I can't believe I missed Electrico, Amberhaze and a few good bands for the party.
Urgh.
Haha yes, so I think you can guess how the party was.
Um, but I must thank Samuel for coming and keeping me in a good mood, along with his friend Nicholas! (: If not for their company and Shaun's, I would've sulked.
They came in the most unclassy fashion: teeshirt and Billabong shorts. Hahahaha yes I think he just came from gym or something. And the rest of us were in shirts, dresses, heels... ahahahahahahahaha wlau.
What a small world it is.
There was this jazz singer on Friday at Baybeats, who performed with The Lilac Saints.
Joanna Dong? yeah and last night, omg she was performing at the party! Haha yes that is totally cool. She's not an AWESOMEEEE jazz singer but she has a lovely ring to her voice.
And now, she's got me completely hooked on to jazz.
Shaun and I were singing Fly Me To The Moon and Can't Take My Eyes Off You for the whole night, I swear.
Complete with hand actions! Hahahahaahhah((:
Yes and it was during her singing that I realised Shaun's hidden potential.
Shaun and I just started dancing to one of her songs. Which was really.. unexpected.
And my bro hasn't got two left feet! He might not know dance moves and styles, but he can mooove. Like, not tree-ish and stiff. Hahahaah yes i'm proud of my bro!
Aw man Samuel and Nicholas left before that so I missed my chance to dance with him.
Hahahaha wtheck. (:
Hossan Leong came and gave us a performance.
With all his... tried-and-used jokes about George Lucas' Star Wars (planet Nabu and Nanchiau high school), and he did some good singing.
OH YES OMG, the CEO of George Lucas Films was at the party! D:
Luckily he was inside drinking or something when Hossan Leong was telling that joke. Hhaaahahah heng ah(:
Yes and he can sing. Sorta, the showman style.
Well, after Ryan's and Chris' performance of Country Home and Your Guardian Angel, I think my standards of singing were brought lower. Loooower.
And I felt bad, for a moment, about not helping him.
Shaun said we would've embarrassed ourselves less because I actually sing.
My singing does not = talking, like.. some people. (; Shall not be mean.
I don't think he still reads this anyway! (;
The food was really good, but way too little.
I stayed hungry throughout the party.
There was foie gras sushi, platters of small seafood things and the bestest: chocolate banana wanton. Hahaha yes that shit was awesome!
Pity we only had a few. And the foie gras, omg I had like over ten pieces.
I'm going to grow fat and die. Right away.
And the adults were all smoking cigars and drinking.
Or getting drunk, rather.
Yes that spoilt it for me. It's a weird scene.
The most entertaining thing of the night, apart from minutes of dancing with Shaun(: ,
Was how Rachel attacked Samuel.
Yes we know that this girl practically hits on every guy, hahaha yes and quite a while back she had this big thing for Sam. And tonight, perhaps she got a little active by seeing Sam and I together, so she attacked.
Well, she was like, pinching his cheeks and all, while he was retreating backwards.
Hahah shit I swear it was so mean of us to laugh and not save him.
We were sitting in the pub area and staring at them through the windows.
Oooops(: Sorry Sam! You deserve it totally(:
She pounced, totally man.
She was crouching like a tiger and he was hiding like a dragon.
:D
Alright blog later, heading out for lunch now!~
Party Pooper
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Check Yes Juliet
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Last night was awesome(:
Baybeats 08 was really good, except for some bands that were just.. off..
We caught The Lilac Saints, Another Epic Story, The Analog Girl, The Shine&Shine&Shine&Shine, The Peepshow, Force Vomit, and that's about it I think.
Haha I swear some of the acts were completely hilarious.
Like Another Epic Story, the lead singer/ guitarist had his underwear completely exposed. He wore his pants below his butt, but still covering the groin. Hahahaha I've no idea how he kept it on, since he was freaking high and flying about on stage. Mine would've fallen off totally!
Haha yes and that was the screamo band- there was this part they were like:
"screamoscreamo... Meow! sceamoscreamo."
HAHA omg the "Meow" was totally highpitched and just so out of the picture that we went on and on about it for the rest of the night.
And The Shine&Shine&Shine&Shine was this Taiwan band. Who was playing Chinese when we reached. Before switching to this english song. Hanrong (or Travis) and Shaun both thought the female lead was beyond cute, because she was plucking things out of her... keyboard? And throwing them off stage to everyone. Hahahahaha.
She ended off with: (pronunciation exact)
Bayeebeatz, whoo!
Zingapore, whoo!
Chicken riice, whoo!
Complete in packing with the Taiwanese accent. Omg I so have to ask Fuhua about them when we head back to school. (:
The Analog Girl was really good. She does her music with a Macbook, a Nintendo DS, and a few other cool gadgets and her voice was so... sultry.
And her lyrics were so... suggestive.
Shaun was enjoying it, before Hr said that he thought the girl was checking Shaun out.
Hahahahaha "You with me, on top..." :D :D :D :D :D
But still, she was fantastic!
The rest, so-so luh. (:
And yes we left the house super early at around 4, with Dad to Sim Lim and stuff.
I had Shanghai Dumplings. (aka gyoza)
And now whenever I think about gyoza, I think about her. Hahaha damn it what's there not to love about gyoza anyway!
Had the Best Taohuey In Singapore too. (:
As expected, we reached the Esplanade really early. Sat down for a while and stoned.
Shaun, being mean as usual, went on about how he would pretend not to know Hr if he came in some singlet or something. Hahaha what kind of friend are you!
And Hr turned up in decent clothes (very nice shoes, I might add!) and his hair gone.
Gone!
Hahahaahahahahah omg that cracked me up.
He shaved most of it off cause (I found out later), "Hot". "The weather la".
But he doesn't look too bad(:
We bumped into quite a few people there.
Haha like, Like A Band! Eugene was with his band, and the drummer stood and stared at me for quite a while before they all said hi and finally remembered me!
Hahaha the worst part was that the drummer didn't "see", or recognise, Hr. And Hr went like:
I cut my hair. =_=
Shit it was so hilarious:D
And I also saw Cheryl, from 4/9. (:
Had Subway, oh heavenly things, at around 10 plus.
Some people are just weird and anti-social and sit at a seperate 4-seater table, alone.
Hahaha ignore them lah. ;D
Yep the night was great because of the company,
Shaun and Hr together = hilarious.
On the way home, they discussed totally badass and funny videos. And of course, Jackass! Hahaha omg that's the worst show ever made, I swear. Hahaha.
And that was at like 11 at night on the MRT. Holy(:
And if you have the time, do check out some vids!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDXCFUAhqW0 (from Hr)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xM48J4dNB4I (part one only, from Shaun!)
And there's also the 5 rangers series, go find it(:
I swear I don't want to live in Japan anymore! Hahaha crazy shit.
And of course, do go watch Jackass and Jackass 2, not 2.5(:
Hmm Mum's happy about the present, to my surprise.
I am still very very unwilling to go for the party (Yes don't you rub it in!) because i'll be missing Electrico. Why don't they perform more?!?? )))):
I think we're going tomorrow though, for Amberhaze(: And Caracal too I think.
I think that makes tonight even more unbearable. Urgh.
Even though Rachel said that Sam's going. -_- Yes that really does not make a difference.
Damn I should stop being such a sour grape.
(:
More than a week has passed and baby, i'm fine without you.
One more week to go.. And i'm sure can stay this way if I want to.
Because, there are so many fish in the sea.
(: Ironically it comes back to this sentence.
Hidden double eyelids.
Lean calves.
Toned skin.
Piercing.
Nice. (:
Baybeats 08 was really good, except for some bands that were just.. off..
We caught The Lilac Saints, Another Epic Story, The Analog Girl, The Shine&Shine&Shine&Shine, The Peepshow, Force Vomit, and that's about it I think.
Haha I swear some of the acts were completely hilarious.
Like Another Epic Story, the lead singer/ guitarist had his underwear completely exposed. He wore his pants below his butt, but still covering the groin. Hahahaha I've no idea how he kept it on, since he was freaking high and flying about on stage. Mine would've fallen off totally!
Haha yes and that was the screamo band- there was this part they were like:
"screamoscreamo... Meow! sceamoscreamo."
HAHA omg the "Meow" was totally highpitched and just so out of the picture that we went on and on about it for the rest of the night.
And The Shine&Shine&Shine&Shine was this Taiwan band. Who was playing Chinese when we reached. Before switching to this english song. Hanrong (or Travis) and Shaun both thought the female lead was beyond cute, because she was plucking things out of her... keyboard? And throwing them off stage to everyone. Hahahahaha.
She ended off with: (pronunciation exact)
Bayeebeatz, whoo!
Zingapore, whoo!
Chicken riice, whoo!
Complete in packing with the Taiwanese accent. Omg I so have to ask Fuhua about them when we head back to school. (:
The Analog Girl was really good. She does her music with a Macbook, a Nintendo DS, and a few other cool gadgets and her voice was so... sultry.
And her lyrics were so... suggestive.
Shaun was enjoying it, before Hr said that he thought the girl was checking Shaun out.
Hahahahaha "You with me, on top..." :D :D :D :D :D
But still, she was fantastic!
The rest, so-so luh. (:
And yes we left the house super early at around 4, with Dad to Sim Lim and stuff.
I had Shanghai Dumplings. (aka gyoza)
And now whenever I think about gyoza, I think about her. Hahaha damn it what's there not to love about gyoza anyway!
Had the Best Taohuey In Singapore too. (:
As expected, we reached the Esplanade really early. Sat down for a while and stoned.
Shaun, being mean as usual, went on about how he would pretend not to know Hr if he came in some singlet or something. Hahaha what kind of friend are you!
And Hr turned up in decent clothes (very nice shoes, I might add!) and his hair gone.
Gone!
Hahahaahahahahah omg that cracked me up.
He shaved most of it off cause (I found out later), "Hot". "The weather la".
But he doesn't look too bad(:
We bumped into quite a few people there.
Haha like, Like A Band! Eugene was with his band, and the drummer stood and stared at me for quite a while before they all said hi and finally remembered me!
Hahaha the worst part was that the drummer didn't "see", or recognise, Hr. And Hr went like:
I cut my hair. =_=
Shit it was so hilarious:D
And I also saw Cheryl, from 4/9. (:
Had Subway, oh heavenly things, at around 10 plus.
Some people are just weird and anti-social and sit at a seperate 4-seater table, alone.
Hahaha ignore them lah. ;D
Yep the night was great because of the company,
Shaun and Hr together = hilarious.
On the way home, they discussed totally badass and funny videos. And of course, Jackass! Hahaha omg that's the worst show ever made, I swear. Hahaha.
And that was at like 11 at night on the MRT. Holy(:
And if you have the time, do check out some vids!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDXCFUAhqW0 (from Hr)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xM48J4dNB4I (part one only, from Shaun!)
And there's also the 5 rangers series, go find it(:
I swear I don't want to live in Japan anymore! Hahaha crazy shit.
And of course, do go watch Jackass and Jackass 2, not 2.5(:
Hmm Mum's happy about the present, to my surprise.
I am still very very unwilling to go for the party (Yes don't you rub it in!) because i'll be missing Electrico. Why don't they perform more?!?? )))):
I think we're going tomorrow though, for Amberhaze(: And Caracal too I think.
I think that makes tonight even more unbearable. Urgh.
Even though Rachel said that Sam's going. -_- Yes that really does not make a difference.
Damn I should stop being such a sour grape.
(:
More than a week has passed and baby, i'm fine without you.
One more week to go.. And i'm sure can stay this way if I want to.
Because, there are so many fish in the sea.
(: Ironically it comes back to this sentence.
Hidden double eyelids.
Lean calves.
Toned skin.
Piercing.
Nice. (:
Liberation, Part One
Friday, August 29, 2008
Can't wait for later, hope some bands are gonna cover some songs(:
Just watched a vid on a cover of Naive by The Kooks. And I find it super hilarious watching covers of the song because everyone tries to mimic the accent. Every band sorta performs it differently, yeah(:
Just bought Rachel's present, and i'm happy with it!
Don't know if Mum will be though- she has an issue with everything these days.
D: It's really trying my patience.
Anyway, I think the juniors were completely awesome today.
(:
I'm so proud of them, really.
Beverly was great, but i'm more impressed that the juniors could pick the steps up so quickly and they're really versatile with their styles. Technique-wise, it might not be anywhere near the best, but I think they really deserve credit(:
(Corner-to-corner practice needed, uh... :D)
Happy Teachers' Day.
Yes that seemed completely unenthusiastic, but I mean it.
Well, to certain teachers at least.
To dearest Mrs Chan and Mr Peh.
To not-so-dear Mdm Goh. (:
I really wanted to come to school armed with my sets of The Body Shop bottles, but I thought it'll be mean of me if I gave to only one teacher and not the rest. So I dropped the idea.
Yes I think Mr Peh is the best, most caring and encouraging, and the real-est teacher to have ever taught me. (:
I'm still thinking of what to wear. Hmmmm. (:
Yes and the emcee/bartender is the most annoying prick I have ever seen.
Ever.
She should drop the fake accent, the poses, the shaking here and there when she talks, the way she talks, the airhead comments, everything. D:
Aisyah and I were just completely disgusted and embarrassed by that junior, I tell ya.
D:
Should've listened to Tessa and pon-ed la, seriously.
Speaking of which, half of 4/2 pon-ed! It was so obvious, it was hilarious! :D
Edna was undoubtedly, the favourite of the day!
She came dressed as Michael Phelps and for that alone, she should've won Best Dressed.
Haha everyone loves Phelps, we know we know.
Okay BBBBBBBaybeats!
Just watched a vid on a cover of Naive by The Kooks. And I find it super hilarious watching covers of the song because everyone tries to mimic the accent. Every band sorta performs it differently, yeah(:
Just bought Rachel's present, and i'm happy with it!
Don't know if Mum will be though- she has an issue with everything these days.
D: It's really trying my patience.
Anyway, I think the juniors were completely awesome today.
(:
I'm so proud of them, really.
Beverly was great, but i'm more impressed that the juniors could pick the steps up so quickly and they're really versatile with their styles. Technique-wise, it might not be anywhere near the best, but I think they really deserve credit(:
(Corner-to-corner practice needed, uh... :D)
Happy Teachers' Day.
Yes that seemed completely unenthusiastic, but I mean it.
Well, to certain teachers at least.
To dearest Mrs Chan and Mr Peh.
To not-so-dear Mdm Goh. (:
I really wanted to come to school armed with my sets of The Body Shop bottles, but I thought it'll be mean of me if I gave to only one teacher and not the rest. So I dropped the idea.
Yes I think Mr Peh is the best, most caring and encouraging, and the real-est teacher to have ever taught me. (:
I'm still thinking of what to wear. Hmmmm. (:
Yes and the emcee/bartender is the most annoying prick I have ever seen.
Ever.
She should drop the fake accent, the poses, the shaking here and there when she talks, the way she talks, the airhead comments, everything. D:
Aisyah and I were just completely disgusted and embarrassed by that junior, I tell ya.
D:
Should've listened to Tessa and pon-ed la, seriously.
Speaking of which, half of 4/2 pon-ed! It was so obvious, it was hilarious! :D
Edna was undoubtedly, the favourite of the day!
She came dressed as Michael Phelps and for that alone, she should've won Best Dressed.
Haha everyone loves Phelps, we know we know.
Okay BBBBBBBaybeats!
Syob
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Perhaps you don't know it.
What if everyday I smiled to myself, telling me:
I told you so. I told you he would end up there.
You did the right thing, girl.
And yet I feel as though something's missing.
Perhaps you don't know it.
But beneath all the hate lies a layer of warmth.
"I want you to be happy."
I mean it.
Perhaps you don't know it.
But you hurt me badly that day, more than I thought possible, coming from you.
While i'm slowly becoming more like a tree trunk everyday, feeling as though the life has been kicked out of me, I try not to think about it because I (although sadistic) do not like to..
Remind myself.
You know this.
You're happier off there.
Roll your eyes, if you want to.
Laugh it off, if you want to.
It doesn't affect you in any way. (:
Hahah hey y'all.
Someone's being a prick and ignoring my HAPPY BIRTHDAY on msn, what thanks ah.
I just came home from Comex and fetching Ines from school.
Ines friend: Ohmygawdd, that's your sister? I don't believe it!
Once again I am awed into disgust. Primary two girls have greatly evolved into the new Gen Y:
Bimbotic, high school musical-lovin', bitchy and gossipish.
I do love being a part of Gen Y. As should everyone of you(:
We get talked about so much, day in and out of the news, on the radio.
And well, we aren't as bad as Gen X pictures us to be.
Give everyone a chance to prove themselves, in the right situations. (:
And yes, Comex was... good.
Cameras and mp3s were not really in the picture, and the hottest thing on the block is
Eee PCs, Hp minis, and all laptops.
Everyone's going into the 7.9", at most 10" laptop frenzy.
Or the other extreme, 18" ones for full viewing pleasure and the ultimate home-gaming experience. Well, I didn't see any tablet at all D:
But Dad's super keen on getting an Eee pc or anything smaller than 10"(:
He actually asked me: "Eh how's the pink colour?"
Hahaha I think he's growing younger at heart! Hahaha.
Left with only two 4GB thumbdrives, each at $18.90. (:
Yes Dad and I make good bargain hunters.
And i've just found out the sad truth,
Electrico, my fav local band of all time (Don't roll those eyes at me!), is playing at baybeats only on saturday. And on saturday, we'll be at some restaurant celebrating.
Celebrating sounds really sarcastic to me right now.
SHIT. I feel really, really sad. Now I only have what, Caracal to watch out for?
):
): ): ): ): ):
Hohohho, wait, i'm not upset about Baybeats anymore(:
Awwwwwwwwwwwww.
So yes, apart from rotiprata with Dad which totally cheered me up,
I received my top in the mail today. FINALLY(:
Alright, call me girl but I think that heartshaped buttons are the cutest things.
Especially when they're made of wood, or they're brown.
(Red and yellow ones are just too off.)
And just a few minutes ago, I realise why everyone thinks i'm so guy-crazy.
Well, the people who know me. And not the people who think i'm totally girl-crazy.
Hahaha that's a little gross, don't you think? If it's just one girl, I don't mind much actually.
YES from little convos with Am at BK, to smses with Ab.
Haha one more secret: I like to take certain buses in the morning because there's this cute guy. But recently THE BUSES ALL CHANGED TIMING, damn it and I don't know which bus he's on anymore! )): Yes whack me with that softball bat already.
Yes we got to that because I was so affected by tomorrow.
School is damn leh-chey. (Don't know how to spell.)
We have to wear PE for some Aces day workout that no sec four has learnt, and then change back to uniform. What, the heck. I feel so bothered cause I was planning on going to school emptyhanded, for once!
And on an even more anti-climax note,
The Group has planned yet another badminton outing tomorrow.
I feel as though we're all deprived. Why, why on earth are we planning GROUP outings to go out and play BADMINTON? Not like, sit down and eat or buffet or shop or something.
Badminton. -_-
Yes I know all those badminton-deprvied girls have been WAITING for this chance since National Day because we've been busy during recess either with netball or studying.
But this is unacceptable. D:
We have to, really, get a life. Hahahahaaha.
Yes and for the second time I AM SO TEMPTED TO PANGSEH THEM.
You have no idea.
Haha because i'm feeling really lazy, and i've to go get Rach's present, and i'm going for BB in the evening. Yes you do not need to tell me that I am growing fat and I need to exercise.
I know it. I am just... postponing it. (:
I will dance my way back to a runway-worthy figure, eat healthily and sleep more.
Blablablablablah. Just quit rubbing my extra curves in.
(Frankly, they're not obvious at all. I just like to tell everyone they are cause when they see me, "You're not that fat what!" and I feel gooood. Hahahahahahaha gosh that was bullshit.)
Well, all thanks to Ab's effective persuasion, I've decided to go for a Little While.
That depends on tomorrow, really. It may be just to the bus stop then...
"Eh bye guys! See you next monday and have fun!"
(: Don't mistake me, I do love my friends just not... badminton.
While at PL pri fetching Ines, I saw, from afar, my old classmates.
I am so traumatised. Haha no that's mean.
I'm just really not used to seeing them with short spikes and crumplers.
What happened to us? Well needless to say, if I had gone there, i'll join the League of Bungs.
I feel almost regretful. For something beyond explanation.
I wish Kanye West's Glow in the Dark tour tickets would fall from the sky.
I so want to go. D:
And just as much, I wish i'll strike 4D. And never suffer shit for the rest of my life.
Or money floating down would be ideal, too.
Materialist, you snigger. I don't deny.
But I do have my limits. Not hopeless, yet(:
People, please go update those dying blogs of yours.
I'm feeling deprived of your essential thought-provoking thoughts.
Heh. (:
Ps. get well soon(: who could fall sick from too much cake??
What if everyday I smiled to myself, telling me:
I told you so. I told you he would end up there.
You did the right thing, girl.
And yet I feel as though something's missing.
Perhaps you don't know it.
But beneath all the hate lies a layer of warmth.
"I want you to be happy."
I mean it.
Perhaps you don't know it.
But you hurt me badly that day, more than I thought possible, coming from you.
While i'm slowly becoming more like a tree trunk everyday, feeling as though the life has been kicked out of me, I try not to think about it because I (although sadistic) do not like to..
Remind myself.
You know this.
You're happier off there.
Roll your eyes, if you want to.
Laugh it off, if you want to.
It doesn't affect you in any way. (:
Hahah hey y'all.
Someone's being a prick and ignoring my HAPPY BIRTHDAY on msn, what thanks ah.
I just came home from Comex and fetching Ines from school.
Ines friend: Ohmygawdd, that's your sister? I don't believe it!
Once again I am awed into disgust. Primary two girls have greatly evolved into the new Gen Y:
Bimbotic, high school musical-lovin', bitchy and gossipish.
I do love being a part of Gen Y. As should everyone of you(:
We get talked about so much, day in and out of the news, on the radio.
And well, we aren't as bad as Gen X pictures us to be.
Give everyone a chance to prove themselves, in the right situations. (:
And yes, Comex was... good.
Cameras and mp3s were not really in the picture, and the hottest thing on the block is
Eee PCs, Hp minis, and all laptops.
Everyone's going into the 7.9", at most 10" laptop frenzy.
Or the other extreme, 18" ones for full viewing pleasure and the ultimate home-gaming experience. Well, I didn't see any tablet at all D:
But Dad's super keen on getting an Eee pc or anything smaller than 10"(:
He actually asked me: "Eh how's the pink colour?"
Hahaha I think he's growing younger at heart! Hahaha.
Left with only two 4GB thumbdrives, each at $18.90. (:
Yes Dad and I make good bargain hunters.
And i've just found out the sad truth,
Electrico, my fav local band of all time (Don't roll those eyes at me!), is playing at baybeats only on saturday. And on saturday, we'll be at some restaurant celebrating.
Celebrating sounds really sarcastic to me right now.
SHIT. I feel really, really sad. Now I only have what, Caracal to watch out for?
):
): ): ): ): ):
Hohohho, wait, i'm not upset about Baybeats anymore(:
Awwwwwwwwwwwww.
So yes, apart from rotiprata with Dad which totally cheered me up,
I received my top in the mail today. FINALLY(:
Alright, call me girl but I think that heartshaped buttons are the cutest things.
Especially when they're made of wood, or they're brown.
(Red and yellow ones are just too off.)
And just a few minutes ago, I realise why everyone thinks i'm so guy-crazy.
Well, the people who know me. And not the people who think i'm totally girl-crazy.
Hahaha that's a little gross, don't you think? If it's just one girl, I don't mind much actually.
YES from little convos with Am at BK, to smses with Ab.
Haha one more secret: I like to take certain buses in the morning because there's this cute guy. But recently THE BUSES ALL CHANGED TIMING, damn it and I don't know which bus he's on anymore! )): Yes whack me with that softball bat already.
Yes we got to that because I was so affected by tomorrow.
School is damn leh-chey. (Don't know how to spell.)
We have to wear PE for some Aces day workout that no sec four has learnt, and then change back to uniform. What, the heck. I feel so bothered cause I was planning on going to school emptyhanded, for once!
And on an even more anti-climax note,
The Group has planned yet another badminton outing tomorrow.
I feel as though we're all deprived. Why, why on earth are we planning GROUP outings to go out and play BADMINTON? Not like, sit down and eat or buffet or shop or something.
Badminton. -_-
Yes I know all those badminton-deprvied girls have been WAITING for this chance since National Day because we've been busy during recess either with netball or studying.
But this is unacceptable. D:
We have to, really, get a life. Hahahahaaha.
Yes and for the second time I AM SO TEMPTED TO PANGSEH THEM.
You have no idea.
Haha because i'm feeling really lazy, and i've to go get Rach's present, and i'm going for BB in the evening. Yes you do not need to tell me that I am growing fat and I need to exercise.
I know it. I am just... postponing it. (:
I will dance my way back to a runway-worthy figure, eat healthily and sleep more.
Blablablablablah. Just quit rubbing my extra curves in.
(Frankly, they're not obvious at all. I just like to tell everyone they are cause when they see me, "You're not that fat what!" and I feel gooood. Hahahahahahaha gosh that was bullshit.)
Well, all thanks to Ab's effective persuasion, I've decided to go for a Little While.
That depends on tomorrow, really. It may be just to the bus stop then...
"Eh bye guys! See you next monday and have fun!"
(: Don't mistake me, I do love my friends just not... badminton.
While at PL pri fetching Ines, I saw, from afar, my old classmates.
I am so traumatised. Haha no that's mean.
I'm just really not used to seeing them with short spikes and crumplers.
What happened to us? Well needless to say, if I had gone there, i'll join the League of Bungs.
I feel almost regretful. For something beyond explanation.
I wish Kanye West's Glow in the Dark tour tickets would fall from the sky.
I so want to go. D:
And just as much, I wish i'll strike 4D. And never suffer shit for the rest of my life.
Or money floating down would be ideal, too.
Materialist, you snigger. I don't deny.
But I do have my limits. Not hopeless, yet(:
People, please go update those dying blogs of yours.
I'm feeling deprived of your essential thought-provoking thoughts.
Heh. (:
Ps. get well soon(: who could fall sick from too much cake??
Rambles
Hapapy birthday, Hr/T. (:
The guy who I failed to recognise earlier, hahahahaha.
I swear I just flung my A1 for Emath outta the window!
BOOhoohoohoohoo.
Shucks I totally screwed up the doll question, and I will
Never
Ever
Ever buy Japanese dolls again. D:
This is so traumatising.
No one said math was gonna be tough):
It's not that bad, just really tricky and requires alot of thinking.
And well, it's just a feeling of mine that i'll probably score 60ish for the paper, at most.
))))))):
Upon 80, that is. Hopefully paper 1 saves my life.
L1R5 15 = Crazy.
My only A1 would probably be what, Amath?
Well, on the bright side, there are only a few heavy papers left:D
And well, the holidays are finally here. (:
I can afford to party and heck-care for a while.
Heading to Comex 08 in a bit!
They say the first day deals are never that great, but I shall take a look anyway.
Yes, I reveal my little secret... I am a geek.
A geek when it comes to photoshop, PCs, psTWO games (haha I live in the past gen) and.. everything about PCs lah. (:
It runs in the blood, you see.
And I'm lucky later, you might see my getting my laptop way earlier than i'm supposed to(:
Supposed to go get one at Sitex, at the end of the year.
(Yes what is with me and all the Pc fairs..)
Speaking of which, I feel the urge to go work again(: Perhaps i'll see if I can get a weekjob next week! I bet everyone thinks i'm bonkus now.
I'll be steering clear of the sexyass Macbook Airs and all other Macbooks, ):
Probably looking for something more down-to-earth with great specs, and well,
I'm gonna customise it and skin it too(:
Then after that i'll go hack codes for Photoshop CS3, and create brushes all day long:D
Hahaha shit i'm thinking too far ahead.
OH YES I WANTED A TABLET. Now I rmb.
And I might bump into Am's bro who's working with.. some brand I just forgot.
Slipped my mind.
I wish we can go get another camera.
Samsung cameras suck like ****, I tell ya. So much for the convincing adverts.
And the sleek design.
But I think i'll fail trying to persuade Dad and Mum into buying us a DSLR.
Well, they can use it too...! Just that really it'll be Shaun and I having all the fun(:
Hahahha damn I really need one.
Needs and wants:
I want ------
But I need -----.
Hhohohohoho bet you were shocked, utterly shocked, to see that!
Haha it's still friendship over love,
And well, I realise that I really do need the girl. Girls always, always understand you better. And besides, it's getting really tiring.
I can't imagine the rest of my life not being spent with a friend who can talk to me everyday, even if it's about really pointless things(: It's rare to find one of those, you know.
Appreciate it(:
But still, I want that one luh. Haha yes greed has taken over me, completely!
This is sad. D:
Okay, heading out in a bit to the fairrrr(:
Take care and love you all so, so so so much.
(Except for one, or two of ya. D:<)
The guy who I failed to recognise earlier, hahahahaha.
I swear I just flung my A1 for Emath outta the window!
BOOhoohoohoohoo.
Shucks I totally screwed up the doll question, and I will
Never
Ever
Ever buy Japanese dolls again. D:
This is so traumatising.
No one said math was gonna be tough):
It's not that bad, just really tricky and requires alot of thinking.
And well, it's just a feeling of mine that i'll probably score 60ish for the paper, at most.
))))))):
Upon 80, that is. Hopefully paper 1 saves my life.
L1R5 15 = Crazy.
My only A1 would probably be what, Amath?
Well, on the bright side, there are only a few heavy papers left:D
And well, the holidays are finally here. (:
I can afford to party and heck-care for a while.
Heading to Comex 08 in a bit!
They say the first day deals are never that great, but I shall take a look anyway.
Yes, I reveal my little secret... I am a geek.
A geek when it comes to photoshop, PCs, psTWO games (haha I live in the past gen) and.. everything about PCs lah. (:
It runs in the blood, you see.
And I'm lucky later, you might see my getting my laptop way earlier than i'm supposed to(:
Supposed to go get one at Sitex, at the end of the year.
(Yes what is with me and all the Pc fairs..)
Speaking of which, I feel the urge to go work again(: Perhaps i'll see if I can get a weekjob next week! I bet everyone thinks i'm bonkus now.
I'll be steering clear of the sexyass Macbook Airs and all other Macbooks, ):
Probably looking for something more down-to-earth with great specs, and well,
I'm gonna customise it and skin it too(:
Then after that i'll go hack codes for Photoshop CS3, and create brushes all day long:D
Hahaha shit i'm thinking too far ahead.
OH YES I WANTED A TABLET. Now I rmb.
And I might bump into Am's bro who's working with.. some brand I just forgot.
Slipped my mind.
I wish we can go get another camera.
Samsung cameras suck like ****, I tell ya. So much for the convincing adverts.
And the sleek design.
But I think i'll fail trying to persuade Dad and Mum into buying us a DSLR.
Well, they can use it too...! Just that really it'll be Shaun and I having all the fun(:
Hahahha damn I really need one.
Needs and wants:
I want ------
But I need -----.
Hhohohohoho bet you were shocked, utterly shocked, to see that!
Haha it's still friendship over love,
And well, I realise that I really do need the girl. Girls always, always understand you better. And besides, it's getting really tiring.
I can't imagine the rest of my life not being spent with a friend who can talk to me everyday, even if it's about really pointless things(: It's rare to find one of those, you know.
Appreciate it(:
But still, I want that one luh. Haha yes greed has taken over me, completely!
This is sad. D:
Okay, heading out in a bit to the fairrrr(:
Take care and love you all so, so so so much.
(Except for one, or two of ya. D:<)
Dreads and such
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
I just did the most difficult Emath paper 2, ever.
D:
It can be found in the Pass With Distinction, the one for papers.
Wah shit I seriously need to start chionging that eh.
It felt scary. (; Shiok.
That's like.. worse than our school/ VS prelims!
Tomorrow's our last paper before the holidays begin,
BOY AM I HAPPY OR WHAT.
I've been silently suffering for weeks man, hahaha yes.
It's all the stress, and the pressure of exams.
Emath paper 2 I am gonna chop you into bits(:
I hope the paper isn't too hard!
If it's anything like the one I just did, I bet you at least a quarter of the cohort won't finish on time. I took 2 hours to complete it! Compared to the usual slightly more than 1 hour.
And it's supposed to be 2.5 hours. -_-
Okay I have to stop appearing so mugger-ish.
Shaun's on his journey to be slim,
Slim, tall and muscular- the perfect body shape.
(:
He just went running and well, he looks.. tired. Sweaty.
He looks smelly, even. Um, picture it.
Hahaha shall stop being so mean, well,
BECAUSE... He's bringing me to Baybeats on friday!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
I wonder who we're gonna catch. Haven't decided.
Heh I was surprised that he asked me, you know. I was gonna ask him tomorrow!
Well, my brother has grown to be quite the sensitive man.
Kudos, bro(:
Haha I should totally feel stressed and watch what I blog these days,
Cause Nick's friend reads. D:
I dread to hear how i'm talked about in Tjc. Boobs, bitch, bimbo?
Hahahaha okay well, it's a good platform to dig the dirt on people like Nick(: And of course, all the bitching I did about everyone else here.
Well, I don't bitch alot. (: Haha and Nick loves talking about himself so i'll do it for him.
He used to have a super nerdly bunch of Marist Stella boys who called me scary girl, for some reason I have no clue of, and they were hopeless. (: Hahaha yeah I still have pictures of them okay.
Speaking of hopeless, I saw this sincerely hopeless Vs boy today.
(boy = lower sec, guy = upper sec)
He had his SPI bag on his lap, checkered thickrimmed glasses, socks to mid-calf and worse of all, an LV-skinned iPod. That just threw everything off off.
Okay will stop being a meanie(:
Dad just asked Shaun if he would like to perform on sat, Aunt Susan's thing.
Hahaha alongside a pianist, a jazz singer, and who knows what else.
I seriously cannot imagine.
Shaun + jazz = Fugly shit.
(: He admits it himself.
Today I finally understood why Andrew doesn't like that boy from tuition.
He sat directly opposite me, and I was completely freaked out by his creepy stare.
Only sec two! O:
Got left ear piercing (shiny shiny), and super black eyes.
I have an issue with people at tuition staring at me, I admit.
Haha yes oversensitive, but you should be when you're cooped up in a room (less than 20 square metres) with 16 other people. And how they ALL simultaneously turn to look at the door one it opens.
They make me feel as though I dress weirdly or something. D:
Stare, stare, stare. Haha I should start learning to take things as compliments.
I'm feeling really bad-ass now.
I feel like rocking out and partying, plus going heavy on booze, booze booze.
Don't ask me why. (:
Perhaps i'm moving into the post-exam mood already. Hmmmmm.
I'm doing alot better without ------ than I imagined(:
This is a cause for (more) celebration!
But I know i'll start trembling when I see him again. Haha shucks this is embarrassing.
My guts dissolve when I see you, I swear. A loss of words is a huge, huge understatement.
(:
The F word is getting much more commonly used now, oh no.
Even Ab and Am do it sometimes! Hahaha I pride myself on clean, clean language.
Only when i'm angry, to the chopper-wielding level.
Shit! Nick, I WANT MY MOTHER TO STRIKE 4D TOO! D;
D:
It can be found in the Pass With Distinction, the one for papers.
Wah shit I seriously need to start chionging that eh.
It felt scary. (; Shiok.
That's like.. worse than our school/ VS prelims!
Tomorrow's our last paper before the holidays begin,
BOY AM I HAPPY OR WHAT.
I've been silently suffering for weeks man, hahaha yes.
It's all the stress, and the pressure of exams.
Emath paper 2 I am gonna chop you into bits(:
I hope the paper isn't too hard!
If it's anything like the one I just did, I bet you at least a quarter of the cohort won't finish on time. I took 2 hours to complete it! Compared to the usual slightly more than 1 hour.
And it's supposed to be 2.5 hours. -_-
Okay I have to stop appearing so mugger-ish.
Shaun's on his journey to be slim,
Slim, tall and muscular- the perfect body shape.
(:
He just went running and well, he looks.. tired. Sweaty.
He looks smelly, even. Um, picture it.
Hahaha shall stop being so mean, well,
BECAUSE... He's bringing me to Baybeats on friday!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
I wonder who we're gonna catch. Haven't decided.
Heh I was surprised that he asked me, you know. I was gonna ask him tomorrow!
Well, my brother has grown to be quite the sensitive man.
Kudos, bro(:
Haha I should totally feel stressed and watch what I blog these days,
Cause Nick's friend reads. D:
I dread to hear how i'm talked about in Tjc. Boobs, bitch, bimbo?
Hahahaha okay well, it's a good platform to dig the dirt on people like Nick(: And of course, all the bitching I did about everyone else here.
Well, I don't bitch alot. (: Haha and Nick loves talking about himself so i'll do it for him.
He used to have a super nerdly bunch of Marist Stella boys who called me scary girl, for some reason I have no clue of, and they were hopeless. (: Hahaha yeah I still have pictures of them okay.
Speaking of hopeless, I saw this sincerely hopeless Vs boy today.
(boy = lower sec, guy = upper sec)
He had his SPI bag on his lap, checkered thickrimmed glasses, socks to mid-calf and worse of all, an LV-skinned iPod. That just threw everything off off.
Okay will stop being a meanie(:
Dad just asked Shaun if he would like to perform on sat, Aunt Susan's thing.
Hahaha alongside a pianist, a jazz singer, and who knows what else.
I seriously cannot imagine.
Shaun + jazz = Fugly shit.
(: He admits it himself.
Today I finally understood why Andrew doesn't like that boy from tuition.
He sat directly opposite me, and I was completely freaked out by his creepy stare.
Only sec two! O:
Got left ear piercing (shiny shiny), and super black eyes.
I have an issue with people at tuition staring at me, I admit.
Haha yes oversensitive, but you should be when you're cooped up in a room (less than 20 square metres) with 16 other people. And how they ALL simultaneously turn to look at the door one it opens.
They make me feel as though I dress weirdly or something. D:
Stare, stare, stare. Haha I should start learning to take things as compliments.
I'm feeling really bad-ass now.
I feel like rocking out and partying, plus going heavy on booze, booze booze.
Don't ask me why. (:
Perhaps i'm moving into the post-exam mood already. Hmmmmm.
I'm doing alot better without ------ than I imagined(:
This is a cause for (more) celebration!
But I know i'll start trembling when I see him again. Haha shucks this is embarrassing.
My guts dissolve when I see you, I swear. A loss of words is a huge, huge understatement.
(:
The F word is getting much more commonly used now, oh no.
Even Ab and Am do it sometimes! Hahaha I pride myself on clean, clean language.
Only when i'm angry, to the chopper-wielding level.
Shit! Nick, I WANT MY MOTHER TO STRIKE 4D TOO! D;
Opportunity Costs
HAHAHAAH ABIGAIL YOU KNOW RIGHT,
I'VE A FRIEND WHO'S ENTERING ON THE 9TH OF SEPTEMBER ALSO!
Hahahaaha yeah super coincidental right(:
Jeremy's joining the civil defence, and I don't know what he's gonna do except fight fires, save people from high-rise buildings and help cats that are stuck on trees.
That guy leh? Hahaha i'll be jealous if he kena air force.
NS = Cool. (:
I never knew J was working until he told me today. O_O
So last night was brilliant, although only in the last hour.
Heh three people unconciously cheered me up!
T/Hanrong, Tessa and of course, Ym(:
Thanks alot yeah. (:
I find it totally weird that the two guys (T and Ym) woke up at.. 11 at night?
1 pulled my bro out running at midnight, the other was.. playing games.
How's that even possible? I think if I had the choice, i'll sleep till the next morning man.
D:
Grey's Anatomy.
Ahha I should seriously start watching it eh.
I may be much more naive than you, but you understand me fully.
(:
If love was a myth, i'll be the most superstitious nun ever.
Haha and I could never thank my lucky stars enough to have you as a friend,
Because you bring out the best in me.
Oh yes and you know, I do love friendster.
For bringing out the best/ worst in people. Hahaha well, perhaps T should really go remove his old photos(: But you know, it's really fantastic meeting new people,
or rather, getting to know old people..
Hahaha, let's see what the future holds.
The opportunity cost of liking ------ is damn high, you know!
D:
I will not make a good economist.
Hahah because I produce all the wrong goods at mindboggling high costs.
Go figure. (:
Looks like my plans to go get Rach's present are ruined by the heavy rain,
And I wonder how i'm even gonna get out of the house for tuition later):
I'VE A FRIEND WHO'S ENTERING ON THE 9TH OF SEPTEMBER ALSO!
Hahahaaha yeah super coincidental right(:
Jeremy's joining the civil defence, and I don't know what he's gonna do except fight fires, save people from high-rise buildings and help cats that are stuck on trees.
That guy leh? Hahaha i'll be jealous if he kena air force.
NS = Cool. (:
I never knew J was working until he told me today. O_O
So last night was brilliant, although only in the last hour.
Heh three people unconciously cheered me up!
T/Hanrong, Tessa and of course, Ym(:
Thanks alot yeah. (:
I find it totally weird that the two guys (T and Ym) woke up at.. 11 at night?
1 pulled my bro out running at midnight, the other was.. playing games.
How's that even possible? I think if I had the choice, i'll sleep till the next morning man.
D:
Grey's Anatomy.
Ahha I should seriously start watching it eh.
I may be much more naive than you, but you understand me fully.
(:
If love was a myth, i'll be the most superstitious nun ever.
Haha and I could never thank my lucky stars enough to have you as a friend,
Because you bring out the best in me.
Oh yes and you know, I do love friendster.
For bringing out the best/ worst in people. Hahaha well, perhaps T should really go remove his old photos(: But you know, it's really fantastic meeting new people,
or rather, getting to know old people..
Hahaha, let's see what the future holds.
The opportunity cost of liking ------ is damn high, you know!
D:
I will not make a good economist.
Hahah because I produce all the wrong goods at mindboggling high costs.
Go figure. (:
Looks like my plans to go get Rach's present are ruined by the heavy rain,
And I wonder how i'm even gonna get out of the house for tuition later):
Old Flames
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Feeling every bit the woman who emerges from the bathroom, robed in silk, drying her long locks in a thick fuzzy towel, smelling nothing short of divine. You know, the scene that every romance flick will throw in, free-of-charge.
Yes i've finally managed to find the time to re-enact the scene, abeit in a much less classy manner. But nontheless, i've given myself a half-an-hour long shower which consisted of everything from scrubbing to conditioning.
My usual shower takes only 5 to 10 minutes, you know. It's not like you'll emerge any cleaner (we're talking about actual germs and bacteria here, not the 'clean' feeling) than if you soap yourself for 3 times longer.
It's just the satisfaction of it. (:
And while everyone else smells of the roses and the strawberries, I emit the Green Tea smell, which i'm begining to like. Well, it attracts, hopefully, Japanese men, who can be so much more desirable than well, our men on the streets.
Then again, if you live on Caldecott Hill, that's a different story entirely.
Enough about my beauty regime. (Hahaha I swear some things sound totally wrong coming from me.)
I just realised that i've been mercilessly sucked dry by a large variety of insects.
I've got many different insect bites right now. Urgh side-effects of the lovely weather.
The Bio paper, honestly speaking, wasn't as hard as I thought it would be cause everyone,
Peh-the-Man himself, was going on and on about it. But that does not mean i'll be scoring for it- i'll be really happy with a B.
Geog was crap. I crapped my way through.
As always, you could possibly add.
I'm so damned tempted to buy myself that navy dress from HVV, which would cost damages to my wallet of $30.50. Hmmmmm, then again, i've got many other dresses I wanna buy right.
I think blogshops that release their own line, or label, are really in a league of their own.
Kudos! (:
I accompanied Nick around PP today, in search of something worthy enough as a monthsary gift. And gosh I never knew he shot up so much. Wasn't it just a few weeks ago that he was below my eye level? Haha I miss the old times where our soccer ball flew into Uncle Seed's pond, disappeared into the 3rd dimension in the strange house, and all the weird little games the three of us used to play.
We walked around the entire Parkway, plus the basement thrice.
So we finally found something to get, and wth I cannot believe my neighbour's buying it.
$90 plus for a FIRST monthsary gift = Crazyy.
Buying three HVV dresses would not even compare.
Well, I hope she'll be touched beyond words and that your investment does not fail you(:
Otherwise I'll feel damn cheated too. Hahaha poor (happy) thing.
Old flames. Why do they come back and haunt us so?
Had a chat with Ym last night and hopefully we're really going out for a movie soon! (:
(actually anything's fine, movie or not, cause I just need to see you and your buff arms.)
Hahaha why our planned dates always don't work out uhhh.
Good luck with your exams and thanks so so much for being around to listen to my whining, and comforting me with even your sarcastic remarks.
Yup. (: Heh.
Dionne's smart for guess the obvious: anti------.
Hahaha shit I just have to stop myself from becoming more pathetic so this is a
cut
that might cause a cut in my twisted emotions and hopefully it is
not
a case of 'Absense makes the heart fonder', but a case of
'Out of sight, out of mind'.
You do not have to guess that I already begin to doubt myself.
(oh wth since when did he come online!)
See.
September's beginning in a while.
And september was where everything started. R, S, D and company.
Endless pool sessions. Countless movie dates.
I'm beginning to dread it.
I'm beginning to dread Saturday, especially with all the parents around.
But on the bright side, it'll be fun if they all come. (:
I asked Rachel what she wants, as a present.
Immediately, "Ed Hardy".
I'm not that rich, nor was I expecting that. If it were me, i'll respond with..
"Anything you choose would be great." Or something similar.
Sorry, I just think that we should be humble because..
We're at the receiving end?
We should be grateful?
It's the thought that counts the most?
Well, the day that I can bear to leave Ed Hardy with even a single set of underwear, I'll be sure to keep it for myself and stash it away in my little mountain of clothes.
That just soured my thoughts a little since I was thinking of splurging on a few dresses for her. I'll still do that anyway, who cares.
I wonder what I'd do if I had the choice between the old and the new. Tough luck there.
Best of both worlds = impossible.
And yet I wonder everyday exactly which world I have the best in. It seems that I have none.
This is a little depressing.
But anyway, I think i'll just die if I don't see him for 2 weeks. D, i, e.
So much for being anti------.
Goodnight and please, do take care or it'll break my heart y'all. (:
Yes i've finally managed to find the time to re-enact the scene, abeit in a much less classy manner. But nontheless, i've given myself a half-an-hour long shower which consisted of everything from scrubbing to conditioning.
My usual shower takes only 5 to 10 minutes, you know. It's not like you'll emerge any cleaner (we're talking about actual germs and bacteria here, not the 'clean' feeling) than if you soap yourself for 3 times longer.
It's just the satisfaction of it. (:
And while everyone else smells of the roses and the strawberries, I emit the Green Tea smell, which i'm begining to like. Well, it attracts, hopefully, Japanese men, who can be so much more desirable than well, our men on the streets.
Then again, if you live on Caldecott Hill, that's a different story entirely.
Enough about my beauty regime. (Hahaha I swear some things sound totally wrong coming from me.)
I just realised that i've been mercilessly sucked dry by a large variety of insects.
I've got many different insect bites right now. Urgh side-effects of the lovely weather.
The Bio paper, honestly speaking, wasn't as hard as I thought it would be cause everyone,
Peh-the-Man himself, was going on and on about it. But that does not mean i'll be scoring for it- i'll be really happy with a B.
Geog was crap. I crapped my way through.
As always, you could possibly add.
I'm so damned tempted to buy myself that navy dress from HVV, which would cost damages to my wallet of $30.50. Hmmmmm, then again, i've got many other dresses I wanna buy right.
I think blogshops that release their own line, or label, are really in a league of their own.
Kudos! (:
I accompanied Nick around PP today, in search of something worthy enough as a monthsary gift. And gosh I never knew he shot up so much. Wasn't it just a few weeks ago that he was below my eye level? Haha I miss the old times where our soccer ball flew into Uncle Seed's pond, disappeared into the 3rd dimension in the strange house, and all the weird little games the three of us used to play.
We walked around the entire Parkway, plus the basement thrice.
So we finally found something to get, and wth I cannot believe my neighbour's buying it.
$90 plus for a FIRST monthsary gift = Crazyy.
Buying three HVV dresses would not even compare.
Well, I hope she'll be touched beyond words and that your investment does not fail you(:
Otherwise I'll feel damn cheated too. Hahaha poor (happy) thing.
Old flames. Why do they come back and haunt us so?
Had a chat with Ym last night and hopefully we're really going out for a movie soon! (:
(actually anything's fine, movie or not, cause I just need to see you and your buff arms.)
Hahaha why our planned dates always don't work out uhhh.
Good luck with your exams and thanks so so much for being around to listen to my whining, and comforting me with even your sarcastic remarks.
Yup. (: Heh.
Dionne's smart for guess the obvious: anti------.
Hahaha shit I just have to stop myself from becoming more pathetic so this is a
cut
that might cause a cut in my twisted emotions and hopefully it is
not
a case of 'Absense makes the heart fonder', but a case of
'Out of sight, out of mind'.
You do not have to guess that I already begin to doubt myself.
(oh wth since when did he come online!)
See.
September's beginning in a while.
And september was where everything started. R, S, D and company.
Endless pool sessions. Countless movie dates.
I'm beginning to dread it.
I'm beginning to dread Saturday, especially with all the parents around.
But on the bright side, it'll be fun if they all come. (:
I asked Rachel what she wants, as a present.
Immediately, "Ed Hardy".
I'm not that rich, nor was I expecting that. If it were me, i'll respond with..
"Anything you choose would be great." Or something similar.
Sorry, I just think that we should be humble because..
We're at the receiving end?
We should be grateful?
It's the thought that counts the most?
Well, the day that I can bear to leave Ed Hardy with even a single set of underwear, I'll be sure to keep it for myself and stash it away in my little mountain of clothes.
That just soured my thoughts a little since I was thinking of splurging on a few dresses for her. I'll still do that anyway, who cares.
I wonder what I'd do if I had the choice between the old and the new. Tough luck there.
Best of both worlds = impossible.
And yet I wonder everyday exactly which world I have the best in. It seems that I have none.
This is a little depressing.
But anyway, I think i'll just die if I don't see him for 2 weeks. D, i, e.
So much for being anti------.
Goodnight and please, do take care or it'll break my heart y'all. (:
MIRACLE CONCOCTIONS
Monday, August 25, 2008
Added on, 23:17.
Came home from tuition and felt a little miserable, you can probably guess why.
I've just made a new resolution for myself this week: I'm staying anti------. Don't ask me why, i'm just trying to prove to myself that i'm not pathetic. Haha no that's bullcrap, i'm doing it because well, i'm afraid.
Of a billion things. And yet if you ask me for one of them I would barely manage to stammer it out. Well, what's done is done, changed thursday to some other day. Or you know, maybe i'm trying to make myself feel worse because I love inflicting pain on myself.
And see how much I can take. (Such a sadist, I know.)
Before everyone leaves tuition at the end of the year, I must make it a point to ask for Worm's real name.
Uh and today, there were a bunch of lovebirds, (Jude and R.t) and I must say,
It looks like a great feeling to have(: To have someone you love right beside you and laughing at your stupid mistake or perhaps doing God-knows-what under the table, in class.
Going shopping with Nick tomorrow, hohohohohohoho.
The surprise eh? (: You better thank your lucky stars for me, young man.
I hope she'll really like it(:
Oh and please forgive my embarrassingly bad grammar and spelling these few days, my fingers just slam the keys before I think of what to say. Yes I do come online to blog without a purpose, most of the time.
OH and I think I saw Daphne's ex sitting opposite me in the MRT today.
Looks the same- short, stocky, tanned and burnt, small eyes, nearly botak, go figure which one it is(: I think it's him. He's sick, carrying a small med bag from the clinic, so that's another clue.
BIO In a few hours, gonna get burnt, burnt, burnt really badly.
Pray for us.
Okay, the post earlier today....
I've no idea why Mum only owns one concealer,
And the best part is, she bought it in Medium/Dark.
Which is for people whose skin, let's use as a comparison, is darker than Aisyah's.
D:
She's fairer than me, btw.
So obviously I have to do something about my pimple outbreak right, (felt bad enough about it in school but was caught up in studying) and I tried it on.
It made it even more obvious, in no way whatsoever concealing.
And then I went for the other option:
My usual foundation. (brand new bottles of them passed from Aunt)
Aunt's super fair btw, like Beverly or equivalent.
Seeing as it does not have concealing abilities, it didn't work.
It works brilliantly as foundation, make no mistake!
(It's YSL after all:D)
So I was just getting desperate with little spots of brown and white on my face,
before I tried applying one on top of the other.
Achieved nothing much.
And I felt like giving up, for it really felt like the end of the world.
Yes it's a wonder what pimples can make you feel.
And then I told myself to persevere, and I have just newly developed a concealer(:
With sun protection of SPF 15, and healing abilities.
It also makes the area more radiant, as it's infused with really micro goldlooking titanium dioxide. And it's said to heal blemishes too.
It's the perfect blend of YSL's Teint Eclat De Soie (radiance smoothing foundation), Teint De Joir (tinted matt moisturiser), Embellisseur De Teint (complexion enhancer) and Loreal Paris' new True Match Super-blendable concealer. (in Medium/Dark, yes-_-)
I am a cosmetic chemist in the making, yo.
(and boy am I one lucky girl to own nearly the whole YSL line! hahaha)
(:
My pimples have been reduced to mere pores, and you wouldn't see them unless I told you I had them or you touched my face. Haha yes except for that scab on my nose that I received from stratching it till there was blood.. well nothign can be done about that.
Now, I should really continue reading the Bio Book. D:
Perhaps going the Bio way of healing pimples (eating this, drinking that) would be a better CURE, but as you know it'll take quite a few days and in the meantime, Chem's hot. (:
I should really invest in a tiny tube of concealer that actually covers something and not paints it black. Hmmmm, thinking about E.L.F's tone correcting concealer in either fair or light(:
Save myself the effort from concocting the miracle potion every day. Yeah totally.
Bought a really pretty dress today(: Hahahaha! I'm happy. And i'm wondering if I should keep it all to myself.
Tuition in a bit!
Came home from tuition and felt a little miserable, you can probably guess why.
I've just made a new resolution for myself this week: I'm staying anti------. Don't ask me why, i'm just trying to prove to myself that i'm not pathetic. Haha no that's bullcrap, i'm doing it because well, i'm afraid.
Of a billion things. And yet if you ask me for one of them I would barely manage to stammer it out. Well, what's done is done, changed thursday to some other day. Or you know, maybe i'm trying to make myself feel worse because I love inflicting pain on myself.
And see how much I can take. (Such a sadist, I know.)
Before everyone leaves tuition at the end of the year, I must make it a point to ask for Worm's real name.
Uh and today, there were a bunch of lovebirds, (Jude and R.t) and I must say,
It looks like a great feeling to have(: To have someone you love right beside you and laughing at your stupid mistake or perhaps doing God-knows-what under the table, in class.
Going shopping with Nick tomorrow, hohohohohohoho.
The surprise eh? (: You better thank your lucky stars for me, young man.
I hope she'll really like it(:
Oh and please forgive my embarrassingly bad grammar and spelling these few days, my fingers just slam the keys before I think of what to say. Yes I do come online to blog without a purpose, most of the time.
OH and I think I saw Daphne's ex sitting opposite me in the MRT today.
Looks the same- short, stocky, tanned and burnt, small eyes, nearly botak, go figure which one it is(: I think it's him. He's sick, carrying a small med bag from the clinic, so that's another clue.
BIO In a few hours, gonna get burnt, burnt, burnt really badly.
Pray for us.
Okay, the post earlier today....
I've no idea why Mum only owns one concealer,
And the best part is, she bought it in Medium/Dark.
Which is for people whose skin, let's use as a comparison, is darker than Aisyah's.
D:
She's fairer than me, btw.
So obviously I have to do something about my pimple outbreak right, (felt bad enough about it in school but was caught up in studying) and I tried it on.
It made it even more obvious, in no way whatsoever concealing.
And then I went for the other option:
My usual foundation. (brand new bottles of them passed from Aunt)
Aunt's super fair btw, like Beverly or equivalent.
Seeing as it does not have concealing abilities, it didn't work.
It works brilliantly as foundation, make no mistake!
(It's YSL after all:D)
So I was just getting desperate with little spots of brown and white on my face,
before I tried applying one on top of the other.
Achieved nothing much.
And I felt like giving up, for it really felt like the end of the world.
Yes it's a wonder what pimples can make you feel.
And then I told myself to persevere, and I have just newly developed a concealer(:
With sun protection of SPF 15, and healing abilities.
It also makes the area more radiant, as it's infused with really micro goldlooking titanium dioxide. And it's said to heal blemishes too.
It's the perfect blend of YSL's Teint Eclat De Soie (radiance smoothing foundation), Teint De Joir (tinted matt moisturiser), Embellisseur De Teint (complexion enhancer) and Loreal Paris' new True Match Super-blendable concealer. (in Medium/Dark, yes-_-)
I am a cosmetic chemist in the making, yo.
(and boy am I one lucky girl to own nearly the whole YSL line! hahaha)
(:
My pimples have been reduced to mere pores, and you wouldn't see them unless I told you I had them or you touched my face. Haha yes except for that scab on my nose that I received from stratching it till there was blood.. well nothign can be done about that.
Now, I should really continue reading the Bio Book. D:
Perhaps going the Bio way of healing pimples (eating this, drinking that) would be a better CURE, but as you know it'll take quite a few days and in the meantime, Chem's hot. (:
I should really invest in a tiny tube of concealer that actually covers something and not paints it black. Hmmmm, thinking about E.L.F's tone correcting concealer in either fair or light(:
Save myself the effort from concocting the miracle potion every day. Yeah totally.
Bought a really pretty dress today(: Hahahaha! I'm happy. And i'm wondering if I should keep it all to myself.
Tuition in a bit!
A Post About Nothing
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Hi.
D:
Just popped in two Panadol Extras, for the headache in my head that's killing me. It's a combination of stress, weather, cramming and computer.
The radiation, lah.
Yes even with this headache, I will come, rain or shine, dead or alive, to update my blog. Because I have a burning passion to blog every day, every minute of my life.
How scary that would be, actually.
Yes,
Even if I come online just to whine about my stupid headache.
No of course I won't be so mean to leave you with just that.
As of now, i'm smelling of.. green tea.
You see, our previous bottle of shower gel finished and today, in its place, a new bottle appeared. This bottle is a Green Tea Shower Scrub.
Firstly, you feel as though you've been rolling about in the sand.
Secondly, you emerge from the shower smelling like the pee-looking liquid, not that I dislike it. But really the smell is the same.
I wonder who bought that bottle in the first place.
And damn, it's still filled dangerously to the brim.
I like scrubs.
I love facial scrubs, makes me feel super clean.
But apparently it's not working because over this weekend, I had Pimple Outbreak no. 84. Urgh I cannot stand my skin.
Yes and I wish it'll miraculously clear before I return to school tomorrow looking as though i've had my second bout of chicken pox.
Today, Mum brought Bro and I to the hairdressers'.
Shaun got his boy-trim. You should ask him what he feels about it.
Well I think the guy's pretty good, it's just that he cut everything away so fast and before you know it (5 mins later)... yeah. Just ask Shaun.
Before I receive a flying book/ pool cue/ PSP to my head, which already is dangerously on the brink of failing me.
I sat there, patiently waiting like a good girl, for him to finish.
And right there and then, I wanted to stand up and ask him to cut my hair. But since Mum's so against my short hair because she thinks i'll cry (Yes, scream "WTH?!?!?!"), I decided not to.
I could not have been more prepared- I had the photo in my phone.
I wore something nice.
*Oh speaking of that, you should always wear something nice to the hairdresser's because that's how the view you. Like if you dress AhB, don't be surprised that your hair comes out AhB, see what I mean?
And I really cannot stand anymore bullshit about
"Oh but long hair is so feminine!"
Short hair does not mean i'm turning the slightest bit tomboy-ish, and neither does long hair mean i'm not turning gay.
(HAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.)
Forgive my cranky and completely uninspiring joke, i'm feeling cranky.
I shall openly declare my love for Sue Grant.
The author of AS Economics.
Her textbook(s) (yes she has quite a few written) are completely understandable, to-the-point, and cleanly organised. Plus the definitions aren't 5 sentences long. (:
I'm sure you know what I mean.
I'm angry that the Post Office at Towner has withdrawn it's SAM machine and replaced it with some bullshit SAM PLUS machine. Which in no way whatsoever is better than the previous one, because...
IT DOES NOT WEIGH PARCELS.
Now tell me, what other purpose does it serve then? (yeah don't give me all the Bills bull)
SAM Machines are solely invented to HELP POST THINGS WHEN THE POST OFFICE ISN'T OPEN/ CROWDED. (like on sundays)
AND NOW THEY REPLACE OLD MACHINES WITH NEWER ONES,
THAT DON'T EVEN HAVE COIN SLOTS IN CASE YOU WANT TO BUY
ONE, SINGLE LITTLE POSTAGE LABEL.
I had to buy three, just to pay by NETS.
Oh go screw yourselves.
Plus I don't even know (okay I do, but i'm not 100% sure) that i've bought the right label! What if it's under/overpaid?
Like hello, functionality over functions.
Why bother creating a machine to pay bills at the Post Office when everyone can do it over the net or by cheque. And why putting a minimum $2 spending amount when perhaps you want to buy one local 25cents stamp. It's a waste of money, yo.
I should write into the Press.
D:
Or just shut up and look for another SAM machine.
(The MP one also don't have now..!!)
Yes that little bit of complaining did actually relieve the headache a little...
(:
Haha okay that was weird.
So tomorrow's Econs and Amath.
I haven't studied a picometer of Amath, although i've forced myself to flip through the Econs book in the hope that my memory might turn supernatural,
and save me from the evil likes of Mdm Goh's paper.
Speaking of her, she was super funny on friday as our invigilator:
She scolded people for sleeping, counted that 15 of them were actually sleeping and going on and on about how we could ever sleep 20 mins out of 120 mins for the paper.
Just to raise my esteem and redeem myself,
I did not sleep. For the first time in my life, I wrote all 120 mins of the chinese paper 1. Yes and i'm quite sure half, or maybe more, of that was bullshit but hey, I tried(:
Mdm Goh talked about how some hardworking girls were writing furiously throughout the 2 hours- yes thank you I know she was talking about me.
(: Dk and S slept, and a whole bunch of 4/4 girls too.
I wonder if Mdm Goh might write that down to give me extra credit, and perhaps the marker might be impressed and decide to award me 2 sympathy marks.
Oh what nonsense.
Everytime I think of the night of Last Friday (Aug 15th),
I swear my blood boils, and I begin to tear.
Why the F do I even think about it, who knows. Forgiveness is a skill only angels possess- and I cannot help but think about all the things we used to do before I throw myself into auto-bad mood. Nothing could appease me, really.
And to think that 14th september is coming soon.
Screw this, screw you. Go back to mars, alien.
I don't know what else to say...
Take care without me, live well, forget me. (as if you haven't already.)
I contradict myself.
My very existence contradicts my beliefs that we should really be dead to stop destroying the Earth. Because you see, by trying to make things better,
We use up electricity to communicate, more raw materials to make new technology to protect the environment, we release more carbon dioxide by exercising our brains that in the end,
Efforts = hinderance.
And well, that proves my point that we all really contradict ourselves.
And being dead is the best way to deal with everything.
Now that's just escapism.
But don't blame me trying to escape when the weather's sweltering or our air is turning into smoke. Or our seas into landfill.
Alright, enough of the depressing, I will depress myself further into AS Economics, my own thoughts (and my regret), and soon, my pillow.
Goodnight you. (:
Ps I love you.
D:
Just popped in two Panadol Extras, for the headache in my head that's killing me. It's a combination of stress, weather, cramming and computer.
The radiation, lah.
Yes even with this headache, I will come, rain or shine, dead or alive, to update my blog. Because I have a burning passion to blog every day, every minute of my life.
How scary that would be, actually.
Yes,
Even if I come online just to whine about my stupid headache.
No of course I won't be so mean to leave you with just that.
As of now, i'm smelling of.. green tea.
You see, our previous bottle of shower gel finished and today, in its place, a new bottle appeared. This bottle is a Green Tea Shower Scrub.
Firstly, you feel as though you've been rolling about in the sand.
Secondly, you emerge from the shower smelling like the pee-looking liquid, not that I dislike it. But really the smell is the same.
I wonder who bought that bottle in the first place.
And damn, it's still filled dangerously to the brim.
I like scrubs.
I love facial scrubs, makes me feel super clean.
But apparently it's not working because over this weekend, I had Pimple Outbreak no. 84. Urgh I cannot stand my skin.
Yes and I wish it'll miraculously clear before I return to school tomorrow looking as though i've had my second bout of chicken pox.
Today, Mum brought Bro and I to the hairdressers'.
Shaun got his boy-trim. You should ask him what he feels about it.
Well I think the guy's pretty good, it's just that he cut everything away so fast and before you know it (5 mins later)... yeah. Just ask Shaun.
Before I receive a flying book/ pool cue/ PSP to my head, which already is dangerously on the brink of failing me.
I sat there, patiently waiting like a good girl, for him to finish.
And right there and then, I wanted to stand up and ask him to cut my hair. But since Mum's so against my short hair because she thinks i'll cry (Yes, scream "WTH?!?!?!"), I decided not to.
I could not have been more prepared- I had the photo in my phone.
I wore something nice.
*Oh speaking of that, you should always wear something nice to the hairdresser's because that's how the view you. Like if you dress AhB, don't be surprised that your hair comes out AhB, see what I mean?
And I really cannot stand anymore bullshit about
"Oh but long hair is so feminine!"
Short hair does not mean i'm turning the slightest bit tomboy-ish, and neither does long hair mean i'm not turning gay.
(HAHAAHAHAHAHAHA.)
Forgive my cranky and completely uninspiring joke, i'm feeling cranky.
I shall openly declare my love for Sue Grant.
The author of AS Economics.
Her textbook(s) (yes she has quite a few written) are completely understandable, to-the-point, and cleanly organised. Plus the definitions aren't 5 sentences long. (:
I'm sure you know what I mean.
I'm angry that the Post Office at Towner has withdrawn it's SAM machine and replaced it with some bullshit SAM PLUS machine. Which in no way whatsoever is better than the previous one, because...
IT DOES NOT WEIGH PARCELS.
Now tell me, what other purpose does it serve then? (yeah don't give me all the Bills bull)
SAM Machines are solely invented to HELP POST THINGS WHEN THE POST OFFICE ISN'T OPEN/ CROWDED. (like on sundays)
AND NOW THEY REPLACE OLD MACHINES WITH NEWER ONES,
THAT DON'T EVEN HAVE COIN SLOTS IN CASE YOU WANT TO BUY
ONE, SINGLE LITTLE POSTAGE LABEL.
I had to buy three, just to pay by NETS.
Oh go screw yourselves.
Plus I don't even know (okay I do, but i'm not 100% sure) that i've bought the right label! What if it's under/overpaid?
Like hello, functionality over functions.
Why bother creating a machine to pay bills at the Post Office when everyone can do it over the net or by cheque. And why putting a minimum $2 spending amount when perhaps you want to buy one local 25cents stamp. It's a waste of money, yo.
I should write into the Press.
D:
Or just shut up and look for another SAM machine.
(The MP one also don't have now..!!)
Yes that little bit of complaining did actually relieve the headache a little...
(:
Haha okay that was weird.
So tomorrow's Econs and Amath.
I haven't studied a picometer of Amath, although i've forced myself to flip through the Econs book in the hope that my memory might turn supernatural,
and save me from the evil likes of Mdm Goh's paper.
Speaking of her, she was super funny on friday as our invigilator:
She scolded people for sleeping, counted that 15 of them were actually sleeping and going on and on about how we could ever sleep 20 mins out of 120 mins for the paper.
Just to raise my esteem and redeem myself,
I did not sleep. For the first time in my life, I wrote all 120 mins of the chinese paper 1. Yes and i'm quite sure half, or maybe more, of that was bullshit but hey, I tried(:
Mdm Goh talked about how some hardworking girls were writing furiously throughout the 2 hours- yes thank you I know she was talking about me.
(: Dk and S slept, and a whole bunch of 4/4 girls too.
I wonder if Mdm Goh might write that down to give me extra credit, and perhaps the marker might be impressed and decide to award me 2 sympathy marks.
Oh what nonsense.
Everytime I think of the night of Last Friday (Aug 15th),
I swear my blood boils, and I begin to tear.
Why the F do I even think about it, who knows. Forgiveness is a skill only angels possess- and I cannot help but think about all the things we used to do before I throw myself into auto-bad mood. Nothing could appease me, really.
And to think that 14th september is coming soon.
Screw this, screw you. Go back to mars, alien.
I don't know what else to say...
Take care without me, live well, forget me. (as if you haven't already.)
I contradict myself.
My very existence contradicts my beliefs that we should really be dead to stop destroying the Earth. Because you see, by trying to make things better,
We use up electricity to communicate, more raw materials to make new technology to protect the environment, we release more carbon dioxide by exercising our brains that in the end,
Efforts = hinderance.
And well, that proves my point that we all really contradict ourselves.
And being dead is the best way to deal with everything.
Now that's just escapism.
But don't blame me trying to escape when the weather's sweltering or our air is turning into smoke. Or our seas into landfill.
Alright, enough of the depressing, I will depress myself further into AS Economics, my own thoughts (and my regret), and soon, my pillow.
Goodnight you. (:
Ps I love you.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
I'm glad with the press today.
Still a little upset with TST over Lylarose's issue.. (go read her blog!)
But for once, THERE'S A HOT PICTURE OF
MICHEAL PHELPS! ;D ;D ;D
Just in case you haven't seen this picture, you need to cut it out right now.
In Today(:
Oh man after the gazillion fish-like pictures: mouth open, ears out, flattened hair, goggles etc,
I'm so happy they posted a swoon-worthy photo(:
His sapphire eyes are, declared by me, to-die-for. His boyish smirk stops nothing short of impossibly cute, and his lightly unshaven face makes him look all the Champion.
And you know, i'm also really happy that...
ZOMG ARGENTINA WON SOCCER!
;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
YES ever since Italy got kicked out, i've been supported Argentina (duh:D)
And yeah I didn't actually support any team before that cause I was upset that Portugal got thrashed. Even though they had the Bestest Man Ever, CHRISTIANO RONALDO.
Urgh I think he's in jail btw.
ARGENTINA! 1-0 Nigeria(:
Okay I have to admit: I think Lionel Messi is cute.
Now don't throw me looks! Hahaha he may not be Jonny Depp/ Orlando Bloomish-worthy, but I think he's every bit the star.
The signature way he never tucks in his (ugly) Argentina jersey (which makes all of them look like referees...), the way his centre-parted hair is always held back by an elastic headband.
I think that's quite chic, you know..
Hahahaha and the way he runs everyyyywhere on the field!
His hair screams hippie, oh yeah(:
So here's to you, Messi:D
No headband, but it's a cool pic:D
Wah piang I really cannot stand the jersey.
And from now onwards, I will try to turn my eyes away from Man. U's Christiano and pay attention to Barcelona (was never really a fan..) to look out for this man.
Oh I just checked, he's only 21! So young(:
Congrats for bringing the gold to Argentina while playing at noon, 32 degrees celsius!
(YEAH omg why on Earth did they schedule the final match at noon and not in the cooler evening or something, so dumb luh.)
He's a real, real man. He crys, you know(;
"Tears in his eyes" a few times.
I wanted to blog a few times earlier today, but everytime that urge came, an influx of emails came in too. Hahah wtheck.
Dinner today was great, abeit unfilling.
Cheese platters and sausages, imported and handcarried from the likes of Paris, London, England, whatever. Man was that rich or what.
(:
Did really minimal coverage of Econs today, nothing else.
So fret not if you haven't studied cause you won't score the worst.
Got to mug hard tomorrow since today was wasted away.
I spend 10 secs of a minute thinking about you.
So that = 4 hours a day,
And 28 hours a week. (on average figures, mind you!)
That's alot uh(: Hahaha some of them are counted in my sleep so well, i'm not too hopeless yet!
Although I bet Am and Ab beg to differ.
And I feel like throwing music into my (boring) blog.
Hmm maybe I should.
Like, canto/ chinese/ techno? HAHAHAHAHAAH omg no!
Still a little upset with TST over Lylarose's issue.. (go read her blog!)
But for once, THERE'S A HOT PICTURE OF
MICHEAL PHELPS! ;D ;D ;D
Just in case you haven't seen this picture, you need to cut it out right now.
In Today(:
Oh man after the gazillion fish-like pictures: mouth open, ears out, flattened hair, goggles etc,
I'm so happy they posted a swoon-worthy photo(:
His sapphire eyes are, declared by me, to-die-for. His boyish smirk stops nothing short of impossibly cute, and his lightly unshaven face makes him look all the Champion.
And you know, i'm also really happy that...
ZOMG ARGENTINA WON SOCCER!
;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
YES ever since Italy got kicked out, i've been supported Argentina (duh:D)
And yeah I didn't actually support any team before that cause I was upset that Portugal got thrashed. Even though they had the Bestest Man Ever, CHRISTIANO RONALDO.
Urgh I think he's in jail btw.
ARGENTINA! 1-0 Nigeria(:
Okay I have to admit: I think Lionel Messi is cute.
Now don't throw me looks! Hahaha he may not be Jonny Depp/ Orlando Bloomish-worthy, but I think he's every bit the star.
The signature way he never tucks in his (ugly) Argentina jersey (which makes all of them look like referees...), the way his centre-parted hair is always held back by an elastic headband.
I think that's quite chic, you know..
Hahahaha and the way he runs everyyyywhere on the field!
His hair screams hippie, oh yeah(:
So here's to you, Messi:D
No headband, but it's a cool pic:D
Wah piang I really cannot stand the jersey.
And from now onwards, I will try to turn my eyes away from Man. U's Christiano and pay attention to Barcelona (was never really a fan..) to look out for this man.
Oh I just checked, he's only 21! So young(:
Congrats for bringing the gold to Argentina while playing at noon, 32 degrees celsius!
(YEAH omg why on Earth did they schedule the final match at noon and not in the cooler evening or something, so dumb luh.)
He's a real, real man. He crys, you know(;
"Tears in his eyes" a few times.
I wanted to blog a few times earlier today, but everytime that urge came, an influx of emails came in too. Hahah wtheck.
Dinner today was great, abeit unfilling.
Cheese platters and sausages, imported and handcarried from the likes of Paris, London, England, whatever. Man was that rich or what.
(:
Did really minimal coverage of Econs today, nothing else.
So fret not if you haven't studied cause you won't score the worst.
Got to mug hard tomorrow since today was wasted away.
I spend 10 secs of a minute thinking about you.
So that = 4 hours a day,
And 28 hours a week. (on average figures, mind you!)
That's alot uh(: Hahaha some of them are counted in my sleep so well, i'm not too hopeless yet!
Although I bet Am and Ab beg to differ.
And I feel like throwing music into my (boring) blog.
Hmm maybe I should.
Like, canto/ chinese/ techno? HAHAHAHAHAAH omg no!
Follicles
Friday, August 22, 2008
It's no wonder why I got so happy yesterday-
It was my 88th post. :D
Hahaha yeah okay that's a good coincidence(; 88 posts since June the 6th, oh my, am I an active blogger or what.
Waiting for my hair to dry...
Oh speaking of hair, let me tell you my hair... aspirations, currently.
I'm thinking of running to a good stylist to get myself bangs, but a short messy back.
Tried the pixie bob which grew out too fast, concave-rs swarm the streets, and people who have bangs have awful bangs.
Got holey holey, oily, too short, etc.
So I did some quick research, which landed me with 16 pictures of nice, short hair. Now, some of the models aren't very pretty and all, but don't be biased! :D
Was thinking of something like this:
Then again it's always best to seek other people's opinion... and I'd prefer if I could combine a few styles like this fringe, that back, that layering, etcetc:D So...
Yeah I left some out cause I know i'll get distracted by ugly faces.. realise that they're all quite pretty eh:D So you get the gist of how I want my hair to look like now. Bear in mind that I still want bangs! Hahaha.
Damn I feel like going blonde. D: The blonds are so very pretty. Their hair is awesome.
I like no. 2, 5, 8 and 9 the most. What about you?
Believe me when I tell you I can make my hair look exactly like this now:D
Fringe same, back also same... Wlau that'll need alot of hairspray.
This is by far, my favouritest! The pixie crop.
In case you didn't know, this was my hair last november. It was so nice when I just had it cut! Within 2 days, it grew out and I returned to school looking like shit.
Shit = emo/ bung/ fugly. (yes someone did ask me that.)
SHOULD I CUT THIS AGAIN:D Tempted tempted.
And I didn't know this was Kylie Minogue's ex-hairstyle! She's now cool to me. (:
I did promise myself to grow my hair long for prom.
But I think I cannot resist the allure of short hair (girls) :D
Nor can I stay patient with my hair growing at such a slow rate.
Hahahahaha wth, you might see me going for the Os in short short hair.
Or maybe I won't cut at all. D:
Obviously, crops and pixie styles aren't for the faint hearted, but when very short hair is worn with confidence and poise it allows a woman's strength of character and individualism to shine through on its own accord. This, in itself, is part of the alluring charm and sexiness of short cropped hair. But they're the most unforgiving styles if not ideally suited.
Got that off some site and I agree, hands down.
Or should I just go mod? :D
Love no 1's highlighting- might just do that:D
Mod does not equal concave, please. I'm quite sick of those. Well, 3 looks good aye?
And the bangs... whoa! :D
Mum's against me cutting. Whyyyyy.
Think i'll still end up going for the first pic one.
So anyway, my hair's nearly dry (explains how long I took to upload pics) and therefore please hahah vote for your favourite!
Screwed up chinese, SS was so-so.
Many many more to go! Urgh will study my arse off for biology this weekend, I tell you.
Econs also, what-the-heck!
I don't like being mugger-ish. (unless it's math! Hahaha)
And I can't help but start thinking about ------, help.
Haha I seriously have no idea what to do/ what to say.
How ironic that i'm playing Love Doctor for someone eh(: Hahaha i'm someone's confidante!
And I swear listening to him makes me wish I was born one year later.
(Jealous jealous!)
So after the hairy post, please do not worry about my prom hairstyle.
I promise you, I definitely won't go like this. (taking the bun to new heights!)
I think this explains everything.
It was my 88th post. :D
Hahaha yeah okay that's a good coincidence(; 88 posts since June the 6th, oh my, am I an active blogger or what.
Waiting for my hair to dry...
Oh speaking of hair, let me tell you my hair... aspirations, currently.
I'm thinking of running to a good stylist to get myself bangs, but a short messy back.
Tried the pixie bob which grew out too fast, concave-rs swarm the streets, and people who have bangs have awful bangs.
Got holey holey, oily, too short, etc.
So I did some quick research, which landed me with 16 pictures of nice, short hair. Now, some of the models aren't very pretty and all, but don't be biased! :D
Was thinking of something like this:
Then again it's always best to seek other people's opinion... and I'd prefer if I could combine a few styles like this fringe, that back, that layering, etcetc:D So...
Yeah I left some out cause I know i'll get distracted by ugly faces.. realise that they're all quite pretty eh:D So you get the gist of how I want my hair to look like now. Bear in mind that I still want bangs! Hahaha.
Damn I feel like going blonde. D: The blonds are so very pretty. Their hair is awesome.
I like no. 2, 5, 8 and 9 the most. What about you?
Believe me when I tell you I can make my hair look exactly like this now:D
Fringe same, back also same... Wlau that'll need alot of hairspray.
This is by far, my favouritest! The pixie crop.
In case you didn't know, this was my hair last november. It was so nice when I just had it cut! Within 2 days, it grew out and I returned to school looking like shit.
Shit = emo/ bung/ fugly. (yes someone did ask me that.)
SHOULD I CUT THIS AGAIN:D Tempted tempted.
And I didn't know this was Kylie Minogue's ex-hairstyle! She's now cool to me. (:
I did promise myself to grow my hair long for prom.
But I think I cannot resist the allure of short hair (girls) :D
Nor can I stay patient with my hair growing at such a slow rate.
Hahahahaha wth, you might see me going for the Os in short short hair.
Or maybe I won't cut at all. D:
Obviously, crops and pixie styles aren't for the faint hearted, but when very short hair is worn with confidence and poise it allows a woman's strength of character and individualism to shine through on its own accord. This, in itself, is part of the alluring charm and sexiness of short cropped hair. But they're the most unforgiving styles if not ideally suited.
Got that off some site and I agree, hands down.
Or should I just go mod? :D
Love no 1's highlighting- might just do that:D
Mod does not equal concave, please. I'm quite sick of those. Well, 3 looks good aye?
And the bangs... whoa! :D
Mum's against me cutting. Whyyyyy.
Think i'll still end up going for the first pic one.
So anyway, my hair's nearly dry (explains how long I took to upload pics) and therefore please hahah vote for your favourite!
Screwed up chinese, SS was so-so.
Many many more to go! Urgh will study my arse off for biology this weekend, I tell you.
Econs also, what-the-heck!
I don't like being mugger-ish. (unless it's math! Hahaha)
And I can't help but start thinking about ------, help.
Haha I seriously have no idea what to do/ what to say.
How ironic that i'm playing Love Doctor for someone eh(: Hahaha i'm someone's confidante!
And I swear listening to him makes me wish I was born one year later.
(Jealous jealous!)
So after the hairy post, please do not worry about my prom hairstyle.
I promise you, I definitely won't go like this. (taking the bun to new heights!)
I think this explains everything.
The Bright Side
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Hi!
I am, please be astonished, happy at the moment(:
Hahahaha I think you can guess what happened, no matter how small/ minor it is.
And I managed to leave tuition early! Today was super productive, did two papers in less than 3 hours.
It's kinda the wrong time to feel happy cause..
I know I screwed up english this morning:
-Dived headfirst into one word topic (Novelty)
-Didn't give a two sided speech
And because SS is tmr and i'm rather unprepared. But anyway, who gives a shit.
(: Nothing can ruin my high-ness now.
Hahaha no Abigail, it's not your kind okay.
Speaking of Ab, we spent a mean afternoon being mean! Hahahaha super unglam photos and all.
Poor things.
And I came home preparing to chiong SS for two hours, but it seems that my plans have been ruined because my email inbox and been flooded like mad!
All of a sudden(: It's a good thing, yes.
Makes me only happier.
Wanted to come home, and sleep early at the vesy least, and now i'm busy like hell.
I was rather happy bouncing home from tuition that I randomly hopped into one of the shops..
(shall keep the name confidential)
And because of my outrageously good mood, I bought a bikini.
NOW, don't give me that stare and tell me that I have more than what I need already!
Hahaha I do actually, but nvm.
I know I made a public promise on my blog not to buy any more bikinis unless they were super cheap (below $10) and I thought that was impossible.
Impossible is nothing, people! I bought the bikini for...
$6.90!!!!!!!!
!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!?!??!!?!?!?!??!?!?!!!
IS THAT INSANE OR WHAT;D OMG never did I imagine a day where I would find a less than $10 swimsuit.
Haha and it's super nice so i'm gonna keep it for myself! (Shall post pic of it here another day)
Which makes my bikini count 5, and the few (old) fullsuits.
Fret not, I shall sell away 2 of them(: But please, they're brand new (I'm not so disgusting gosh) and i'm clearing them away just to save space/ prevent everyone from nagging at me.
(:
Oh gosh that makes my night the best this week!
Miracles happen!
Might be keeping the teal crochet dress for myself to wear to Aunt Susan's glam birthday party(;
To you (who does not know),
Thank you for getting the ball rolling, and nothing's better than you(:
Even $2 designer bikinis, or $0.50 diamonte earrings. I swear (with a tinge of hesitance).
A smile a day keeps Woodbridge away. (:
You really have no idea uh. It might've meant nothing to you but I was trying hard to hide my smile the rest of the time.
Which just reminds me: Darrell, he's damn lol every lesson. And he always lands on the seat beside me and looks at my work and my ruler.
And the guy who occupied the seat before him had a major case of BO. Was shifting hesistantly towards the Tkss guy on the other side who kindly sensed it and made way.
I hope to get rich this weekend. Kay, that was way random.
Yes in fact I did actually bounce and gallop and skip some parts of the way home. Don't ask(:
Didn't get the chance to play with camera, will do it tomorrow after Chinese paper!
Reminder to self: Bring dic. (:
I'll hold your "good luck" in mind tomorrow, as well as "sure can get A" (:
I am, as of now, invincible. Nothing can bring me down today.
Do you ever think, when your all alone
All that we can be, where this can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
I must be going mad, i'm even listening to David Archuleta! (:
I am, please be astonished, happy at the moment(:
Hahahaha I think you can guess what happened, no matter how small/ minor it is.
And I managed to leave tuition early! Today was super productive, did two papers in less than 3 hours.
It's kinda the wrong time to feel happy cause..
I know I screwed up english this morning:
-Dived headfirst into one word topic (Novelty)
-Didn't give a two sided speech
And because SS is tmr and i'm rather unprepared. But anyway, who gives a shit.
(: Nothing can ruin my high-ness now.
Hahaha no Abigail, it's not your kind okay.
Speaking of Ab, we spent a mean afternoon being mean! Hahahaha super unglam photos and all.
Poor things.
And I came home preparing to chiong SS for two hours, but it seems that my plans have been ruined because my email inbox and been flooded like mad!
All of a sudden(: It's a good thing, yes.
Makes me only happier.
Wanted to come home, and sleep early at the vesy least, and now i'm busy like hell.
I was rather happy bouncing home from tuition that I randomly hopped into one of the shops..
(shall keep the name confidential)
And because of my outrageously good mood, I bought a bikini.
NOW, don't give me that stare and tell me that I have more than what I need already!
Hahaha I do actually, but nvm.
I know I made a public promise on my blog not to buy any more bikinis unless they were super cheap (below $10) and I thought that was impossible.
Impossible is nothing, people! I bought the bikini for...
$6.90!!!!!!!!
!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!?!??!!?!?!?!??!?!?!!!
IS THAT INSANE OR WHAT;D OMG never did I imagine a day where I would find a less than $10 swimsuit.
Haha and it's super nice so i'm gonna keep it for myself! (Shall post pic of it here another day)
Which makes my bikini count 5, and the few (old) fullsuits.
Fret not, I shall sell away 2 of them(: But please, they're brand new (I'm not so disgusting gosh) and i'm clearing them away just to save space/ prevent everyone from nagging at me.
(:
Oh gosh that makes my night the best this week!
Miracles happen!
Might be keeping the teal crochet dress for myself to wear to Aunt Susan's glam birthday party(;
To you (who does not know),
Thank you for getting the ball rolling, and nothing's better than you(:
Even $2 designer bikinis, or $0.50 diamonte earrings. I swear (with a tinge of hesitance).
A smile a day keeps Woodbridge away. (:
You really have no idea uh. It might've meant nothing to you but I was trying hard to hide my smile the rest of the time.
Which just reminds me: Darrell, he's damn lol every lesson. And he always lands on the seat beside me and looks at my work and my ruler.
And the guy who occupied the seat before him had a major case of BO. Was shifting hesistantly towards the Tkss guy on the other side who kindly sensed it and made way.
I hope to get rich this weekend. Kay, that was way random.
Yes in fact I did actually bounce and gallop and skip some parts of the way home. Don't ask(:
Didn't get the chance to play with camera, will do it tomorrow after Chinese paper!
Reminder to self: Bring dic. (:
I'll hold your "good luck" in mind tomorrow, as well as "sure can get A" (:
I am, as of now, invincible. Nothing can bring me down today.
Do you ever think, when your all alone
All that we can be, where this can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
I must be going mad, i'm even listening to David Archuleta! (:
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I love Europe already(:
With it's not-so-glam skyscrapers, but lovely architecture and best of all,
High End Fashion.
Mum and Dad have returned from their holiday, and boy am I happy. (:
So Mum actually left Paris without getting anything for me... D:
(Disaster, I know!)
Haaha she didn't get anything for anyone because a Tshirt there's 20 pounds, which equals roughly S$55. Crazy.
She was so disturbed with all the high prices... and not being able to get anyone anything,
so she left Paris with a brand-new LV bag in tow.
Does that even make sense!?!?
It costs slightly cheaper than what it would in Singapore. Like, 1k plus plus plus plus plus.
And it's a design that's FRESH off the racks of Paris- nothing similar can be found here.
Haha by intuition, the first thing I did was to smell it.
Wow, it smells like branded leather.
And then I went about my usual quality checks- insides, design, feel, quality of leather, and I rate it a full 100%.
I will not worry(: It will be mine in about 20 years or less.
Hahahaha LV bags last forever, you know(: And Mum did in fact say she'll one day hand it down to me..
For these sort of things, the older they are, the more valuable they are.
So maybe by then it'll be valued at about 3k? Who knows:D
The photos were fantastic- perfect postcard like photos with something a little extra: my parents' faces. All the more, perfect-er. I will travel Europe someday(:
So to my further dismay, nothing was bought in London too.
In a desperate attempt, Mum fished out a really awesome set of bangles from Accessorize (wlau Singapore also have what..) and a pack of Harrod's gummies for Ines. Hahah that's really desperate la.
The trip was followed by a stay at Grandaunt's place, which is totally awesome.
And the shopping there...
is fan-freaking-tastic, I swear!
I'm talking about Primark(:
Whatever I thought was cheap at S--M, or cp, or anywhere, was completely thrashed.
For 3 pounds (S$9 bucks ++) Mum got this kick-ass vintage waisted belt.
Hard leather, old metal buckle, in the perfect shade of brown.
I fell in love with it. (: Instantaneously.
And then she found a 99% identical set of the aforementioned bangles, for a nice 1.5 pounds. Roughly S$4.
She hit the roof la(: Hahahahahha. She bought one set in a different colour home jsut to pacify herself! And then 5 pairs of silver hoop earrings in different diameters, ONE POUND.
THATS HARDLY 3 BUCKS ZOMG.
Haha it's Bugis street discounted by 50%!
And a thousand times nicer, better and stronger.
:D
She also bought clothes... um, ours to share:D
Includes a lovely tartan print, ruffled top with the bottom part of a corset! (sounds funny but don't laugh. shall wear it out for youuuuu.)
And shirts, jackets, socks, everything except for make-up and lingerie.
I can't believe she didn't hit the make-up countersD:
But I guess she's not anywhere near being a make-up fanatic, like her daughter.
Lingerie shopping would be weird because my Dad was rushing her and Grandaunt was around, damn! Hahahaha.
OH YEAH she was gonna buy extras of the lovely belt and bangles for me.. to, you know.. and she blames Dad for rushing her. Oh nooo, I could've made a fortune.
Now that my beloved camera's back... (:
Heheheheheh, shall busy myself with it tomorrow, most likely. Or the weekend. Which then i'll be busier studying for Econs, Bio and Geog E, so that's unlikely.
I've missed you babaye.
Oh and they bought home a LOT of chocolate. Like it's enough to cover the entire surface of my dining table. Tarts, truffles, chocolate bars, tarts, fruit cake, COOKIES...
And the chocolate is so damned hardcose: 86% dark! Hahaha whoots! Others have RAISIN and even the cookies are with chocolate chips worthy enough for a king.
So no more sleeping in Mum's room, it's back to my leaky aircon and my noisy, metal double-decked bed.
I look like a replica of Mum, and another i'll show you where I got my long neck, sticking-out ears and dancing streak from(: Dad looks like T's brother in one of the photos:O Wow.
Alisha. You see your name here again(:
Love you babaye. Hahahaha babaye.
Had lunch at KFC with Am and Ab after school, and boy have I been deprived of fast food or what. It tasted heavenly. (: Haha yes i've not eaten fast food since.. June, when they went for church camp. Holy!
And had a quick chat with Jeremy (I think no one knows him...) just now(: It was great catching up with you and no matter what, keep smiling!
Hahaha I do indeed, miss church! And you and Hbin too. Will visit you guys after os:D
Then as promised since months ago, Starbucks date.
Really tempted to cut my hair after Prom,
Thinking of mod bangs and a nice short crop:D
Mum's against the idea already. See how luh.
EL paper tomorrow!
Good luck and luvvvv to everyone yeah(:
(Someone please quick tell me the format for formal letter-_-)
With it's not-so-glam skyscrapers, but lovely architecture and best of all,
High End Fashion.
Mum and Dad have returned from their holiday, and boy am I happy. (:
So Mum actually left Paris without getting anything for me... D:
(Disaster, I know!)
Haaha she didn't get anything for anyone because a Tshirt there's 20 pounds, which equals roughly S$55. Crazy.
She was so disturbed with all the high prices... and not being able to get anyone anything,
so she left Paris with a brand-new LV bag in tow.
Does that even make sense!?!?
It costs slightly cheaper than what it would in Singapore. Like, 1k plus plus plus plus plus.
And it's a design that's FRESH off the racks of Paris- nothing similar can be found here.
Haha by intuition, the first thing I did was to smell it.
Wow, it smells like branded leather.
And then I went about my usual quality checks- insides, design, feel, quality of leather, and I rate it a full 100%.
I will not worry(: It will be mine in about 20 years or less.
Hahahaha LV bags last forever, you know(: And Mum did in fact say she'll one day hand it down to me..
For these sort of things, the older they are, the more valuable they are.
So maybe by then it'll be valued at about 3k? Who knows:D
The photos were fantastic- perfect postcard like photos with something a little extra: my parents' faces. All the more, perfect-er. I will travel Europe someday(:
So to my further dismay, nothing was bought in London too.
In a desperate attempt, Mum fished out a really awesome set of bangles from Accessorize (wlau Singapore also have what..) and a pack of Harrod's gummies for Ines. Hahah that's really desperate la.
The trip was followed by a stay at Grandaunt's place, which is totally awesome.
And the shopping there...
is fan-freaking-tastic, I swear!
I'm talking about Primark(:
Whatever I thought was cheap at S--M, or cp, or anywhere, was completely thrashed.
For 3 pounds (S$9 bucks ++) Mum got this kick-ass vintage waisted belt.
Hard leather, old metal buckle, in the perfect shade of brown.
I fell in love with it. (: Instantaneously.
And then she found a 99% identical set of the aforementioned bangles, for a nice 1.5 pounds. Roughly S$4.
She hit the roof la(: Hahahahahha. She bought one set in a different colour home jsut to pacify herself! And then 5 pairs of silver hoop earrings in different diameters, ONE POUND.
THATS HARDLY 3 BUCKS ZOMG.
Haha it's Bugis street discounted by 50%!
And a thousand times nicer, better and stronger.
:D
She also bought clothes... um, ours to share:D
Includes a lovely tartan print, ruffled top with the bottom part of a corset! (sounds funny but don't laugh. shall wear it out for youuuuu.)
And shirts, jackets, socks, everything except for make-up and lingerie.
I can't believe she didn't hit the make-up countersD:
But I guess she's not anywhere near being a make-up fanatic, like her daughter.
Lingerie shopping would be weird because my Dad was rushing her and Grandaunt was around, damn! Hahahaha.
OH YEAH she was gonna buy extras of the lovely belt and bangles for me.. to, you know.. and she blames Dad for rushing her. Oh nooo, I could've made a fortune.
Now that my beloved camera's back... (:
Heheheheheh, shall busy myself with it tomorrow, most likely. Or the weekend. Which then i'll be busier studying for Econs, Bio and Geog E, so that's unlikely.
I've missed you babaye.
Oh and they bought home a LOT of chocolate. Like it's enough to cover the entire surface of my dining table. Tarts, truffles, chocolate bars, tarts, fruit cake, COOKIES...
And the chocolate is so damned hardcose: 86% dark! Hahaha whoots! Others have RAISIN and even the cookies are with chocolate chips worthy enough for a king.
So no more sleeping in Mum's room, it's back to my leaky aircon and my noisy, metal double-decked bed.
I look like a replica of Mum, and another i'll show you where I got my long neck, sticking-out ears and dancing streak from(: Dad looks like T's brother in one of the photos:O Wow.
Alisha. You see your name here again(:
Love you babaye. Hahahaha babaye.
Had lunch at KFC with Am and Ab after school, and boy have I been deprived of fast food or what. It tasted heavenly. (: Haha yes i've not eaten fast food since.. June, when they went for church camp. Holy!
And had a quick chat with Jeremy (I think no one knows him...) just now(: It was great catching up with you and no matter what, keep smiling!
Hahaha I do indeed, miss church! And you and Hbin too. Will visit you guys after os:D
Then as promised since months ago, Starbucks date.
Really tempted to cut my hair after Prom,
Thinking of mod bangs and a nice short crop:D
Mum's against the idea already. See how luh.
EL paper tomorrow!
Good luck and luvvvv to everyone yeah(:
(Someone please quick tell me the format for formal letter-_-)
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
It's better to try than to regret later.
When you find out that you should've just did it anyway.
Even if you feel like shit now, just hold your head high and continue.
And of course, i'm talking about retaking chinese.
D: Yeah.
I just realised that i've injured my right ring finger, again.
From today's 5 min session of (violent) Captain's Ball.
We really need to be more demure uh.
But playing rough can be so fun(; Ah i'll do it, wholeheartedly, if I weren't a girl.
And if I weren't playing with girls.
I've finally decided what chapters i'm doing for SS.
After careful, long decision. Yeah and i've only done like... a quarter of what i'm supposed to do so seriously,
i'm quite screwed for friday's paper.
Which means i'm probably skipping out on a movie date with Ym on thursday, and leaving for tuition early again on thusrday too.
Damn. Uninvited embarrassment, really...
The looming Prelims don't really frighten me much.
Because I simply can't be bothered with certain subjects.
Like geog. And chinese, and i'm not gonna mug anymore for the 2 math subjects.
Only scared for Bio. And come to think of it... i've lost that kick I had when I previously studied Econs. So that's another no.
I won't be surprised if everyone does better (than me) this time yeah.
Typical Singaporeans aren't really that bad.
It's the special moments that define you- even if they happen rarely.
Like giving someone a ride, sharing an umbrella, sharing Knowledge (oh the sheer kindness), offering food, not keeping info to yourself, etc.
So Ab, I don't think you fall under that category(: Fret not!
Fuhua's the smartest for pon-ing this week to study at the hostel.
Damn i'm jealousD: I wanna give myself a valid reason.
As well as a parent's letter. (which wouldn't come from the parents, even if they were around anyway) Some lessons (Amath, geog, EL) are rather useless as of now.
We have important things to do!
*Learn from T. Ong who does lit notes in the middle of the night and get your arse down to mugging. She's really the undebated champion luh.
Why are you liddattttt. Why am I so eeeyerrr.
Sorry, words aren't enough to express whatever i'm feeling now.
Ab has extensive info. Applause! (: I can't find anything on ------, how upsetting.
I feel damn pekchek (D's fav word..) now.
Explains the dreary post doesn't it.
When you find out that you should've just did it anyway.
Even if you feel like shit now, just hold your head high and continue.
And of course, i'm talking about retaking chinese.
D: Yeah.
I just realised that i've injured my right ring finger, again.
From today's 5 min session of (violent) Captain's Ball.
We really need to be more demure uh.
But playing rough can be so fun(; Ah i'll do it, wholeheartedly, if I weren't a girl.
And if I weren't playing with girls.
I've finally decided what chapters i'm doing for SS.
After careful, long decision. Yeah and i've only done like... a quarter of what i'm supposed to do so seriously,
i'm quite screwed for friday's paper.
Which means i'm probably skipping out on a movie date with Ym on thursday, and leaving for tuition early again on thusrday too.
Damn. Uninvited embarrassment, really...
The looming Prelims don't really frighten me much.
Because I simply can't be bothered with certain subjects.
Like geog. And chinese, and i'm not gonna mug anymore for the 2 math subjects.
Only scared for Bio. And come to think of it... i've lost that kick I had when I previously studied Econs. So that's another no.
I won't be surprised if everyone does better (than me) this time yeah.
Typical Singaporeans aren't really that bad.
It's the special moments that define you- even if they happen rarely.
Like giving someone a ride, sharing an umbrella, sharing Knowledge (oh the sheer kindness), offering food, not keeping info to yourself, etc.
So Ab, I don't think you fall under that category(: Fret not!
Fuhua's the smartest for pon-ing this week to study at the hostel.
Damn i'm jealousD: I wanna give myself a valid reason.
As well as a parent's letter. (which wouldn't come from the parents, even if they were around anyway) Some lessons (Amath, geog, EL) are rather useless as of now.
We have important things to do!
*Learn from T. Ong who does lit notes in the middle of the night and get your arse down to mugging. She's really the undebated champion luh.
Why are you liddattttt. Why am I so eeeyerrr.
Sorry, words aren't enough to express whatever i'm feeling now.
Ab has extensive info. Applause! (: I can't find anything on ------, how upsetting.
I feel damn pekchek (D's fav word..) now.
Explains the dreary post doesn't it.
Romeos of modern
Monday, August 18, 2008
Decided to go for tuition earlier today, and I went there to receive
15 minutes of embarrassment. D:
Because of whatever "happened" after the previous lesson, Mr Siow was going on and on about that Andrew and man it was so mean. Mrs Siow also omg.
My conscience is clear because I called them mean and I defended my friend(:
(Eh he's not THAT short.. what must stand on the staircase...)
Today wasn't very good- I swear my body's falling apart.
Went to school with a migraine that lasted all day, neck was aching,
Left knee was super weak, that little twisted back muscle kept acting up,
and I was, for some reason, very very tired. ):
But thankfully, there's no more IR!
Hmmmm, and what was I thinking about today...
In the class: his eyes.
Which were everywhere except on me.
An ironic smile.
To the bus stop and the interchange: his smell.
The perfect combination of sweat and a hint of cologne.
Perhaps some deodorant that by the way, smells fantastic. Anything's better than Daphne's Nivea one which she drenched herself in and stank the whole class up after school.
Damn, they say people are also attracted by smell... and I do not disagree(:
A shake of the head, another ironic smile.
On the MRT home: his laugh.
And his songs.
I cross my fingers in the hope that he realises something.
On the bus home: his arms.
Oh that one doesn't need explaining now does it(:
Closed eyes- picturing a day in his arms.
On the walk home, and every other day: him.
Isn't it obvious when I bite my lips nearly half the time, trying to hide a dumb smile,
Or when I stop short of words, look down and engross myself in work?
Eyes cast to the sky; oh where's my lucky star?
As the car rolls away, I cannot help but feel you getting further and further away too.
You turn back to look- a little too late, the car hits the turn.
No one is better.
No cheekopek, gay, Wormish, tall, macho, weird guy can compare.
Even if yes they might be a whole head taller.
I'll pick you over Michael Phelps.
And my dear Christiano Ronaldo.
And Orlando Bloom, and Johnny Depp. I am serious.
D:
I'll stand by you.
Quietly, from afar.
Know that there'll always be someone praying for you.
And that you're the gold medallist in someone's heart.
Oh, the thousands of words I cannot bear to tell you.
15 minutes of embarrassment. D:
Because of whatever "happened" after the previous lesson, Mr Siow was going on and on about that Andrew and man it was so mean. Mrs Siow also omg.
My conscience is clear because I called them mean and I defended my friend(:
(Eh he's not THAT short.. what must stand on the staircase...)
Today wasn't very good- I swear my body's falling apart.
Went to school with a migraine that lasted all day, neck was aching,
Left knee was super weak, that little twisted back muscle kept acting up,
and I was, for some reason, very very tired. ):
But thankfully, there's no more IR!
Hmmmm, and what was I thinking about today...
In the class: his eyes.
Which were everywhere except on me.
An ironic smile.
To the bus stop and the interchange: his smell.
The perfect combination of sweat and a hint of cologne.
Perhaps some deodorant that by the way, smells fantastic. Anything's better than Daphne's Nivea one which she drenched herself in and stank the whole class up after school.
Damn, they say people are also attracted by smell... and I do not disagree(:
A shake of the head, another ironic smile.
On the MRT home: his laugh.
And his songs.
I cross my fingers in the hope that he realises something.
On the bus home: his arms.
Oh that one doesn't need explaining now does it(:
Closed eyes- picturing a day in his arms.
On the walk home, and every other day: him.
Isn't it obvious when I bite my lips nearly half the time, trying to hide a dumb smile,
Or when I stop short of words, look down and engross myself in work?
Eyes cast to the sky; oh where's my lucky star?
As the car rolls away, I cannot help but feel you getting further and further away too.
You turn back to look- a little too late, the car hits the turn.
No one is better.
No cheekopek, gay, Wormish, tall, macho, weird guy can compare.
Even if yes they might be a whole head taller.
I'll pick you over Michael Phelps.
And my dear Christiano Ronaldo.
And Orlando Bloom, and Johnny Depp. I am serious.
D:
I'll stand by you.
Quietly, from afar.
Know that there'll always be someone praying for you.
And that you're the gold medallist in someone's heart.
Oh, the thousands of words I cannot bear to tell you.
Imy.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Ines can be such a pain in the ass, man.
D:
Haha after this morning's swimming and piano in the afternoon, i'm quite sure i'll beg Mum and Dad to be around on Sundays so that I don't have to do the dirty work.
Probably going out with Ym on a movie date sometime this week(:
Finally, a destress outing! We both seriously need one uh.
Any good movie recommendations anyone?
Crammed for SS this weekend- and a little bit of Bio.
Feeling completely unprepared for Prelims because honestly, I really don't know what to expect- even after all the IRs and papers and well,
You'll never know what's coming out right?
I swear I pigged non-stop this three days.
We finished 3 entire bars of Old Gold (70% dark choc), Cadbury's Brownie flavoured chocolate (the dessert range), and Old Gold (RUM AND RAISIN:D), along with 2 bottles of Pringles (sour cream and onion, cheese), Shaun's bottle of salsa, and
Alot, alot of Carbs.
Noodles, rice, ten slices of bread a day (hahaahah)- yeah. Holy crap i'm going to be
Fat.
D: You Noelle-haters should start celebrating man.
But no worries, i'll be dancing my way to a 36- 24- 36 figure soon!
(Haha i've no idea where I heard those numbers)
The commentor for the Olympics is freaking hilarious- the one who covered swimming and table tennis.
"Oh I heard ZHANG (China's paddler) sponsors a panda in the zoo. I should really go visit it! It's right next to my hotel."
" (About the Fu was) Oh look! There's the dancing panda! And of course there's the olympic flame... and I don't really know what the rest are."
"Don't you love the slow motion?" (Swimming)
"I've covering 5 sports and i'm loving every part of my job."
"And people say that Guo Yue plays more like a man than a lady. Well, i'm not surprised!"
(Guo Yue has like, butch hair...)
Yeah a whole lot of bullshit which makes me crack up. :D
Speaking of which, i'm not surprised Singapore didn't win China for table tennis.
It was rather obvious once L. JW stepped up and played badly.
It seriously wasn't her best. But nontheless, F. TW will be my new idol! :D
Hahah no I take that back.
Michael Phelps whoooots:D
I'm dying without my camera- it's holildaying right now in London with Mum and Dad.
I'm gonna sleep with/ on it once it returns home. (:
I've got a million things to do!
I wonder how they're doing. Hope they're having fun!
I'm slowly on my way to renovate my wardrobe(:
Out with the old and in with the new man.
(One person's trash can certainly be another man's treasure.)
And can someone please update me about Charlie the Unicorn? Thanks.
Charlie has been on my mind too much latelyD: Especially after what I call...
...
...
The Night.
Haha shit i've got to stop over-reacting.
But seriously every time I think back, I get both happy and frustrated almost immediately.
If only you knew. This is so tiring.
Buff people are The Shitxzxzx, wth:D I know you know that I love them too.
D:
Haha after this morning's swimming and piano in the afternoon, i'm quite sure i'll beg Mum and Dad to be around on Sundays so that I don't have to do the dirty work.
Probably going out with Ym on a movie date sometime this week(:
Finally, a destress outing! We both seriously need one uh.
Any good movie recommendations anyone?
Crammed for SS this weekend- and a little bit of Bio.
Feeling completely unprepared for Prelims because honestly, I really don't know what to expect- even after all the IRs and papers and well,
You'll never know what's coming out right?
I swear I pigged non-stop this three days.
We finished 3 entire bars of Old Gold (70% dark choc), Cadbury's Brownie flavoured chocolate (the dessert range), and Old Gold (RUM AND RAISIN:D), along with 2 bottles of Pringles (sour cream and onion, cheese), Shaun's bottle of salsa, and
Alot, alot of Carbs.
Noodles, rice, ten slices of bread a day (hahaahah)- yeah. Holy crap i'm going to be
Fat.
D: You Noelle-haters should start celebrating man.
But no worries, i'll be dancing my way to a 36- 24- 36 figure soon!
(Haha i've no idea where I heard those numbers)
The commentor for the Olympics is freaking hilarious- the one who covered swimming and table tennis.
"Oh I heard ZHANG (China's paddler) sponsors a panda in the zoo. I should really go visit it! It's right next to my hotel."
" (About the Fu was) Oh look! There's the dancing panda! And of course there's the olympic flame... and I don't really know what the rest are."
"Don't you love the slow motion?" (Swimming)
"I've covering 5 sports and i'm loving every part of my job."
"And people say that Guo Yue plays more like a man than a lady. Well, i'm not surprised!"
(Guo Yue has like, butch hair...)
Yeah a whole lot of bullshit which makes me crack up. :D
Speaking of which, i'm not surprised Singapore didn't win China for table tennis.
It was rather obvious once L. JW stepped up and played badly.
It seriously wasn't her best. But nontheless, F. TW will be my new idol! :D
Hahah no I take that back.
Michael Phelps whoooots:D
I'm dying without my camera- it's holildaying right now in London with Mum and Dad.
I'm gonna sleep with/ on it once it returns home. (:
I've got a million things to do!
I wonder how they're doing. Hope they're having fun!
I'm slowly on my way to renovate my wardrobe(:
Out with the old and in with the new man.
(One person's trash can certainly be another man's treasure.)
And can someone please update me about Charlie the Unicorn? Thanks.
Charlie has been on my mind too much latelyD: Especially after what I call...
...
...
The Night.
Haha shit i've got to stop over-reacting.
But seriously every time I think back, I get both happy and frustrated almost immediately.
If only you knew. This is so tiring.
Buff people are The Shitxzxzx, wth:D I know you know that I love them too.
OLYMPICSED
Saturday, August 16, 2008
ZOMG HOW COULD ITALY HAVE LOST TO BELGIUM!
I'M SO UPSET I TELL YA.
Wth, Belgium won 3-2!
I swear I was screaming at the telly, especially during the extra 5 mins time.
I'm going on a Belgium strike;
I will stay away from Belgium chocolate for a day.
D: URGH I don't want to support Brazil/ Argentina (if they win) or some team which name can't be pronounced. And definitely not Belgium. D:
Omg I still don't believe Italy lost. Shit I feel so lost now.
I was busy sewing in the afternoon- my high-waisted shorts, various buttons on shirts, holes in one of my favourite tunics- oh shit I forgot my uniform!
Seamstress in the making, totally. (: It's the skill.
Skipped out on all the gigs today..
Oh man did you know that there were over 5 gigs today?
Eugene's one at Central, another one in Clarke Quay, one in Bukit Merah, one at Cathay, probably one at Home Club and a few more here and there.
If only Shaun wasn't so busy studying!
(And Alisha didn't have tuition) (And I dared to ask T out)
Studied at Mpl with Alisha and the Tkss people,
Was quite productive considering that I finished the Tkss papers and did a whole bunch of Bio Mcqs. I swear the library was packed with students- but not the one I was hoping for..
And i'm scared shitless for Bio, lah. Oh Mr Peh! D:
Hahah I wish I could've spent a whole day with Alisha.
Who ask you go for tuition. D:
Guys, there are (at least) 5 things you've got to learn from her.
1. Tell me that my shirt looks more expensive that whatever I paid for it.
2. Say Thank You.
3. "How light are you?"
4. "Wah someone so pretty today uh!"
5. Minimum 2-second hugs at every goodbye.
You'll charm most girls off their feet, I swear(; Hahaha if only I were crooked, I would've jumped at her like, 2 years ago? What's there not to like about her!
Hahaha yes we've known each other, and stayed BestestFFs for two years! :D How cool is that.
Plus we've only had one major arguement... (:
Gonna be busy babysitting the Sis tomorrow; what swimming, piano, etc luh.
So mafan. D:
Mum and Dad are still in Paris; I just checked and it's 12 to 25 degrees. (:
They'll be in London tomorrow night.
Dad called today but I was in my room and missed it, how unfortunate!
And,
Yeemin gives the lamest/ funniest Youtube vids ever!
I swear his 'studying' makes him more retarded than usual(: Hahah you know, i'm so going to ask him out again after my Os/ his As.
I should seriously put up a neoprint (HAHA YES OMG WE HAVE ONE!) of us, just to refresh rusty memories.
In the spirit of Michael Phelps. (; Still thinking about the Games, wth.
Tomorrow Channel U 7:30pm: Table Tennis Finals against Zhongguo.
Watch ah, be patriotic! It's table tennis after all:D
Sleeping in Mum's room tonight because my aircon pees non-stop.
Damn. ):
I'M SO UPSET I TELL YA.
Wth, Belgium won 3-2!
I swear I was screaming at the telly, especially during the extra 5 mins time.
I'm going on a Belgium strike;
I will stay away from Belgium chocolate for a day.
D: URGH I don't want to support Brazil/ Argentina (if they win) or some team which name can't be pronounced. And definitely not Belgium. D:
Omg I still don't believe Italy lost. Shit I feel so lost now.
I was busy sewing in the afternoon- my high-waisted shorts, various buttons on shirts, holes in one of my favourite tunics- oh shit I forgot my uniform!
Seamstress in the making, totally. (: It's the skill.
Skipped out on all the gigs today..
Oh man did you know that there were over 5 gigs today?
Eugene's one at Central, another one in Clarke Quay, one in Bukit Merah, one at Cathay, probably one at Home Club and a few more here and there.
If only Shaun wasn't so busy studying!
(And Alisha didn't have tuition) (And I dared to ask T out)
Studied at Mpl with Alisha and the Tkss people,
Was quite productive considering that I finished the Tkss papers and did a whole bunch of Bio Mcqs. I swear the library was packed with students- but not the one I was hoping for..
And i'm scared shitless for Bio, lah. Oh Mr Peh! D:
Hahah I wish I could've spent a whole day with Alisha.
Who ask you go for tuition. D:
Guys, there are (at least) 5 things you've got to learn from her.
1. Tell me that my shirt looks more expensive that whatever I paid for it.
2. Say Thank You.
3. "How light are you?"
4. "Wah someone so pretty today uh!"
5. Minimum 2-second hugs at every goodbye.
You'll charm most girls off their feet, I swear(; Hahaha if only I were crooked, I would've jumped at her like, 2 years ago? What's there not to like about her!
Hahaha yes we've known each other, and stayed BestestFFs for two years! :D How cool is that.
Plus we've only had one major arguement... (:
Gonna be busy babysitting the Sis tomorrow; what swimming, piano, etc luh.
So mafan. D:
Mum and Dad are still in Paris; I just checked and it's 12 to 25 degrees. (:
They'll be in London tomorrow night.
Dad called today but I was in my room and missed it, how unfortunate!
And,
Yeemin gives the lamest/ funniest Youtube vids ever!
I swear his 'studying' makes him more retarded than usual(: Hahah you know, i'm so going to ask him out again after my Os/ his As.
I should seriously put up a neoprint (HAHA YES OMG WE HAVE ONE!) of us, just to refresh rusty memories.
In the spirit of Michael Phelps. (; Still thinking about the Games, wth.
Tomorrow Channel U 7:30pm: Table Tennis Finals against Zhongguo.
Watch ah, be patriotic! It's table tennis after all:D
Sleeping in Mum's room tonight because my aircon pees non-stop.
Damn. ):
And oh darling,
Friday, August 15, 2008
I really hate you.
For all the times you made use of me,
Burn In Hell.
Nothing can describe what I feel now.
What's worse than being betrayed? Probably being betrayed, laughed at and stabbed.
I could call you a million names and it wouldn't be enough.
Nothing's ever enough to fill that cesspit you dug.
Hurt beyond what I imagined possible, what I really need now is a heart-to-heart talk with someone. Alisha I can never thank you enough. (;
Oh and not forgetting Tessa. (the hardcore mugger) (:
It's called Karma. You'll experience in one day, without me being the catalyst, all so naturally.
And right before my Prelims? Gee.
I Regret.
From the naivest girl on the block,
Noelle.
For all the times you made use of me,
Burn In Hell.
Nothing can describe what I feel now.
What's worse than being betrayed? Probably being betrayed, laughed at and stabbed.
I could call you a million names and it wouldn't be enough.
Nothing's ever enough to fill that cesspit you dug.
Hurt beyond what I imagined possible, what I really need now is a heart-to-heart talk with someone. Alisha I can never thank you enough. (;
Oh and not forgetting Tessa. (the hardcore mugger) (:
It's called Karma. You'll experience in one day, without me being the catalyst, all so naturally.
And right before my Prelims? Gee.
I Regret.
From the naivest girl on the block,
Noelle.
Once bitten, twice shy
What about now,
What about today,
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
Hi everyone, gonna introduce a new friend of mine called Charlie(:
Not very new actually... but never mind.
Haha and well, Charlie's a real good catch. (:
So if anyone hasn't understood the fish thing... it obviously came from this.
"There are many fish in the sea."
Oh how enlightening.
So yeah, I keep thinking of the canteen incident and it certainly does not bode well for me since quite a few people know the person... D:
Just when last night went so perfectly well.
Thinking of that now, the happy effect has worn off and instead, I feel rather sad cause all I can do is only observe from afar.
And love from afar.
One sided things are horrible investments don't you think.
Bought myself, hahaha yessh, a new top with the loveliest flutter sleeves in the purest shade of mulberry.
(It's a blue-ish colour, just for your info)
After this week, I will stop shopping. Yes I must force myself, wholly and truly, to do such because you know and I know that I do not want to fail The Prelims.
Yeah. Except for two more eyeshadows that are pending... (:
That way, I might find the deficit in my bank account decreasing.
It's totally embarrassing.
On a separate note, I wish my dear Alisha cheers up because it does hurt me to see her so.
It's been a long, hard week right. ):
If you work hard now you'll save enough money to migrate to WeHo, and you'll be totally happy there so think on the brighter side alright. (:
I know this hardly helps but you know and I know that Iloveyou.
What a strange thing to say, since i'm pretty sure hardly anyone has heard that from me.
Come to think of it, i've never really told The Group, and other groups, that I do indeed love them. But i'm sure they know anyway right(:
Okay, give me another few months before Grad Night and i'll rehearse saying "I love you" a few times. I'll tell you then(:
Haha really, what's with me and "I love you"s... even the Ex(es) didn't get such treatment.
Alright, gonna grab some chomp/dinner and maybe a quick nap.
What about today,
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
Hi everyone, gonna introduce a new friend of mine called Charlie(:
Not very new actually... but never mind.
Haha and well, Charlie's a real good catch. (:
So if anyone hasn't understood the fish thing... it obviously came from this.
"There are many fish in the sea."
Oh how enlightening.
So yeah, I keep thinking of the canteen incident and it certainly does not bode well for me since quite a few people know the person... D:
Just when last night went so perfectly well.
Thinking of that now, the happy effect has worn off and instead, I feel rather sad cause all I can do is only observe from afar.
And love from afar.
And of course i'll be always praying you'll be safe, and that you get the best of everything.
You wake up feeling terrible because you know that the person you love so dearly is in the arms of the wrong person, yet all you want is for him to be happy.
(Perhaps, and hopefully, the arms of the wrong person do not exist.)
One sided things are horrible investments don't you think.
Bought myself, hahaha yessh, a new top with the loveliest flutter sleeves in the purest shade of mulberry.
(It's a blue-ish colour, just for your info)
After this week, I will stop shopping. Yes I must force myself, wholly and truly, to do such because you know and I know that I do not want to fail The Prelims.
Yeah. Except for two more eyeshadows that are pending... (:
That way, I might find the deficit in my bank account decreasing.
It's totally embarrassing.
On a separate note, I wish my dear Alisha cheers up because it does hurt me to see her so.
It's been a long, hard week right. ):
If you work hard now you'll save enough money to migrate to WeHo, and you'll be totally happy there so think on the brighter side alright. (:
I know this hardly helps but you know and I know that Iloveyou.
What a strange thing to say, since i'm pretty sure hardly anyone has heard that from me.
Come to think of it, i've never really told The Group, and other groups, that I do indeed love them. But i'm sure they know anyway right(:
Okay, give me another few months before Grad Night and i'll rehearse saying "I love you" a few times. I'll tell you then(:
Haha really, what's with me and "I love you"s... even the Ex(es) didn't get such treatment.
Alright, gonna grab some chomp/dinner and maybe a quick nap.
On a High
Wasn't as high as I expected to be today. Haha but somehow during lunch, we had alot of...
Laughter...
And well, I got busted all thanks to Aisy, Hahaha!
D: Never mind la.
And I failed the econs essay test. Wlau, i'm super disappointed.
It's chem IR now and really, i'm too tired/lazy to listen currently.
I want to head to Zouk's flea market this sunday! :D
Does anyone wanna go? Going to check my favv blogshop out man. Haha.
And i'm really... tightening my budget. Saving for better stuf(:
I really need my bagpack soon!
Have a mountain of books to carry home today and monday, gonna die badly.
Last night's chat was fab.
I conclude that she's still the only one who knows me inside out, without me having to say anything.
I love/hate that, really(:
Guys are getting more interesting(:
Skim-ing in a bit with Ab and maybe, Am.
Michelle is really a girl, you know.
Hahahaha Nadiah!
Laughter...
And well, I got busted all thanks to Aisy, Hahaha!
D: Never mind la.
And I failed the econs essay test. Wlau, i'm super disappointed.
It's chem IR now and really, i'm too tired/lazy to listen currently.
I want to head to Zouk's flea market this sunday! :D
Does anyone wanna go? Going to check my favv blogshop out man. Haha.
And i'm really... tightening my budget. Saving for better stuf(:
I really need my bagpack soon!
Have a mountain of books to carry home today and monday, gonna die badly.
Last night's chat was fab.
I conclude that she's still the only one who knows me inside out, without me having to say anything.
I love/hate that, really(:
Guys are getting more interesting(:
Skim-ing in a bit with Ab and maybe, Am.
Michelle is really a girl, you know.
Hahahaha Nadiah!
Guardian angel, thank you(:
Thursday, August 14, 2008
I am in a good mood :D
Amanda and Alisha already knows why.
Oh, how easy it is to make me happy! (:
Backtracking a little,
Bused down to Tampines with (unexpectedly) Kapoor, Rachael, Samantha Oei, Calvina and Natalie. After that point made by Calvina, yes I think i'll be retaking for sure.
And we got on like fire. Hahaha started talking about all the rumours...
(mostly about me, sadly) and well,
Rumours are just rumours and exist solely for the sake of entertainment, so please don't be bothered by them- if you have the bad luck to be in one.
And you know, rumours about Natalie aren't true(:
She is a nice girl. Hahaha. Poor thing.
I'm so straight right now. (:
I'm quite surprised by how much of it actually goes around.. fascinating.
Not that I blame anyone for starting them. Haha it's pretty fun after you find out why people throw you dirty looks, cause then you can tell that they've been really mean and bitching.
It's a sense of satisfaction when you know you're alot nicer. (:
OMG I SWEAR TODAY'S MY LUCKY DAY.
1st: I saw 11:11 on my handphone earlier.
2nd: Caught up with someone. (:
3rd: Someone (else) is talking to me right now.
4th: It's holy 11:11 right now! O: O: O:
I have this thing with 11:11.
(:
Listening to The Killers/ Script/ Kooks right now.
Love them to bits.
Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this Earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you..
Don't be upset if you worked really hard but still didn't get what you wanted,
Because we're here to err and try our luck, gambling with our lives.
You might just hit the jackpot honey(:
I think i've gotta borrow a camera for the weekend.. to go do all the stuff.
Prelims are barely 7 days away, am I crazy or what. D:
I know why i'm feeling broke- Ryan you owe me cab fare! Hahaha and a big latte.
Quoted by you and I have evidence so don't shirk your responsiblity. (:
Amanda and Alisha already knows why.
Oh, how easy it is to make me happy! (:
Backtracking a little,
Bused down to Tampines with (unexpectedly) Kapoor, Rachael, Samantha Oei, Calvina and Natalie. After that point made by Calvina, yes I think i'll be retaking for sure.
And we got on like fire. Hahaha started talking about all the rumours...
(mostly about me, sadly) and well,
Rumours are just rumours and exist solely for the sake of entertainment, so please don't be bothered by them- if you have the bad luck to be in one.
And you know, rumours about Natalie aren't true(:
She is a nice girl. Hahaha. Poor thing.
I'm so straight right now. (:
I'm quite surprised by how much of it actually goes around.. fascinating.
Not that I blame anyone for starting them. Haha it's pretty fun after you find out why people throw you dirty looks, cause then you can tell that they've been really mean and bitching.
It's a sense of satisfaction when you know you're alot nicer. (:
OMG I SWEAR TODAY'S MY LUCKY DAY.
1st: I saw 11:11 on my handphone earlier.
2nd: Caught up with someone. (:
3rd: Someone (else) is talking to me right now.
4th: It's holy 11:11 right now! O: O: O:
I have this thing with 11:11.
(:
Listening to The Killers/ Script/ Kooks right now.
Love them to bits.
Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this Earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you..
Don't be upset if you worked really hard but still didn't get what you wanted,
Because we're here to err and try our luck, gambling with our lives.
You might just hit the jackpot honey(:
I think i've gotta borrow a camera for the weekend.. to go do all the stuff.
Prelims are barely 7 days away, am I crazy or what. D:
I know why i'm feeling broke- Ryan you owe me cab fare! Hahaha and a big latte.
Quoted by you and I have evidence so don't shirk your responsiblity. (:
Sneak Previews
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Hoho, what a day(:
Ran my 2.4 (finally) after three weeks of no running- it's not bad considering that I walked to wait for Amanda and in the end, I didn't really help her achieve her C.
D:
But still, goodbye Napfa for a year. (:
Crap I forgot to check my -------- for one day and holy moly, there was something.
How cool is that(:
Okay shit I need to start earning my living soon.
After today's Legacy session in the com lab, I can't wait for tomorrow night(:
Haha yeshhh I am a sucker. We were busy blogshopping, checking hot/ not guys out and eh,
it was really fun.
It's really not nice to say bad stuff about ------ in front of me!
I'll just turn red.
Mostly hot, don't you think?
I'm bringing Ab with me to the next gig to see the cookie(:
Was supposed to meet girlfriend after school but she's not feeling well.
D: What a disaster! Get well real quick okay.
And please do all your homework on time starting from now okay.
Hahaha our outings are nearly always ruined cause you never do your homework.
Tsk tsk Alisha(:
Since some people are wondering whooo Alisha is since she so frequently pops out on my blog...
(She doesn't have anything to blackmail me with right. Yeah. )
This, my dears, is my favourite girl(:
The breaker/ dancer/ ballerina/ my girlfriend.
Don't you just wish to rip off her shirt to stare at her dreamy abs..
Okay sorry that was just wrong. Haha no I will not hit on my godsis yo(:
Oh btw, I love her adidas tank. D:
-You better thank me for cutting the background out cause it's completely unsightly. Go clean your room hun! Hahahahahaaha.
She's not fat. You're not fat, face it.
She's not a bung. Her chest.. cannot make it.
I should totally go do a Then and Now post on you..
Alisha with long hair in a bun, and in a leotard. I think you'll murder me fastly than you would if I posted your topless pic.
Hahahaha I feel so mean. But yeah.
Be happy, get well soon and take lots of care, love. (:
Don't get mad at me and hopefully, you see this and smile!
You know, I think she's actually prettier than me. Don't you think? (:
(She wants to be hamsome.)
I've told the teacher i'm re-taking Chinese, but it's really a painful decision since I know i'll be sacrificing maybe 10 hours in total for the paper. Which could be utilised for the other subjects.
And so, I will have to work doubly-hard for my As.
My target and motivation is... Abigail.
Since she's well on her way to Vj! So yeah.
I'm envious of hardworking people, really. I have limits. D:
And about the Chinese, somebody told me she was retaking, and then when the teacher asked, she said she was gonna consider first.
Wah, I was... hahaha surprised? I really hope she retakes.
Then we'll have a fuller class(:
My chemistry is slowly, slowly improving.
I love org(asmic) chemisty! Hahaha what a word, seriously.
I have no Msn life, whatsoever. ):
Ran my 2.4 (finally) after three weeks of no running- it's not bad considering that I walked to wait for Amanda and in the end, I didn't really help her achieve her C.
D:
But still, goodbye Napfa for a year. (:
Crap I forgot to check my -------- for one day and holy moly, there was something.
How cool is that(:
Okay shit I need to start earning my living soon.
After today's Legacy session in the com lab, I can't wait for tomorrow night(:
Haha yeshhh I am a sucker. We were busy blogshopping, checking hot/ not guys out and eh,
it was really fun.
It's really not nice to say bad stuff about ------ in front of me!
I'll just turn red.
Mostly hot, don't you think?
I'm bringing Ab with me to the next gig to see the cookie(:
Was supposed to meet girlfriend after school but she's not feeling well.
D: What a disaster! Get well real quick okay.
And please do all your homework on time starting from now okay.
Hahaha our outings are nearly always ruined cause you never do your homework.
Tsk tsk Alisha(:
Since some people are wondering whooo Alisha is since she so frequently pops out on my blog...
(She doesn't have anything to blackmail me with right. Yeah. )
This, my dears, is my favourite girl(:
The breaker/ dancer/ ballerina/ my girlfriend.
Don't you just wish to rip off her shirt to stare at her dreamy abs..
Okay sorry that was just wrong. Haha no I will not hit on my godsis yo(:
Oh btw, I love her adidas tank. D:
-You better thank me for cutting the background out cause it's completely unsightly. Go clean your room hun! Hahahahahaaha.
She's not fat. You're not fat, face it.
She's not a bung. Her chest.. cannot make it.
I should totally go do a Then and Now post on you..
Alisha with long hair in a bun, and in a leotard. I think you'll murder me fastly than you would if I posted your topless pic.
Hahahaha I feel so mean. But yeah.
Be happy, get well soon and take lots of care, love. (:
Don't get mad at me and hopefully, you see this and smile!
You know, I think she's actually prettier than me. Don't you think? (:
(She wants to be hamsome.)
I've told the teacher i'm re-taking Chinese, but it's really a painful decision since I know i'll be sacrificing maybe 10 hours in total for the paper. Which could be utilised for the other subjects.
And so, I will have to work doubly-hard for my As.
My target and motivation is... Abigail.
Since she's well on her way to Vj! So yeah.
I'm envious of hardworking people, really. I have limits. D:
And about the Chinese, somebody told me she was retaking, and then when the teacher asked, she said she was gonna consider first.
Wah, I was... hahaha surprised? I really hope she retakes.
Then we'll have a fuller class(:
My chemistry is slowly, slowly improving.
I love org(asmic) chemisty! Hahaha what a word, seriously.
I have no Msn life, whatsoever. ):
Alisha rocks.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
If you love someone,
work for her.
Don't tell her you love her;
show it in every smallest action you can.
Alisha rocks so much.
Okay back to my post.
Oh speaking of which, she was the one who lifted my spirits after the dismal day.
I love you forever honey(:
My dismal day was so because:
-Got back chinese results.
-English oral.
-Ryan being a dick.
Chinese results: B3.
And a distincition for oral.
OMG I DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO RETAKE.
Alisha got the exact same score as me! Rock on.
Soulmates yeah(: Must be because of our listening compre answers that were exactly the same.
I planned to get a B3 and merit for oral, and since things are not according to plan I feel totally
ruined.
Yeah. (Control freak.)
English oral was okay.
I said alot of "firstly"s and well, I can't really remember.
All I know is:
That guy examiner has the most gorgeous bag i've ever seen.
The perfect brown leather messenger bag, to-die-for.
And to our horror, Shahiylia and I statred gushing about the teacher and fantasising about him...
Haha omg I just read Abigail's blog. (: He's not scary lahh.
For every word you said that broke my heart, I should've smacked you.
But I think you'll be really badly messed up after that since well, i've lost count of the number of times you were mean. (and made me cry)
You don't love me;
you love your girlfriend.
The girl who so willingly runs over to your place, occasionally buys you donuts, massages you, hugs you tight and makes sure you don't get upset. The only girl who so loyally sacrifices everything for you.
Yet you take her for granted, every day.
You don't like how my hair is daily, you don't like the way I occasionally don't give in to you-
what do you expect me to do?
Throw myself into a relationship to be happy, to make you happy, while feeling all miserable inside? My f**kin arse.
You won't get me.
Not until you deserve me.
(And somehow I think that'll be a long way from now.)
Shame on me for closing my eyes so tightly, enjoying the moment with you.
Shame on me for having loved you.
Alisha please keep me from being emotional.
You're my guardian angel.
And nothing would ever change that because I wouldn't have anyone else;
Thank God for making you. (:
(bust it baby, hahaha)
What's with the sudden onslaught of decent VS guys.. they all looked so terribly nerdy and geeky in sec 1 and 2! Makeover.
Now.... vrooooosh. Whoa. (: Tall, handsome, not very dark.
Muscular, not very tall, quite dark. Either way- cute.
Running my 2.4 tomorrow because I walked half of the previous one, thinking it was just for fun before realising that we have no other timing to take since PE lessons were all missed.
And I walked myself to a D. Can't be bothered luhhhhhh.
D: Lazy lah.
work for her.
Don't tell her you love her;
show it in every smallest action you can.
Alisha rocks so much.
Okay back to my post.
Oh speaking of which, she was the one who lifted my spirits after the dismal day.
I love you forever honey(:
My dismal day was so because:
-Got back chinese results.
-English oral.
-Ryan being a dick.
Chinese results: B3.
And a distincition for oral.
OMG I DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO RETAKE.
Alisha got the exact same score as me! Rock on.
Soulmates yeah(: Must be because of our listening compre answers that were exactly the same.
I planned to get a B3 and merit for oral, and since things are not according to plan I feel totally
ruined.
Yeah. (Control freak.)
English oral was okay.
I said alot of "firstly"s and well, I can't really remember.
All I know is:
That guy examiner has the most gorgeous bag i've ever seen.
The perfect brown leather messenger bag, to-die-for.
And to our horror, Shahiylia and I statred gushing about the teacher and fantasising about him...
Haha omg I just read Abigail's blog. (: He's not scary lahh.
For every word you said that broke my heart, I should've smacked you.
But I think you'll be really badly messed up after that since well, i've lost count of the number of times you were mean. (and made me cry)
You don't love me;
you love your girlfriend.
The girl who so willingly runs over to your place, occasionally buys you donuts, massages you, hugs you tight and makes sure you don't get upset. The only girl who so loyally sacrifices everything for you.
Yet you take her for granted, every day.
You don't like how my hair is daily, you don't like the way I occasionally don't give in to you-
what do you expect me to do?
Throw myself into a relationship to be happy, to make you happy, while feeling all miserable inside? My f**kin arse.
You won't get me.
Not until you deserve me.
(And somehow I think that'll be a long way from now.)
Shame on me for closing my eyes so tightly, enjoying the moment with you.
Shame on me for having loved you.
Alisha please keep me from being emotional.
You're my guardian angel.
And nothing would ever change that because I wouldn't have anyone else;
Thank God for making you. (:
(bust it baby, hahaha)
What's with the sudden onslaught of decent VS guys.. they all looked so terribly nerdy and geeky in sec 1 and 2! Makeover.
Now.... vrooooosh. Whoa. (: Tall, handsome, not very dark.
Muscular, not very tall, quite dark. Either way- cute.
Running my 2.4 tomorrow because I walked half of the previous one, thinking it was just for fun before realising that we have no other timing to take since PE lessons were all missed.
And I walked myself to a D. Can't be bothered luhhhhhh.
D: Lazy lah.
Once beloved
Monday, August 11, 2008
I wanted to thank you really badly for not leaving me in the lurch, but never mind.
Am not looking forward tomorrow.
On the verge of a mental breakdown, seriously, and it's not so good a sign since i'm ever hardly nervous for chinese.
Does this mean something? Oh crap.
But who cares anyway right. Urgh just face it already.
I am such a two-faced thing; and I will not bother to explain why.
The little green man pops out at every opportunity, even at things I really should not even be concerned about.
I am suddenly turned off by the thought of "comfort" tomorrow.
Because I wish to emerse myself in self-pity and endless weeping. This is definitely not serious.
-If you're not sincere, please just say No. Breaks my heart less.
When i'm in the mood, everything just seems so wrong.
Not even Paris Hilton's ditzy video can cheer me up.
"Awesome", my arse. To think I was busily laughing at her Energy Plan yesterday.
(Off someone's blog obviously.)
Underage-girl is such an interesting read. And sometimes, I just feel like going "YARH" at her posts - don't ask me why.
Perhaps strangers relate better. And perhaps that's why i've been busy falling in love with strangers.
Eh that's a joke. But there's really some truth in it, looking back.
Bon voyage Mum and Dad.
I will dearly miss you both, from the bottom of my heart.
Please take care. And I do love you two the most.
Am not looking forward tomorrow.
On the verge of a mental breakdown, seriously, and it's not so good a sign since i'm ever hardly nervous for chinese.
Does this mean something? Oh crap.
But who cares anyway right. Urgh just face it already.
I am such a two-faced thing; and I will not bother to explain why.
The little green man pops out at every opportunity, even at things I really should not even be concerned about.
I am suddenly turned off by the thought of "comfort" tomorrow.
Because I wish to emerse myself in self-pity and endless weeping. This is definitely not serious.
-If you're not sincere, please just say No. Breaks my heart less.
When i'm in the mood, everything just seems so wrong.
Not even Paris Hilton's ditzy video can cheer me up.
"Awesome", my arse. To think I was busily laughing at her Energy Plan yesterday.
(Off someone's blog obviously.)
Underage-girl is such an interesting read. And sometimes, I just feel like going "YARH" at her posts - don't ask me why.
Perhaps strangers relate better. And perhaps that's why i've been busy falling in love with strangers.
Eh that's a joke. But there's really some truth in it, looking back.
Bon voyage Mum and Dad.
I will dearly miss you both, from the bottom of my heart.
Please take care. And I do love you two the most.
Way too lazy to upload new stuff- besides, parents are bringing the cam to Paris.
D:
I need a really good camera of my very own, right here and now.
Haha maybe I should be like the Hong Kong women?
Who forgo 3 months of lunch just to buy an LV bag. I really sincerely do admire their determination. Yet i'm still a little puzzled by the mad buying of luxury goods of the Chinese and Hongkese (...) people.
Status symbols, nothing more.
So so tempted to buy a dress nowD:
I still don't know what I want from Paris/London, which is terribly surprising since everyone knows that it's... Paris! Yeah but seeing as how everything's so expensive, I hardly have the heart to tell Mum to buy me even one tee.
Tee, not even top.
Ah geez, my dressing's steering more to the Artsy side now. Rather than the usual bimbotic gear. What's with all the loose tees and funky sunglasses...
Oh and that dress I am still eyeing(:
This is really not the time to be worrying about my disgusting wardrobe. I hardly even go outD:
Yeah every girl has The wardrobe issues right?
Had lunch at Sushi Tei- feeling like a balloon now. Been having this stomachache since the moment I got up this morning which really is a moodspoiler.
Tuition was... fast. And very squeezy.
):
Hardly did any mugging this long weekend, wonder why teachers love to emphasize that word- and considering that Prelims are really around the corner-
No it's not even there. It's rather immediate-
I am fried.
D: Roasted, skewered, served.
You know, i'm really scared about my chinese results.
What if I don't do well enough, and i'm put into a "retake" class with absolutely no one from 4/1 or 4/8? What if everyone scores well except me, and I have to go around "Well done!"ing and hugging people while feeling like a nincompoop inside?
(I really missed that word.) (I bet you stopped at that word. :D)
D: What a nightmare.
And what if I score only a c5/c6/b4?? All my weeks of thinking in chinese- gone.
You know sometimes it's better not to think about it at all.
My life revolves around The Education, right now.
Three things actually: fashion, A1s, tuition, guys.
It's three cause tuition is sorta with A1s, and guys with.. tuition and well, all of them are interlinked(:
Ah, i'm not going to bother correcting my terrible english.
How can I help Syaf to score at least a 16 for oral when my oral marks aren't that fantasticD:
Oh yeah for tomorrow, I am aiming for at least a 17(: Maintain, if not improve!
Let's add some oil.
Decimated inhibitions eh?
Wth, act cheem only(:
With that short conversation, i've shifted Samuel from 'really mean' to 'okay' and shifted us from 'cold shoulder-friends' to 'hi bye-friends'.
Hey, it's a good start considering that I was busy hating (omg yes I actually hate) him for about a month.. before I realised that I wasn't that serious about it either.
Ooooops. So who am I actually serious about? No one knows, man.
I shall go on a randoming MSN spree today-
don't be surprised if I suddenly yell good luck to you cause you know,
It's anxiety pangs.
D: Ah, the cold truth. But well. That's good considering that I hardly even start MSN convos.
You should know. (:
(With exceptions like Bev. Wait, she seems like the only one.)
Shaun says i'm into Dance-rock.
Rock songs with a steady, dancable beat.
Actually, aren't most fast soft-rock songs dance-rock? (:
Either way; ROCK.
No screamo, no metal, no experimental- rock. Rock on.
Coldplay's new album is far from my expectations- excluding the first instrumental piece and of course, Viva La Vida and Violet Hill. Damn their old songs were so freakily perfect!
A little overdue but don't buy the album. Waste money):
Music is unconcealably, my best friend and my only faithful companion.
I am turning to non-living things, yes.
But please don't be mistaken- I do not go around wearing a "MUSIC IS MY LIFE:D:D:D:D" tee because that's fcking gay and really, it's a lie.
It's a way of life, yes- it's your life, then go get a real life.
By the way, the people wearing the tee usually look nothing like musicians- their life is probably 5566, F4 and Farenheit.
(Eh omg I know! (: I'm knowledgable for a banana.)
"Honey,
I have no more heart left to give you. (and therefore I am heartless)
Someone robbed it from me."
D:
I need a really good camera of my very own, right here and now.
Haha maybe I should be like the Hong Kong women?
Who forgo 3 months of lunch just to buy an LV bag. I really sincerely do admire their determination. Yet i'm still a little puzzled by the mad buying of luxury goods of the Chinese and Hongkese (...) people.
Status symbols, nothing more.
So so tempted to buy a dress nowD:
I still don't know what I want from Paris/London, which is terribly surprising since everyone knows that it's... Paris! Yeah but seeing as how everything's so expensive, I hardly have the heart to tell Mum to buy me even one tee.
Tee, not even top.
Ah geez, my dressing's steering more to the Artsy side now. Rather than the usual bimbotic gear. What's with all the loose tees and funky sunglasses...
Oh and that dress I am still eyeing(:
This is really not the time to be worrying about my disgusting wardrobe. I hardly even go outD:
Yeah every girl has The wardrobe issues right?
Had lunch at Sushi Tei- feeling like a balloon now. Been having this stomachache since the moment I got up this morning which really is a moodspoiler.
Tuition was... fast. And very squeezy.
):
Hardly did any mugging this long weekend, wonder why teachers love to emphasize that word- and considering that Prelims are really around the corner-
No it's not even there. It's rather immediate-
I am fried.
D: Roasted, skewered, served.
You know, i'm really scared about my chinese results.
What if I don't do well enough, and i'm put into a "retake" class with absolutely no one from 4/1 or 4/8? What if everyone scores well except me, and I have to go around "Well done!"ing and hugging people while feeling like a nincompoop inside?
(I really missed that word.) (I bet you stopped at that word. :D)
D: What a nightmare.
And what if I score only a c5/c6/b4?? All my weeks of thinking in chinese- gone.
You know sometimes it's better not to think about it at all.
My life revolves around The Education, right now.
Three things actually: fashion, A1s, tuition, guys.
It's three cause tuition is sorta with A1s, and guys with.. tuition and well, all of them are interlinked(:
Ah, i'm not going to bother correcting my terrible english.
How can I help Syaf to score at least a 16 for oral when my oral marks aren't that fantasticD:
Oh yeah for tomorrow, I am aiming for at least a 17(: Maintain, if not improve!
Let's add some oil.
Decimated inhibitions eh?
Wth, act cheem only(:
With that short conversation, i've shifted Samuel from 'really mean' to 'okay' and shifted us from 'cold shoulder-friends' to 'hi bye-friends'.
Hey, it's a good start considering that I was busy hating (omg yes I actually hate) him for about a month.. before I realised that I wasn't that serious about it either.
Ooooops. So who am I actually serious about? No one knows, man.
I shall go on a randoming MSN spree today-
don't be surprised if I suddenly yell good luck to you cause you know,
It's anxiety pangs.
D: Ah, the cold truth. But well. That's good considering that I hardly even start MSN convos.
You should know. (:
(With exceptions like Bev. Wait, she seems like the only one.)
Shaun says i'm into Dance-rock.
Rock songs with a steady, dancable beat.
Actually, aren't most fast soft-rock songs dance-rock? (:
Either way; ROCK.
No screamo, no metal, no experimental- rock. Rock on.
Coldplay's new album is far from my expectations- excluding the first instrumental piece and of course, Viva La Vida and Violet Hill. Damn their old songs were so freakily perfect!
A little overdue but don't buy the album. Waste money):
Music is unconcealably, my best friend and my only faithful companion.
I am turning to non-living things, yes.
But please don't be mistaken- I do not go around wearing a "MUSIC IS MY LIFE:D:D:D:D" tee because that's fcking gay and really, it's a lie.
It's a way of life, yes- it's your life, then go get a real life.
By the way, the people wearing the tee usually look nothing like musicians- their life is probably 5566, F4 and Farenheit.
(Eh omg I know! (: I'm knowledgable for a banana.)
"Honey,
I have no more heart left to give you. (and therefore I am heartless)
Someone robbed it from me."
Wish you were here
Sunday, August 10, 2008
You'd never find out how many nights I sincerely wished you were with me.
Have got to stop the flowww of twisted romances and totally unpoetic entries.
The sight of them makes me upset. D: Disgusted through and through.
Don't think I can wake up tomorrow in time for tuition- it's no wonder not many people are going. Lunch with the family after, and hopefully i'll be able to pull Mum on a short shopping trip.
Don't think i'll be able to do that later.
Alisha conveniently reminded me of The L Word.
Which i'm really craving to watch, right now, with a bunch of real lesbians. Hahaha don't ask me why- it'll be fun/funny to see what happens. Okay, that was an unsuccessful joke.
But really, I wish I could go watch it with... someone!
No not fishy.
Should seriously stop the fish thing.
**
Alisha just did her research and found out that Carmen, Sarah Shahi, is only 1.6m tall.
Wonder how tall Shane is- I think she'll still be taller than me in heels? (:
WAIT SHE'S ALREADY 30?!?!? WTH. SHE CAN'T BE. There goes my future spouse.
I will be in mourning. Do not disturb. D: I hate this.
The city is one of the most notable gay villages in the United States. The area is also referred to as WeHo and BoysTown.
I think Alisha wants residentship there. Permanent, residentship. Then she can stare at gay boys- she finds them really cute for strange reasons- all day, and find lesb friends to hang with everyday. Yeah. Alisha's paradise eh.
Should consider bringing some of my school's girls wit ya.
**
Perhaps i'll get struck down by lightning soon.
I'm giving up on myself, slowly but surely.
So don't bother putting your hope in me. It's just like donating all your money to a gambler.
11:11
Is someone thinking of me?
Hitch is a wonderfully funny show. (:
Have got to stop the flowww of twisted romances and totally unpoetic entries.
The sight of them makes me upset. D: Disgusted through and through.
Don't think I can wake up tomorrow in time for tuition- it's no wonder not many people are going. Lunch with the family after, and hopefully i'll be able to pull Mum on a short shopping trip.
Don't think i'll be able to do that later.
Alisha conveniently reminded me of The L Word.
Which i'm really craving to watch, right now, with a bunch of real lesbians. Hahaha don't ask me why- it'll be fun/funny to see what happens. Okay, that was an unsuccessful joke.
But really, I wish I could go watch it with... someone!
No not fishy.
Should seriously stop the fish thing.
**
Alisha just did her research and found out that Carmen, Sarah Shahi, is only 1.6m tall.
Wonder how tall Shane is- I think she'll still be taller than me in heels? (:
WAIT SHE'S ALREADY 30?!?!? WTH. SHE CAN'T BE. There goes my future spouse.
I will be in mourning. Do not disturb. D: I hate this.
The city is one of the most notable gay villages in the United States. The area is also referred to as WeHo and BoysTown.
I think Alisha wants residentship there. Permanent, residentship. Then she can stare at gay boys- she finds them really cute for strange reasons- all day, and find lesb friends to hang with everyday. Yeah. Alisha's paradise eh.
Should consider bringing some of my school's girls wit ya.
**
Perhaps i'll get struck down by lightning soon.
I'm giving up on myself, slowly but surely.
So don't bother putting your hope in me. It's just like donating all your money to a gambler.
11:11
Is someone thinking of me?
Hitch is a wonderfully funny show. (:
Yawns
Gonna do all the math/Amath papers today.
Can't remember what else we have to do. Someone remind me?
Victoria (wonder why they gave us so many!), Cedar girls', Changkat Changi (?!?!) and Tkss.
Having some urge to go immerse myself in Korean dramas as well, after Mum shoo-ed everyone away from her laptop since it was loading some episodes. It's as though the slightest disturbance would stop the loading and hence, frustrate her and inevitably spoil her day.
D:
Ah well.
Am so intrigued by the Olympics- swimming and gymnastics especially.
Can't believe how those girls stay on the balancing beam!
And yes, go Tao Li! :D
I'm unbelievably broke- my ATM balance cannot even sustain me for another week and my wallet only has a single 5 dollar note.
It would be the stupidest thing to rob me right now.
Unless of course, you're aiming for my make-up drawer. D:
Ah you scheming girl.
You know, Home Club's setting up a flea market...
And I was invited via email to join. The more I think about it, the more I know I shuold go:D
But it's $50 for a slot. Not too bad actually...
Since we have comfortable sofas and tables- plus two free drinks:D
(I'd totally go for a martini:D)
And the place is indoors and stuff- which is why I guess not many people are gonna turn up.
Unlike Lime/Zouk fleas- ah those are fantastic:D
And if i'm not wrong, those are $20 to $35 per slot.
Ah, tempted tempted.
I hate emails. D:
And looking at my ridiculously undersized yet overfilled wardrobe, it's high time I cleared some of the stuff away.
And my make-up drawer- oh yes i'll make millions out of it.
And not forgetting the stockpiles under my table/ behind the curtains.
Oh boy. ):
Okay nvm, i'll wait for a flea after the Os!
Heh:D
I was busy thinking about Fishermen and Fish this morning.
(What a miracle I actually managed to wake up at 9)
Plural, mind you.
Is it the fisherman's fault if his worm isn't tasty enough for the fish,
Or is it the fish's fault for swimming away without even tasting the bait?
Wait does that even make sense? Forget it.
My mind is in a disastrous state of mess.
And on a random note, please be happy Beverly.
Even though I have no clue what's happening. You know i'll be here for you always. (:
You are the best one, of all the best ones.
I had such a good dream I curse, for once, The Killer's Somebody Told Me- it was my alarm tone. After such a night, having a good dream seems hardly deserved.
You were in it. (: That made it all good again.
Your eyes, your hair, your touch, your lips,
Oh I wonder how God could've created such a perfect happy thing.
And why he isn't within reach.
Tuition tomorrow morning- is 8am even existent- is gonna be really dull without you, I think.
Things I would rather not remember.
Can't remember what else we have to do. Someone remind me?
Victoria (wonder why they gave us so many!), Cedar girls', Changkat Changi (?!?!) and Tkss.
Having some urge to go immerse myself in Korean dramas as well, after Mum shoo-ed everyone away from her laptop since it was loading some episodes. It's as though the slightest disturbance would stop the loading and hence, frustrate her and inevitably spoil her day.
D:
Ah well.
Am so intrigued by the Olympics- swimming and gymnastics especially.
Can't believe how those girls stay on the balancing beam!
And yes, go Tao Li! :D
I'm unbelievably broke- my ATM balance cannot even sustain me for another week and my wallet only has a single 5 dollar note.
It would be the stupidest thing to rob me right now.
Unless of course, you're aiming for my make-up drawer. D:
Ah you scheming girl.
You know, Home Club's setting up a flea market...
And I was invited via email to join. The more I think about it, the more I know I shuold go:D
But it's $50 for a slot. Not too bad actually...
Since we have comfortable sofas and tables- plus two free drinks:D
(I'd totally go for a martini:D)
And the place is indoors and stuff- which is why I guess not many people are gonna turn up.
Unlike Lime/Zouk fleas- ah those are fantastic:D
And if i'm not wrong, those are $20 to $35 per slot.
Ah, tempted tempted.
I hate emails. D:
And looking at my ridiculously undersized yet overfilled wardrobe, it's high time I cleared some of the stuff away.
And my make-up drawer- oh yes i'll make millions out of it.
And not forgetting the stockpiles under my table/ behind the curtains.
Oh boy. ):
Okay nvm, i'll wait for a flea after the Os!
Heh:D
I was busy thinking about Fishermen and Fish this morning.
(What a miracle I actually managed to wake up at 9)
Plural, mind you.
Is it the fisherman's fault if his worm isn't tasty enough for the fish,
Or is it the fish's fault for swimming away without even tasting the bait?
Wait does that even make sense? Forget it.
My mind is in a disastrous state of mess.
And on a random note, please be happy Beverly.
Even though I have no clue what's happening. You know i'll be here for you always. (:
You are the best one, of all the best ones.
I had such a good dream I curse, for once, The Killer's Somebody Told Me- it was my alarm tone. After such a night, having a good dream seems hardly deserved.
You were in it. (: That made it all good again.
Your eyes, your hair, your touch, your lips,
Oh I wonder how God could've created such a perfect happy thing.
And why he isn't within reach.
Tuition tomorrow morning- is 8am even existent- is gonna be really dull without you, I think.
Things I would rather not remember.
Seeing Red
Saturday, August 9, 2008
I really need some business.
I spent my day sleeping, again.
Except for supermart shopping with parentals and dinner at gramp's place(:
It's really interesting to hear Mum singing We Are Singapore.
Like the pledge part: We, the citizens of Singapore, pledge ourselves...
Yeah you should know.
If not,
SHAME ON YOU. D:
And you know it's even funnier to hear that Mum's company, Prudential's director is so patriotic, that whenever they have a get-together, he'll get everyone to rise and sing the national anthem.
Plus he'll try to have flag-raising too!
Ahahahahaha.
I just taught Mum how to successfully put on false eyelashes because she needs them for her Gala Dinner in Paris! Hahaha she's like trying to do her hair too.
I think i've more make-up, and make-up experience, than Mum, who's.. 32 years older than me. Oh man. I should be embarrassed.
Well, i'll perhaps try a makeover on her one day! When she allows me to.
Like do half her face and let her compare.
Therefore, performing does give you much more experience than you know(:
You'll never get another chance to add glitter on your cheekbones, or wear camel-like gold and black false eyelashes (which are so heavy btw, so you need to apply them perfectly) and wear 3 different colours of eyeshadow and 2 different eyeliners all at once!
Ryan's new blogskin's nice. Seems like his taste is improving!
Not in girls though. Damn.
You know, i'm so tempted to do a big big post on Alisha.
And all those.. hot photos she sent me. (:
Hot hair, hot abs, hot boobs, hot double eyelids- okay doesn't make sense,
But she's hot anyway. (: Haha Alisha you have no idea how much shit I have that I can blackmail you with.
Tuesday's D-day.
I'll either be on the front page of The Strait Times wednesday morning- because I was so upset I commited suicide in a totally funky way, or you'll see me hugging everyone tuesday recess.
Group, you better be with Amanda and me in case anything happens okay. I have a weak heart.
And just in case you didn't know,
Tuesday's my EL oral too.
Is the school trying to kill me?
I might burst out in tears during the Oral you know!
Readers, you should totally be there during recess to stop me from going mad. (:
Oh my God I can just drool all day at photos now.
(: (: (: (: (:
I love Facebook.
(not for the Superpoke! nor the Are You Interested?, definitely.)
Might be bringing Mum to SKIM on monday. If I can persuade her that she does, indeed, need a good wardrobe for Paris(: I want my Mum to be the hippest of the hippest.
Yeah especially since an eyelash is still stuck to my right eyelid. -_-
What on Earth.
Relationships are the worst/ most complicated form of destruction you could throw yourself into.
It leaves you craving for more, and more, and more.
Feelings linger on for, what seems like forever.
And unclean cuts are possibly the worst thing to do. Because there'll be so much mess you wish it never started anyway.
To spare yourself, and your partner, from all the pain.
The happiness seems insignificant now, doesn't it?
The allure of pain.
I'm such a pervert for wanting more. Such a sadist for smiling and continuing.
Such a queer girl.
I think I stand no chance.
No chance at all. And really, that's the worst feeling ever.
Why do you have to be so good?
Why can you control every fibre of me with your eyes?
Eeeeks. You don't even know. D:
Oh by the way, I do think that they're really together..
After reading their blogs. Ah how interesting.
I never thought she'll even be unstraight. D:
Juniors these days. (:
Aisyah Zakaria you owe everyone a million photos!
PHOTOBUCKET THEM ALREADY LAZY GIRL(:
(Don't you miss your hair? :D)
I'm fucking sorry.
If I left, would you suffer less?
Continue hating me. The pain's nothing to me.
Don't be pathetic, like me. Because you deserve everything better.
I'll give you that chance just so you could do everything I did to you.
You could make me the happiest person in the world, only to drop me and walk off laughing, in the loving arms of some perfect person, to make me cry and regret everything.
Just so you could feel how it's like to destroy someone.
The guilt is driving me to tears.
I have got to stop having all these emo thoughts, pronto.
Think happy. Be happier. Buy yourself a scoop of Awefully Chocolate's ice-cream.
Oh, how heavenly(:
Oh, I need some right now.
Yum yum ... ... Damn I really need some.
Shit, i'm emo again. ):
Hahaa you'll never find someone more retarded than me. I promise.
I spent my day sleeping, again.
Except for supermart shopping with parentals and dinner at gramp's place(:
It's really interesting to hear Mum singing We Are Singapore.
Like the pledge part: We, the citizens of Singapore, pledge ourselves...
Yeah you should know.
If not,
SHAME ON YOU. D:
And you know it's even funnier to hear that Mum's company, Prudential's director is so patriotic, that whenever they have a get-together, he'll get everyone to rise and sing the national anthem.
Plus he'll try to have flag-raising too!
Ahahahahaha.
I just taught Mum how to successfully put on false eyelashes because she needs them for her Gala Dinner in Paris! Hahaha she's like trying to do her hair too.
I think i've more make-up, and make-up experience, than Mum, who's.. 32 years older than me. Oh man. I should be embarrassed.
Well, i'll perhaps try a makeover on her one day! When she allows me to.
Like do half her face and let her compare.
Therefore, performing does give you much more experience than you know(:
You'll never get another chance to add glitter on your cheekbones, or wear camel-like gold and black false eyelashes (which are so heavy btw, so you need to apply them perfectly) and wear 3 different colours of eyeshadow and 2 different eyeliners all at once!
Ryan's new blogskin's nice. Seems like his taste is improving!
Not in girls though. Damn.
You know, i'm so tempted to do a big big post on Alisha.
And all those.. hot photos she sent me. (:
Hot hair, hot abs, hot boobs, hot double eyelids- okay doesn't make sense,
But she's hot anyway. (: Haha Alisha you have no idea how much shit I have that I can blackmail you with.
Tuesday's D-day.
I'll either be on the front page of The Strait Times wednesday morning- because I was so upset I commited suicide in a totally funky way, or you'll see me hugging everyone tuesday recess.
Group, you better be with Amanda and me in case anything happens okay. I have a weak heart.
And just in case you didn't know,
Tuesday's my EL oral too.
Is the school trying to kill me?
I might burst out in tears during the Oral you know!
Readers, you should totally be there during recess to stop me from going mad. (:
Oh my God I can just drool all day at photos now.
(: (: (: (: (:
I love Facebook.
(not for the Superpoke! nor the Are You Interested?, definitely.)
Might be bringing Mum to SKIM on monday. If I can persuade her that she does, indeed, need a good wardrobe for Paris(: I want my Mum to be the hippest of the hippest.
Yeah especially since an eyelash is still stuck to my right eyelid. -_-
What on Earth.
Relationships are the worst/ most complicated form of destruction you could throw yourself into.
It leaves you craving for more, and more, and more.
Feelings linger on for, what seems like forever.
And unclean cuts are possibly the worst thing to do. Because there'll be so much mess you wish it never started anyway.
To spare yourself, and your partner, from all the pain.
The happiness seems insignificant now, doesn't it?
The allure of pain.
I'm such a pervert for wanting more. Such a sadist for smiling and continuing.
Such a queer girl.
I think I stand no chance.
No chance at all. And really, that's the worst feeling ever.
Why do you have to be so good?
Why can you control every fibre of me with your eyes?
Eeeeks. You don't even know. D:
Oh by the way, I do think that they're really together..
After reading their blogs. Ah how interesting.
I never thought she'll even be unstraight. D:
Juniors these days. (:
Aisyah Zakaria you owe everyone a million photos!
PHOTOBUCKET THEM ALREADY LAZY GIRL(:
(Don't you miss your hair? :D)
I'm fucking sorry.
If I left, would you suffer less?
Continue hating me. The pain's nothing to me.
Don't be pathetic, like me. Because you deserve everything better.
I'll give you that chance just so you could do everything I did to you.
You could make me the happiest person in the world, only to drop me and walk off laughing, in the loving arms of some perfect person, to make me cry and regret everything.
Just so you could feel how it's like to destroy someone.
The guilt is driving me to tears.
I have got to stop having all these emo thoughts, pronto.
Think happy. Be happier. Buy yourself a scoop of Awefully Chocolate's ice-cream.
Oh, how heavenly(:
Oh, I need some right now.
Yum yum ... ... Damn I really need some.
Shit, i'm emo again. ):
Hahaa you'll never find someone more retarded than me. I promise.
Turned tables
Friday, August 8, 2008
Why did I spend a good hour thinking about this, I wonder.
So anyway, I was pretty much disturbed after reading, if I may be brutally honest, peoples' blogs. Urgh, got to get this off my chest, so do bear with me.
Curse me for being so totally overdependent on perhaps, imaginary readers but do trust me when I tell you that i'm doing it to...
release.
It's more of a habit now. These stressful, dry days.
From here on: Rambling.
What's the point of even going into a relationship in the first place if you aren't going to be appreciated?
You love me. Yeah, and you have expectations of me, to accompany you on your day-long roller coaster ride of bad moods, bitchy schoolmates and everything else.
Am I not worth even a smile when you see me?
Am I not worth an occasional, not even daily, "I love you"?
Why do I not appear hurt?
Because i've been hurting for a good long while before I decided to end things.
Why are you hurt now?
Because you weren't the one who was taken for granted.
Nor the one who spent all the time and effort trying to be better.
Nor the one who went all the way just to discover that it wasn't worth it.
Because you keep thinking that you're the victim.
You didn't do anything wrong.
You didn't even know it wasn't right.
How could you have been so blind to not realise that your partner was suffering from your treatment? You know exactly what I mean. Cold shoulders, less than 5 sentences of words exchanged in like, 2 hours, etc. 5 days a week, gosh.
Now, how on Earth could you be so naive to think:
-It's not my fault.
-She likes someone else.
-It's not because of me.
And how on Earth could I have been so naive to think that I could actually hang on for dear life, that it'll all be Abra-Cadabraed away.
(Thinking of Pokemon now! Haha so random.)
I was happier when a special friend of mine came online, asked me what was wrong within 5 minutes, and listened to me ramble. All while throwing in her own bad experiences(:
She was the only one who understood me, all through.
And she never leaved me without the "Guys suck lah." line. Oh and nothing made me happier than: "You deserve so much better Noelle."
Although that story didn't have a happy ending either- oh how I regret spoiling it!- it made me realise that indeed, I was starved. And with her final parting words; "You should seriously break up with him.", I left. (For that was one of the last times we talked.)
Open your eyes and quit living in such a naive world.
Be realistic, and for Pete's sake step out of your damned comfort zone and accept whatever comes.
So that's the truth.
Not because I fell for someone else. Not because I minded your house, or anything else you can shoot me with. This is called karma.
Your just desserts.
Oh don't expect me to cry for months and months- you have no right to.
HOW CAN ANYONE BE BLAMED FOR WANTING TO FIND TRUE HAPPINESS.
D; URGH THIS IS THE SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST, DAMN IT.
With this, I shall stop rambling. Hooray! (:
Disturbed no longer.
It's never easy giving up.
Hold a gun in your mouth and pull the trigger.
Then start over, anew.
You know, guys are jerks. D:
With the exception of one fish. (:
Swimming swim swim... (:
Oh I do need to stop thinking before I fall off my chair (by spinning too hard/fast).
Haha I expect Alisha to go "don't date guys larh." right now.
Sorry Alisha! Haha you're not bung (really,) and you know,
CONGRATS ON GETTING YOUR INTERNET BACK! WHOOTS.
YEAAAAAAAH.
Oh damn that reminds me- I HAVEN'T STUDIED TODAY. What a disaster.
Was so busy sleeping. Damn. I will catch up tomorrow! Shucks I feel bad now.
Anyway i'm glad the group had a good workout and I think, everyone's gonna have bigger right arm muscles tomorrow! (: Hahaha oh no Ab.
If you sense that i'm getting a little high...
you're right.
And I wonder why since i've skipped dinner and i've been sleeping most of the day.
I am craving for a The L Word marathon right now, after accidentally (-on-purpose) catching a vid of Shane.
Omg. Shaneeee. I'm gonna die:D Why are you so hot!
(Everyone's gonna disagree and say Carmen's hotter. Eh, to each her own okay:D)
Noelle the mugger! Rock onzxzxzxzxzxzxz. :D
(I need to drop the AhL zxzxzxzx thing soon. Let me have my fun for a while more.)
Oh yes if anyone wants to hit the books with me tmr, please do!
I welcome you with open arms and more.
So anyway, I was pretty much disturbed after reading, if I may be brutally honest, peoples' blogs. Urgh, got to get this off my chest, so do bear with me.
Curse me for being so totally overdependent on perhaps, imaginary readers but do trust me when I tell you that i'm doing it to...
release.
It's more of a habit now. These stressful, dry days.
From here on: Rambling.
What's the point of even going into a relationship in the first place if you aren't going to be appreciated?
You love me. Yeah, and you have expectations of me, to accompany you on your day-long roller coaster ride of bad moods, bitchy schoolmates and everything else.
Am I not worth even a smile when you see me?
Am I not worth an occasional, not even daily, "I love you"?
Why do I not appear hurt?
Because i've been hurting for a good long while before I decided to end things.
Why are you hurt now?
Because you weren't the one who was taken for granted.
Nor the one who spent all the time and effort trying to be better.
Nor the one who went all the way just to discover that it wasn't worth it.
Because you keep thinking that you're the victim.
You didn't do anything wrong.
You didn't even know it wasn't right.
How could you have been so blind to not realise that your partner was suffering from your treatment? You know exactly what I mean. Cold shoulders, less than 5 sentences of words exchanged in like, 2 hours, etc. 5 days a week, gosh.
Now, how on Earth could you be so naive to think:
-It's not my fault.
-She likes someone else.
-It's not because of me.
And how on Earth could I have been so naive to think that I could actually hang on for dear life, that it'll all be Abra-Cadabraed away.
(Thinking of Pokemon now! Haha so random.)
I was happier when a special friend of mine came online, asked me what was wrong within 5 minutes, and listened to me ramble. All while throwing in her own bad experiences(:
She was the only one who understood me, all through.
And she never leaved me without the "Guys suck lah." line. Oh and nothing made me happier than: "You deserve so much better Noelle."
Although that story didn't have a happy ending either- oh how I regret spoiling it!- it made me realise that indeed, I was starved. And with her final parting words; "You should seriously break up with him.", I left. (For that was one of the last times we talked.)
Open your eyes and quit living in such a naive world.
Be realistic, and for Pete's sake step out of your damned comfort zone and accept whatever comes.
So that's the truth.
Not because I fell for someone else. Not because I minded your house, or anything else you can shoot me with. This is called karma.
Your just desserts.
Oh don't expect me to cry for months and months- you have no right to.
HOW CAN ANYONE BE BLAMED FOR WANTING TO FIND TRUE HAPPINESS.
D; URGH THIS IS THE SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST, DAMN IT.
With this, I shall stop rambling. Hooray! (:
Disturbed no longer.
It's never easy giving up.
Hold a gun in your mouth and pull the trigger.
Then start over, anew.
You know, guys are jerks. D:
With the exception of one fish. (:
Swimming swim swim... (:
Oh I do need to stop thinking before I fall off my chair (by spinning too hard/fast).
Haha I expect Alisha to go "don't date guys larh." right now.
Sorry Alisha! Haha you're not bung (really,) and you know,
CONGRATS ON GETTING YOUR INTERNET BACK! WHOOTS.
YEAAAAAAAH.
Oh damn that reminds me- I HAVEN'T STUDIED TODAY. What a disaster.
Was so busy sleeping. Damn. I will catch up tomorrow! Shucks I feel bad now.
Anyway i'm glad the group had a good workout and I think, everyone's gonna have bigger right arm muscles tomorrow! (: Hahaha oh no Ab.
If you sense that i'm getting a little high...
you're right.
And I wonder why since i've skipped dinner and i've been sleeping most of the day.
I am craving for a The L Word marathon right now, after accidentally (-on-purpose) catching a vid of Shane.
Omg. Shaneeee. I'm gonna die:D Why are you so hot!
(Everyone's gonna disagree and say Carmen's hotter. Eh, to each her own okay:D)
Noelle the mugger! Rock onzxzxzxzxzxzxz. :D
(I need to drop the AhL zxzxzxzx thing soon. Let me have my fun for a while more.)
Oh yes if anyone wants to hit the books with me tmr, please do!
I welcome you with open arms and more.
NatDay
Yeah I decided to.. pangseh the group after all to run home and catch a good ol' nap before heading out to the dentist's. (:
My gums are super sore now!
And I need to stop being boring and picking purple bands all the time.
I feel like getting the dark blue nowD:
Anyway, I did actually blog a long post (took me half an hour) last night! But since Blogger refused to publish it, i'll re-do it here. (:
Tuition was rather fun(:
Got there all drenched due to the suddenly flood.
And Andrew actually laughed at me. (Don't think I didn't notice!)
Hahaha yeah.
And Darrell came in unceremoniously late, and plonked (literally really) down on the seat to my right.
And oh gosh, halfway through, that boy suddenly reached over my side to take my ruler.
Hahaha everything he does is so weird/ sudden.
And he borrowed my long ruler by poking and signalling. He handled it with two fingers, the way my brother used to handle bras in Robinsons.
Seriously, what a queer boy.
I can't imagine having a conversation with him.
"Hey Darre-"
"Hullo."
"Have no eaten your lu-"
"No."
"Do you know how to do question 3 part-"
"Yarh. A-buh-den."
Sorry couldn't resist that(: Hahaha he's super ungentlemanly. Talks LOUDly and as though he's forever rushing after a train.
But I shall strive hard to score higher than him during Os:D
Both A and E math.
Heard he got an A2 for AmathD: Tkss MYE.
And yes oh yes, I did get my smile after all! :D
Chem test was okay even though I screwed up a few questions.
Bio practical was totally fun (Transformation of bacteria) yeah even though we all didn't know what we were doing.
I swear, my group's completely bimbo-tic. (:
Okay finally,
Today!
Met my bung baby early in the morning(; Hahaha I think alot of people are really starting to thin kthat we're together or something. You know, I think she'll be so happy to know thatsince she's so desperate. Alisha's the bestest.
Yeah in the aforementioned deleted post, I did in fact ask you to scream for me cause it'll make me smile bigger (or maybe even laugh, so that's good) and I was afraid it'd be not really up to standard.
But it was okay, I suppose.
And yes, some people did actually scream for me (Oh I love you all to bits:D) and so if you could see, you'd have seen my (shiny) metal mouth throughout the performance!
It was over in like, a few seconds really. Felt as though I didn't perform at all.
Anyway I looked like such a boy today, going in nothing (fancy) but berms and that red tee. I'll never normally dress that way. Or maybe I will. Like 5 years into the past.
The funnest part of the performance- make up, camwhoring session, bowing, Reaching Out For The Sky(:
Haha yes I am such a patriot- I sing National Day songs out ALOUD complete with hand actions! That are highly improvised/ copied.
The bow was impromptu, but I think it created the desired effect(:
Yan and Nat, you two did fab(: Our last performance together was fun.
So we ended up hosting a grand number of EIGHT (today's everything about 8) elderly people, and it was kinda fun/ funny. The funnest part again was camwhoring, but I swear the group took it to a whole new level.
Using the projector! :D Haha it's the coolest thing to "freeze" your face and see it on the screen.
My shirt looked awesome there. (: And the food, oh glorious food!
MRS CHAN YOU ARE THE FREAKING BEST FORM TEACHER EVERZXXZXZ. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU BLEW MONEY ON 2 BIG-SIZED CAKES FROM AWFULLY CHOCOLATE.
THAT'S LIKE A HUNDRED BUCKS WHOOTS!
I LOVE YOU MRS CHAN:D
(EVEN IF YOU THINK I'M SOME RICH SNOBBY GIRL.)
(:
And then I did the most anticlimax thing ever;
I went home.
And slept. So tireddd!
Yes, I have no life. And no money.
Mourn for me.
I'm going to be a total Family Girl until monday. I will spend every minute I have with Mum and Dad this weekend(: And maybe even send them off at the airport on monday!
(Doubt they'll allow me to.)
I don't know how i'll survive one week without them. And with Ines the terror.
And Shaun the really-whacked wacko.
And you know, I just bought myself a top that I, for once, think that I look good in:D Celebrate! It's black- a colour I vowed to stay off but i'm glad I made an exception this time(: And it's some sort of a halter. NEVER MIND i'll just wear it out for you to see.
And admire my flat chest.
You and I were meant to get love right.
My gums are super sore now!
And I need to stop being boring and picking purple bands all the time.
I feel like getting the dark blue nowD:
Anyway, I did actually blog a long post (took me half an hour) last night! But since Blogger refused to publish it, i'll re-do it here. (:
Tuition was rather fun(:
Got there all drenched due to the suddenly flood.
And Andrew actually laughed at me. (Don't think I didn't notice!)
Hahaha yeah.
And Darrell came in unceremoniously late, and plonked (literally really) down on the seat to my right.
And oh gosh, halfway through, that boy suddenly reached over my side to take my ruler.
Hahaha everything he does is so weird/ sudden.
And he borrowed my long ruler by poking and signalling. He handled it with two fingers, the way my brother used to handle bras in Robinsons.
Seriously, what a queer boy.
I can't imagine having a conversation with him.
"Hey Darre-"
"Hullo."
"Have no eaten your lu-"
"No."
"Do you know how to do question 3 part-"
"Yarh. A-buh-den."
Sorry couldn't resist that(: Hahaha he's super ungentlemanly. Talks LOUDly and as though he's forever rushing after a train.
But I shall strive hard to score higher than him during Os:D
Both A and E math.
Heard he got an A2 for AmathD: Tkss MYE.
And yes oh yes, I did get my smile after all! :D
Chem test was okay even though I screwed up a few questions.
Bio practical was totally fun (Transformation of bacteria) yeah even though we all didn't know what we were doing.
I swear, my group's completely bimbo-tic. (:
Okay finally,
Today!
Met my bung baby early in the morning(; Hahaha I think alot of people are really starting to thin kthat we're together or something. You know, I think she'll be so happy to know that
Yeah in the aforementioned deleted post, I did in fact ask you to scream for me cause it'll make me smile bigger (or maybe even laugh, so that's good) and I was afraid it'd be not really up to standard.
But it was okay, I suppose.
And yes, some people did actually scream for me (Oh I love you all to bits:D) and so if you could see, you'd have seen my (shiny) metal mouth throughout the performance!
It was over in like, a few seconds really. Felt as though I didn't perform at all.
Anyway I looked like such a boy today, going in nothing (fancy) but berms and that red tee. I'll never normally dress that way. Or maybe I will. Like 5 years into the past.
The funnest part of the performance- make up, camwhoring session, bowing, Reaching Out For The Sky(:
Haha yes I am such a patriot- I sing National Day songs out ALOUD complete with hand actions! That are highly improvised/ copied.
The bow was impromptu, but I think it created the desired effect(:
Yan and Nat, you two did fab(: Our last performance together was fun.
So we ended up hosting a grand number of EIGHT (today's everything about 8) elderly people, and it was kinda fun/ funny. The funnest part again was camwhoring, but I swear the group took it to a whole new level.
Using the projector! :D Haha it's the coolest thing to "freeze" your face and see it on the screen.
My shirt looked awesome there. (: And the food, oh glorious food!
MRS CHAN YOU ARE THE FREAKING BEST FORM TEACHER EVERZXXZXZ. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU BLEW MONEY ON 2 BIG-SIZED CAKES FROM AWFULLY CHOCOLATE.
THAT'S LIKE A HUNDRED BUCKS WHOOTS!
I LOVE YOU MRS CHAN:D
(EVEN IF YOU THINK I'M SOME RICH SNOBBY GIRL.)
(:
And then I did the most anticlimax thing ever;
I went home.
And slept. So tireddd!
Yes, I have no life. And no money.
Mourn for me.
I'm going to be a total Family Girl until monday. I will spend every minute I have with Mum and Dad this weekend(: And maybe even send them off at the airport on monday!
(Doubt they'll allow me to.)
I don't know how i'll survive one week without them. And with Ines the terror.
And Shaun the really-whacked wacko.
And you know, I just bought myself a top that I, for once, think that I look good in:D Celebrate! It's black- a colour I vowed to stay off but i'm glad I made an exception this time(: And it's some sort of a halter. NEVER MIND i'll just wear it out for you to see.
And admire my flat chest.
You and I were meant to get love right.
CHEM TEST ZOMG
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
To Mrs Chan's students.
Playful girl play night kisses day long oh baby.
Remember that for your dear, dear life.
For the 4/8 girls tell me that the test is tough- they took it already. And Nat backed that up by saying someone said the same thing. (doesn't matter who and who and when.)
I'm failing the electrolysis part- hopefully I score well enough for organic chem! (:
Good luck y'all. Mug harder.
And does anyone remember anything about the hydrogen fuel cell?!?
You totally need to tell me, pronto. Like, right now.
Holy crap, i'm screwed under, over and out.
Playful girl play night kisses day long oh baby.
Remember that for your dear, dear life.
For the 4/8 girls tell me that the test is tough- they took it already. And Nat backed that up by saying someone said the same thing. (doesn't matter who and who and when.)
I'm failing the electrolysis part- hopefully I score well enough for organic chem! (:
Good luck y'all. Mug harder.
And does anyone remember anything about the hydrogen fuel cell?!?
You totally need to tell me, pronto. Like, right now.
Holy crap, i'm screwed under, over and out.
Cocktail dresses and,
My day started off great today:D
After a night-long phone session with her,
Met baby/ girlfriend (hah:D) at 0630 for a 7-11 microwaved breakfast. She can't cook to save her nuts. Hahaha and her scary friend didn't come to.. interrupt us. (: Her bung hair is totally totally AWESOME. You are now a worthy girlfriend, yo. Hahaha!
And it got even better, during assembly.
Haha yeah assembly can be the driest, most sickening part of the day especially when we get long lectures, but today while the school was (boringly) giving acknowledgement to everyone who made the Centre Of Excellence for English (I should be proud of my school.),
I had a nice big shock when someone's name was announced.
I was like, HUHHHHHHH. Mr ?!?!?!!?
Yeah turns out, our dear technician has the same name. Wtheck(:
Well, had dance during recess which felt I don't know, cooler than usual? Haha cause I think, she doesn't want to admit it, Beverly's still happy from yesterday. :D
And I swear she's so retarded-
Noelle ; says:
hahah goodnight(:
Noelle ; says:
take care.
[beaver] says:
nights((:
[beaver] says:
hahah
[beaver] says:
tc for wat?
Noelle ; says:
i don't know.
[beaver] says:
in my dreams?
[beaver] says:
LOOL
Noelle ; says:
must have reason meh?
[beaver] says:
okok
[beaver] says:
fine
Noelle ; says:
yeah later you sleep and die. ):
Noelle ; says:
touchwood.
[beaver] says:
tc you too
Act tough only. D:
My water baby (hahaahah) has been dubbed Baby, for obvious reasons. So my baby was left in Aisyah's raisin box over a day? And it grew! But it shrank alot when I took it out):
Poor thing.
Oh and Amanda wanted to squish my baby so badly, but I did it in the end(:
We were so besotted with the dear things in Shilin's petri-like dish that we stole some and grew them ourselves.
They are not alive. Face the fact people. (:
Haha yeah I am retarded.
So we (Sarah, Daphne, Amanda) went, after IR, to Geylang!
D: (Daphne says "we're straight.")
Geylang Serai. (:
In search of worthy Kebayas for friday. Found some rather cheap ones, compared to those in Katong Mall which costs.. $250 a set.
That is so horrifying. What a rip off.
Didn't buy any in the end because S and Dk took my advice to go elsewhere. And i'll be wearing red and white anyway(: (What a patriot!)
Yeah, if that Jasmine Koh's tee dries up by tonight so that I can go get it from her tomorrow.
Haha did anyone realise it's her birthday tomorrow?
And backup plan: I'll borrow from Joy(:
It's good to have a big social circle with many dancers inside.
And after Am's hurried departure, to avoid any possible conflict with her mum, we walked around the.. you-know-where,
and holy moly I spent $54. (: But it's super worth it, I swear. I shall show you by.. this week?
Hahahaha I bargain well. Pretty pretty cocktail dresses are an essential, I promise.
-Along with the good lobang that Aisy showed me on Monday.
Took some verbal personality test by Daphne T. Lee (name looks cool) during Bio, which was kinda retarded because..
-I used a monkey to describe myself.
-I used an eagle to describe the other self.
-I am only gonna have 6 other selves. (marrying the 6th?)
I think that's impossible considering i've knocked 3 down.
-I don't like to rush in relationships. (What a lie!)
Or rather, that can't be helped.
Seriously, we should be scared to the point of releasing our bladders about the Bio paper. Every-friggen-body says it's gonna be really hard, and dear Mr Peh who setted it cannot make that more obvious.
D, a, mn.
But what can I do when there are 2 really entertaining people around me? D.T.Lee with her.. red reindeer nose, her secret loveee letters, and Natalie with her embarrassingly funny Talk-to-Herself study mode, along with her fake pimple.
Oh, I am turning into a bimbo, slowly but surely. D:
I think I might be the one who spoils it on friday. Cause the group planned a Badminton outing (No life, please!) and, I have dental.
I'd hate to go to the Dentist's smelly, sweating, and gross.
Didn't want to say that just in case Abigail uses that as an excuse not to go. But then I realised, she has Amanda's (rare) company so yeah.
I think too highly of myself.
You know, I might not show it but I think our class is really awesome(:
For all the funny people, and all the smallest things that make me happy.
Even if we aren't the smartest, sportiest, cleanest, greenest, quietest, guai-est, and all. Obviously.
I don't know what I am, where i'm going and even what to do.
I don't expect you to know either.
After a night-long phone session with her,
Met baby/ girlfriend (hah:D) at 0630 for a 7-11 microwaved breakfast. She can't cook to save her nuts. Hahaha and her scary friend didn't come to.. interrupt us. (: Her bung hair is totally totally AWESOME. You are now a worthy girlfriend, yo. Hahaha!
And it got even better, during assembly.
Haha yeah assembly can be the driest, most sickening part of the day especially when we get long lectures, but today while the school was (boringly) giving acknowledgement to everyone who made the Centre Of Excellence for English (I should be proud of my school.),
I had a nice big shock when someone's name was announced.
I was like, HUHHHHHHH. Mr ?!?!?!!?
Yeah turns out, our dear technician has the same name. Wtheck(:
Well, had dance during recess which felt I don't know, cooler than usual? Haha cause I think, she doesn't want to admit it, Beverly's still happy from yesterday. :D
And I swear she's so retarded-
Noelle ; says:
hahah goodnight(:
Noelle ; says:
take care.
[beaver] says:
nights((:
[beaver] says:
hahah
[beaver] says:
tc for wat?
Noelle ; says:
i don't know.
[beaver] says:
in my dreams?
[beaver] says:
LOOL
Noelle ; says:
must have reason meh?
[beaver] says:
okok
[beaver] says:
fine
Noelle ; says:
yeah later you sleep and die. ):
Noelle ; says:
touchwood.
[beaver] says:
tc you too
Act tough only. D:
My water baby (hahaahah) has been dubbed Baby, for obvious reasons. So my baby was left in Aisyah's raisin box over a day? And it grew! But it shrank alot when I took it out):
Poor thing.
Oh and Amanda wanted to squish my baby so badly, but I did it in the end(:
We were so besotted with the dear things in Shilin's petri-like dish that we stole some and grew them ourselves.
They are not alive. Face the fact people. (:
Haha yeah I am retarded.
So we (Sarah, Daphne, Amanda) went, after IR, to Geylang!
D: (Daphne says "we're straight.")
Geylang Serai. (:
In search of worthy Kebayas for friday. Found some rather cheap ones, compared to those in Katong Mall which costs.. $250 a set.
That is so horrifying. What a rip off.
Didn't buy any in the end because S and Dk took my advice to go elsewhere. And i'll be wearing red and white anyway(: (What a patriot!)
Yeah, if that Jasmine Koh's tee dries up by tonight so that I can go get it from her tomorrow.
Haha did anyone realise it's her birthday tomorrow?
And backup plan: I'll borrow from Joy(:
It's good to have a big social circle with many dancers inside.
And after Am's hurried departure, to avoid any possible conflict with her mum, we walked around the.. you-know-where,
and holy moly I spent $54. (: But it's super worth it, I swear. I shall show you by.. this week?
Hahahaha I bargain well. Pretty pretty cocktail dresses are an essential, I promise.
-Along with the good lobang that Aisy showed me on Monday.
Took some verbal personality test by Daphne T. Lee (name looks cool) during Bio, which was kinda retarded because..
-I used a monkey to describe myself.
-I used an eagle to describe the other self.
-I am only gonna have 6 other selves. (marrying the 6th?)
I think that's impossible considering i've knocked 3 down.
-I don't like to rush in relationships. (What a lie!)
Or rather, that can't be helped.
Seriously, we should be scared to the point of releasing our bladders about the Bio paper. Every-friggen-body says it's gonna be really hard, and dear Mr Peh who setted it cannot make that more obvious.
D, a, mn.
But what can I do when there are 2 really entertaining people around me? D.T.Lee with her.. red reindeer nose, her secret loveee letters, and Natalie with her embarrassingly funny Talk-to-Herself study mode, along with her fake pimple.
Oh, I am turning into a bimbo, slowly but surely. D:
I think I might be the one who spoils it on friday. Cause the group planned a Badminton outing (No life, please!) and, I have dental.
I'd hate to go to the Dentist's smelly, sweating, and gross.
Didn't want to say that just in case Abigail uses that as an excuse not to go. But then I realised, she has Amanda's (rare) company so yeah.
I think too highly of myself.
You know, I might not show it but I think our class is really awesome(:
For all the funny people, and all the smallest things that make me happy.
Even if we aren't the smartest, sportiest, cleanest, greenest, quietest, guai-est, and all. Obviously.
I don't know what I am, where i'm going and even what to do.
I don't expect you to know either.
Turn the lights off in this place
And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don't know who you are
Come closer
Really closely shaved
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
This post is gonna be a wee bit mushy, so if you don't really like mushy stuff, take my advice and alt-f4. (:
(I bet everyone will push up their glasses and move closer to the screen now.)
The guy in concern is dear Ryan Lim.
Whom I currently hate to bits and tiny little pieces. All thanks to him, we nearly got into big, big trouble today. D:
At least he offered a big Latte in apology and I suspect i'll have a bit more power over him for another two days.
Sidetracking a little. (:
Anyway, I'm really proud of myself since I mugged really, really hard today. Studying at Ryan's house is super effective, partially because I don't want him to call me stupid and well, I'd prefer to keep myself busy.
Think hard.
He's an okay teacher, but you know, i'm better anyday(: Managed to finish all the chem worksheets Mrs Chan gave today, along with a few May/June O level papers! Very very accomplished.
So yes, although I really hate him now, as I do every day for a few minutes or hours, i'll like to dedicate a mushy post to him.
Aww, you must be so touched. So, so touched.
I was sort of convinced today that no matter what happens,
how many times I fail, how many times I fall, how many times I stray, how many times I break hearts, how many times I can't answer chemistry questions-
I know he'll be there for me.
As a friend, at the barest minimum. It must be madly heartbreaking to have someone you love within reach, but yet she's blind and busying herself (or wanting to) with someone else.
Somehow, today felt good because for the first time in a long time, I felt truly comforted.
Although i'm still not sorry for injuring your shoulder and you should still be ashamed of yourself! You deprived boy. D:
So to you honey, you know I still love you. (:
No matter how many times a day I might tell you that I do indeed, want to chop you up, hate you and even redislocate your shoulder.
Don't you dare misinterpret this, smart boy. Haha the limit is wherever I set it(:
If only I didn't meet --s--, if only I didn't see ---r--;
Sorry, for the millionth time.
Still lovesick, if you're wondering. Just not letting it bother me much because.. the sea is really, really big, and i'm just currently a little blind. Hahaha gosh I need a fish.
A big, muscular, tanned fish. With small eyes and a nice fishy smile.
Whatever happened to plans?
(I bet everyone will push up their glasses and move closer to the screen now.)
The guy in concern is dear Ryan Lim.
Whom I currently hate to bits and tiny little pieces. All thanks to him, we nearly got into big, big trouble today. D:
At least he offered a big Latte in apology and I suspect i'll have a bit more power over him for another two days.
Sidetracking a little. (:
Anyway, I'm really proud of myself since I mugged really, really hard today. Studying at Ryan's house is super effective, partially because I don't want him to call me stupid and well, I'd prefer to keep myself busy.
Think hard.
He's an okay teacher, but you know, i'm better anyday(: Managed to finish all the chem worksheets Mrs Chan gave today, along with a few May/June O level papers! Very very accomplished.
So yes, although I really hate him now, as I do every day for a few minutes or hours, i'll like to dedicate a mushy post to him.
Aww, you must be so touched. So, so touched.
I was sort of convinced today that no matter what happens,
how many times I fail, how many times I fall, how many times I stray, how many times I break hearts, how many times I can't answer chemistry questions-
I know he'll be there for me.
As a friend, at the barest minimum. It must be madly heartbreaking to have someone you love within reach, but yet she's blind and busying herself (or wanting to) with someone else.
Somehow, today felt good because for the first time in a long time, I felt truly comforted.
Although i'm still not sorry for injuring your shoulder and you should still be ashamed of yourself! You deprived boy. D:
So to you honey, you know I still love you. (:
No matter how many times a day I might tell you that I do indeed, want to chop you up, hate you and even redislocate your shoulder.
Don't you dare misinterpret this, smart boy. Haha the limit is wherever I set it(:
If only I didn't meet --s--, if only I didn't see ---r--;
Sorry, for the millionth time.
Still lovesick, if you're wondering. Just not letting it bother me much because.. the sea is really, really big, and i'm just currently a little blind. Hahaha gosh I need a fish.
A big, muscular, tanned fish. With small eyes and a nice fishy smile.
Whatever happened to plans?
What a perfect day(:
School ended at 12, and lessons weren't overly boring.
But somehow, I made my own day, by persuading Mrs T to allow Bev, my favourite girl!, to perform with the Dance Club for Teachers' Day! :D
So yeah, everyone should totally watch out for her cause she's gonna be way awesome(:
I just feel happy cause i've managed to do something for her.
Ever dancer shouldn't be denied the opportunity to perform, especially when the reason's so.. lame. And besides, I think she deserves it, at the very minimum.
Yay. (:
Feeling way too gay (happy) now.
The weather's nice, and i'm heading out in a short while to meet R at Novena for some shopping, Starbucks and chem tuition(:
Hopefully that *** doesn't spoil my perfect day!
:D
Shahylia writes the best essays, ever(:
School ended at 12, and lessons weren't overly boring.
But somehow, I made my own day, by persuading Mrs T to allow Bev, my favourite girl!, to perform with the Dance Club for Teachers' Day! :D
So yeah, everyone should totally watch out for her cause she's gonna be way awesome(:
I just feel happy cause i've managed to do something for her.
Ever dancer shouldn't be denied the opportunity to perform, especially when the reason's so.. lame. And besides, I think she deserves it, at the very minimum.
Yay. (:
Feeling way too gay (happy) now.
The weather's nice, and i'm heading out in a short while to meet R at Novena for some shopping, Starbucks and chem tuition(:
Hopefully that *** doesn't spoil my perfect day!
:D
Shahylia writes the best essays, ever(:
Wasted.
Monday, August 4, 2008
Do bear with me tonight.
I will come clean with you- I am feeling emo.
Don't roll your eyes at the dear 3-lettered word, it shows a tactless lack of genuine human emotion.
The definition of emotional tonight:
Tears.
Which came in some sort of a free-flow the moment I walked into the lift, away from everything else. And naturally, it attracted the attention of not-so-kind Singaporeans on my way home.
And none of that matters, because?
Because you don't know/ give a damn.
I've pre-censored most of the "F"s that flew around in my brain for the past few hours.
Forgive me if you do see any of them out here.
For the first time, no lie, in my life, I felt so miserable and helpless the moment I walked into the door.
I sat down.
I stole a glance.
And then I lost it.
Really.
I was too tired to defend.
Too tired to even talk.
I couldn't bear to lift those heavy eyelids, because it wouldn't meet a comforting gaze.
Before I knew what was going on, I saw it coming:
Heartbreak.
So miserable I could only curse myself in the darkness for the gushing inflow of negativity. And I could only stare through my fingers, once every while when I thought I couldn't take it.
Trembling fingers, lingering headaches, and whenever I did actually see you, I thought I healed a little. I thought my world became a little brighter.
"Why don't you tell him?"
I pray ferverently I could. If not for my tonguetied state every single time. Some part of me doesn't want to.. leave a stain on his happy life. And the other parts kill me for thinking such.
It's not a matter of guts, it's not even a matter of.. choice.
So through my intense flow of thought, I was occasionally disturbed by some unkind remarks by my dear tuition teacher. As you probably guessed, I was either too caught up or I really couldn't be bothered any longer.
Because really, it's pointless.
Without you, I know how my life is. Meaningless.
And until the day when I open the dusty doors to let all the sunshine in, I know i'll feel one thing, creeping into my head: Misery.
I don't really know what's going on, but all I know is:
I'm happy when I see you. For the many fleeting glances we exchanged, i'm grateful. For every smile you randomly threw at me, I'll never forget. And with every pulsating ache in my body, i'll continue just to catch another glance.
I'm on the verge. I might be mad.
I must've somehow took an overdose of drug or ate something i'm allergic to because this side of me probably comes out once in a decade.
And no amount of expensive chocolate, cheap liquor and flawless clothing can satisfy me now.
I am so afraid of what you unknowingly do to me.
And i'll do anything to get you to do it knowingly, openly, and just cause you know it'll please me thoroughly. I wish you knew.
I wish you felt something.
I wish you didn't like someone else.
I wish you were here, right beside me on my lumpy disgusting old swivel chair, messing with my hair and smiling that boyish smile.
I look into the mirror; oh, what an ugly girl.
I will come clean with you- I am feeling emo.
Don't roll your eyes at the dear 3-lettered word, it shows a tactless lack of genuine human emotion.
The definition of emotional tonight:
Tears.
Which came in some sort of a free-flow the moment I walked into the lift, away from everything else. And naturally, it attracted the attention of not-so-kind Singaporeans on my way home.
And none of that matters, because?
Because you don't know/ give a damn.
I've pre-censored most of the "F"s that flew around in my brain for the past few hours.
Forgive me if you do see any of them out here.
For the first time, no lie, in my life, I felt so miserable and helpless the moment I walked into the door.
I sat down.
I stole a glance.
And then I lost it.
Really.
I was too tired to defend.
Too tired to even talk.
I couldn't bear to lift those heavy eyelids, because it wouldn't meet a comforting gaze.
Before I knew what was going on, I saw it coming:
Heartbreak.
So miserable I could only curse myself in the darkness for the gushing inflow of negativity. And I could only stare through my fingers, once every while when I thought I couldn't take it.
Trembling fingers, lingering headaches, and whenever I did actually see you, I thought I healed a little. I thought my world became a little brighter.
"Why don't you tell him?"
I pray ferverently I could. If not for my tonguetied state every single time. Some part of me doesn't want to.. leave a stain on his happy life. And the other parts kill me for thinking such.
It's not a matter of guts, it's not even a matter of.. choice.
So through my intense flow of thought, I was occasionally disturbed by some unkind remarks by my dear tuition teacher. As you probably guessed, I was either too caught up or I really couldn't be bothered any longer.
Because really, it's pointless.
Without you, I know how my life is. Meaningless.
And until the day when I open the dusty doors to let all the sunshine in, I know i'll feel one thing, creeping into my head: Misery.
I don't really know what's going on, but all I know is:
I'm happy when I see you. For the many fleeting glances we exchanged, i'm grateful. For every smile you randomly threw at me, I'll never forget. And with every pulsating ache in my body, i'll continue just to catch another glance.
I'm on the verge. I might be mad.
I must've somehow took an overdose of drug or ate something i'm allergic to because this side of me probably comes out once in a decade.
And no amount of expensive chocolate, cheap liquor and flawless clothing can satisfy me now.
I am so afraid of what you unknowingly do to me.
And i'll do anything to get you to do it knowingly, openly, and just cause you know it'll please me thoroughly. I wish you knew.
I wish you felt something.
I wish you didn't like someone else.
I wish you were here, right beside me on my lumpy disgusting old swivel chair, messing with my hair and smiling that boyish smile.
I look into the mirror; oh, what an ugly girl.
Existence
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Today, I confirmed my suspicion!
I do, indeed, have... a stalker. D:
An Msn stalker actually. Who always talks to me (if he's online) within a minute whenenver I change my little message thing. And asks and asks.
Who'd actually want to stalk me?
My life is so embarrassingly mundane, that sometimes, I feel embarrassed to blog. But I shall only divulge that once(:
You know, one day when he's online, i'll take the time off to change my message every hour and see what happens. (: Just to make my mundane life more.. happening.
Stayed home the whole day.
Studied a bit of chem, did a bit of econs, and mostly helped Shaun with his project! (: I can be a professional photographer cum photoshopper, I swear!
Haha and I was so busy photoshopping (over) Shaun's face that he got a little pissed off. :D
WHOA. Guitars.
And we were busy coming up with catch phrases too!
Mine: Nothing does it better than the WHOA. brand. (sounds damn funny)
Shaun's: At the end of your performance, the audience'll have nothing to say but, "WHOA."
Many other random ones too!
You know, our pictures look so cool we could actually print them on tees and sell them for thirty apiece! :D Graniph should come hire us.
"Whoa Shaun, your tee design looks damn nice ah! Didn't know you were so artistic"
"Yeah thanks man, I know I look good." (:
Because of the many lifelike dreams i've been having lately, it's getting harder to remember which parts really happened.
Did I really talk to her?
Did I really manage to bring someone to prom? (?!?!?!?)
Did I really make out with that person? D:
(Hahahah wanna guess what kind of dreams I have?)
It feels so real, and sometimes I want to do nothing more than to believe it. But it's a dangerous thing to do- I might just lose that brilliant mind of mine. (little tongue-twistish)
And the whole world would mourn.
One moment of silence please, to commemorate (no I haven't lost it yet) and be grateful for the person who so faithfully blogs.
Ah I do love you readers so much(:
Started thinking about my name today.
My initials are NL, and today, the first phrase that popped up was:
No Life.
So apt, that I could only curse myself for not being more interesting.
I should go give my kids a better name! With cooler initials like:
(Don't freak if you see/ don't see yours! :D)
-AZ, MC, TD, KZ, JZ, FM, DK, SR, MK, CX, YM, AT, NA, YY, DZ, MD,
And many many more. (Aisy be happy cause yours came first to me!)
I pity my bro. Can't belive my mum called him MQ the other day:D
Weirdest.
As I push on in my quest to find (please cough) true happiness, I realise that it's only teenage to err and hop from one person to another, even if it's only for a day.
I ended up thinking of one person (don't bother guessing) for the whole of today, to my great.. amusement. And surprise.
What would it feel like?
Tomorrow onwards, I'll return to my straight path of.. Idk. You know and I know whoooo(:
It was too random. And I remember the time I received weird stares when I mentioned someone "looks kinda hot." I never dared to think so after.
I hope I have liberated you from your really bored state of mind- you must be if you actually bother to read through the whole thing- like playing some weird Facebook games, or blogshopping or just blogsurfing. (Facebook games are the definition of No Life.)
Okay, so maybe I do have a life. One that can be blogged about. (:
Everyday something happens.
On a random note, I'm kinda disappointed in you.
We are not such ugly people. Have faith.
In love with a great stranger.
Who btw, does not know who he is. So have faith! Cause it might be you. (:
So anti-climax, I know.
I do, indeed, have... a stalker. D:
An Msn stalker actually. Who always talks to me (if he's online) within a minute whenenver I change my little message thing. And asks and asks.
Who'd actually want to stalk me?
My life is so embarrassingly mundane, that sometimes, I feel embarrassed to blog. But I shall only divulge that once(:
You know, one day when he's online, i'll take the time off to change my message every hour and see what happens. (: Just to make my mundane life more.. happening.
Stayed home the whole day.
Studied a bit of chem, did a bit of econs, and mostly helped Shaun with his project! (: I can be a professional photographer cum photoshopper, I swear!
Haha and I was so busy photoshopping (over) Shaun's face that he got a little pissed off. :D
WHOA. Guitars.
And we were busy coming up with catch phrases too!
Mine: Nothing does it better than the WHOA. brand. (sounds damn funny)
Shaun's: At the end of your performance, the audience'll have nothing to say but, "WHOA."
Many other random ones too!
You know, our pictures look so cool we could actually print them on tees and sell them for thirty apiece! :D Graniph should come hire us.
"Whoa Shaun, your tee design looks damn nice ah! Didn't know you were so artistic"
"Yeah thanks man, I know I look good." (:
Because of the many lifelike dreams i've been having lately, it's getting harder to remember which parts really happened.
Did I really talk to her?
Did I really manage to bring someone to prom? (?!?!?!?)
Did I really make out with that person? D:
(Hahahah wanna guess what kind of dreams I have?)
It feels so real, and sometimes I want to do nothing more than to believe it. But it's a dangerous thing to do- I might just lose that brilliant mind of mine. (little tongue-twistish)
And the whole world would mourn.
One moment of silence please, to commemorate (no I haven't lost it yet) and be grateful for the person who so faithfully blogs.
Ah I do love you readers so much(:
Started thinking about my name today.
My initials are NL, and today, the first phrase that popped up was:
No Life.
So apt, that I could only curse myself for not being more interesting.
I should go give my kids a better name! With cooler initials like:
(Don't freak if you see/ don't see yours! :D)
-AZ, MC, TD, KZ, JZ, FM, DK, SR, MK, CX, YM, AT, NA, YY, DZ, MD,
And many many more. (Aisy be happy cause yours came first to me!)
I pity my bro. Can't belive my mum called him MQ the other day:D
Weirdest.
As I push on in my quest to find (please cough) true happiness, I realise that it's only teenage to err and hop from one person to another, even if it's only for a day.
I ended up thinking of one person (don't bother guessing) for the whole of today, to my great.. amusement. And surprise.
What would it feel like?
Tomorrow onwards, I'll return to my straight path of.. Idk. You know and I know whoooo(:
It was too random. And I remember the time I received weird stares when I mentioned someone "looks kinda hot." I never dared to think so after.
I hope I have liberated you from your really bored state of mind- you must be if you actually bother to read through the whole thing- like playing some weird Facebook games, or blogshopping or just blogsurfing. (Facebook games are the definition of No Life.)
Okay, so maybe I do have a life. One that can be blogged about. (:
Everyday something happens.
On a random note, I'm kinda disappointed in you.
We are not such ugly people. Have faith.
In love with a great stranger.
Who btw, does not know who he is. So have faith! Cause it might be you. (:
So anti-climax, I know.
Eyeopener
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Sajc's openhouse was real fun! (:
However, me being vain (as usual), decided to go in a shirt and highwaisted shorts (and ballet pumps). And somehow, Aisy and I played netball with the Sa netballers! Haha and some of the bowlers.
Gosh, felt like.. a bear in feathers. (it's supposed to be bad.)
Sorry for the bad analogy.
Yeah, which explains why i'm a little sunburnt now! Haha it was really cool to play netball with guys. They shoot like bballers, and are so tall, my gosh. There was this netballer who looks IDENTICAL (I swear upon my pride) to Nazurah. Eyes, height (17-something!), hair colour, legs? Everything? Except that Nazurah permed her hair recently. Hah.
And since we were feeling rather restless and hyperactive, we played badminton too! Borrowed rackets and stuff(: I managed to get a game of table tennis with two very very lousy guys. Gosh.
Wanted to try volley but the people were pro-looking and thus, scary.
I think the guys there are cute(: Haha really! Okay the sports CCA ones. Yeh and the soccer, touch rugby and water polo girls (and one bballer) are really cute. (: (AISYAH AGREES!)
Hockey attire is way cute too- the mini skirt and all.
Hahaha i'll go there for the people anytime. Happening, happening.
You should probably guess that i'm rather sick of dance club. It can be so terribly mundane, and if not for the people, I think i'll shrivel up and die.
So please entertain my flighty thoughts of joining another CCA in Jc! Haha although I know and you know that chances are, i'll still end up joining dance.
-Volley ball!
-Water polo
It's actually a guy thing, but girls can join too(:
-Touch rugby(:
(definitely not soccer. do not want to appear bark-coloured.)
The netball there isn't really good I think. But anyway,
-Netball. (maybe another school?)
I've learnt my lesson. I will attend the next openhouse in PE shirt and fbts, and at the very least, canvas sneakers. (:
Vj Vj here I come!
I emphatise with all those girls who came in chiffon frocks and, as Daphne put it, hideous make up and gladiator sandals. Openhouses are so, terribly, mundane if you don't participate in anything! Actually, I was really close to going in a dress and sandals. Hah! And I did wear make-up, just nicely applied, and definitely not hideous(:
Come on, don't be such snobby bimbos. (:
Saw quite alot of Tk girls there:
The 4/9 clique (Ruby, Elaina, Broc, ...)
The 4/7 clique (Stephanie?, Felicia, ...)
Faith, Fatimah, Linette, Vada, ...
Yeah. And Aisyah spotted Jane too. O:
(with a bung bung friend.)
Other happenings:
-Got the free openhouse Shoebag:D (cheapo, we know.)
-Wanted to buy the openhouse tee but sizes were embarrasingly horrendous.
-Got stared at. (must be the outfit and the sweat combined.) (or maybe just the outfit!)
-At the water polo table:
Guy: Hi, we're from water polo! Do you want a water polo sweet?
*Offers a Polo sweet. =____________= man, I tell you.
-Got ambushed by the photography club (of geeky people).
-Saw Geri! She changed from a cheerleader to netballer. Hahahaha wth!
Wanted to try touch rugby and basketball, but I think I was already grossed out with my prideless state. Hahaha yeah, that seems about all(:
Went to Swensens with Dad, Shaun and Ines! Had the beef baked rice and our two sundaes, all while discussing our omg, Family Holiday!
We really haven't had this in ages. Was 2005 the last one?
Deciding between Hong Kong, Taipei, Bangkok (I insisted), Korea, China maybe?, a good old drive around Malaysia, and a few others I can't really remember.
Any recommendations, hit me(: Not literally, hopefully.
I'm definitely experiencing teenagehood, with the worst terror of them all:
A Pimple Outbreak.
Curse the prelims! And as expected, pimple creams proves uneffective.
This is really, really sad. D: Why on Earth do we need to undergo so many changes just because we're growing bigger (some parts faster than others) and we become more mature?
I don't see a need for extra, EXTRA, sebum secretion because common sense will tell you to put on some sort of facial moisturiser cum sunblock. (to prevent skin cancer!) ): I hate being fifteen.
Perhaps when I turn sixteen, i'll redeem my originally nice, pure skin. Yeah. With a few hundred dollars blown at those overrated beauty salons. Hah, I wish.
(no don't take me seriously.)
Finally my internet takes my "Thrash the modem" threat seriously and allows me to post this and re-log in to Msn(: Going to study and be a nerd for a while (clear my conscience) since i've chosen to boycott the books today.
Beautiful people, ugly world.
Goodbye you. (:
However, me being vain (as usual), decided to go in a shirt and highwaisted shorts (and ballet pumps). And somehow, Aisy and I played netball with the Sa netballers! Haha and some of the bowlers.
Gosh, felt like.. a bear in feathers. (it's supposed to be bad.)
Sorry for the bad analogy.
Yeah, which explains why i'm a little sunburnt now! Haha it was really cool to play netball with guys. They shoot like bballers, and are so tall, my gosh. There was this netballer who looks IDENTICAL (I swear upon my pride) to Nazurah. Eyes, height (17-something!), hair colour, legs? Everything? Except that Nazurah permed her hair recently. Hah.
And since we were feeling rather restless and hyperactive, we played badminton too! Borrowed rackets and stuff(: I managed to get a game of table tennis with two very very lousy guys. Gosh.
Wanted to try volley but the people were pro-looking and thus, scary.
I think the guys there are cute(: Haha really! Okay the sports CCA ones. Yeh and the soccer, touch rugby and water polo girls (and one bballer) are really cute. (: (AISYAH AGREES!)
Hockey attire is way cute too- the mini skirt and all.
Hahaha i'll go there for the people anytime. Happening, happening.
You should probably guess that i'm rather sick of dance club. It can be so terribly mundane, and if not for the people, I think i'll shrivel up and die.
So please entertain my flighty thoughts of joining another CCA in Jc! Haha although I know and you know that chances are, i'll still end up joining dance.
-Volley ball!
-Water polo
It's actually a guy thing, but girls can join too(:
-Touch rugby(:
(definitely not soccer. do not want to appear bark-coloured.)
The netball there isn't really good I think. But anyway,
-Netball. (maybe another school?)
I've learnt my lesson. I will attend the next openhouse in PE shirt and fbts, and at the very least, canvas sneakers. (:
Vj Vj here I come!
I emphatise with all those girls who came in chiffon frocks and, as Daphne put it, hideous make up and gladiator sandals. Openhouses are so, terribly, mundane if you don't participate in anything! Actually, I was really close to going in a dress and sandals. Hah! And I did wear make-up, just nicely applied, and definitely not hideous(:
Come on, don't be such snobby bimbos. (:
Saw quite alot of Tk girls there:
The 4/9 clique (Ruby, Elaina, Broc, ...)
The 4/7 clique (Stephanie?, Felicia, ...)
Faith, Fatimah, Linette, Vada, ...
Yeah. And Aisyah spotted Jane too. O:
(with a bung bung friend.)
Other happenings:
-Got the free openhouse Shoebag:D (cheapo, we know.)
-Wanted to buy the openhouse tee but sizes were embarrasingly horrendous.
-Got stared at. (must be the outfit and the sweat combined.) (or maybe just the outfit!)
-At the water polo table:
Guy: Hi, we're from water polo! Do you want a water polo sweet?
*Offers a Polo sweet. =____________= man, I tell you.
-Got ambushed by the photography club (of geeky people).
-Saw Geri! She changed from a cheerleader to netballer. Hahahaha wth!
Wanted to try touch rugby and basketball, but I think I was already grossed out with my prideless state. Hahaha yeah, that seems about all(:
Went to Swensens with Dad, Shaun and Ines! Had the beef baked rice and our two sundaes, all while discussing our omg, Family Holiday!
We really haven't had this in ages. Was 2005 the last one?
Deciding between Hong Kong, Taipei, Bangkok (I insisted), Korea, China maybe?, a good old drive around Malaysia, and a few others I can't really remember.
Any recommendations, hit me(: Not literally, hopefully.
I'm definitely experiencing teenagehood, with the worst terror of them all:
A Pimple Outbreak.
Curse the prelims! And as expected, pimple creams proves uneffective.
This is really, really sad. D: Why on Earth do we need to undergo so many changes just because we're growing bigger (some parts faster than others) and we become more mature?
I don't see a need for extra, EXTRA, sebum secretion because common sense will tell you to put on some sort of facial moisturiser cum sunblock. (to prevent skin cancer!) ): I hate being fifteen.
Perhaps when I turn sixteen, i'll redeem my originally nice, pure skin. Yeah. With a few hundred dollars blown at those overrated beauty salons. Hah, I wish.
(no don't take me seriously.)
Finally my internet takes my "Thrash the modem" threat seriously and allows me to post this and re-log in to Msn(: Going to study and be a nerd for a while (clear my conscience) since i've chosen to boycott the books today.
Beautiful people, ugly world.
Goodbye you. (:
I Love Quickies
Leaving the house in a bit.
Had a really weird dream. I managed to get M------ to admit that she's indeed with the sec 2 girl (lol!), and that Mum went on some sort of mad shopping spree.
Ah, I wish. Okay sorry, that was random.
I've no idea how people always end up in my dreams. People whom I don't even talk to in school and.. yeah. D: You would be surprised.
Anyway i'll like to mention whatever I held in last night:
Ryan L. you really are the biggest retard. I would've pelted a thousand stones at you if I could. D: Annoying prat.
But thanks for agreeing to tutor me for Chem and getting me my Starbucks:D
(My chem really can't be worse.)
I wonder why you're so stubborn. D:
Eeeeeks, guys.
Feel damned lazy to go and also since Alisha can't make it);
Meeting half of the group at 1050.
I bet everyone's awake now thinking of what to wear! Yeah. I bet you.
Hahaha since we were talking about it like, thursday and friday. And I think i'll either go with the h.w. shorts (thinking of Aisy in it!) or my kimono top(: So vain. I know.
Am badass broke- can't afford to spend anything at Saj. ):
I need donations, really. Rich guys/ girls?
Had a really weird dream. I managed to get M------ to admit that she's indeed with the sec 2 girl (lol!), and that Mum went on some sort of mad shopping spree.
Ah, I wish. Okay sorry, that was random.
I've no idea how people always end up in my dreams. People whom I don't even talk to in school and.. yeah. D: You would be surprised.
Anyway i'll like to mention whatever I held in last night:
Ryan L. you really are the biggest retard. I would've pelted a thousand stones at you if I could. D: Annoying prat.
But thanks for agreeing to tutor me for Chem and getting me my Starbucks:D
(My chem really can't be worse.)
I wonder why you're so stubborn. D:
Eeeeeks, guys.
Feel damned lazy to go and also since Alisha can't make it);
Meeting half of the group at 1050.
I bet everyone's awake now thinking of what to wear! Yeah. I bet you.
Hahaha since we were talking about it like, thursday and friday. And I think i'll either go with the h.w. shorts (thinking of Aisy in it!) or my kimono top(: So vain. I know.
Am badass broke- can't afford to spend anything at Saj. ):
I need donations, really. Rich guys/ girls?
Augustana
Friday, August 1, 2008
Yes, what a nice band! (:
Was just thinking about them since it's the first, glorious day of August. And then I compared them to the song that was currently playing. Oh boy, what horrible lyrics.
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars, no handlebars.
(In the awful, completely monotonous voice.)
And also in the song:
I can split the atoms of a molecule
Of a molecule, of a molecule. (Wtf?!?!)
And:
I can keep rhythm with no metronome
No metronome, no metronome.
Okay! Enough of terrible lyrics. Just nearly laughed on the bus home, my gosh.
I realised that your English can be improved by many ways. And my way is by blogging. Seriously, who the heck actually bothers to post such long posts, sometimes twice a day? Yeah. I'm the best, thanks.
It does, indeed, improve your grammar (afraid of people's criticism), and you can work on your writing style(: And here's the place where you can express your emotions, before you pen 'em on paper.
For those not blessed in the language field, this is your starting point!
So starting from today, I will post with perfect British English.
(forgive me if you see occasional American spelling, "haha"s and other acronyms.)
(: Oh and smileys too. Love them to death.
Napfa was fine, thankfully. Aisy and I finished WAY early, and a good job we did too! I think Mr Peh is the best teacher, ever(: I will sorely, sorely miss him when we leave.
Good job to those (Ab, ab!) who pia-ed and did well(:
I didn't really pia, but we shall train for 2.4 together yeah.
And we finally showed Ms Tong our dance!
Just to let you know, we're the first item of the day.
O: Oh my gosh (omg), omg omg omg.
So watch out for our (rather pathetic) trio! I'll try to be BIGGER to make the stage look less empty. Please don't laugh when you see a seriously retarded toothed smile plastered on my face.
(If I can maintain that.)
Sick of Michael Buble already D:
I am sort of in the festive mood. (:
Since I thought I was being ambushed when I walked out of the bus- it was little pieces of ash.
Ah, bring on the first day of the Seventh Month.
And since i'm in the mood, here are 10 things that would make my Seventh Month as scary as it is said to be.
1. Someone burning my beloved file of economics notes as hell notes.
2. Finding out ------ is gay.
3. Mas Selamat on my bed.
4. A male exhibitionist in my balcony.
5. A toasted lizard in my toast.
6. Prelims brought earlier to monday. (O,mg.)
7. Alone in a lift with the light flickering.
8. A nude picture of Obama on my computer.
9. Singapore economy crashing.
10. The Killers singing R&B. (i'll go suicidal)
Comprehensive, no? (:
While randomly scrolling through blogs, I saw this phrase.
Naval piercing.
...
Did you notice anything wrong?
It should be navel! D: Naval- relating to the navy?
Haha and the girl was rather AhL-ish, but I wasn't expecting that.
Tomorrow i'll be heading out to SAJC's openhouse(:
Anyone who just found out (by reading this, duh) please come too! It'll be cool, you know.
From 11am to something. Seriously, it'll make my day if you're going. (:
Not that i'm particularly interested in Sa, but since I might end up there anyway I decided to go.
I don't think i'll end up in Meridian. (Did I even spell that correctly?)
If only Lady Luck smiled more at me, I'll be on my way to Vj.
If you read my blog:
Cheer up Melody(:
I'll let you vandalise my table all you want as long as you don't stay sad. Somehow, I get rather affected when you aren't happy and cheery as usual. ):
And I think Huixin's the biggest retard for targeting my butt all the time.
Get a life girl! Hahahahaha.
I love bubble tea:D It makes me fatter.
Junk food = comfort food.
The littlest things in life make me happy. Like how I see someone else, under the same tree as me, getting struck by bird shit while walking home. And the invention of deodorant.
Last thing:
I still don't regret because you still somehow make me a little happier. (Even though you may have cheated at today's Napfa- haha tsk!, or you became something else entirely.) Haha. How foolish of me though, to have wasted so much.
A little packet of shiny green stars, a heart-shaped gunpowder holder, a starfish and a ribbon-ed card.
I'll love someone new. You know what, to heck with Sunshine. I really shouldn't be wasting my time. An option- that's all.
You suck. D: D: D:
Kidnap my heart.
Was just thinking about them since it's the first, glorious day of August. And then I compared them to the song that was currently playing. Oh boy, what horrible lyrics.
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars, no handlebars.
(In the awful, completely monotonous voice.)
And also in the song:
I can split the atoms of a molecule
Of a molecule, of a molecule. (Wtf?!?!)
And:
I can keep rhythm with no metronome
No metronome, no metronome.
Okay! Enough of terrible lyrics. Just nearly laughed on the bus home, my gosh.
I realised that your English can be improved by many ways. And my way is by blogging. Seriously, who the heck actually bothers to post such long posts, sometimes twice a day? Yeah. I'm the best, thanks.
It does, indeed, improve your grammar (afraid of people's criticism), and you can work on your writing style(: And here's the place where you can express your emotions, before you pen 'em on paper.
For those not blessed in the language field, this is your starting point!
So starting from today, I will post with perfect British English.
(forgive me if you see occasional American spelling, "haha"s and other acronyms.)
(: Oh and smileys too. Love them to death.
Napfa was fine, thankfully. Aisy and I finished WAY early, and a good job we did too! I think Mr Peh is the best teacher, ever(: I will sorely, sorely miss him when we leave.
Good job to those (Ab, ab!) who pia-ed and did well(:
I didn't really pia, but we shall train for 2.4 together yeah.
And we finally showed Ms Tong our dance!
Just to let you know, we're the first item of the day.
O: Oh my gosh (omg), omg omg omg.
So watch out for our (rather pathetic) trio! I'll try to be BIGGER to make the stage look less empty. Please don't laugh when you see a seriously retarded toothed smile plastered on my face.
(If I can maintain that.)
Sick of Michael Buble already D:
I am sort of in the festive mood. (:
Since I thought I was being ambushed when I walked out of the bus- it was little pieces of ash.
Ah, bring on the first day of the Seventh Month.
And since i'm in the mood, here are 10 things that would make my Seventh Month as scary as it is said to be.
1. Someone burning my beloved file of economics notes as hell notes.
2. Finding out ------ is gay.
3. Mas Selamat on my bed.
4. A male exhibitionist in my balcony.
5. A toasted lizard in my toast.
6. Prelims brought earlier to monday. (O,mg.)
7. Alone in a lift with the light flickering.
8. A nude picture of Obama on my computer.
9. Singapore economy crashing.
10. The Killers singing R&B. (i'll go suicidal)
Comprehensive, no? (:
While randomly scrolling through blogs, I saw this phrase.
Naval piercing.
...
Did you notice anything wrong?
It should be navel! D: Naval- relating to the navy?
Haha and the girl was rather AhL-ish, but I wasn't expecting that.
Tomorrow i'll be heading out to SAJC's openhouse(:
Anyone who just found out (by reading this, duh) please come too! It'll be cool, you know.
From 11am to something. Seriously, it'll make my day if you're going. (:
Not that i'm particularly interested in Sa, but since I might end up there anyway I decided to go.
I don't think i'll end up in Meridian. (Did I even spell that correctly?)
If only Lady Luck smiled more at me, I'll be on my way to Vj.
If you read my blog:
Cheer up Melody(:
I'll let you vandalise my table all you want as long as you don't stay sad. Somehow, I get rather affected when you aren't happy and cheery as usual. ):
And I think Huixin's the biggest retard for targeting my butt all the time.
Get a life girl! Hahahahaha.
I love bubble tea:D It makes me fatter.
Junk food = comfort food.
The littlest things in life make me happy. Like how I see someone else, under the same tree as me, getting struck by bird shit while walking home. And the invention of deodorant.
Last thing:
I still don't regret because you still somehow make me a little happier. (Even though you may have cheated at today's Napfa- haha tsk!, or you became something else entirely.) Haha. How foolish of me though, to have wasted so much.
A little packet of shiny green stars, a heart-shaped gunpowder holder, a starfish and a ribbon-ed card.
I'll love someone new. You know what, to heck with Sunshine. I really shouldn't be wasting my time. An option- that's all.
You suck. D: D: D:
Kidnap my heart.
Schoooooool.
Napfa's in a few moments):
Feeling hungry and retarded.
Supposed to show Ms Tong our Carnival Day item later too, in the hall, hopefully not in front of everyone else. D: Recess practices at the void deck's bad enough.
So everyone's stretching now, but i'm stretching my brain still at Econs.
The US recession's the one that is causing the depreciation of the US dollar, but I think many of the demand side factors can't really be applied in this case?
Esp now when US goods are cheaper than what they used to be(:
And about the talk yesterday (or the first 5 minutes of it), I think girls might have a 7 year headstart in maturity over guys. But actually, I think girls mature 4 years faster than they're supposed to, and guys maybe act 3 years younger.
Still 7 years right?
Alright, maybe that applies only to me. Considering some of the 16 year old girls who are complete airheads or act like they're still schooling. In kindergarten.
And right now, everyone's marvelling over the invention of Counterpain. Abigail's new all-problem remedy. (: Smells... funny.
I think it's more of a.. mental thing? It takes some time to work you know. Not like, 2 seconds. Well, to each her own.
(they say Ab smells like dentist.)
Esters do not smell sweet.
On the Napfa note:
Sit and reach: A (45cm)
Standing Broad Jump: A (182cm)
Sit Ups: A (above 30)
Shuttle Run: B (less than 11.3 secs)
Inclined Pull-Ups: C (TEN)
I suck at I.P.U and I can't believe Nad's sister failed sit and reach! (she's only thirteen.)
hi noelle leow
Am said that. So cute right?
I will endure. Not just to prove my sexual orientation (haha wtf!), but also to show you that i'm serious. D: No matter how painful it is to know that I am indeed, no one but a less-than-friend, or that you won't even look at me / smile.
I will get my Napfa goals and return shortly to my darling blog(: And i'm still rather surprised that M reads my blog. For that matter, alot of people do. Surprising!
Good luck everyone! :D
Feeling hungry and retarded.
Supposed to show Ms Tong our Carnival Day item later too, in the hall, hopefully not in front of everyone else. D: Recess practices at the void deck's bad enough.
So everyone's stretching now, but i'm stretching my brain still at Econs.
The US recession's the one that is causing the depreciation of the US dollar, but I think many of the demand side factors can't really be applied in this case?
Esp now when US goods are cheaper than what they used to be(:
And about the talk yesterday (or the first 5 minutes of it), I think girls might have a 7 year headstart in maturity over guys. But actually, I think girls mature 4 years faster than they're supposed to, and guys maybe act 3 years younger.
Still 7 years right?
Alright, maybe that applies only to me. Considering some of the 16 year old girls who are complete airheads or act like they're still schooling. In kindergarten.
And right now, everyone's marvelling over the invention of Counterpain. Abigail's new all-problem remedy. (: Smells... funny.
I think it's more of a.. mental thing? It takes some time to work you know. Not like, 2 seconds. Well, to each her own.
(they say Ab smells like dentist.)
Esters do not smell sweet.
On the Napfa note:
Sit and reach: A (45cm)
Standing Broad Jump: A (182cm)
Sit Ups: A (above 30)
Shuttle Run: B (less than 11.3 secs)
Inclined Pull-Ups: C (TEN)
I suck at I.P.U and I can't believe Nad's sister failed sit and reach! (she's only thirteen.)
hi noelle leow
Am said that. So cute right?
I will endure. Not just to prove my sexual orientation (haha wtf!), but also to show you that i'm serious. D: No matter how painful it is to know that I am indeed, no one but a less-than-friend, or that you won't even look at me / smile.
I will get my Napfa goals and return shortly to my darling blog(: And i'm still rather surprised that M reads my blog. For that matter, alot of people do. Surprising!
Good luck everyone! :D
