
Abigail, please ah! Haha, everyone let's just get the damned A for civics and moral E. I hope Mdm Goh takes leave again. And Mrs Thong and Ms Lee mc again.
Today's bridging session was too fun.

Amanda just told me that she's not free tmr.
D: So change in venue.
Have to lug an extra bag to school then.

Heh, tuition was good today. Love to rack my brains till I think in mathematical language.
Doing papers work best!
And thanks for the mint Andrew(:
Mr Siow's back was turned on us, so he didn't see? Hahaha.
And all the weird people were there today, but Mr Siow was in such a foul mood so it wasn't even funny. But oh well.

So yes, I really don't know what to say now.
That's all folks(: Go figure.

Shaun just showed me Eugene's band(:
Cool.

Am scared shitless for tomorrow's chinese oral, but teacher Doris Ler says i'll be okay (with a 7.5/10). Which I think, is sorta bullshit, cause that's a freakin distinction for oral.
O_o
Nvm, confidence is key, yes.

Still not thinking in chinese. May blast radio in chinese/ watch chinese news for an hour.
I don't think I can pass by merely looking cute, tyvm la. Yeah, I should get started.
And I definitely have to stop being distracted in class, because it would be detrimental.

Period after IR was really hilarious, missed having such a good laugh with our part of the Group.
I think our legacy project's gonna send everyone rolling off their seats in laughter, if we do it well (w/o laughing please!). (:
Shall finish it up by tmr- after chinese oral / IR.
Eh Ab, we can tell you about oral after your IR what! Hahahaha okay, see my mood(:
We present: The Legend of Tengang, with a twist.

Fall 2008;
I like what I see! Last year was so about huge, oversized blazers and the sort, baggy sweaters. And this year, it retained some of summer's colour and life, plus it's all about
slhouettes. (:
Tiny waists, big hips. And still, chiffon is in. Yes.
Crochet top dresses and kimonos, high waisted everythings, florals and hairbands.
(wah, heng ah.)

Seems like my wardrobe can live past another season!
And I need not burn whatever is left of my little 'fortune'.

Yes, it is Fall in a matter of days, no matter how fast it seems.
D:
You know, just cause I was so scared, I checked through everything and wtf, I found a defect. (on the adorablest romper)
Small, annoying little patch of brown.
Thanks to Aunty for helping me with it, or I would've stormed back to the shop and blew it all up.

2008- and currently:
1. Embarrassing situations are the hate.
2. I have completely got over -----. (I don't feel anything when I see The Smile.) (Happened a while ago, but I, being me, just looove to make things official so yeah(: )
3. I think I like someone. *Middle finger, man!
4. Tuition's the love.
5. We better do things properly, my bank acc is at stake.
6. Regret my choice 2 years ago.
7. and, Peanut butter is highly unglam. So is oreo. And yummy choco donuts.
(Speaking of which, shared donuts with Ab for lunch. HEAVENLY! :D)

Packlist for Oral:
1. Breathmints
2. Concealer (might lend Amanda for the cut on her face)
3. Tooth whitening kit
4. Cute earrings
5. Mini hairclips
6. DEODORANT
7. Perfume (CKIN2u, R.L. Romance or AnnaSui's Dolly Girl On the Beach would suffice)
8. Facial cleanser
9. Oil blotters
10. finally, IC.

Hahaha omg, i'm kidding!
But I think mints are impt. Okay, shall bring for all to share.
You wouldn't want to test a smelly, sweaty girl with really foul breath would you.
(; Human mentality.

Netball has become a violent thing for us. Casualties to date include (but not entirely):
Amanda's fall during rough game with others, Abigail's cut in btwn fingers by Dkhoo, Amanda's cut on the face by Dkhoo (CUT YOUR NAILS LAH! Hahaha), Sarah's ingrown toenail, my still internally still bleeding thumb.
And some good fortune in the form of white goo and brown little things fell on Aisy's head while we sat under the tree. Birdshit symbolises alot of things, according to alot of people.

Long post, longer thoughts.
More her.
And how would you know it's not you?

Today, the 24th of June 2008, is the most tragic day of my life.
Please forget it.

While I can imagine Amanda laughing when she sees this, prospects do not look as bright for me. (Even as I smile at my own stupidity)
Okay, and for valid reasons.

Played like 5 minutes of netball during recess.
And during that short time, I intercepted a ball and bloodied my left thumb.
To be more specific, it was internal bleeding. And everyone's telling me that the part of the nail won't stick to the thumb anymore, so i'm super freaked out.
It's really painful- I can't even cut my nail cause i'll just start wailing.

And the most embarrassing event of my entire life happened today.
I'm still laughing, but shit, I really don't have the balls (boobs) to go back there. This is where my seemingly thick skin comes into good play.
Damn. Amanda stop laughing now, tyvm.

Plus, throughout five good minutes of tuition, my pocket was vibrating wildly cause Ym was calling.
Ironically, he called because I called him, but I never did.
So I crept out and hid in the toilet to return the call or Mr Siow would've butchered me.

I went shortless for the entire day cause I couldn't find a nice pair of short shorts, and I went to Am's house to spend the afternoon. Felt totally unbearable.

Shit. I should go for plastic surgery and change my name. Ahhhh!
Stop, thinking, now.

Okay anyway, I just cleared my conscience by telling Mum what was going on.
Except that I said "I was planning to..." instead of "I already did it".
(: Doesn't matter, she knows.

And for Chinese, we got the HAHAHA teacher for the whole of this term.
Couldn't stop laughing during Chinese, never met such a queer teacher before.
But what she says/ how she talks is really funny. And while randomly turning back, it was rather enchanting to see them all laughing, throughout the lesson.
Charming smiles.
I lingered for a moment, before switching back to reality: That MT ORAL'S IN FRIGGEN 2 DAYS.
W, th.

The more I think about it, the more I feel like ponning VJ auditions.
D:

Tuition was seriously crazy, (no longer talking about Situation here)
spent 2 hours proving Circle Theorem questions. The textbook questions are crazy la. Saw stars.
But true to my prediction, friend A came(;
Plus he's randomly switching to Mon and Thu, which are the days I go for tuition.
I shall no longer be left alone with crazy/ weird people.
Some.

Okay, we're gonna do, oh YES WE ARE, our LEGACY project on thursday after our Chinese oral/ Ab's IR.
And get a damned A for Civics and Moral E- that'll be the end of it.
Amanda decided to change plans and get us at my house next tuesday, cause she's never seen my house before.
Ooooh, my house/ family's such a mystery ah(: Hahahaha.

Okay, back to mourning for the loss of status.
I'm usually well-dressed, and say intelligent things, and laugh at others.
But die la. Now i'm the one who kena.

I shall stand out and decide against switching to Lj(:
Cause I can't configure Lj skins for nuts, and I don't like that.

Ps, Did you know?
Antennae is the plural form of antenna.

Spent my night on the computer doing nothing productive, and i'm afraid I couldn't resist the urge to get myself something.

Since we can get clothes so cheaply, I just bought myself a new bag(;
(Which i'll be getting in like two days.)


Say hello to my new Fredflare cassette tote(: Hahahahaha wth, I know!
But it was too cute to resist.
(Aren't all Fredflare stuff! :D)
And it's cheap, and durable. Plastic leh. (I think.)
And wow, it's still retailing online:D
http://www.fredflare.com/.


So here's as promised.
You know, the more I stare at Shihua, the more I think she looks amazin'.
*Stares for a while more. Wlau.
Damn, she totally pulls off the goth look! :D You fckin rock lah.
Can't believe you wore dress + heels, but I think it made my day! (:

And Geri's hiding behind? Hahahahahaaha wth.
Plus I think it's obvious that I retrieved my missing bra. Um, yeah. Shucks. I don't know why it looks like that. My mirror doesn't work that way.

Okay goodnight/ enjoy Chinese IR if there's any.
Ps. I think my messenger's down, esp when you try to send me stuff! Stoooopid. Hope it works tmr.

Why is my internet so slowwww.

Yeah right now's my second stomachache of the day, great job luh. Don't know who else gets them so frequently.
D:
Pain.

Anyway, I spent $177. (:
Which was below my expectations! Congrats man.
Amanda, still feeling accomplished? Heh.
We have many many things to do now); Urgh. I'm so lazy.
I told you she was young and pretty(: Hahaha what aunty la.
But I shan't take anything. Until a few weeks later.
When it's old and unwanted.

Abigail's such a loyal fan of my blog lah. (:
Hahahahaha yes.

First day was alright, had a ton of Econs. It went alright I suppose, I got 18/20 for MCQ(:
Which was a miracle since I hardly touched econs this hol.
And my lost Cocoa Market worksheet mysteriously appeared in my bag today, after two weeks of endlessly flipping about my room looking for it.
Wow.

Had morn assembly, but I don't think we were doing what we're supposed to. (Listening)
Instead, Ab and I were busy laughing at Mr Tan, the new bucktoothed addition to the Tkg family! (However temporary) Hahahahahahaha omg, we're damn mean.
And i'm sad that Ms Kuah has 'left'.

We missed Chinese);
Oral's in like, 3 days and i'm so screwed.
But it's okay, since it was made up during recess. When Am picked a seat with super clear view.
Too clear la, I was distracted from my chicken rice.
Uh, oops. But jialat, I cannot hope for the.. near-impossible.

Stop dreaming.
And everyone came back with some sort of different hairstyle!
Some just became super girly suddenly, others beheaded the ponytail.
Mr Peh shaved nearly botak. Hahahaha he's the best lah(:
Either way, I think the tall/ tanned/ muscular/ pretty girl looks good in whatever hair she carries, so it's fine. (:
The untanned looks pretty, as Aisy put it, but I cannot dahan la. I'm completely not used to it.

Make-up. Dresses. Futher urgh!
*Laughs frantically cause it's just too weird.

Plus i'm not used to Wynne's short hair. Hahaha yes, lion's mane lah.

Changed tuition to tomorrow!
It's HMT IR, and I have no idea if we even have Chinese IR. It's like the school doesn't care about our oral!
D;
Or Lc for that matter.

Btw, I've got one photo from Martin's wedding!
Have yet to go chase him for our photos, plus I think Amanda Liew owes me some eh(:
(Martin's damn nice to hug. So big and so warm and so ... bearish.)
(Must be all the toning up he's doing! Heheheh:D)
Still can't believe he's married! Man, it's funny.

Oh damn, Blogger's being a bitch and refusing my photo. Shall put it up next time.

And yes, I'm seriously considering getting Donald's no from Martin so we can go grab some coffee at say, Starbucks:D
Hahahaha omg, crazy girl.


Oooooh shit, I love starry vests and high waisted skirts/ shorts and kimonos.
:D I need moolah, pronto.

Yay, Amanda said yes(:
There goes my 200 bucks.

Worse still, i'm fckin broke now since I paid for all the umbrellas,
and Martin's bottle of wine.
Dang. It's gonna take a good while to get back all my money.
Fifty five good dollars.

Tomorrow's gonna feel like the longest day ever, esp with econs, and 2 periods of Ms Lee.
There's a little consolation in the first period being Chinese.
Hahahaha yes! (:
Two (long) weeks already.
But on the other hand, I haven't done an inch of econs, and i've done less than half of the Heymath Benchmarks. Because all the answers seem funny and i'm not very confident when it comes to online tests.

Chinese oral is said to be either this or next week. And my chinese standard has dropped tremendously cause i've not uttered a single syllable of chinese this holiday.
I dread oral. D:

I guess the next term's gonna fly by in the blink of an eye.
And then holy shit, it's the big fat Os.

Oh boy.
Enjoy Term 3.

Yes, we did a song dedication to M last night, on stage.
I bet, BET, everyone thought we were gonna sing but we just walked off. :D

Yesterday was so fun/ crazy.
Went for his church wedding alone, just cause he asked me to. He was erm, getting pissed with his father-in-law. Hahaha omg, I hope other people didn't hear our convo. "He damn stupid lah."
Yeah, my dress was super short, or so everyone thought.
Catholic priests are generally monotonous, and crack really lame jokes. Seriously, Euro 2008?
=_=
(Btw recently, all the bigger teams have been losing! D:)
Plus I really didn't like M's church suit. It was gray, and baggy at the wrong places, and the jacket was till his mid-thigh. :P
I have a thing with guy dressing.

Lunched with Nat at MOS, bought M a Faucet Light (makes the water blue) and a bottle of wine!
Yeah, we had to call Lance Corporal down cause he was the only convenient person who was above 18. Heh, it was a Shiraz! Love the stuff.

Started rehearsing really early at Intercontinental, and oh my, M got us a Ladies Day Room for changing and stuff. It was a whole hotel room! With two beds!
:D:D:D
Impressive, but sadly we had to share it with the bride's sisters.

I actually had to change in the curtains, and omg I left my top and bra there.
Went through such a big hassle to get it back afterward, halfway through the dinner.
"What exactly did you lose miss?"
"Oh um, it was actually my bra."
"....." "May I know what colour?"
"Huh? Oh it's black."
"I'm sorry, but do you know which part of the room it is likely to be at?"
"It's in the curtains. ... The ones on the right side of the window."

Oh yes, i'm so damned malu.
Totally embarrassing.

Anyway, sometime through the rehearsal, Ganpin and Lance Corporal bought us donuts!
:D :D :D
Shihua and I got really, really high on them. Damn. Lance was laughing at our expressions and Gp finally got the chance to prove that she wasn't the scariest at food.
CHOCOLATE BALLS! AH DAMN. I NEED MORE.

Martin looked completely suave with his dinner suit.
(:
So the performances went well, and we cheered really loudly. We had to keep changing in between dances, and Nat and I just changed in the kitchen. With waiters walking in and out. Uh, yeah, we were wearing stuff inside. But still.

Geri and Amanda's item was fckin good:D Hot hot hot hot hot.
M's singing was fantastic. I'm so jealous of Cheryl lah. Hahaha.

Food was awesome. Shark's fin, roasted suckling pig, roasted chicken, prawns, everything! So posh(: And i'm happy that M's happy.
Him getting married seems so surreal.
But he kept saying all the "i rly love you" and "I'll give you my everything" so I was touched. The bride didn't seem all that appreciative though!
Then again, what he doesn't know won't kill him.

I'll be so happy to have a wedding like that.
I really like it when people put in so much effort to make things work, just so that i'll be happy.

I don't like snobs.

Alot of people made it a great day for me though.
(:
The dancers: Nat, Shihua, GanP, Jas, Jiamin, Geri, Amanda.
Plus Cheryl's cousin/ sister, Donald/ Ronald (the guy who was the emcee- great accent. plus he's goodlooking!), the Guy From The Lift, the technical guy Gerald!?!?, the service staff (esp those who helped me find all my missing things), and of course, MARTIN!
Congrats dude.

Donald/ Ronald would definately be my type, if I were 7/ 8 years older?
Whoots. And Martin if I were 10 years older. Hahahahaha:D
But I think they're the same age? No idea.

Pics shall be up when I get them(:
I always say that but I can't be bothered to go get lah.

"Hey, you're the Girl From The Lift!"

Damn tired now from yesterday, just caught TCON with family, finally, after eons.
I love dimsum.
And i'm craving to go out with someone, after thinking about it.
Not someone as in anyone, but someone as in somebody.

That'll be suicidal.

You know how our little entreprenuership plan failed the last time.
(It's still empty.)
But it seems that today was such an eye-opener (yes I went gallivanting), so i'm creating another plan! Urgh yes, what a bad time but I suppose i'll be busy only like an hour a day, so I think I can still spare that.
And yes, I used the word "our". (: Soooooo,
Ab and Am,
I need your help.

I think Am's gonna go: Whaaaaat, are you maaad?
(At the thought that Os are a like three months away, and what i'll ask her to do.)
Hahaha! But it'll be so cool.
Plus we'll have enough money to go eat Sakae/ go WWW/ book a chalet/ go shopping/ all the things we wanna do.

Heh, let you all know later.
I suspect Ab can guess alr.

So while I was strolling to Vj to hand in my application, I bumped into Cass and Edna. Gosh, everyone's DSAing to Vj! And another girl who looks like a dancer, but she's below my shoulder height, and way too skinny.
Well. I think my dance is.. cool. Or rather, my plan for my dance.

Still gotta rush back out for our last rehearsal before tomorrow.
Aww damn, I hope it'll all go well! (:
Maybe, maybe if i'm feeling rich, i'll go buy flowers for everyone.
I don't think they read my blog? So yeah, it'll be a nice surprise.
(Provided Grace Tan shuts up. (: )

I must've walked like at least 3 km today.
From the faraway bus stop to Katong Mall and back, to Nat's house and back, to Vj and back, to some other Mall and back.
Wha, how shall I dance later.
Aching alr. Plus, IT'S SO FRIGGIN HOT.

I can't imagine anyone bringing durians to school.
Tsk. :D
Then again, I can't imagine alot of other things. Like how violent birthday bashes can get, and Alisha making out with anyone. (Okay, wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong.) (Urgh.)
Or anyone I know making out with anyone.
Damn. Limited imagination = boring person.

-Annoyed,
Because tuition people are so hard to find on Google. Except for A lah. Sorry Joy, failed in my mission to get someone's Friendster. Hahaha you know, I feel like a PI.
Seriously, you all should just start taking the initiative and find me. I'm too easy to find. Search anything/ anyone and you'll somehow reach my blog, cause I blog so much about random stuff.
It'll be really cool to find everyone and link each other up(: Mr Siow'll be ultimately shocked/ pissed when he finds out.

Just went on my usual trip around Lj/Blogger,
and i'm wondering who you're talking about.

Everytime I scroll through my photo folder, my heart skips a beat at your picture.

Bev has some crazy ass friends.
(:
So she brought along two guy breakers today, who were pretty cool. And damned funny. Sheesh.
Who sang their school song/ Amazing Grace/ many other christian songs for the whole bus to hear, and defaming some other churches while at it. Couldn't control my laughter.
My eyes popped quite alot, cause they can do some really cool stuff.

Urgh, I think i'm gonna be the last person to hand in the DSA form, which is due tomorrow! And the dance is still... in bits and pieces, so i'm screwed! Maybe yes, I should just heed Bev's advice/ copy what someone else is doing: freestyle. Hahaha oh shit.

Apologise (by One Republic, without Timbaland's Ah ah ahs) is my ultimate freestyle song. (Contemp duh.) (: Tempted to use that, but Al says it sucks/ Shanice's using it.

Shaun's right; You Don't Mess With The Zohan wasn't that great a movie after all. The ending was.. sloppy. Ah well, can't wait for Never Back Down!
We're gonna watch some other movie I guess.

School's starting in just a bit, so I (we!) won't have free time anymoreD:
Therefore, DSA item must be completed by let's see... omg tomorrow?!? And you know, i'm not all that confident. Vj's auditions are gonna be very packed this year.

At this major point in time, i'm afraid to admit that 'studies' isn't running through my mind. Well, at least not on the surface. In the part of my brain that controls my conscience, yes.
I plead guilty.
At this rate, I'm gonna flunk the Os and get retained. Just this last week- let me handle everything and then i'll chiong the books. Textbooks. (:

To be honest, to myself and to everyone, I don't think I like anyone, but sadly, I think I like a few people. In the "Shit I can't stop thinking about it" way. Not the "Let's get married" way. You know? I bet you're confused.
Wth, hols have proved me to be unable to keep to my word.
Thinking and thinking and thinking some more.

Girl, I can't help but wait
Till you get that with him it don't change
Can't help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain't the same.

Girl or guy? Hahahha.

I better change my style a little.
(Dance lah.)

Oh gosh, you know, today's such a beautiful day.

Firstly I hope the event went well(: Sounded good from Ab's blog. But anyway, if I go it'll probably ruin the good mood and plus, the last memories I want Tanvi to have are happy ones(:

And yes, back to today! :D
Ah, thinking about it just makes me smile.

So supposedly met Ym at 0956, he was on time and SO WAS I(:
Whoa, someone buffed up. Arm muscles are whoots! You chickened out on your promise to flex them. Nvm, touching was enough. Hahahahahha I sound like a pervert.

Thanks for Macs breakfast!
Haha yeah, hotcakes are ze best.
And I think guys who drink hot tea at Macs are funny. I mean, I'm the only person I know who does that. Heh(:

Kay, gotta get down to burning the music for tmr.
Excited/can't sleep although i'm busted. :D
Mrted to Cineleisure.
I paid for tickets (Oh yes, I did, don't doubt me!) to shucks I can't even rmb the name of the movie.
Oh yeah, Get Smart.
More Mrt.
Wasted time walking around Suntec, and Candy Empire.
Thanks for the lozenges(: Someone's so attentive uh.
Ate at Donut Factory, and yes, I taught him how to play Stress. He got so hooked on till we were late.
Movie.
was so-so, but uh,.. nvm. Someone still feels the same.
(:
Mrted back to Tiong Bahru's Macs.
For more Stress/ Noelle's version of Two-player Daidi.
I'm so much fun, I know(:

Thanks for the whole day luh, you brightened my day up(:
Although I find it too coincidental that you ended up dating another Noelle, and i'm sorry that two Noelles have ruined your life. (as you said)
I didn't mean to. And since you asked me why just now, i've been thinking.
Honestly, wth was I doing=_=

I don't like you for ruining my nails, cursing me kena cancer/ chemotherapy (due to my thin hair- it's not thin okay.), acting smart with your weird mathematical jokes, making me fall for the stupid finger trick, and being sarcastic.
(:
Either way, we're even (except that you owe me $$!) and thank you(:

And later on, my surprise to the ballet people today!
Turns out it wasn't a surprise because despite me being late, I was the only one there.
So spent time on Alisha's leg, and wth, she was the second person to call me annoying today.
Why, tyvm ah. I missed you(:
Wandered around the whole PP looking for umbrellas- failure.

But I guess I made Shihua really happy! So yeah(:
Alisha and Shihua make the best couple lah, what else can I say.
That seems.. slightly wrong. Oops.
The woman fckin rocks lah. Can't do without her. (;
We didn't show you our pieces for M's wedding in the end, so i'm sorry.

So, don't be sad. (:
I'll give you a buff guy! Called Channing Tatum? Heh, I also want.
Oh, i'll grow my hair long for you. Then you'll be super happy to see a girly me everyday, with long hair that you can actually twirl and play with.
(That would make alot of other people happy. (: )

Other random things:
-Dress that I bought came in the mail today. Lovelovelove it.
(:
-My/ Mum's broken Aldo sunglasses appeared mysteriously in a piece on my table!
(One entire lens fell off actually.)

And last (that I can rmb) happy thing for today!
MUM BOUGHT A MAXI DRESS.
O: O: O: O: O: O: !!!!!!!!
From River Island! Whoooots! I don't think i'll borrow it for M's wedding cause i'll be overdressing. But either way, YES I've finally got my hands on one.

Speaking of Saturday, i'm gonna be lugging a luggage there.
Like the trolley kind maybe? Hahahaha.
Yes I sorta went crazy and offeredto bring everything.
I'm bringing 3 white shirts, 3 cropped cardigans (I actually have so many O_O), plus all my make up.
And my hiphop outfit, plus the dress i'm wearing, and a change of shoes perhaps?
Yeah. I'm crazy.

And tomorrow oh boy, is gonna be crazier.
Hoping to finish Bev's/ my choreo, and she's bringing two breakers along!
Ah that's awesome:D Breakers are zeeeee shit.
Damn, Alisha should totally come crash, but nvm):
Can't wait! :D

Shucks, DSA forms are in a mess, haven't photocpied anything! tsk. I'm dead.
I think i'm only handing it in on Friday, so Nat, please wait for me(:
Tyvm.

You know what, i'm really happy that Tanvi asked me if I wanted to go tmr.
To what Ab calls, the "event". Haha no idea why.
But thanks alot! (: For being such a friend.

Tmr i'm going out with YeeMin:D
We're gonna grab some breakfast at Macs at Tiong Bahru (our old hangout) before heading out to our "First Date" place: Plaza Sing=__= Heh, yeah.
It's gonna seriously be a trip down memory lane, 2 years later.
We have such a weird history, no?

And guess who messaged me!
Everyone knows this guy: MR YONG.
Hahahaha he was so funny.
"Hullo. Isn't it daunting that hols are over so soon?!?"
I was just stoned, for five seconds, before I started jumping around. Yeah, he's having a ball of time in gigantic HCI, but it seems that his workload's gigantic too.
Plus, he told me he wants to be a bum??
Man, I miss Mr Yong); But anyway, he says we'll have reunion meals after Os!

I miss the teacher-friend kinda relationship.
It exists no longer here.

Well, then Mr Siow would come in:
"Teachers can be your friend? My ass lah!"
And yakk on and on, even until how this teacher molested this student.

Tuition today was a little depressing, did Paper 1.
This girl marked until I got only a 55/80. Turns out it was a 64/80, (don't know how she missed out so many marks) but I shan't be calculative. It's just the sense of satisfaction(:
Damn, I really can't believe D got higher. From now on, that skinny arse boy shall be my competitor. I must score better than him.
He got 65, highest was like 68. I need at least 70.

He was really weird today. Followed me to the petrol station and back during the break.
And well, Joy has a word struck out of her dictionary: Worm.
Everytime I say "Worm", she'll just cringe in disgust and change the subject. Hahahahah I should give her a hand and tell Mr Siow that it's actually A***n that our Joy has eyes on. (:

And when Worm finally realised that he was marking Joy's paper, he omg-ed and threw it away. Lol.
Those two have a strange, unliked affinity.
I think he looks better in his uniform(: Than his pink polo. The uniform makes him look.. taller!
Oh Joy.

Just checked a guy out with Alisha. Heh, of all people! Tsk.
But omgggg, isn't he friggen hot? I think so. I don't dare let him know.
Hahahah gosh what are we doing.

Can't wait for tmr morn(:

And Tanvi, take care. (:

I love So You Think You Can Dance!
:D
Anyway, I still prefer Travis>Benji.
Auditions were so funny yst. But some were just way cool.

Anyway, reh at Intercontinental:
First scare: Nat and Shihua said that they were at the wrong Intercontinental.
Turns out they just entered this place called Vault cause it sounds cool=_=
Second scare: The aisle wasn't as long as M put it (one side of Crestar to the other), but we still managed to figure the space out anyway.
Third scare: The stage was kinda makeshift, noisy and the sort. Luckily we aren't jumping alot/ really hard.

But i'm so happy;
WE FINISHED CHOREOING EVERYTHINGGGG.
Oh yeah we actually went up to the security guards in the hotel for directions, and told them we were performing at the wedding so we needed to rehearse. And he asked what we were doing.
I said Hip Hop. They laughed pretty hard.
D:
And when we first started, the wedding planner and another guy laughed.
Oh boy, can't wait to see the people's faces.
:O
:(
O_O
D:
*middle finger*

Plus Church (one of the songs) has like mother******.
Alot, every paragraph. And alot of ****s.
Heh:D But nice song lah.

So i'm going for tuition (at 1), and Joy told me not to let her sit near Worm:D Funny la, the both of them. If any Bgrs happen in tuition, i'm gonna lmao. Seriously. Like who??
Worm + Joy.
Daphne/Amalina + Muhammad? (Hahahaha they wish!)
Darrel + Belle? Rofl man. D'll probably kick her away.
I don't know la.
And guess what: With today, we're gonna finally finish all the Sec 1 to 4 topics!
And that's the END of my revision for Emath!
Duh, he's gonna give papers to do but nvm, well, i've finished(:

I lost my Cocoa market worksheet. Someone send me the questions?
):

Sorry and Thank You to Bev. (: ):
You're gonna kill me when you see my next msg.
You know, I hate DSA. D:

So yeah, happy birthday Abigail(;
Hope you liked your expected surprise.

Happy Father's Day too.
And hope all Band members are happy(: Wonder how the concert went.

Expo felt like GSS; everyone was pushing/squeezing and rushing, and I was going against the flow of traffic.
Gave Ab her present, saw Fc and the rest of their cg. And yeah, MTang's random photo.
And I've finally fufiled my curiosity (Like, 3 years), cause I grabbed Fc by the waist and took mental note of how bony she was, and I saw Seth Chiam.
He looks.. taller, luckily. Amanda disagrees with me when I say that his eyes seem bigger/brighter. My memory's rusty then.

Skinny people.

Only just read my email, and I'm supposed to pay for this dress by today! Urgh): Bought a dress for M's wedding, which cost me only: 23 dollars.
I'm proud of myself for finding such a good buy. And just, that person released another sale section with um, 2 nice dresses. One's 20, the other's 22.
Frustrated. Feel like buying two. But that's forty bucks wasted.

On second thought, I only like the 22 bucked one now(: Damn. 45 dollars!
Shall spend the next half an hour considering.

It's one of those, don't-feel-too-good days.
Just had dinner at some place at Bukit Timah, right next to CCAB. The salmon linguine was... funny. Ate until I felt like puking. But yeah, chocolate cake was friggin awesome.

Next week's my real holiday week;
-Dental tmr, plus reh at Intercontinental Hotel.
-Tuition's only on tuesday! :D
-Rehs on monday, wednesday and friday maybe?
-Going out with YeeMin on wednesday!
-Dancing with Bev on thursday.
-Martin's wedding on saturday.

Amidst all that, I have to find time to do econs.
And settle Rachel's clothes cause she's so fckin lazy and can't go to the post office to collect it herself. What's the point. Okay fine, i'm just in a bad mood.

Mum's such a biased mum,
and I'm such a ruined youth.

Understand that some things aren't a matter of choice.
I hate how you're so stubborn; you refuse to listen/ admit that you're wrong/ insist I would've gone worse elsewhere and expect me to be grateful.
There are some things I can't forgive you for. You know I hate regretting, but yet you made me.
Thank you luh.

While Shaun's out having a blast, on some coffee, I envy on cause I know one year from now, I won't be there. I still won't be allowed out (don't talk about time), won't be allowed to date, will be scolded for coming home a fraction of a second late, and will be babysitting Ines Leow (on weekends esp) because everyone else is so busy.

So much so, I decided to actually ask. Before you give it any thought,
"Of course not."
What difference in mood a quarter of a second can bring.

Shaun said he'll hate being me. He'll probably just die. He laughed.
How cold and cruel that laugh seemed to be.

Guess what Mum said last night?
In the end, I chickened out and went downstairs to show off my left thumb and coincidentally told Mum: "Have you seen the colour?"
And she just went:
"Oh."
...
"Those kinda colours are hard to paint you know. The faults are gonna be quite obvious."

I held in my glee. So I happily ran back into my room (hiding as Dad put it) and painted all my nails. Now, I have sexy nails! :D
That have already begun chipping.

I did alot of things today.
Nothing that Mrs Chia would like, of course.
Went out for lunch at the hawker at Amoy Street. My fish noodle stall had moved): So in the end, we had the wanton mee that was voted Best In Singapore.
Wlau, it was fckin nice. And the soup was Glorious! :D Yeah and alot of ingredients. They ran out of char siew so charged us 2 bucks a bowl. A BIG bowl.
And it seems that that hawker has alot of trademarks.
-My newly-missing fish noodle stall.
-Best wanton mee stall.
-Most handsome looking hawker in Singapore.

Haha yes, believe it or not, the most good looking hawker!
(It was voted/in some show.)
I didn't actually see him, but he looks like a movie star. Tall, handsome, nice eyebrows, nice eyes, nice build, and everything else.
His fishball noodles are just so-so though. I find it quite funny actually.
So some customers visit him just to take a photo with him/get his number. Well.
What an interesting world.

Then I went to the PC show, which was a letdown by my standards. The laptops were so-so. And I saw many of the Sitex people there! Yeah, but none of them recognised me anyway.
Oh yeah, the Toshiba booth brought back memories. Heh.
I still can't imagine Samuel working.
Best notebook deal: Some NEC black laptop which was going for 999.
According to Dad (the best, most proffessional techie I know).

Acer/Dell sucks. (:
The big brands have so much less to offer these days.

And since we had some leftover time before Mum ended work,
I got us to drop by the LIME Flea Market!
I finally remember to go.
There were so many cheap+nice clothes, but it was a matter of too much choice. So I didn't buy anything. Say that you're proud of me, go on(:
The nicest I found: Printed tube dress for 18.
Prints were really nice, some floral thing.

But just to pacify myself (since I brought like 50 bucks out to spend), I bought my E.l.f. cosmetics(: Eyeshadow cream+brown mascara!

Yay. It smells really funny though.
It's the cheapest branded makeup you can find around, costing only USD$1. Shipping and other costs made it SGD$3.50. Which is still, cheap!
Um the letdown's the poor packaging. But you know, it's expected with such low prices.
Nvm, the best thing: The stuff's good. (:

That ass Bev hasn't replied me. (Bad habit la!)
Annoying shit, I'll just go book the studio first la(: Thanks to the tipoff from my dance junior (Eh I still don't know who you are), I'll go check out SAFRA's deal.
Forgot Dad was a SAFRA member. Heh.
And this gives me an excuse to burn an R&B cd! I hate wasting cds, but I've compiled so many R&b songs(:

Going to Grandma's place for dinner!
:D :D :D :D :D

I don't know what inspired me, but I bought a bottle of nail polish from The Face Shop after tuition today.
Maybe it was the 10 bucks sponsor from Aunt or (more probably) that I found my hidden cash reserve of 100 bucks from my birthday/work.
I'm proud of not spending that money for like SIX MONTHS, and i'm kinda happy I hid it away and forgot where I hid it, until last night(:

So anyway, i'm scared shit cause Mum has never approved of nail painting.
(Even toenails.)
So to prepare her, I told her that I borrowed her base coat.. and she went like:
"What, you're painting your nails?! This is not the age for you to paint yet!"
Um, I know some people are like: Wth?!
But yeah. I think Mum believes that only when you're working that you should paint your nails. (Just look on the streets!)

And the worst, worst part,
I bought a dark colour): I know I have like lousy black polish and dark blue somewhere, but never used it. It's a very nice, I swear, shade of dark wine/plum.
I just painted like, my left thumb and I don't dare to walk out of my room.
Shall await Mum's reaction before I continue painting the rest.
(If my nails aren't pulled off.)
):

But staring at my left thumbnail, it's so sexy lah.
I pray that Mum'll borrow it or something! Hahahaha riight, chances are 1 to 1 billion.

I'll go deposit my 100 bucks to cover up my ATM withdrawals(: The thought of having more money in the bank pleases me.

And now, I agree with Amanda. That my nails are funny. (Unique lah.) Cause the shop assistant told me so while she was painting on the colours. (: I like them that way.

Last night, Fay Chiam taught me something.
That people change throughout their lives.
I was sorta reminded of our "falling out" during P6 cause I liked her bro or something. Yeah, which brings me back to the current situation you know?
I can handle this. I mean, last time all I did was just hang out with Eugenice like everyday or something. It was so cool; we tried on each other's clothes and played and laughed about guys.
And I can do it again. It's probably a little less stressful and more fun with less people sometimes(:
That's the brighter side.
And for once, that's reality.

She used to envy my clothes, the way I did my hair (Yeah disgusting with gel all over= super neat) and whatever else.
Now I don't think she should envy my clothes, or my hair, or whatever else.
No reason to lah. (:

You were always the one leading, always the one who started little "trends" (including boycotting 5566 and F4 and wtv); I was always the one who followed.
I probably never told you, but I envied your dimples (dug by pencils probably), and your smile, and your hair, and your tan (not anymore) and many other things.
And i'm sorta glad. That you were part of my past.

Yes Fc, it's mushy and you're probably getting goosebumps while shaking your leg/cleaning your nails/resting your head on your hand.
Hahaha yeah, random.

On a lighter note, (nothing related to Fc) the fast-paced lifestyle of the rich/popular is not for me. I can't afford going to weekend parties, or shopping every day, or even going out everyday. I can' handle constantly looking great, being happy and high, and being a social butterfly.
I like my tortoise-paced life. I like waking up and leaving the house with messy hair. I like to stay home and be a bookworm.
Oh, how things have changed. (:

I'm still staring at my left thumb wondering if it's worth upsetting Mum and shocking Dad for one week (before school reopens).
Would you dare?

OMG, SAMAD'S IN URBAN!

UNDER THE HEY GOODLOOKING SECTION.
I'M JUST LIKE OMG, AND LAUGHING AND SCREAMING AND LAUGHING AND SCREAMING AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.
His outfit is nearly the same everyday (including the last time I saw him) but whoooots! It's crazy that his small body can hold like, wait lemme count, ELEVEN things.
Brooch plus tie and all.
I'm still gaping at the page after a hurried phone call to Shaun.

Okay on second thought,
I feel like kicking myself.
SO COINCIDENTALLY, Samad was caught at the gig on satruday that I passed out on. And judging from the girl who wore like.. nothing nice, I could've had my one shot to fame on the newspaper.
Um yeah right, but anyway, it's nice to dream.
They should've like pulled Shaun on camera too. I thought his shirt was pretty nice that day.

But if they catch me, it'll be like:
Oh um,
I got my top from the pasar malam, I got my shorts from some warehouse sale, I got my necklace from a warehouse sale in Dubai, I got my shoes from the market, and I got my bangles from yet another pasar malam.
And:
Good-looking? I guess i'm alright. I'll give myself a 10(: (My ego whoops around in joy.)

Or just lie.

How... embarrassing. Seriously. Hahahahaha wth.
Exaggeration there; I do own nice, branded clothes just that it's not really worth spending so much in them. And my ego would prevent me from wearing anything cheap/ugly to a gig with lots of musicians/hot guys/Shaun. Yeah Shaun'll probably ditch me if I didn't look good. And leave me stranded in a crowd of queer, bad-smelling, head-bobbing people.

And I think in real life, i'm probably a 5/10. ):

But after Shaun told me what went on, I regret not seeing Eugene's awesome, so he claimed, blues-like solo and whatever else. And oh yes, missing out on their Naive (BY THE KOOKS!) performance. Damn, i'm hooked to the song.

On the same page, I'm so hooked onto Rihanna's pixie crop. That was my ideal hairstyle... D:
No shit, I can't cut. Nooooooooooooo. ):
Upset.

Anyway, tuition today was hilarious. Mr Seow went on about some mother who scolded his arse off. And I think I was a teeny bit off focus.
(:
Shucks, I have an obsession with guy muscles.
I love guys with the right physique. Broad shoulders, smaller waist and slim hips, shaped legs?
Too buff=No.
Too scrawny=No.
Abs= Yes!
Hahaha wth, yeah abs are a total, complete plus point with me.

I think girls with abs are hot. Hint hint, Alisha.

Oh yes speaking of guys,
it seems that my eyes didn't fail me and indeed, it was Mr A I saw in the same mrt carriage as me.
With his.. styled hair and his.. piercings. He wasn't Superman today though.

And back to tuition, I think I can score for Emath(:
D was like staring at my work the entire time today since he was just right next to me. Like a little privacy would be nice. Tuition has so many skinny guys that it's scary.

I realised that Worm wears nothing but polo tees/bermudas. Every single day. His favourite's probably the bright pink (think Giordano's pink) one.
And don't be fooled by appearances; on closer observation, I noticed that some girls wear ESPRIT and omg, Mango.
O_O

That's about my life ya know?
Tuition, rehearsals, studying, worrying for DSA. Yeah, i'm now part of the "no life" group of people. Say Hi to the newcomer yeah.

Apparently, the ballet people/other schoolmates seem to think otherwise.
No, I'll tell you once again that current relationship = ZILCH and that my boyfriend's probably Biology Insight or Panpac ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS.

Before I forget, I need help.
Whoever stays in a condo with a function/multipurpose room with mirrors please let me know? Studio rentals are fckin expensive. Or if you know a cheap studio, let me know!
:D
Doens't have to be vvv big/nice. I'm an easygoing person.

Thank you in advance yeah. (:

I feel terrible.
On the verge of a fever/severe cold, no idea why.
Ate like a pig these few days, no excuse of malnutrition/low resistance etc. And speaking of today, I probably had like 7 meals. I feel the need to puke.

Anyway, went out to study today(: Must say that although it was pretty productive, i'm not a person to chiong like 4 hours of studying at one shot. I'll do half/one hour intervals, tyvm.

Yeah and on the bus home, I met the biggest life ruiners in my life.
The two noisy girls behind, plus the mother and son in front.
OMG THE DAMNED GIRLS WERE LIKE SCREAMING AND LAUGHING AT SUPER HIGH FREQUENCIES. AND LIKE SHOUTING TO THE WHOLE BUS:
"MALAYSIA OR MALAYSIANS?!?"
"MALAYSIA IS THE COUNTRY LAH!"
"NOOOOOOOO (drags and whines), MALAYSIAN IS THE COUNTRY!"

And:
"I GOT NO SECRETS! I TELL YOU ALR, MY BEST FRIEND IS XXX!"
"YOU KNOW MY SECRET? I TELL YOU AH, YOU DON'T TELL OTHER PEOPLE! I LIKE TO HIDE NICE BOOKS IN THE LIBRARY!" (Yeah, everyone in the bus/in the cars around the bus knows your little secret now darling, how considerate to scream out your valuable thoughts.)

I couldn't dahan so I obviously stuck my fingerS into my earS BUT THE TWO GIRLS DIDN'T EVEN SEE (LIKE HELLO I WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU, ASS.) AND CONTINUED. Luckily the mum turned behind and saw me and told them to shut up (IN VAIN). If not, I would've stood up and confronted her about poor upbringing/ no manners/ no hygiene/ plain brainless and selfish.
No hygiene cause I swear their spit was flying about in the air. Plus all the three kids coughed so much and didn't bother covering their mouth. In my face. It's no wonder I'm falling sick.

I love kids, but really if I see them again I SWEAR, UPON MY PRIDE AND LIFE, that I'll slap them. And hopefully paralyse their lips. Forever and ever.

You know, I also found my life saver today.
It seems that B has finished choreoing?!?!? Omg. Omhg.
I've been so busy with M's wedding that I have zero time/energy to do my own choreo!
Speaking of that, our hiphop item for M's wedding is gonna be fckin awesome.
Hip hop at a wedding! We'll wake the dead plus the old plus the deaf. And plus the blind.
Whooooots they'll probably spit out their food though. Can imagine.

Hold up, i've never even booked a studio. I've always been living off Crestar's studios.. Holy this is cool. Just that i've to break the bank.
Damn, my money supply is reaching zilch.
):

Money, please start growing on my lime plant/coconut tree-lookalike/bougainvillea/money plant/ixora plants/grass in my garden.

No, i'm not pregnant. I feel like vomiting, but it's just phlegm.
I think know i'm sick.

Another one: gone.

Woke up early to do Mrs T's thing, plus i'm leaving for tuition in an hour and a half. Am not looking forward to tuition today.
Might be meeting Am sometime this week to study. I seriously need motivation. I'm one of the hopeless ones that Mrs Chia likes to talk about. So, yeah.

The more I think about it, the more I don't wanna talk about it, the longer it'll stick in my head.

She's now prettier (in the really girly girl, make-up plus nice clothes way) than me. What is the world comin to. Go to her Facebook and see for yourself.
Wlau eh, =_______=.

I didn't intend it to be, but it was probably a convincing facade that I put up when I said I was over it. Something's wavering.

I wish I had said something, but the words wouldn't form, and I wouldn't have made much sense anyway.
I wish I know whattf's wrong with me.

Anyway, I've really got to get down to emailing Mrs T or she might just decide not to write my recommendation anymore. I'll do it tomorrow morning. Must.
I'm so completely fried for DSA auditions, someone just shoot me.

And,
Kung Fu Panda's a cute movie.

To not upset myself further, changed my desktop pic from the group pic at Pulau Semakau to something just as upsetting actually. Wth.

I'm randoming.
Plus I fckin miss you alr.

My printer's procrastinating again so I can't print out my nomination form for Ms Kok):

Yeh, spent the morning watching Shaun on Devil May Cry 4, and studying Chem. Like, a teeny bit. Still, better than nothing. I've to get down to altering my dress plus completing the testimonial shit and also email my details to Mrs T.
I hate doing these sorta things.
Like, oh: I'm a great leader. I have brought Tkgs Dance Club to cloud 9 and during my period of service I have kept it there. I am so responsible you could give me $1 million dollars and i'll not spend it until I die. (I'll invest it and spend whatever I earn on it.)

How dreadful.
I absolutely abhor being sec 4. And I regret not putting my sec 3 year into better use.
Like in sec 3, we could more or less do whatever we wanted. Fool around, and expect not to be found out. Stuff like that. Plus, everyone was so much warmer.

Whatever. Grow up, why don't you.

I suspect alot of people aren't studying today?
Since it's the first official holiday weekday. Besides, i'm not used to not going to school):
This week's crazy: Reh on mon&wed night, tuition from 12 to 6 on tues,thurs&fri.

Shall go get started on the 672649386557981 things.

Reh today was not very productive, since most of it's mostly done(:
Yay. Um, the So Much In Love dance is really v cool, esp with the umbrella/cane and hat. I think we're done with that one? We're just walking off after a while.
I wonder how we're gonna do most of the stuff though, since it's down the aisle and the aisle has never been famed for being wide enough.
We need proper rehearsals there.

The thing that hypes me more about M's wedding is actually what i'm going to wear there.
There's the morning and the night; i've already got something for the night but it's too glitz&glamour for day so ):
Which is why I combed the entire Bugis Street today!

I met Shaun (who was like an hour late) at Bugis, cause he needed to go change his skinnies. He surprisingly, very shockingly, bought me tea!
O_O
Famous Amos and some Prata Sausage.
He read the newspaper and cut out the coupons; buy 1 get 1 free prata sausage, and 30% more cookes at Famous Amos.
Turns out that we bought 100gms of Double choc, but the girl gave us 50gms more.
:D :D :D
Thank you for being so generous, if you realised.

I felt so touched so I treated him to bubble tea which was a ripoff. Nvm. Sat at the stairs to eat, looking like some smoker-delinquent kind.

He refused to walk Bugis street with me (except for his skinnies). ):
So after he left, I took a tour and whoots,
I FOUND NICE STUFF!

I'm really proud of myself for not buying anything yet.
I'm so obsessed with finding the perfect dress for the wedding, even though i'm nowhere near being a bride. Heh, plus there were maxi dresses that were about 40 bucks. That's cheap compared to Zara's 100plus bucks, I think.

So here's what I like:D
Maxi dresses:


I'm in love with prints. Oh no. Haha yeah this sorta things are for people 163 and above only, tried one on and it was just nice(: Except the top chest part was too.. big. So everything could be seen. Damn, I need papaya.
Just noticed that all of them are of the same cutting.

And white dresses!

I think i'll have to be super rich with a surplus of 100 bucks in my wallet daily to own a maxi, so i'll just keep my budget down by shopping at Bs. White eyelet dresses are so cute. (:
And i'm in love with Boho. Anything Boho's fine with me(;

New charity:
The Noelle's Wardrobe Makeover Fund.
All proceeds, (ALLLL) will go strictly to the needy and will not be used for other gains. (Such as hokkien mee, makeup, shanghai dumplings, ice cream, taxi fare etc.)
Every cent means a lot and acutally counts.
(ie $27.99. I need 99 cents la, can't let the shop owner eat my one cent.)
(Plus those few cents can cover 7% GST!)
Donors who donate above SGD$50 will receive a receipt and will be exempted from tax.
(:
Donation of old clothes and such are also accepted, provided they fit a UK6/8 or XS/S and in good, wearable condition from trends not more than 5 years old. 1960/70's are okay.

This is bad. I should just drop out of school and work for my wardrobe. I'll eat clothes if I'm that hungry. It's probably easier that way.

And while I was searching for the above pics (plus alot more now in my computer), I jumped across a blog with this super cute list. I was laughing, but it's actually not that funny.
Both sides of the story: Should I ask her out?

I should blow this up and paste around our school. Hahahaha yeah.
"She's too young", "It would be scary".
Hee(: Wth lah.

Haven't done much mugging except flippin through Econs this weekend,
so for the coming week, I shall chiong like mad. (:
Work out for one hour, study for six.
Mrs Chia says 8 a day, but Mr Peh says 8's too crazy;
6 during wkdays and 4 during wkends. Then can absorb better.

Choose who you want to listen to lah(:
(He's a bio teacher some more you know...)

I seriously, seriously hate it when anyone touches my things.
Esp when i'm in the middle of my work or something, and I go out. Fk lah.
"Maybe the wind blew it" my arse lah. Liar.

Pet peeve #952.

Anyway, skipping the gig thing since I just only reached home and it's late. Since the Levi's sale was so very terrible, I suggested going to the Giordano warehouse, and Mum sorta scolded me cause "You already got so many clothes what else you still want?!?!?".
How great; In the end I didn't buy anything and she bought like probably 5 shirts and 2 bottoms for herself. Maybe more. NICE ONE MUM.

I'm pissed. Annoyed to the max.
In need of someone to yell at.

And it's so stupid how I haven't caught TCON cause Mum and Dad want to catch it with us, and that like two weeks ago. I bet it won't ever happen lah.
It's either they're lazy/they're working. Okay, whatever. Seriously.

I wonder why our family's so screwed up.

Bleah, found out that we aren't going to Grandma's place for dinner today):
The food there is always great.
So I just got Mum's permission to go with Shaun to see Eugene's gig! Heh(: Plus alot of other random people, but that's okay. I think it's at Clarke Quay. Hopefully it doesn't end too late and I can drag Shaun home with me before say, 2200.

Decided to do all the Heymath Benchmark tests before I go. But I did two and all the answers are funny, so didn't submit. Plus, there's lightning. Shall check answers with someone before I submit(:
Heh, Tkgs should totally win the iPod Shuffle they're giving away to the best student.

And I should totally get (back) down to working out!
The recent days have been full of pigging, with like 6/7 meals a day and numerous snacks in between. I've been feeling really, very, hungry. ):
I wanna lose some weight before I put back on more while studying harder for Os. I tend to grow fatter during mugging periods.

Anyway, I woke up with really cool hair today. If only it stayed, I would've not bathed the entire day.

OMGOMG I HAVE TO GO CHANGE AND EAT IN ONE MINUTE,
CAUSE MUM'S TAKING ME TO THE LEVI'S WAREHOUSE SALE.
HOLY HOLY HOLY MOLY, ;D ;D ;D

LATERRRRRRRRR.

I've decided to let everyone know i'm here!
Which is a little embarrassing cause everything's still in construction mode, but it'll be fully functional by tomorrow or so.
While you're here, leave a tag and brighten my dull, terribly mundane day.
(:

It's gonna be really quiet and all the next few days since Ab, Am and B are all on camp. I'll probably be busy loning at home, but while i'm at that, I shall get started on my weeks overdue Econs. Or maybe not.

Helped Ab carry her sleeping bag (which is really comfy) for the time I was with her. Ended up having BK breakfast with her incomplete cg. It's not that awkward(:
BK still has the 2 bucks meal! Which was totally not filling btw.

IT'S THE LAST FRIGGEN DAY OF SUPPS,
AND I'M SO SUPER HYPED THAT I CAN FINALLY GET DOWN TO STUDYING(: IN AIR-CONDITIONED COMFORT AND B.O. FREE.
Haha I make school sound so bad. At least, no more drama for two weeks:D
Anyway, if anyone's up for study dates, i'm so on. Cause the little computer distracts me like no-one's-business.
But pleaseplease, let's be productive(:

So anyway thanks to someone(:, I was so bored today and ended up taking some pics.
Luckily the edited ones came out super nice, I swear.
Here's an example:

Okay, you can't even tell it's me(: HOW COOL IS THAT.
I'll introduce my new skinny tie from Cotton On here. I've decided to name it Sexy.
So I didn't manage to tie Sexy properly cause I forgot how to but nvm. The overall look passes(:
This is my ultimate favourite. Heh:D Androgyne alert!

I shall start pasting this everywhere as my DP soon.

I think Mr Siow felt kinda bad for rejecting Am, cause he said he wanted to take her in.
But he got scared of the terrible math standard of Tkgs girls (that impression most probably from Gloria Oh) and decided not to. Damnnn.

You know, I saw/heard a lot of weird things today.
On the bus home, I saw this bunch of drunk girls sitting at the back singing really terribly. It was awful.
And I also saw this girl pinning this guy to some random construction site fence. The poor guy; he was trying to get away and just sank down in the end.
Scary, no shit.
And Joy said that my cup was big. I lmao-ed for a while cause it was so random.

She also said that this year isn't a good year for Loveee, according to her friends cause everyone's breaking up/etc. If that's the case my dear girl,
every year's a bad year. For me.
=___=

Imagine, how much time I've wasted. Yeah that's upsetting enough.
She was getting off the bus and sort of tripped. I think.
Okay, everyone's lost now! I can imagine.

Um, will go do this up properly. (:
Seeeeeeeeyoouuu.

Tuition was crazy, till 7.
Mr Siow kinda high today, talking about his Vjc days. Like how he and his friends would bully smaller kids, and strip them to their underwear on their birthdays.
And how they stole clothes from this random guy who was showering.
And left them like this:
[Toilet door] _ _ _ _ _ _

The guy went like: Eh you promise not to cheat ah!
And ran out totally naked, scrambling to get his clothes.
Then Mr Siow and his gang ran into the toilet and locked that guy out. Naked and wet.
Ah, what a pitiful fella.

Anyway, wonder if Amanda remember to call(:

Today's Bio SPA was alright. Like you know, I can't be bothered anymore.
Since I came home, I haven't gone anywhere near Chem!
Hopefully I'll scrape through tmr, cause I don't plan to study anytime soon either.

I swear my phone's getting retarded:
It hangs every few minutes, loses signal in open spaces, auto-switches off.
It's so damned annoying, I need a new phone pronto.

It seems that suddenly, everyone remembered me.
I got TWO random calls today for lunch! Which was like a really huge shock.
And of all times, I was rushing down my lunch at home cause of tuition.
Damn, and one of them was CH, so I felt pretty bad.
He always catches me in situations where I have to ps him):

And guess who i've been catching up with!
Hahah Lim Yee Min:D Yeps, to my surprise, HE STILL REMEMBERS MY BLOG! He stopped reading cause of erm, our not-so-fated past. But yeah, I look forward to Macs breakfast with you okay. (:
I can't imagine him tackling people down in rugby. He seemed rather gentle to me. Then again, maybe it's only me. Hahahahaha wth.

Okay, you lose something, you gain something.
It's.. a sort of karma.
Anyway as Dionne put it: Friendship isn't everything.
Which sounds really, really bad coming from me but drop your prejudices.
Prejudice- another I hate. It somehow caused the group problem right?

From now on, it's group, not clique.
Because cliques are supposed to be really tight, and ours obviously isn't. We're pretty much a gathering of people. No? Cliques should be saved and used in right situations.
I went back and deleted/edited most of the stuff in the old blog, cause well, my emotions have simmered. A little. (: Not not not anger.

Time leads you by the wrist;
Directs you where to go.

I've found someone who got the same PSLE score.
Her name's Beverly. Rofl. I miss her 'fuckin' presence already.

I've got absolutely nothing to wear to Martin's wedding.
And I bet he'll say "then wear nothing lah!" or sth like that. Annoying ass! But yeah, most of my money's blown on GSS, despite my inner rantings how sucky GSS is this year.
):
I should patronize Jasmine's blogshop and make her happy by wearing her dress. Uh, forget it, bad idea.

This time Tanvi, I need the luck more since my chem suckszxzxs like shit, seriously. Good luck to everyone(:


Someone came to tuition looking rather good today. (:
Never expected it.
The lesser I go to school, the straighter I am. Damn, I don't wanna turn straight just yet.

Toodles.

Have you found me? (: