You wouldn't believe how much money I spent today:(
(And this stupid girl is burning my smses up like crazy.)

I bought 2 packs of oil blotters- Ab's influence I presume- 2 deodorants, the second one from ESPIRIT by pure coincidence. Plus an ESPIRIT cap, and well, a few other small things.
Right Shaun had these 2 $10 ESPIRIT vouchers which expired TODAY, so omg I took them and went out. Apparently I learnt from the guy at the counter that only one voucher can be used for one item, so I had to randomly grab another item and that was the deodorant in their new fragrance line, which thankfully I had to pay only 50 cents for.

To my joy, Shaun loves the cap too(:
I love sharing stuff so I tried to choose something we could both use, since they were his vouchers anyway. But you should know him- he absolutely hates sharing...

I am in love with cute underwear. )))))):

And I managed to get another dental appointment a few days before Prom, so I can match the colours of my braces! Hahaha man it's fun(:
I'm getting bored of the purple.

Nothing beats the incredible prices of Bugis Street. (:
(Yes I spotted loafers but they were canvas! Not leather:/ )

Right I am really out of cash, for the rest of the week.
Looks like the faux leather bomber jacket I was eyeing is out. D: D: D:
Am saddened beyond belief.
Anyway. Someone treat me to the movie? (:

Plans for tomorrow:
Study econs.

I absolutely cannot wait till friday!
It's been one long week and I don't think I can live through another.

I've got this habit. (:
My current muse is never called by name. I just start the sentence with "he".
But previous muses or random guys are named, so I think you should know how to differentiate already lah. (Explains why i've started calling A by name eh?)

I abhor crowded buses.
Where you can feel every bulge and lump of the people around you... It's really gross. ):
I abhor smelly people.
Especially those who have obviously just taken a cigarette, don't ever brush their teeth in the morning and don't ever bathe properly.

I abhor people who squeeze their way through to the exit WAY before the bus stops.
Omg I swear like more than 10 people got off the bus at geylang (was on the way home from bugis) and, all of them were guys.
The uncles going off even shouted "WAHLAO FASTER LEH! CANNOT WAIT LAH."
I was totally disgusted. Shouldn't you try to be a little discreet?
And why should you be impatient when you have the whole night to yada yada yada...
Urgh, the uglier side of Singapore.

I want to sleep in.
I want to sleep in big, warm arms.

Anyway,
Selamat Hari Raya!

I guess I can put up with nearly anything just for you(:

Heh alright i'm in a good mood after last night.
And I think i'm really easy to bully. This sucks.

School was such a chore today, stayed in school till like 5 plus to do the mock EL paper.
I realise how I always pick the one word topic, and write super depressing compos.
(That still get me at least a 22/30 anyway)
Like today's "Chains" topic- Nadiah wrote about chains of friendship! And I wrote about the mental chains that bind you down and hold you back.
Talk about being pessimistic.

Tuition's getting really dry, I go just to make sure I maintain my grades.
I realise that Wen Hui/Worm's really, really hardworking. O: And well, Andrew came will bloodied knees and scratches all over. Scared me badly.
Bike accident, he says. =_= Hahah omggg.
(He looks really funny on his bicycle and flashing lights everywhere!)

Mum seems more excited about Prom than me.
When I told her about girls getting their hair done and all, she immediately told me she would go book a salon and get my hair done too. And taking the WHOLE day off to chauffeur me around.
Come on, i'm in no way even popular so who cares about looking nice=_=
"Because prom's the biggest thing in your school life!"
She must've had a wonderful prom night. And well, no complaints on my side if that means forking out a little more for a gorgeous dress.
I don't really like to idea of renting cause I love keeping clothes:D
(Explains the state of my cupboard.)

And in the car I randomly came up with an idea.
I think i'll plan a barbecue at the end of the year:D
Shaun seems rather keen and Mum is more than delighted that i've decided to get off my arse and plan a party. She's been persuading me to do it for years but I think it's too much of a hassle... Shaun just suggested inviting Nick to cook, and that thought sends me salivating.
Well, we'll see:D

Two small wishes of mine came true today. (:


Someone had rugby training today and is now currently knocked out in bed.
Well fret not, you're considered impossibly fit when compared to me.
You know it better than I do! Hahahahaha who cares.

I'm sorry i'm not the best thing in the world.
But i'll try my best for you. (:

Call me a little girl if I still get hurt over insensitivity.
Call me naive for believing that things always fall in place.

It hurts to love.
Especially when the give-and-take scale is unbalanced.
Perhaps those once-a-week things don't mean as much to you as they do to me.
Perhaps you don't know how much I need you.

And also, to T- although you probably don't read anymore:
I don't give a fuck about the boy- I just want our friendship back.
I can ignore the pain when I see his joy, but I certainly can't ignore the way your eyes never fail to escape mine, everyday. Don't ignore me. I hope i'm being paranoid. Please just forget this?
I really miss the bubbly girl who used to talk to me almost every night. And rants like hell. (:

Friends over lovers.
Does this explain why i'm afraid of commitment?

I know that you think that my chinese sucks and that I probably faked my results.
Truth is, I agree with you.
(I think the teacher was biased.)

So yes I had this super weird incident yesterday, which proved how hopeless my spoken chinese is. I was at the Singtel shop at PL, when this (rather desperate) guy salesman, who looked around 25, came up to me.
And somehow, I became a conman. Conwoman, whatever.

(Whole convo was in chinese)
Him: Hi can I help you? We recently have this this this promotion...
Me: Got cheaper ones?
Him: Oh have. But is yours a new line or an upgrade? What's your IC number? Can check.
Me: Oh but my line is signed under my mum's name. (Must've said something very weird.)
Him: Huh?? I don't understand.
Me: Nvm. My mum's coming. (wo de ma ma hui lai.)
Him: You mean your mother's coming or your mother's going to come back? (ni ma ma hui hui lai)
Me: She's going to come lah.
Him: Oh you speak chinese with such a cute funny accent. Are you a local?
Me: *cringes* (and because I was busy thinking what a despo he was, i said...) No.
(omg I can't believe I said that.)
Him: OH! :D I'm not a local too. I'm from Vietnam! Where are you from?
Me: Uhhhhh........................ Malaysia!
Him: Oh! Which part?
Me: Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrmm, KL.
Him: No wonder. But I didn't know Malaysia also got such pretty girls.
Me: *CRINGES* Uh yeah. Haha. So got other phones?
Him: For pretty girls like you, I recommend this this this...
Him: So btw, how long have you stayed here?
Me: Urm, since.......................... P4.
Him: Oh that's nice. So I suppose you're studying now? O levels ah?
Me: Yeah yeah.
Him: O levels how old ah...? 19?
Me: No i'm 16.
Him: Oh okay. You get this phone lah, Malaysia still don't have. But I suppose you don't go back often?
Me: Yeah. Busy studying, got no time to go back.
Me: (Desperate to get away, despite wanting to know more about phones) I'm gonna go think about it, i'll come back later? (:
Him: Oh okay okay, don't forget me okay? Must come back to visit me. Bye cute girl!

Yes. I'm quite proud I managed to sustain a 20 minute long conversation in chinese. And gosh it was so..... yucks.
(So there goes my plan of getting a new phone... again.)

Haha apart from that, yesterday was more or less our family day.
Walked the Deepavali bazaar at Little India with Dad, Mum and Ines, then later at night, walked the Hari Raya bazaar at PL with Mum.
I was more or less keeping my eye out for a nice Peranakan kebaya, but somehow either the skirt didn't match or it was an obvious scam- things were priced out of proportion.

AND OMG IT WAS SO CROWDED AND SMELLY.
Hahaha yeah plus I think we walked super far since we covered every little small part of the bazaar. Spent over 3 hours at PL alone, can die.
You wouldn't want to walk normally- your elbows were best kept tucked in cause when you touch anyone else, you'll cringe at the sticky layer of sweat and God-knows-what on them.
And thank goodness I wore a comfortable pair of sneakers. Mum sure suffered in my thin black ballet pumps. (:
It was so crowded that I emerged with only 2 buttons fastened. Out of five.
I was wearing a shirt and I realised that my midriff was more or less exposed by the time I got out. Shucks. Don't know what happened man.

But still, I love going to these sort of things(:
As does Mum! Hahaha reached home at like 1130 odd. It was madness.

So today we've been busy lazing around the house and hosting Grand-aunt and uncle from the UK! Which means that everyone was busy cooking and stuff.
Hey I cooked lunch you know(: Beef ball udon! Yum yum.
And we just had a sumptuous tea. I love food.

Did very, very little studying this weekend and I feel slightly guilty.
Will study doubly hard this week, promise.

Heehee I love the person who invented SMSes. :D
Can't live without them now.
And I love the person who smses me most(:
Faster faster ask me out okay!

Ps. IF ANYONE KNOWS WHERE TO GET A NICE PAIR OF WHITE LOAFERS, FOR BOTH MALES AND/OR FEMALES, DO LET ME KNOW ASAP ALRIGHT? (Nick and I are desperate for those things. Hahaha yeah.)

LOVE YA LOADS,
Me.

Gee, i'm upset.
Cause
1. So close yet so far to an A1 for English.
2. No potential prom dress.

It's not the end of my world yet.
If all fails, you'll see me in a men's suit for prom.
Complete with loafers and a top hat.
I think i'll really end up doing that cause the dress choice available is so limited- and I feel really sad about it): Plus, Mum's offer to pay for the dress nowhere covers even HALF of the price (of those pieces I tried anyway).
Screwed.

Probably gonna watch Iron Man with Shaun on the computer.
Movies are fun. (:

Likely L1R5 of 13/14.
(Dad says it's "not quite there. D:)

Hi everyone!


Yeah I totally know how some people think i'm exaggerating when it comes to my school...
The scandalous relationship, hopeless teachers, disgraceful juniors, beyond-weird school rules, huge huge disciplinary mistress... and more.
So here I am- with real, photographic evidence of my school's love for the big and the OTT.
(Over-the-top, just fyi.)


We all know it's the MEP exams going on... and of course good luck to them.
And we've been having an influx of other school students cause we're the center for MEP exams.
But the school has taken things too seriously by "barricading" the area.
For silence, and absolutely no disturbance to the examiners and the girls.
Yeah, and here's one of the barricades.



I'm sure Mdm Khoo's super proud of her work.
So once, Nad, Ab and I were caught in front of one of these barricades, and had to find our way around the building to get to class. My gosh, there are like... at least 4 of these? And it's turning our school into a maze, I tell ya.
ISN'T IT LIKE, A LITTLE TOO MUCH?! D:



And here, my first victim. Hahahaha!
This Chung Cheng girl came in. And her examination room was just across the barrier. She had totally no idea how to get across, so she started panicking. And calling people?



Heh yep she must be totally bewildered too! Poor thing.
Nad attempted a joke that students who wanted to get across must crawl under the chairs. And it made me laugh cause some of the students were like... guys... big, tall ones.
Who look nothing "big" anyway, judging from their specs and SPI lookalike bags.


But I must say, i'm proud of my school.
We are in BAND 1 how cool is that! :D
(After 2 disgraceful years in Band 2 and Band 3 each)
Tkss- Band 2, (:
Chung Cheng dropped from a Band 1 to a Band 3 this year, omg,
and well, we're with all the other top schools!
SJI, SCGS, NYG, RI, CGS, MGS, RGS, VS(: And a few more.
Proud, for once.
And some of the Band 9 schools... tsk. St Pats (HAHA OMG), and St Andrews.
):
Hahaha Mdm Tan was so mean and showed only the best few and worst few! But seeing as there are probably a hundred "unbanded" schools, that's not too bad still!





Then the next horrible thing the school has done...




Girl Guides Cookies.
They made it compulsory for sec 4 (graduated) guiders to sell 5 boxes each!
NOW HOW UNFAIR IS THAT.
So Ab bought a Choc Mint (green) one, and I bought Choc Cream from Amanda(:
Hahaha thank us:D


Just to make you a little hungrier...


Haha in case anyone's interested- can't believe i'm doing this- PLEASE TELL US!
Help the Girl Guides because you have a heart and an empty stomach.
It's $10 a box for chocolate mint/cream (macademia don't have! WAHLAO)
And $12 if you want stickers too. Hahahaha sheesh they cheat our money.


I think i'm going to spend ALOT, alot of money soon.
First there's Prom.
And then suddenly, all the blogshops updated! Haha i'm planning to get
A black leather bomber jacket
Max Factor's mascara (or maybe the new Diorshow Iconic) (MY MONEY! D:)
And this two alone's gonna cost more than $50, and then i'll be broke again.
Plus all the pretty pretty clutches I saw in Charles and Keith, and did I mention their to-die-for kitten heels? AHHH!


So yeah i'm totally excited for tomorrow's outing(:
Gah it's been ages since we last went to town, and I hope I see something nice.
Prom dress shopping is such a chore, I tell you!
Then as Ab put it, there's still the right lingerie to get, shoes, bag, hair, nails, make-up...
But that's really, the fun part(:
Speaking of which I need new lingerie cause mine are falling to pieces.
(Do not ask me why they spoil so fast- I know not why.)


I'm loving study sessions at fast food outlets(:
With Xp, Ab and Am!


And well, the school's gonna put in a B3 (68 marks) for chinese into my progress report, so that makes the overall less ugly. I'm happy my efforts for prelims paid off. (:
(shall not rub it in lest Ab feels annoyed)


On a special note- thanks Jeremy for faithfully attempting to call every night! Hahahaha.
Civil defence sounds totally fun, and thanks for cheering me up and pestering me to go for Saturday's Mambo/Retro Night without fail. Damn he makes me want to go):
And win the Best Dressed award!


I think i'm coming on a little too strong.
I'm so tempted to sit back and relax, but i'm so afraid i'll lose you (or lose out).
It's such a dilemma, and you're such a dilemma,
And all I want to do is untangle the confusion and stop all the thoughts in my head.
What, on Earth and everywhere else, should I do with you?


I'm sick of doing things for guys. It's fucking annoying when they take it for granted.
And i'm convincing myself that it's worth it, still.





Nick, let's suffer together.
From the wrath of our lovers.

Your words don't mean a thing, your actions are what matters most. And mean what you say, do what you say, because that's what will keep us moving. Show what you feel.
I can only wait for so long.
But, more notably, I think I love you.

Righto, as of now i'm down with a migraine. Which has been coming on and off since I went for tuition, CAN DIE. And man, does it hurt.

But I guess i'm really happy today(:
Got back geog and holy moly, 82%. I've never dared to even dream about such marks.
Which means an A1 down, for Combined Humans, hooray.
I think after the good grades, i'm gonna get some bad score for chinese tomorrow. Since all good things must come to an end? Haha it's paranoia.
And another A1 for A.math(: Was ecstatic.

I soaked in geog after school with Ab at KFC.
Toasted Twister's my new KFC favvvvvourite(:
Haha I feel like giving up on natural vegetation and rivers but I think I shan't take that risk.
And finally, i've finished Wild Swans.
Reading the book made me feel like I was in Communist China the past few days, and it's really an enriching- however political- book! Haha if you think you can tahan, try!
(Some mental images are just a little disturbing- in the cruel way)

Plans for tomorrow: Empty. At the moment.
Will be heading down to the LIME Flea market on saturday, wanna come?
(: Stuff there are usually brand-new (no joke) and roughly 30% cheaper than they are online. Which already is very cheap so that means super duper cheap.

You know you're a radio junkie, if:
You know the lyrics to 70% of mainstream songs
You sing along with your friends to the radio in public places- like, nearly all the songs!
You hum/sing quietly with the radio when you're alone
You love Jo Bros. (Hah, hahaha.)

The more I think about it, the more lost and helpless I feel.
What should we do?
And I feel as though i've been drugged cause all I can think about is.. ahya you know who lah.

Call me young, and immature, but I still prefer to be led by the hand. By someone who's older, bolder, and generally, manlier. (Or gentlemen-lier)



Throughout the day I was replaying yesterday's moments and shucks, it kept me happy. (:
(Some conversations are just too raw and funny to think about.)
Hitting the crib before my brain blows, toodles.

From boys to men.

Got back SS: 76%
Getting back geography tomorrow- I hope I do well enough to get at least an A2): Scared.
Got back bits and pieces of Emath- with luck I should be getting an A1. That's provided the second lot of Paper 1 comes to me with a 29/39.
Got a C5 for econs (57%) and well, I curse myself for faring so badly in MCQ due to all the carelessness. ):
Anyway, let's look on the bright side. All the subjects I expected to fail (SS, chem) are in fact helping me(:

We played a quick (Netball) game with sec 2/1- they were having PE.
And it was fun actually(: Especially with so many dance juniors watching and all. Haha sheesh don't laugh at me lah.
Except for the time when Anisa fell backward and hit her head. Thought she would've entered a concussion but thank God she was alright. (:
Our plans to discuss Prom and Chalet: failed, once again.

Prom's gonna cost us each $50- at Peninsula Hotel. It's, yes sadly, the disgusting exterior with brown peeling paint but the inside's nice, new and I think recently renovated(:
Getting the dress is going to set me back another $100, and i'm gonna go discuss it with Mum when she gets home. I think the nails, hair and makeup and gonna be DIY (or rather, D-I-Myself) cause i'm not that rich.
Warehouse and F21 and Topshop and whoo! :D

When Abigail uses the F word, everyone please watch out. (For your heads especially)
O:
Scareded.

So imagine walking into this place,
With at least 15 cages, housing at least 20 parrots- from your usual J. Bird Park coloured mascots to those white sqwakish ones,
And maybe 5 aquarium tanks, housing big turtles, big scary fishes (the carnivorous looking ones! D:) and small cute little orange coloured guppy-like things.

In every corner you see a some sort of a figurine. Be it a porcelain ballerina, a piece of jade or a billion of those deities. Or if not, paintings and antique furnishings. Of course there are a multitude of photos. And I do mean: Everywhere.

Then you progress up to see that all this changes to 5 thick, knee-height piles of Chemistry, H2 Math and Physics. And pink files with gay scribblings.

Haha it's been quite a while, and no it hasn't changed much.
I wouldn't be able to finish exploring even in ten days. O_O

Pirated copies of Constantine suck, and go kiss my arse. Hahaha couldn't even read the front parts cause it was tilted and cut off! Wah piang.
(Please don't mention Keanu Reeves being gay. Please?)
But you know, never mind. (:

Awkward moment at around 6pm. Hahaha sheesh!

My plans of having a wonderful holiday after the 18th of November just got a little duller.
But I suppose there's nothing I can do.
Okay won't think about it anymore cause it's upsetting. Urgh!

From today, i'll start getting my life in order.
Things to do:
1. Stop reading ------'s blog. Max once a week.
2. Max one episode of GG a day.
3. Stop looking at -----. We all know she's prettier by the day.
4. Think solely about math during tuition.
5. Enjoy every moment I have.

My math hiatus has been broken cause tuition's tomorrow and for good reason.

Nick: Don't be envious(: Hawhawhaw nothing more need be said! Sooner than you think(:
Rena: You're such an interesting junior. Bet you didn't know that.



And to favourite,
I wouldn't be mad at you. For the world.
Thank you for today.

You might be surprised.

Song that's been in monopoly on my computer:
Ghost Landscape.
Am getting really addicted to it and it feels like a healthy addiction.

I hereby declare:
I will boycott Amath and Emath for 2 days.
Except for those block periods that can't be helped. But the moment you see me reach for math worksheets, please stop me. It's really burning me out.
I have this parasitic relationship with Math, and i'm not the parasite.

I learnt my lesson from tuition just now when my brain clogged up and the answers came ridiculously slowly. And Mr Siow mentioned something about fatigue, so I guess that's it.
I need to score my A1s so i'm going to be submissive and heed his advice.
And sleep. And use the computer less.
Lest he complains (again) that he sees me online ALL THE TIME.

I will mug other, more hopeless, subjects.

Got back chem, and with God's grace and lots of luck they'll round my 59.5833333 up to a 60. And Abigail's 64.166666666 too.
So that's one science down, B4.
With even more luck I pray I get an A2 for english. An A1 would be Mission Impossible times 50 because I have to score 24/30 for each remaining component.
Oh geez, i'm so screwed.

And we might be getting back Emath tomorrow. I think i'll cry if I get anything less than an A2, and well, that's because Math is my sole pride and joy?
Honestly, have you looked at the subjects??
Sheesh. Still I want my L1R5 below 20 this time. I'll feel so happy(:

Speaking of happiness, I have wednesday to look forward to.
And friday cause Am, Ab, Xp and I are hitting town in search of worthy prom dresses.

And the downside of today- I was seated very strategically during most of the block periods.
Fuck I hate how she does everything so wonderfully and how much he's so clearly lost in love.
I am protective. It's my unchanging habit.
When she receives a compliment, I beam with joy too.
I don't think i'll ever stop defending her, come what may.
But really, I think they're gonna get together soon.
Soon...
And soon i'll be far, far away. Not wanting to hear a thing or give a damn.

Because those old scars were never given the chance to heal completely.
And you (rather unknowingly) keep rubbing salt into them.
In my next lifetime, i'd do everything right, just to end up next to you.

I can't wait to graduate.
You hurt too much.
I wish I had never failed math. And never went to tuition.
I wish I never knew you both. And never fell in love.

Too much adrenaline is detrimental for your health.
A recent spike in adrenaline levels due to both emotional ecstacy and trauma has taken its toll on me. I suggest reading Oct's CLEO magazine. It's enlightening.


The feeling of taking a bus down and creeping into your arms has never felt more tempting.
The feeling of rushing down tomorrow despite your busy, busy study schedule couldn't be more appealing. (Honestly speaking I had plans to crash anyway...) Because I don't think I can wait any longer- i've got too much to think about and really, all I want to think about is
you.

Slowly, you're becoming all I look forward to.
Even though you don't know a thing- and maybe it's better that way.
Your smell undescribably drives me mad.

Being un-kiasu is good.
And well I would've never noticed Nick if I hadn't walked all the way to the end cause the MRT station was crowded right? (:

So yes, I met old, old friend, Nicholas Cheng!
Haha it was such a (pleasant) surprise and my, what a small world it is.

He shaved his head to something in between a faux-hawk and a real mo-hawk,
Which I presume he kept in place with no hair product at all because of his unnaturally strong hair follicles that always, always stay standing. Haha some things never do change(:
And he still towers a head well above me. ):

It brought back some rusty memories. (:

Oh but anyway,
I'm hungry.
After stealing glances at his little notebook full of scribbles, i've never stopped thinking about food. "Wild Mushrooms" has driven me craving. D: Damn.
And who ever knew that there's so much biology and chemistry behind cooking??
I'm awed. (: And looking forward to my next meal at the Grand Hyatt.



Ps. I look super funny in bagpacks. Don't laugh at me tomorrow.

And what if,
Maybe I don't want you to stop at all? (:

Today:
Head down to Dover at 2 to collect my bag
Stop by some Singtel shop to check out new phone deals
Persuade parents to get off the couch and buy my phone

I feel really bad cause i've just turned down Jeremy's invitation to saturday's Retro Night!
I know it's gonna be real fun especially with the dancing and all but shucks, i've really got to mug): And well, Sam isn't going either. Damn, let's wait till after my Os then we'll all go out together? Can't wait(:

And yes apart from them (the whole CG), i've quite a few people to go out with after the Os.
Darren (and Sam and Wileen maybe? :D)
Chinhong
Bryan
And you realise that all of them are guys. Haha geez it's just more fun this way! Besides, I daresay the only girls who would willingly go out with me are my classmates. Was never well-liked among girls, for some strange, unphantomable reason.

Speaking of which,
C-H-A-L-E-T!
Which I can safely say won't be planned until much later because everyone always ends up side-tracking during planning. Haha man, can you imagine?
"EH STINGRAY! I WANT STINGRAY!" =__________=
"Eh let's go Dk's house lah! So close to changi."
"WHOA I DON'T WANT NIGHT WALK AH. VERY SCARY YOU KNOW!"
"Haha let's put Dk in charge of finance lah!"
For once, JUST ONCE, i've agreed to go for a group thing and here's what we get. Haha sheesh, get the shabby act together already! I'm excited though(:

Let's just hope it doesn't crash with Prom?
Plus D already bought her Topshop prom dress, w,th. $133 blown!
For that amount i'd rather go to.. Warehouse:D Love their stuff.
And I think i'll go to prom (if we're ALL going- that includes ABIGAIL) in a dress, makeup, hair and nails all under $100. My budget shopping's gonna come in handy this time(:

But the thing I really can't wait for is next week, to be honest(:
Hah it's been a loooooooooooooooong time since we last went out! And this time, i'm supposed to do the planning. D:
Now, how terrible is that!?

Wah thanks alot. It's killing my brain cells to plan!
Only now do I realise I didn't do much with the exes.
It was mostly... food, home, movies, home... Haha sheesh joking.
So being pathetic, i'm resorting to searching the net for ideas.

I surrender. Anyone with ideas, throw them at me please?
For once i've failed in my persuasion! Haha this sucks.

The next one better be fun you idiot. D:
If it weren't you I wouldn't even think twice about skipping this.


GGS01E10(:
Loading videos are a nightmare with my computer.

Haha gosh Ab's blog has this super funny advertisement:
Pee
Always having to pee? Frequent Peeing is a sign of...
(insert some link here)

:D

Everything's just awfully funny to me today.
It seems that my long-hidden funny streak has emerged from the darkness and it has taken over the usual me. I would make an awesome stand-up comedian today! (:
Heh I sent Amanda and Abigail into fits of laughter.
And it's really even funnier to see them laugh, especially when Amanda smacks me (hard) across the arm and go "SO LAME LAH!", but still laugh (hard) all the same. The lame jokes flew out of me like bullets man.

Been really high today and I think it must be something I ate. Hmmm.
Sorry for distracting during the a-math block period! (:
Couldn't concentrate because I was really more focused on the clock than the numbers. And I was itching to do Mr Siow's worksheet much, much more. Restless much?

I miss Abigail in Bio block periods man):
Nad's not enough for me! Haha geez but you know, I was using all that extra time to steal looks at ----- (again). Damn she's really gorgeous. No wonder he likes her so much.

And I think everyone sorta sensed some sort of change in mood from me, and have begun bombarding me with questions. Many mischievous ones along the lines of:
'What naughty things have you been up to uhhh?? :D'
I can't help but grin evilly and walk off. And maybe occasionally blurt out the most boring things that actually happened. Which, as they were considered boring, should give you an idea of how much things i've been up to.
(:
60 more days exactly. I went to count during a-math.
(that's really long uh?)

Macs + Ab + Am - Noise = All I could ever ask for(:



Yep(:
And with this, it's GG time!
Hope Alisha's practical went oh-so-fine (finer than J. Alba:D) and that we didn't cause Amanda to be overly late for tuition.
(:

Today's Mind Your Body is good for me and for you.
Read it and be scared.

Am really upset with this girl who just recently wronged me.
How could you accuse me for something that is out of my control?
If it's lost, IT IS LOST AND IT'S REALLY NONE OF MY BUSINESS. I'VE GONE OUT OF THE WAY AND BEYOND THE CALL OF DUTY TO CHECK for you and your ungrateful **** AND YOU STILL DARE TO BE SARCASTIC WITH ME?
GOD IF ANYONE SHOULD BE SARCASTIC TO ME, I SWEAR I WILL SHRED HIM/HER.
And besides, being sarcastic to me never works cause you'll be jacked back in the end,
hard.
So please grow up and stop, being, so, naive.

Urgh sorry needed to release.

Yup so i've got back Bio and despite not knowing how the calculation's done, i'm getting a C5.
Hopefully we'll get Amath back tomorrow and we'll see if I can get my A.
Keeping those fingers crossed, really tightly.

Tuition's later and i'm really lazy to go. Especially with all the horrible questions that I can't solve! Shucks this is really demoralising. And they're past year O level questions.
Geez. I'm screwed.
Plus, I really don't think I can tahan being in that same room for so many hours today.

Anyway, i've been in an awesome mood today!
(: Before I came home to read MYB and emails. Urgh.
It's passed on from the previous day, I think. Hah I swear Ab thinks i'm such a bad girl!
But you know, it's just natural how we click. And how I cannot think about anything negative lately. It's a win-win situation for me(:


I've a new resolution.
It's to shed off that fat before I get mistaken for Twinky Winky.

Actually, it's because I was impressed by a few muscled people. And I need to get into shape so that I don't look like a hippopotamus next to fit people. I am such a goofball.
And i'm sick of people getting shocked to hear that i'm above 45 kg. Yeah don't rub it in so much, it's been bad ever since I stopped dancing. D:

(Alisha please pull me to your place and make me work out with you:D)

I look 18.

And I spent just $10 on a whole new outfit. Am proud of myself. (:

Whooooosh i'm happy today but really tired after all the pointless going through of answers but not scripts!
Amath paper 1 was quite well done, could've done better but i'm glad(:
I'm really scared for paper 2 cause I know that's the real killer.
I really need that one A1.
Can't wait to get: Bio eassy and mcq, Econs essay, Chinese, English, SS, Geog, Math paper 1 and 2, everyyyyything. I think their way of doing things is seriously dumb.

With every passing day, i'm sure i'm doing the right thing. (:
And wow, that was.. whoa. Wow. O_O
Damn i'm out of words to explain. (that's grammatically incorrect)

Talked to Nick and Nic and well, Nic's a good girlfriend for Nick!
Haha geez don't be confused(:
(Nick loves to go OTT, totally. Shan't give details...! )

Watched one episode of GG and i'm gonna do finish the mountain of homework now(:
Did you know that in this girls' school (shan't say which:D), there's this site that works exactly like Gossip Girl? No one knows who runs it, and it has the juiciest things to read. Sadly, it's only available to 'friends, or people who suscribe to them, and i'm clearly not a part of the school.
We should start one too! (:


Xoxo,
Gossip Girl.
(HAHAHA omg:D)

PS. I hate stupid shows, period. Rawr.

Waiting for Gossip Girl to load is just like waiting for Ym to reply.
(Which takes roughly 20 minute intervals- very, very long)
Hahaha kidding. Yeah so i'm leaving it to buffer up! It's so annoying how it just stops at some parts you know.

Went out after school to Parkquey (hah:D) with Ab, Am and Xp.
Mugged at KFC.
The whole world seemed to be at KFC today!
Fay and her bff Justin, Dionne and Sarah, and even that VS guy who takes the same bus as me every morning. O: The.. taller one.
Yeah so it was pretty fun(:
Productive too: I covered geog (Nat. Veg. and bits of Rivers), and boggled my mind with the mind-boggling Circles question.
-Oh yeah if anyone's game for a real tricky Amath circle/geometrical proofs question, please come to me and I will blow your brains out thinking:D

Feels good to hit somewhere else other than PL and school with the girlfriends. :D

Tomorrow:
Hopefully getting back Amath.
OMG WILL THE TEACHERS JUST GIVE EVERYTHING BACK ALREADY GRRR.
It's frustrating how they give the answers but don't let us look at out own!
Hopefully not getting back Chinese - I probably failed anyway.
Rushing over to Tampines to collect a batch of things. (I have only half an hour. Grrreat)
Rushing over to town,
And I think I shall mug geography tomorrow too(:

Get one subject done and over with lah, last round of revision already!

Just gave one of the shirts I received in the mail (from a trade) to Auntie today(:
And giving is indeed a great joy. Haha that'll be her belated birthday/early Christmas present from me! (Since I know i'll be dead broke getting presents at the end of the year)
I have already prepared myself in advance- by getting myself a $50 Robinson's voucher. Hoho so you know where the presents are from already(:

If you didn't already know, I can't wait to see you again.
You keep me up and high.

I just got a faint idea of how bad my rep is in school.
The thing with all the guys, and the really ?!?!?!?! ones about girls.
One more time you mention M. Tang to me, I swear, I will rip your hair off.
Along with Y. Am bloooooooooooooody irritated already.
But none of that matters anyway. (: I've been in a good mood lately.
Despite some emo nights and... not so good days.

Yeah last night wasn't that fab. Got embarrassed through and through in tuition.
And I will blame no one but Andrew. D:
Haha but it was great catching up with him anyway, even if it's for all the wrong reasons.
She's the best girl anyone could ever have, so hold her close(:


Looking on the brighter side of things = good.
Ignoring the pain = good.
Besides, I couldn't possibly ask for more. (:


PS. Like A Band is awesome! :D

It was a lie when they smiled,
And said "You won't feel a thing"

The thing I wish most right now, is to die in my sleep tonight.
So that I won't have to wake up and see you tomorrow. Because how could I possibly lie more and tell you "I don't mind, really(:" a thousand times, when you can smell the salt on my face a thousand metres away.
I tried my best to spit something logical out. But right now I don't make sense.
And I hope you're not in the least guilty because i'll feel bad for being a lousy actor.
So I made my exit before more would come (out).

I wish, with all my pride and selfishness, that it didn't happen.
Please don't be disappointed with me. I'm merely being brutally honest.

I can't hate you. I don't blame you.
I was born never to hate you.
So please just stay away from me tomorrow, the moment you see me in the corridor. Because I don't want to think about you any longer- it would hurt too much.

I've just learnt. It isn't jealousy. It's pain. And it's misery.
You aren't "just friends" with a guy who likes you babe.

And Ym, thanks for understanding. You're the best, most understanding and most comfortable thing I could fall on right now. I wish I weren't such a pain in the arse cause you definitely deserve much, much better.

I'm out of words.
Why does it hurt so even when I saw it coming way back?
From the moment you told me, I knew it was going to happen.
Who wouldn't fall for a girl like you?


If I were a good catch,
Honey you'll be the best catch in the entire world.

So you sailed away.

Deciding between:
Motorazr2 V9 (Ferrari Special Ed)
LG KF700

Yes my parents have never really believed in buying the latest, most expensive phones.
Which is why I did them a favour and singled out the two most 'worth-it' phones, and cost less than $50=_=
I'm supposed to go get a new phone this month cause my plan expires, and I think i'll better wait till next week because all these promotions expire 19th Sept. We all know that when one promotion expires, a new and better one crops up(:

Oh yes from now on, please allow me to call you if you message me.
Or just call me straight(:
I swear Mr Yong messages me for everything, just like today.
"Happy mooncake munching!"
I miss him. ): Haha gosh.

For my own good I should stop reading ------'s blog. Just like how i'm forcing myself to stay away from R's blog. Oh bother bother.


I'm bored.
I think... I'll get started on Gossip Girl today. (:
(Haha sorry Ym will not be heeding your "must study!"s for today. But happy mugging! :D)

I still can't help but feel a tinge of jealousy.
When you're not around me, comforting and assuring me,
I don't trust you.
But then again that's because I think you might be like me and must like ------.
Hah, we know that that's bullshit.

So anyway I shouldn't be too concerned about it, because i've got the best.
The best not in terms of looks, charm and bad-ass attitude but the best nontheless. (:

And I should really start being nicer to everyone. (:
Well actually i've already started yesterday but I must make it known to all! Haha for all the times I hurt, i'll make it up.

I think i'll bust my sms limit for this month. ): Due to all the meetups and mailing.
Oh SHIT- I have only 4 more?!?!?
Crap. ): Mum'll kill me. I'm too broke to pay extra bills!
But then again, WHO CAN LIVE ON LESS THAN 360 SMSES A MONTH!
Gosh I hate how everyone gags when I tell them that I only have 360 free smses cause they have like, 1000. 500 at least. And then they throw me that "I can't believe it- you live in the dinosaur era" look.
Thanks a lot. Well that's not making my situation any better- I'm still gonna bust it cause i've a meetup and tuition on monday, and who can ever survive on 4 msges for 5 days!?

But then again, I realise i've only used 25/200 minutes of my calls. How smart. D:


I've a trigger.
You unknowingly pulled it but i'm telling you now so that you stay knowingly that you have to face the consequences.
You'll be shocked to know how I really am.
And you can't stop me. Not that you can even try. (:


Give me the strength to control myself before I drive us mad.

Marshmellows are good for you. (:

Today is such a mundane day, and everyone's staying at home slacking. I feel slightly odd without the URGE to study since the Prelims are over, though. But nontheless, i'm grateful for a break. I will recharge this weekend!

I know I said i'll tell you by the end of this week, but it seems like i've underestimated myself(:

I'm starting to love my long hair.
Perhaps it's because I can finally pull all of my hair to one side- which is by far, my favourite action: to show that i'm concentrating on math, bored, flirting, or finding something to do with my hands in an awkward situation. I like doing that. (:

Or maybe it's cause guys of our age generally prefer long hair on their girls. I think it's true cause well, they tend to stare longer at pretty girls with long hair than cute girls with short hair. Go to Orchard Mrt and observe guy behavior! Haha. And guys have a long track record of fiddling with long locks. It's justified since they clearly can't fiddle with their own hair.
Then again, some guys just don't care so that's okay too. (think Mr. A and Dk!)

Or long hair retains smell for longer.
So if you're like me and use good shampoo (harharhar egoistical), your hair smells good the whole day- and I have evidence to prove that:D I love nice shampoo smells. And so should you.

And definitely because short hair is slowly going out of fashion(:
Trust me on this- my instinct tells me so. Take a flip through most fashion magazines and the hype about short hair is not as strong anymore. Plus, with the increasingly good business of hair salons doing extensions, you can tell that even people with short hair don't love it as much as before. Give it a couple of months more before everyone declares it "out".

Despite the assymmetrical cut- one side of my hair's longer than the other)): - and the lack of shape, i'll stick to the locks instead of a crop. Hahaha be happy!


I'm super addicted to PDA by John Legend, again. It's great to dance to! (: Luckily you don't stay in the same room as me, you'll go mad hearing the song on replay!

Let's go to the park-
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care, we just don't care.

I feel awesome today. (:
But that's partially caused by last night's quick conversation and cause I took the right bus and sat on the right seat to school today.

We bought Di her present (haha i've it in yellow:D) and yes happy belated!
I got myself two waisted belts. I will not bother justifying myself(:
They went off for some talking session at Macs after that and I headed home.
Haha I was well,
Saved by the traffic light!
But I don't think they'll let me off on monday. And come squeeze info outta me.
Uh oh. ): Some things just are meant to be shared with your bestest girlfriends, hahaha!

Hah Abigail I have no idea where Woodlands Ave 5 is.

So I lugged my heavy books (chem, tys, math) to the library but to my horror, the place was swarming with schoolkids and all the tables were taken. It's clearly the exam time. D:
Met Ym- someone was late- with a large, suspicious, heavy bagpack full of books.
Ended up studying at some park. Which was awesome because
1. There was a lake
2. There was shade
3. It was very windy and cooling
4. Scenery everywhere
Finished Mr Siow's worksheet- except Binomial- and I feel accomplished(:
All questions after the mad practice papers seem scarily easy. So this is how our Os feel like.
Did a teeny bit of chem before I completely lost the mood.

JC Chem looks crazy. ): Organic, inorganic and physical. Now I wish I had taken some other subject combi cause I can't take anything but BCME in jc.
(I'll love to try H3 econs and math! :D :D :D)

Hence, we ended up watching Death Race.
I think, I really think, it's NC16 cause some parts were just violent. Gruesome, even.
(Heads, squashing, burnt, killing)
It is a much better movie than say, Bangkok Dangerous- even though Nic Cage is in it. Haha satisfying but not as good as many other movies. Like my favourite of favourites- Constantine. Man I cannot get Keanu Reeves outta my head!
A movie feels awesome cause the prelims are over(:
Oh and Natalie Martinez is really, hot. Whoa. :D

Nellyjoy hasn't replied me and I am f**kin' annoyed.
(Because I expect much, much better service.)

I think i'm going to get diabetes from all the Galatine- awesome stuff:D- and my marshmellows.

I've finally thought of the answer(s) to the question!
Rum and raisin ice-cream.
Shanghai dumplings.
Brownies/ waffles with ice-cream.
Fried chicken wings.

I am going to procrastinate for the rest of the night and thank goodness it's friday.
I'm hitting the sack extra early. Why is everyone so tired?
G'nite! (:

HI I'm here again to bullcrap.
Tomorrow's Chem paper 1 and it's the last paper:D
Yes i'm really quite relieved.

Abigail helped me devise a plan for survival. Hmm thanks(:
Will stick to it. I think i've no choice - i'll tell you tmr!
Hahaha yes we were busy checking some people out.
And all I can say is: I am greeeeeeen.

Anyway. It's such a small world!
I bumped into Tan Chinhong- omg I rmb your full name- at Serangoon MRT.
He grew taller. He used to be shorter than me.
Haha but really, some things never do change.
Like how he always uses his glib tongue with girls. Haha I shudder to think of all the girls man! Brought back a couple of good memories(:

Um, and,
I'm sorry about passing you my cough Ym): Haha it's an awful time to fall sick man. But the weather's really unpredictable- i've learnt my lesson.
I swear Ym's got a super lousy memory. Hahahaah I still remember everyyyything from camp alright!

Tuition was okay- did every type of question that could possibly come out for quadratic equations, roots, and remainder theorem. Was craaaazy man. Doing 4 hours of those alone is super draining. Now I'll love trigo lots. (:
Luckily there wasn't weird D beside me today. To tell you the truth my hands were trembling for quite a while. Hahah hope no one saw man!


And get well soon, Andrew. (:

Happy 16th Birthday Dionne! :D
Hahaha you said you're not going to pangseh us tomorrow already uh, so i'll get you a present(:
Abigail, I finally got the slimy, slippery Di to agree. Hahaha. :D

I'm eagerly waiting for the sound of a motorcycle.

Hmmmmmm i've just slept for a while (feels damn good) and i'm going to mug chem for a bit.
Today i'll be spending alot of money. ):
Hah but I think it'll be all worth it.

Well I was thinking today. After a short chat with Nick this morn.
In primary school I was in 1 and 2 Patience.
(There was Sincerity, Patience, Love, Kindness, Joy, Humility, Gentleness and Faith. Occasionally Charity and Purity.)
And then I was mysteriously posted to 3 and 4 Patience.

At the end of P4, I got back my report book and was so bothered cause I got posted to 5 and 6 Patience. And it's really damn walao because I know of only one other girl who had the same situation. (some girl from Sincerity)
I asked Ms Pang, my then form teacher, why I was going to spend my entire primary school life writing down Patience for the class. (I wanted Joy cause it was 3 letters only)
And she told me, "Maybe God's sending you a message. (:"

Only now, 4 years after I left plmgs, do I realise what the message is.
I always thought it meant that I had to be patient.
But it really meant was; the only thing that could win me over is patience.
Nothing touches me more than that. (:

Hahaha and back to talking about Nick- while Nick went off for his break,
Rachel (Seah) came to talk to me.
And I found out it wasn't her=_= It was Nicholas.
Then I stoned for a while.
Before it hit me that this wasnt Nick Nicholas, but it was Nicholas the ex-vs guy! (I think)
Hahahahahaahah yeaaaaaah the one obsessed with the then 2/5 girls?
Jovina? Trishna? Hahaha omg I have awesome memory.
"which class is trishna in?"
"OMG DO YOU KNOW HERLENE?"
And he was shoo-ed off by Rachel soon before we could get started over the girls. Hahah it'll be cool to see what he's really like and if he really means "I LOVE JOVINA:D"

World of weird people. (:

And to my delight, Jeremy called me last night! Hahahaha he's in camp now.
I am so honoured. (:

NS serves you (I learnt) nasi lemak, veg, meat, everything! I'm so surprised(: Hahaha but he says the food sucks still. Hmmmm and I was more concerned with the little invading alien (baby Eron) in my room, so I only vaguely caught a few words of a "picnic".
Omg, ARE WE ALL GOING ON A PICNIC? ;D I'm supposed to go ask someone bout it but I didn't hear again. Eh that's so awesomely cool:D
And haha gosh he's really got to drop the "Pretty Girl" thing cause it cracks me up real bad. Flattery will get you nowhere. (:

Some people would wanna hear about bio paper so i'll tell you:
I think i'll get 30/40.
Cause I had a few different answers from Ab and Nad):
But on the whole, it was quite a fun paper to do! (:

We're still young.
We still have time to love and hurt. I thought i'd spare you the pain cause I know how it feels. And because I don't think i'll do very well to lose a good friend for the second time.


And. Tonight's the last time.

I am desperately stepping on an envelope in the hopes of flattening it.

Tomorrow's gonna be a really busy day.
Bio in the morning, prob running down to Skim, ambushing the mailman, using up rolls of scotch tape, meeting someone at orchard at 5, and going for tuition in Tampines in the evening.
(I think only a few people know what i'm talking about)
Yeah I am going to die.

Plus i've got many parcels to sort out tomorrow because many of them were delayed today. I actually talked to the postman and he said alot of letters are being delayed cause of the bad weather these few days. Uh oh. No wonder the Lj people are complaining(:

I just happened to randomly visit ****'s blog today and I feel a surge of anger.

I think Nick's damn pissed at me cause well, I found something and I showed it to him(:
It's a sixth of what he paid for, plus it looks awesomely pretty. Hahaha okay no worries young man, I will help you(: And I think he thinks i'm some sort of jewellery (and present) expert.
Yup. It's a gut feeling of mine.

My aircon's peeing again and it's freaking annoying.
I think the parquet floor is gonna spoil, big time.
But the ensemble of flies at my desk means it's gonna rain. Heavily.
I've learnt to read the animals.


But you know, I don't give a flying **** because tomorrow evening, it'll be all worth it. (:
Being optimistic here. And I really cannot wait because one more day and i'll go mad.

Is that the way you like me?

Left: Bio paper 1, Chem paper 1.
Hoooray(:

Met Ab for Macs in the morn, and by pure coincidence Sarah and Dk joined us(:
Hahaha yeah I think Ab's like shocked by what I told her.
What?
How?
Why?
When?
For how long?
:D Super hilarious. Urgh I needed to get it off my chest and somehow we were talking about "shaving", so out it came.

Chinese paper 2 was bullshit.
I bullshit-ted my whole way through! Haha I guessed nearly everything for the multiple choice and had quite a few repeating answers for the compre.
Well, they'll be banding us according to either this or O level scores, whichever is better, so i'll end up in the B3 class anyway(: Haha wrong attitude, but since it's over, it can't be helped.

And to my absolute delight,
I bumped into Alisha right after school at the bus stop! :D
She was so weird-ish and super sensitive, haha so you can tell she's been watching the L Word! And oooooooogling at Carmen. God. Go get a life woman(:

Alisha's super mysterious- I still get shocked by everything she tells me everyday.
D: And she doesn't like to tell me alot of stuff uh.
"With who?"
"Friend"
"Who?"
"Friend lah! You also won't know."
"That's why I ask who!"
"My friiiiend!"
Hahaha okay have fun today babe(:

Hmmmmmmm and a happy belated birthday to Amanda! (:
Haha it's okay for girls to be short. Cute what.

Received a top, a dress and a bracelet in the mail. Never fails to brighten my day(:
Yes I am such a mad, mad shopper! Haha gosh but truth to be told, I don't spend that much. Cause I get everything really, really cheap. Don't give me excuses about brand and quality:D
Hoho cause you know and I know that branded things aren't all they promise.
Like how,
Dad's Nike shoes fell apart after wearing them once to a hike.
Aisyah's Dickies bagpack has a nice hole after barely a few weeks.
Yup that sucks.

Amanda's "All the best!" doesn't sound that encouraging to me, for once. -_-
Abigail! Hahaha why you go and "omg" to her! haha shucks I feel damn embarrassed now.
Don't ask me any questions because all of them are bouncing against the walls of my head.
One more day till I figure them out.

I love my TV watch. And my cassette bag. And my bracelets. (:


Would you still love me when you discover what a cruel girl I am?

5 cm taller.

Heh, just home.
Made a big, big mistake to wear my hoodie out cause I felt like I emerged from a sauna once I took it off. I thought it was gonna rain..!! Sucks.

Yay and Abigail's going to Macs wimme tomorrow. (:
I think i'll be studying bio though.
Will be pushing and being Singaporean with everyone rushing to work.
Urgh do I hate post-work and pre-work crowds! Especially when they smell...
Less than desirable.

I've really screwed myself up. I plunge headfirst straight into anything I do.
D: Not that I regret doing anything anyway, though.
How did it feel?
I wonder. Hmmmmmmmmm.

I finally caught the right bus to school today(: It really brightens my day.
Plus I finally got a whiff of Alisha babe so that was totally "rocker".
[Must learn how to talk like her. (And her horrible grammarrrr:D)]
And please stop watching stripteases okay? Hah! (:

Feel like running down to Mr Siow's to ask him about the Amath paper):
I can't get it off my head.
Apart from the killer papers I have no idea why i'm feeling like jelly now.
Super tired. ): I think i'll be glued onto bed after this.

And I am totally awed into silence because Alisha's persuading me to go do:
30 push ups (I do the guy ones normally:D)
Handstand push ups
Yeah that'll crack my thick skull in two, man.
No mood, no energy, just bleaugh.

Speaking of exercise, i'm going to start cutting down on my food intake.
Yes the many insensitive comments about FATS and NO MUSCLE are getting to me.
Carbs are fine since i'm studying them off.
Fats are never fine.
And i'll pester Ahma to cook more vegetables that I actually eat. Just so I can honestly say
"I eat healthily! :D"
Plus the billion good things they do for your skin. No wonder i've bad skin.

Suddenly have thousands and hundreds of emails to reply to.
Bad, bad timing man. ):



Right now:
Am slightly looking forward to Thursday.
Because I need to figure out what i'm feeling, pronto.

Will not be giving a **** about Chinese paper 2, final.

Thinking. So much that my head feels like it's on the brink of bursting.

Amath paper 2 was screwed crazily.
Got thrashed by the paper- i'm quite sure i've lost 14 marks already.
And it's definitely impossible to score anything about 80 for this paper.

So there goes my A1):

I bet everyone's complaining now. Heh. (:
I wonder if the triple science class found it easy.

I'm going to procrastinate for the rest of today.
By not staying home. Besides i've got a few errands to run.
And grabbing something good to eat. Plus mug a little. (:

Tomorrow's chinese paper 2 and no one gives a **** really.
Yes it is a complete waste of time. (:
But at least, we get to sleep in longer. Thank Heavens.
Our plan for Mac's breakfast vapourised, but still I wanna go. Heh and i'll ask Ab to come with me. I've to make a mental habit to stop asking and being so damned insensitive because it's the fasting month.

(Yeah I asked Aisy twice whether she wants to go Macs tmr. Ooops.)

For the first time today, I saw Tkss people mugging in the bus. O:
It's a sure sign that the Os are super close. Haha really it felt weird.
Oh speaking of Tkss people, Darrell freaks me out.

Um, well tuition last night was so-so. Was in a very good mood surprisingly.
Heh D came late and took the only seat left, right next to me);
(Wlau why always like that!)
He ended up doing the same paper as me and my gawd I swear he was staring at my work every other minute. Mr Siow, at the end, was going through the answers and D scoooooted over from 2 seats away (he moved) and came to look at my work.

Okay sorry my work means alot to me!
And the worst part, he was so close I swear I could feel the heat radiating,
and he pointed at my graph.
"Never draw asymptote."
....
OKAY LAH! Next time i'll drawD: So stresssssssful you know, that guy!
Hahaha yes and i've learnt my lesson- I will never forget my aymptotes again. Hahaha gosh I felt like laughing but i'm super sure everyone would get the wrong idea.

Plus, while busy with the paper, Mr Siow suddenly went "Eh Noelle, you wanted to know Worm's name right? :D"
"Huh?!?!?!??"
I was in a world of my own and I caught a gist of "Dominic" from their conversation.
Omg, is he really called Dominic?!? Okay from now on i'll just stick to my own business and call him Worm. It's so much better. I hope he's not a Dominic. That was Ines' ex-swimming instructor, I think. I still have his number on my phone. D:

It's one of the names i'll stay away from.
Along with Greggory (hahaahahah omg) and Theodora and Chantelliah (Yes it exists).
Singaporeans love coming up with fancy names for their baby girls these days. Gross.

Well, if it were true, i'd be damned.
Damned happy.
Can't help but sink into some sort of mental pit whenever I see him.
I lie to myself so much. He's nothing short of (well, short... don't be mean!) charismatic.
Uhrgh. Go get a freaking grip, girl.


A tiny destress session goes a long way. (:
Thank you.

I'm going to fail econs.
And i'm going to do badly for chem and bio.
I'm really tired of studying and still not knowing how to do questions.
And I pray that my parents won't kill me.

Because as nonchalant as I appear, I do try.

Well, Mdm Goh set the trickiest MCQ paper i've ever done today.
And chem paper 2 was so-so(:
Still I won't be surprised if I fail everything.

Um. And you know, someone's hooked onto Gossip Girl.
Which is really quite a shock since she's always on her TW dramas... yeah no doubt, it's Abigail! Hahahaha my golly I swear it cracked me up. (:
Because of her, I shall start watching after my Os! (No not now)
And yes, that's added on my list, right after Grey's Anatomy.
I think i'll scrap the L Word for Grey's first. (:

And while talking to her, procrastinating at KFCs, I realised that indeed, i'm just overly paranoid.
(: I'm so glad cause well, I can't imagine how betrayed i'd feel if it really happened.

If you all never noticed, Ab's extremely fast when it comes to checking people out!
Haha friendster, blogs, google, who knows man. It's so entertaining(:

I must, I MUST, defend my good friend here.
Ym is a guy.
And not a girl.
Despite how girly the name is(: Heehee yeah okay won't rub it in. You just have to look at how much muscle he has yeah. Oooooooooooo(:
Hahahaha! Jeez.
I wanna be guy in my next lifetime. I'm sure you've heard that from me before.

Going for tuition in a bit- it's really needed cause tmr's Emath paper 1 and Amath paper 2.
D:
The horror.
I'm not really "on" about tuition today though.. ):
Alright, chao.

I just laughed out loud, in amazement and embarrassment, after reading Ym's most recent post. Haha oh, my, God. And to think that right now, all my maternal family members are downstairs and outside my room, perhaps wondering that i'm watching... who knows.
(: Shucks!

But then again, I have all reason to laugh out loud and rejoice because i'm busy making money.
I made the right choice, seriously. For once! Hooray(:

Now today, in the absence of two people, I realise how similar they are.
One is baby cuzzie Eron, and the other is ------, you know who.
I swear they have the same brown hair, slightly shaggy. And hazel eyes of roughly the same size- I think they must've looked nearly identical when they were young.
The resemblance is uncanny.

But perhaps my little cuzz might turn into something of more presence-
He's got such a huge frame and big feet, so i'm quite sure he'll be tall.
Taller than 166cm. Which is also coincidentally, my height.
Well and I doubt he'll develop such a muscled bod, but it'll be good enough since i'm sure that Aunt will register him for gym once he can walk and bring him to yoga every day.
Plus Uncle might instil the policeman training in him. (:

Oh speak of the devil- he just signed in.

Today was a complete bonding session with Dad(dy).
Hmmm lunch was a simple but sumptuous affair with Bak Chor Mee ready to knock the socks off all pork lovers. There was this awesome braised pork with springy prawns. Gawd.
Went out for tea with him and Ines alone, to Waffletown!
I swear Waffletown is my favourite fastfood eatery of all time:D
Had a waffle with RUM AND RAISIN ICECREAM:D I would've died happy right then. I must say that their chicken is awesomely awesome too.

The family came over for dinner and Mum played the over prepared, overanxious role of Host. Haha yes i'm sure dad agrees with me on this one. But the beef was heavenly!
Had a long chat about everything in particular with Dad after that. (:
Yes and I was doing my best to teach him what I was taught in bio about how height is a continuous variation (am I right?) and that genes do not play a huge role in determining height.

I think I was over-zealous. Haha gosh, bio stud through and through.

Alright the next thing on my must-get list is
A pair of heels.
I know i've got a few pairs.. and I know Mum has a whole shelf full of them to lend me..
But I need one of my own.
A simple, plain pair of heeled pumps would do(:
Either in patented nude colour, or a velvety grey, or maybe navy?
(Damn Charles&Keith's 50% sale just ended a few days ago.)

Well, i'll just have to wait for a pair to rain down from the sky.

I was telling Ym how I've a billion things I want to get.
And trust me I was just on the edge of getting a few of them..
-Coloured contact lenses.
Yes I know it's a much debated item but it was going at only $15! I could've gotten them at $6 a pair cause the shopowner's in some way indebted to me. D:
-Clothes. Nothing need be said.
-(more) Cosmetics. I think you know I already have a whole drawer full.
And everything else I could never have enough of because everyday, new things are created.

But i'm really, really considering getting this thing now.
I know it'll bring me into a whole new world, where i'll be so crazy trying to learn everything- oh trust me no one can ever learn everything:
A Holga camera.
Yes it's that toy, plastic camera. But in the right hands (that's where the learning comes), it creates the most beautiful of peektures- just go search the net.
Plus the one i'm eyeing is only (please gag) $17.90, and it's really damn small and cute.
It's probably a third of the size of your hand.

Believe me when I tell you that I l-o-v-e photography.
Even though I hate being in it. Blame the fugly braces and the awful hair and everything else.
Haha it's really interesting to see everything from someone else's view, you know.

I'm sure the bunch of classmates who are ganging up against their parents to get them a DSLR for good grades in the Os will understand, completely(:
Hahahaha Ab and Aisy!
And then all the talk about how "cool" it is will begin, okay okay I can imagine already.

Holga. Holga.

And it's an emergency- i've lost my prelim timetable.
Call me crazy but I haven't, like everyone else has, made a copy of my own and framed it up on my table. So please, please msg or msn me okay?
It seems that Melissa's having the same situation cause she asked me earlier today.
Hahah:D

And without that stupid piece of paper I simply cannot fit
Make It Happen
into my next week's schedule! Yes i've gotten myself another movie date(:
I'm hopping excited.

I have a feeling i'm going to bust this month's smses. ):

Oh right I was happily travelling to Tampines yesterday, when this song played on the radio.
And my heart nearly fell out from.. don't know, cause I never knew radio had it.
Lucky, by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat.
If you find it familiar, i'm not surprised at all.
And old favourite- Beautiful Soul the acoustic version! Haha man do I miss 2/6 and the way we used to sing along. Or at least, pretend to and do some very dramatic mooooves.
(:

Alright I was so ready to wake up this morning and start slamming the keys viciously.
Because well, Mum reads our blogs. (occasionally) (that's bad enough anyway)
And half of me doesn't really care while the other feels slightly betrayed.
I know it's completely unreasonably of me to feel so- it's PUBLIC anyway, but well, things are always different when it comes to your parents right?

Yeeeeha so please note everyone- do not spit vulgarities here because she gets upset over that.
Damn I feel even more restrained.

Of course i'm self-centered here- it's my blog so it should be about me right?
It'll be so utterly wrong to blog everyday about how the weather is, how this guy is or what the government is trying to do. I think i'll lose all my readers in 2 seconds.

Curse technology advances- we should go back into paper diaries and letters.
Hey that's romantic, you know! (:
Me and my fetish for the olden ways.

Hi Abigail, I have a flat butt.

Alright today's gonna be my stay at home and slack day.
If I feel guilty enough i'll chiong chem, but that's unlikely.

Surprisingly, I like waking up early now(:
Even though I sleep almost every night at 1, thanks to someone's super slow replies.
Gamers are really not to be disturbed. I've learnt my lesson!

Haha but I must admit, there's a little adrenaline rush every time I feel my phone vibrating now. Shucks(: It keeps me happy luh.
Hmmm. (:

But my plans to slack the entire day are ruined. Gotta head down to tampines and maybe even bishan. D: Bother bother.
I've really wasted my holidays away. And at the moment I don't regret it(:
We all need a long, long break.

All the entrepreneurship in the house (Dad and I!) must be getting to Mum- she wants a hand in making profits too. Haha and well, she forbids me from helping her because the Os are coming.
(She's beginning to use all the motivation slang: The finishing line is so close! Yeah right)
I hate how everyone in the house is so stubborn. (:
She plans on bringing in accessories which, to my initial surprise, are much cheaper in England! This is soooo my sort of thing, I tell you. Now I know where I get my genes from.

I know how you always hear me going on about my irregular period- or at least, whenever we get to that topic(: Like two months, then three weeks, etcetcetc.
BUT that has changed. Haha finally i've found someone who's exactly like the textbook.
My period takes exactly 28 days. It comes every 4 thursdays, to be exact.

Am I amazed or what? :D
It's been damn zun okay. And that's really cool to me.
Haha so from now when I look at the menstrual cycle graph and all the hormones, I know I can apply it to myself(: Shit I love bio!


And anyway,
Thank you for being so blind(:
I'd rather love you than a stranger.

Heya(:

I am now really broke but happy, which is.. rare? Haha coolness.

I was just thinking of all those annoyingly perfect girls today.
I hate alot of things. Hmm, let's start(:

I hate how their hair stays in place, how their hair is so perfect- long, silky, shiny, brownish, thick, and perfectly manageable.
And I hate how my hair is always so "flyaway", short, messy and HOW MY FRINGE ALWAYS HAS A HOLE. ):
I hate how they have such long, endless legs.
I hate my muscular limbs.
I hate how they're so freaking skinny and can eat so much.
I hate how I eat so much.

Haha well, but sadly for them,
Most of them don't have nice boobs. I'm serious! Haha the perfect figure is never perfectly attained. You can diet and whatever to control the size of your limbs, waist, everything, but you can't really do that with boobs.
*I think the papaya thing is bullshit lah- sorry to disappoint you girls):

(Just like how soya products and mints don't lower sperm count! Guys don't listen to your friends' bullshit also.)

I was telling Alisha yesterday-
I'm growing a cleavage!
Haha no i'm not an attention seeking thing, i'm merely attempting to explain my... obsession (?!???) with cleavages.
(Cleavage is also a stage in cell division, btw. Go check Bio textbook, I promise.)

Well growing a cleavage and growing boobs are totally different.
Without a cleavage the boobs aren't really significant because it's the
gap
that creates the
definition
and that will cause the boobs to appear bigger.
And the guys to stare.
And then the girls to start bitching because they're jealous.

Hahah makes sense? So yes I sorta found that out by a rather insulting comment fom Mum about my chest (WHAT LAH I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT RIGHT. I LOOK INDECENT IN EVERYYTHING NOW.) but it was enlightening, nontheless.
(I don't know what Mum's been eating.)

And just for your info, i've only eaten less than 3 slices of papaya in my whole life.
And I stay away from veg.
So don't base your diet on those because you want to be Tila Tequila(: or Pamela Anderson, some Playboy model, whichever you prefer.

I will always stay a fan of Tila! (: Ohohohohoho Alisha.
My busty friend. (: Hahaha shit that never fails to crack me up.

We got onto the topic partly because of my previous post, with the piggish girl in it.
Okay I apologise! She isn't that bad looking... just piggish. Xiaonoob-ish. Hahaha that's not any better. And well she has this thing with being sexier and seductive so um, have fun?
(:
Sorry. I should really drop the meanie parts.

I was on time for tuition today(:
Mr Siow was in a state of panic because he couldn't find any Amath papers for me to do sicne I did all the workbooks and past year papers. Hahaha well after like 20 mins he found something at last. (did emath yesterday already!)
Only then did I feel accomplished(: After so many months.
Hawhawhaw your tuition teacher running out of material for you to do because you've completed everything else? The feeling is
amazin'.

And I bet you no other person in the class has done that!
Not even Darrell or some weird geeky guy. Plus I was one of the latest-comers? Heehee.
I've done an awesome, kickass job with amath:D
(If I don't get an A i'll be so embarrassed.)

Inner geek, I know.

Well sadly, he wasn't there today.
Shall spare you all the thoughts that are jumping around, although you could probably guess half of them.

Randoming back, I wouldn't spend $75 on a belly piercing.
Because i'm broke and i'm a chicken.
Then again there's nothing to be scared of because I won't feel a thing.
Too much fat and skin down there, you see. (:
But still, that's $75 gone.
(Baby you could've done so much more with that money! D: Haha but I know you think it's totally well spent and shit. Goooooooood for you.)


Okay no more mood to blog. Bye and love.
Busy, lah.

I feel super dumb.
Ever since last night just about everything went wrong! ):

Last night, I found out that ------ cannot receive messages.
Yes and you would've known that I was feeling like a shithead the entire day and wondering what to do. So if he didn't receive, he wouldn't have known and wouldn't have replied.
To think that I thought I think alot but there was indeed something that wasn't an option in my thoughts that happened.
That dear girl has never failed to make me feel dumb. Even though it's not her fault.
): Spot-on luh.

This morning, I woke up at the nonexistent hour of 6am, got dressed and left the house in a hurry cause tuition was at 8am.
And upon reaching there I was alone. And I looked on the board.
"Tues to fri: 9AM to 11AM...."
And I asked Mrs Siow if I came an hour too early, she said
"Yes dear you did."

Well, I was rather grateful (If not outrageously embarrassed) for that extra one hour- ran back to the interchange, sent out all my parcels and settled all money problems.
(Except for the problem that i'll never have enough.)

Hmm and he came for tuition(: But only at 11.
But I still had 15 minutes. That clueless boy.

And after that I rushed down to Toa Payoh cause Grandma, Shaun, Ines and I were supposed to eat some buffet there.
I managed to reach first, and I went up.
It was closed.
"Hi are you looking for our restaurant? We're closed for the day, please take this flyer thank you. If you travel down to our Balestier outlet and present them this flyer, you will get 10% off your total bill!"
She grins ear to ear.
I sulk head down.
"Why are you closed?"
"We're closed! (:"

The world needs to clear itself of airheads, I tell you.
Quit smiling so much and go dig your ears girl.

It was certainly not a happy occasion to rush from Tampines to Toa Payoh in record time just to find out that "We're closed! (:" and I was so pissed I didn't bother to ask why again in case I fainted. I met more black faces (Shaun's undebatedly the black-est) downstairs.
We ate at some sushi place in the end though.

Our waiter was retarded, came back to us every two minutes for the most redundant things.
"What drink would you like?"
"What would you like to order?"
*Serves everyone's portion, one at a time. He must've walked around alot!
"Let me double check if all your orders have reached"
*Checks with me and I wonder if he's checking me instead.
"More drinks?"
I accidentally knock the menus to the floor and he runs from across the restaurant to pick them up. (There are alot of other free people, just a few metres away)
"Oh shucks i'm so sorry! Sorry sorry."
"Oh it's okay, don't worry, it's not a problem, it's okay. :D" (Uh... =_=)
"More green tea?"

Then I told Shaun my observations, and he told me maybe the waiter guy likes me or something. I nearly baulked.
Haha then I realise it might be true, because throughout our dining experience he took orders from me, talked only to me even though there was a much more senior lady at the table (Grandma lah). Then I lost my appetite.

Now it would've been more helpful if I had lost my appetite completely,
but I didn't and I continued on my beef udon.
It was the most filling bowl of udon I ever had. I swear they add some weird agent or maybe use like self-raising flour for their noodles! Haha Shaun had a big problem finishing his set too(:
Then I thought, maybe the waiter did me a favour and asked the cook to cook more,
and that really, really cracked me up. (no idea why!)

Our B&Js' waiting in the freeeeezer, can't wait(:

Should I spend $66 on bracelets?
Hmmmmmmmmmmm. (: It's so pretty lah.
This is when I need my backers. (Eh Aunt help me okay? :D)
I am tres terrible.

And I am still scared of everything, especially in the morn at 6am when no one's with you and it's dark. Mirrors (Doesn't help that I have quite a few!), under the bed, bedrooms, computer, handphone, unknown numbers, all thanks to 4bia. And I have been accidentally missing calls from this withheld number for two days. Oh, my God.
Have faith! ):

Anyway last night I was so busy feeling down, I forgot to tell everyone how hawtt Alisha is right now. (:
I am a little bit tempted to post her pic again, hahahaah but I think she'll kill me and anyway, it's a little inappropriate for audiences below 16. Or maybe even 18. Haha I love the piercing man!
Maybe I should go get a belly piercing of my own.

Um, on the other hand, I don't think i'll be flashing my belly soon.
Okay- I will only go get one when I develop some abs (Like Alisha lah.. :D) and slim down! Haha then i'll flash like no one's business.. It's a joke. (:
But it'll look awesome with a bikini anyway!
I think i'll chicken out. Must ask Alisha to drag me there and hold me down(:

No I didn't know that Fay has a tongue piercing. O:
But I know that Hr/T has an upper left ear piercing(: Cool eh.
I think guys with piercings are hot. ;D
BUT, of course I have my standards- not the whole ear (like seven). Not the belly, omg no what a nightmare. Eyebrow, dependent. Lip, also dependent. If he can pull it off then go pierce lah.
And no bubble-tea-straw sized ones because those are gross.

I'm not a fan of tattoos or body mods in other forms. (:
I am a clean, clean girl. No smoking, no tattoos, omg-
I just saw a blogshop that does smiley and lip piercings.
DON'T EVER GET A SMILEY PIERCING I TELL YA. IT'S WRONG.
Yes do you fit my standards? Then come apply for the currently empty "Boyfriend" position!
Hahaa this sounds like a advertisement. But I must tell you that I really saw that on some random girl's blog. I was stunned by her... honesty.

Speaking of random blogs, Abigail and I have found, by no coincidence, this girl.
Who dreams so hard of being a celebrity. And looks like a pig, in fact like xiaonoob. (same nose)
And she thinks she's ohmygawd, so hawtt, and that she's gonna get talentspotted and chased by Mediacorp and really, make it big.
In a world of her own, I tell ya. Yet another CMI case): I feel sorry for her already.
Let me know if you want to read okay? (: I swear it's entertaining.

Just for the record she gets over 100 views a day, and well, I can guess it's because she's..
Like that luh. (: Not because she's on her way to SG's Top 10 Blog list!
(So mean, I know.) (Feeling like a real bastard now.)

Am ready to kick some ass in some game because I need to unwind. (:


Ps. Eh Yeemin, don't be sad already okay.
Seeing you sad makes me feel terrible, no idea why luh.
Don't think so much. (:

Editted the whole damned post because a very bad,
Stinging,
Painful thought just crept into my mind.

I stayed up reading till two this morn. (started on my book at around 11.)
Yes and I was nearly done when msgs started to come in on my phone.

And the freakiest part was,
It was freaking 2 in the morning, and I don't usually even have that many msgs in the day. Haha and just earlier yesterday, I watched 4bia.
And the first short film was about this girl,
Who received anonymous msgs from this guy,
AT NIGHT,
and the guy was already dead,
and it was so scary the way his face suddenly popped up.

And so you must've guessed, I was freaked out.
I wanted to pee but held it in till this morning. Cause I didn't dare to enter the toilet and look into the mirror. YES OMG the Mirrors movie that's coming out looks way scary.
I think i'll just die and boycott all mirrors after that, if I watch it.

OMG I need to continue.
Yes and well well, the msgs weren't anonymous.
And so they slowed down after a while hahaa.

Then suddenly, I got this way random message from
You Know Who, Mr ------.
And I was like, ?!?!?!?!??!!?? HUH!?
Then I got scared because it was really unexpected,
And I bet he sent it to me by mistake.

If it were from someone else I honestly wouldn't give a shit,
but it's not someone else and wth, "we'll meet"?
Let me repeat: Wth?

Damn it I feel like an idiot right now.
I'm waiting for a "Shit, i'm sorry! Didn't see carefully."
Or maybe "Oh I just accidentally keyed in your number" (means he rmbs my no:D)
Or even "Oh yes. It's you I was asking." ( O_O O_O O_O :D :D :D )
I feel dumber by the second.

Anyway I must thank Ym for keeping me company for a while, although he doesn't know yet. Haha yeah I couldn't sleep cause like a billion thoughts were running through my head.
I hate it how some guys just make me smile. (:


It used to be such a big deal to hug someone.
(Omg hey I do remember his name alright, i'm not so mean)
Yes and after I did, it was hot talk for 1 day with 50 people, at the minimum.
Haha of course things were different-
I was a belle, I shook my arse in front of so many people (Stupid performance lah!), and guys had poor taste. All thanks to my chest and ... dance moves?!? I don't know. Really...

(Now i'm an old hag, I hardly dance and guys have good taste. Damn!)

And now hugs are so terribly overused.
Hugging seems nothing less than expected,
and well, I don't really mind.. (:
Oh but anyway, that's besides the point.

Throw in a few kisses, even.

And what is dear baby Eron doing?
He's like shouting and shouting... Oh dear me.
He's damn loud lah! I'm in my aircon-ed room and he's still as loud and clear as ever.

This boy's daaaaaamn cute:D
He pulls everyone's hair (except mine) and shouts like crazy everyday.
He has super long eyelashes, LONGER THAN MINE, and he looks like an angmoh.
Plus he bites everything (including my watch on my arm) and it feels damn funny because he's only grown his two bottom teeth.
And he calls me "Da Da" and I have no reason why, i'm trying my best everyday to convince him to call me "Jie Jie", which he names Ines.

Need to mug a little today, cause i'm not going to if I don't start soon.
I've finished three of four books I borrowed on Sunday to occupy my hols, way way ahead of schedule lah. Hohoho I feel accomplished but angry at myself too.

If only he had said "yeah it's you i'm asking" I would've came online,
And did a post to this effect:
Title: PRAISE THE LORD
I'M SO HAPPY
OMG I COULD DIE RIGHT NOW
HALLELUJAH
CELEBRATE GOOD TIMES, COME ON
JOY TO THE WORLD!
I'M SO OVERLY ELATED I THINK I'M GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK
YAY OKAY I'M GOING TO SPEND 3 HOURS DECIDING WHAT TO WEAR AND DOLLING UP FOR The Biggest Event Of My Life AND OMG.
I SHOULD STOP NOW AND GET GOING :D

Hahahahahaha omg.
Of course, I'm not that hopeless.
And even so I wouldn't let you know how crazy I am.
Mm. Yeah. (:

But I am in no way happy because my phone isn't vibrating,
and it's 11:11-
OMG 11:11! :D Make a wish.
And someone's thinking about me right now(:
I wonder who.


As of now, I really love/hate you babe.

I really wish I didn't think so much because if I didn't,
I wouldn't even have liked you in the first place.
The more I thought, the more I fell in love with my thoughts,
And all of them had you in it.
F*** you. D: You annoy me more than you can imagine.

And if you're laughing right now with them, I swear i'll bust your balls.

Love.


Caught 4bia with Yeemin today.
Haha shit what is with Thai horror flicks! They never, ever fail to leave me disturbed.
And what's with guys loving these movies and bringing girls with them anyway!
Haha Ym you're not the first one who made me suffer. (:

Well, "suffer" would be an overstatement, actually... (:
I made my mark on the Biggest Pig list today, with all the wanton mee and Subway. Haha yes I think I might scare guys away with my creepily huge appetite these days.
Someone had to leave early to play the role of a comforting and supportive friend to a weeping girl who just broke up with her bastard of a boyfriend, or so I heard, and thus i'm home early!
(:

Good luck with the girl and the after effects of Nike's 10km race okay! Haha I bet you're gonna knock out super early tonight.

Hoho and I received my bangle in the mail today! So happy.

Last night I had a convo and I realise I do not loooooove -------,
(Like, maybe. But I think it's not very likely anymore!)
Haha yes I think someone's annoying remarks made me think twice.
And that opened my eyes a little further.
I will enjoy my singlehood for at least a while longer! (:
Let me check out hot guys, guilt-free please. Haha and well, staying single keeps my eyes peeeeeled for better picks right. Yeah I have got to slow down and oogle more at all these buff people, not just one single buff dude. All the abs... whooooots.
Somehow, hot guys seem to pop out of every corner I turn to these days. Yes, be jealous(:

It gets to me how we simply cannot have the best of ten worlds, really.
Hahah let alone two!
Omg I must've eaten something peculiar today...

So i'm debating whether I should spring up at church this weekend to catch Jeremy before he enters the World Of Botak Guys, aka NS. Should ask Sam too.

Abigail has finally found out my secret little ---------, and when you read this please come tell me how you did it(: Haha i'm amazed.
The secret's been doing great, actually. Little by little, the stack is disappearing and i'm feeling tres excited about the future(:
The "tres" thing is going to become a habit soon, all thanks to someone.

Well, i'm so glad i've finally booted someone out.
Really, out.
I've had enough shit(: And I guess i've joined the League Of Normal People,
namely everyone who thinks this guy's bullshit. And that's really, everyone.
So i've been a good number of months being totally uncool and blind, I realised! Well, I chose not to heed everyone's advice and this is the crap I got so it's my
Just Desserts
And I advice everyone to follow, or at least listen to, your friend's advice from now on,
Especially if it's like, 10 people saying the same thing.

T asked me to some gig last night.
It's Alyssa's and Therese's band! Haha she's such a lazy pig lah.
And of course there's another plus point, but i'm so totally lazy.
And it's rock, not my sorta thing thingy.
And well, I need to get over ------.
So well, the ticket's wasted uh. And ------'s going alone. (:

I thought it'd be way awkward, mainly.

I feel tired and hungry now. Shall pig on my Subway cookie.

Believe it or not, i'm back to the love calculator shit we did in sec 2.
(Anyone who knows, PLEASE GO TRY HAHA IT'S DAMN FUN.)
Hahaha i'm just, really bored at the moment and hell do I not feel like studying(:
And holy shit, only 22%. No wonder, lah):


On the other hand... 89% (or 82%) (:
This is good stuff man!