Thanks everyone for wishing me a happy birthday! (:
Really appreciate it and oh goshhh I do love you all so much!

Woke up feeling nothing great.
Which shouldn't be a surprise since Alisha baby didn't let me sleep and insisted that I talk to her until her phone no batt. Hahahah it was crazy.. but crazily good! (:
Shall not post the contents because I know she'll whack me.
(;

Family is at peace now.
-smile.

I don't think Mum & Dad got me anything cause they bought me a new laptop and phone and all this year, but I saw this HUGE ass box, all wrapped up hiding in their room.
It's like.. up to my knee and wider than my shoulders!
Ahhh! If it's for me, I CAN'T WAIT:D

Rushed out to meet Clement.
Awwww it's nice meeting someone at the bus stop! Haha. Gay boy took my sunglasses.
I am good at Scissors Paper Stone. -smiles in triumph
Long bus ride to Bugis, had lunch at the bloody expensive food court and caught Bedtime Stories.
It's quite cute and really funny. (;
But you know me- I prefer deeper, confusing movies. Haha yeah i'm weird like that.

C's got a really bad, really crazy obsession with milk tea luh. (:

Walked around, met 2 of his 10000 female friends working at BHG,
AND THEN WE WENT TO THAT MINI OLD SCHOOL GAMES ARCADE.
Hahaha we got scammed by the penguin dustbin game, and nearly beat the high score for the crocodile smack smack one. Gave our tickets (after much deciding as to who to give it to) to some girls cause we had so few tickets and the prizes were pathetic.
But, Daaaaaamn Fun! (:

Bugis Street, and I felt sick due to the crazy crowd.
C got a really nice watch (with my help) and so I bet he's feeling all smiley and rich now.
But lo and behold- I walked out of the place empty-handed.
I didn't buy anything at all today.
O:

Gave up our (really daring) plans to go and take neoprints (HAHAHAHAHHAHA).
Cause the place was packed with Ahlians and it was really too much luh.

So because C didn't get me any present.. I made him buy me ice-cream.
Sudden craving for it.
And fwoah. That turned my foul mood around luh.
Rum and raisin gets me fcking high! :D :D :D :D :D (so now he knows the secret weapon)
We were singing and talking damn loud and walking circles and all!
Okay fine. IIIIII was, not him. Me- fineee.
Hahahahahah:D



And now, i'm going to post something up.
Prepare yourselves...




CLEMENT THE AH LIAN!
HAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

Hi C. I bet you're just staring at the screen like..
O:
O: O: O: O: O: O:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"WTF NOELLE, WTF. WTF. WTF!!! F YOUUUUUU!"
(I just had to pick the most unglam pic. Cmon I look unglam too so it's fair)

Fcking FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahhahah oh gosh i'm going mad.

And check out his cutely orange fingernail please. Heeheeheeheehee! (:

Well I dare to post this up cause it's my birthday.
And birthday girls do get special privileges. And I know you won't dare to do anything to me.
Because i'll go...
"Wahlao. You never even buy me present for my birthday! ): ): ):"


I know i'm gooooood. (;

Just received my F21 jeans in the mail and i'm hopping happy!
Family dinner in a bit and I think i'm gonna go mad with all the kids around. But the menu sounds awesome! &Thanks Clement for making my not-so-wonderful birthday fun and merry. (:
Have a great time partying tonight y'all.

I have one word that's begging to come out. And it's a vulgarity.

Mum's kicking up a fuss about nothing, throwing MY stuff to the side just to make space for Ines. Who doesn't even have alot of things. After I agreed to clear Ines shelf because she insisted that my stuff took up too much space there.. and it was only 3 books that belonged to me. -_-

Okay. Be cool Noelle.
I'm staying very quiet now because I know if I say anything, it's not going to be nice.
Cool is the way to be.
-puts on sunglasses.

(:
Tomorrow i'm going to give C one lesson:
Camwhoring Glamly 101
Nahhhhh jkjk!
Hahahah but I can't wait.
At least there's something i'm looking forward to. (:
Birthday doesn't seem very fun. And knowing how someone's going to continue throwing a tantrum tomorrow... Gawd. Perhaps I should really run off to those few New Year parties.
Tempted. Very, very tempted.

But the biggest problem at hand... My malfunctioning wardrobe.
I Have Nothing To Wear Tomorrow.
I'm trying my best to find a skirt/ dress because the boy requested... but i'm failing. Hahahah crap that signals that I need to shop tomorrow!

Spent the day rotting at home.
Seems like an extremely foreign thing to me cause.. it's the first time I have nothing to do this holiday?? God i'm glad I managed to spend my time more fruitfully man.
I am not made to lie in bed and spam my laptop for more than 5 hours a day!


WTF!? MUM THREW AWAY MY CLOCK?!

Anyway.
Alisha babe. :D
I love you.
Although we quarrel every night, and mock-scream at each other. You never fail to make me smile. (: (Especially when parents turn bipolar)
You are Mine and mine alone. Awwwwwwwwwwwwww!
-winks
Haha.
Omg omg omgggg can't wait for our ice-cream date!

I know I have no right to be pissed or upset..
But thanks alot Sam Ow The PangSeh Kia for not being free today):
And i'm really ): because he's leaving on Thursday and we can't go out tomorrow cause i've planned to go out with C. And we certainly can't catch Twilight when he comes back cause it'll be out and I know i'm just ranting like a mad fella but i'm UPSET. And C isn't free today (because he's heading to someone's house to you know you know... Hahahahha awwwwwwwwwwwww.)

Okay.
Now i'm uh. Happier.
Because well. I just found out he's actually leaving on Friday.
Lo and behold- we've found a Thursday to go out!
-dances frantically around the bed.
But I suspect i'll have a hung over zombie Sam to take care and lug around because he's planning to stay up the whole night counting down and partying. Oh no.

And now i'm even laughing. Me? Party with him all night with his crazy friends? Oh my holy cow.
But don't think Mum&Dad will allow especially after all the grumbling about how much i've been going out lately.. Sigh. What a bummer.

Haha okay I promise a better, more informative and less rantish post later on when i'm bored enough from watching K dramas, shopping, Bigtwo-ing/ Bridge-ing, etcetcetc.
Remind me never to trust Sam Ow when he makes plans. High hopes, higher disappointment.

And then I wonder: How is it possible that someone has only unglam photos??
Gosh. Hahah they're damn cute but uh. Gosh. I'm dating someone who's super unglam luh. :O
And it seems like i've got him hopeless hooked onto shopping online! ;D

Hi everyone.
This is my Baby.


.new Styleus.alisha < says:
I'LL POKE YOU
Noelle ; says:
NICE LONG FINGERS YOU HAVE UH!
Noelle ; says:
HHAHAHAHAH YOU WISH
Noelle ; says:
YOU CANT TOUCH THIS
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
I'LL POKE YOU
Noelle ; says:
COME ARH
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
I'LL POKE YOUR LEGS
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
YOU KNOW WHY
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
BECAUSE I DRANK POKKA GREEN TEA.
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
POKE KAH GREEN TEA.
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
POKE YOUR KAH
Noelle ; says:
................................................................................................................................................
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHA

And another FAILLLL I can't resist posting.. :D


[beaver] says:
hey happy birthday(((:
Noelle ; says:
hey thanks! (:
Noelle ; says:
not yet though.
[beaver] says:
its 12!
Noelle ; says:
...
Noelle ; says:
TOMORROW LAH
Noelle ; says:
hahahah beverly. that was a...
Noelle ; says:
FAILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
[beaver] says:
)))):
Noelle ; says:
hahahahahahhahahahah!
[beaver] says:
why fail?
[beaver] says:
its twelve!
Noelle ; says:
cause you got wrong date lah
Noelle ; says:
31st decemberrrrr.
[beaver] says:
damnit
Noelle ; says:
......
[beaver] says:
stupid fb
Noelle ; says:
youre damn funny lah.
Noelle ; says:
WAHLAO YOU RELY ON FB TO RMB MY BIRTHDAY
Noelle ; says:
thanks uh! hahahah
[beaver] says:
hahah sorry luh

Tsktsktsk. (:

This is my life:
Go out.
Clement.
Go home.
Sleep.
Eat.
Other random guys.
Movies.
Clement.
Home.
Laptop.
Foooooooood.
Go out.

Boring ain't it.
:/ Repetitive. I need to start dancing or get up off my ass and learn some new skill or something.

Met Nat early to collect our dry-cleaning. Quick shopping session for CNY clothes-
Mum's giving me a $100 budget.
Might be little to some, but believe in my miraculous budget shopping(:

Regretted not having some kway chap/ Katong laksa/ Pontian wanton mee before leaving! D:

Went to school for sec 4 farewell-
Had fun... fun in the sense that I could see everyone and not games, etc kinda fun.
But uh. Failed impromptu speech, cake-cutting and serving, Bridge, and that was it.
Like, less than 2 hours? Gosh that's damn short luh.
Thanks anyway juniors! :D Hohoho i'm impressed you got us a present.

Managed a hastily-arranged meeting with C at town.
Errand boy had to run some errands.
Your milk tea is awesome luh. (: Thanks hun.
Got hit by gastic pain somewhere in between and to my horror- the wanton mee stall at Heeren closed down! (Or so we think) God. Wanted to cry.

Checked out girls (C: "She's a slut." N: "WHY?!?!" C: "Her nails painted black." =___=) , walked (DAMN ALOT), got lost trying to find the right bus stop, got spotted by Aisyah, took 105 home. (:

Looking at things from a teenage boy's POV is really... different.
No doubt it's interesting trying to figure out the greatest annoyance yet pleasure of my life.
Sometimes I wonder how such innocent looking things can be so complex and mysterious.
But then again, it's better to leave such things as surprises. They come when they come. (:

Guys. -rolls eyes.

It just gets a little on my nerves when things get upsetting, though. :/
I want to strangle you. D:
Then sing you to sleep in my arms. (:
Hahahha oh goodness gracious me.


Tomorrow i'm heading out to watch Twilight (FINALLY!) with Samuel (FINALLY!) so yeah. (:
It seems semi-impossible cause he's been so busy/ sick these few days but in any case, i'm happy.
Heehee hopefully I get a present from him.

2 days more. Goodness, i'm turning 16. D:

And how i'm celebrating my birthday?
The traditional family dinner.
And the usual Go out with Boy every year. (whoever the Boy of the moment might be)
Go out with Boy does not sound very exciting this year because we're going out to...
Rub salt in some girl's face.

Look as much as it sounds Noelle-ish, it's not my plan! (c'mon i'm a good girly:D)
C wants to bully the hell out of a certain suitor of his by bringing me along and.. yada yada yada.
God. Guys are so.. so... immature! Hahaha even the girl being DAMN SCARY isn't a good excuse.
But nah, at least there's shopping and I know someone is feeling a PANG right now...
Because
He
Hasn't
Gotten
Noelle's
Birthday
Present.

(:
Hohohohoho. I didn't insist on a present but I suppose it feels like a task he's obliged to do.
Well maybe it is.
Anyway. Good luck to you my friend. (:

Man. I do love bullying him. Bullying him to the extent where he goes: FINE I BULLIED YOU.
Hahahahahahahahaha okay okay enough joke joke joke I was joking! :D


Rant: Why oh dear mother, tell me: why do I have to clear my sister's shelf!?!?!?!!?!??!
I have no idea why but it's really getting me pissed off and I think I look ready to murder.

Went out with Ym today.
Honestly, when I first saw him from across the road, I was like..
O_O
O_O
O_O
-rubs eyes,
God, is that him???

Hahah he wore long pants and a shirt today.
Which is extremely, extremely rare. I mean I don't even remember him wearing a shirt out with me! Haha his excuse? "I ran out of berms lah."
So that proves that his wardrobe is not limited to tee shirts, polo tees and 100 pairs of berms.

Had lunch at Central- the HK cafe which was pretty cheap!
I just koped everything from him. He has a tendency of ordering funny things like..
Some almond milk with egg? And when it came, he burst the runny egg yolk and mixed it up.
Thankfully, it tasted good. (: Don't think i'll kena food poisoning.

Caught Australia.
It's a nice show! :D Just that it was a tad draggy cause it was like 3 hours.
O:
Whoa Hugh Jackman is um. Hot. (: I could just stare at him all day..

And hell yes i'm going to watch that upcoming X-men/ Wolverine show:D
Hot. Hot. Hot.

Heading out for dinner with the family in a bit.
And seems like my Abstain from C day is going perfectly good(:
Hahahah we all need a few Anti-Noelle days one in a while too anyway.

I've just started watching a new Korean drama (after 1092841024 years! :D)
Takes me away from mindless Big-twoing and Bridge-ing.
Not saying that Korean dramas aren't mindless either..
But a change in time killing methods once in a while is very refreshing.


You know what Ym?
We share such a strange relationship. (:

9:35PM.

Just came home from a German dinner to celebrate Mum&Dad's 20th wedding anniversary.
And I told them I think they'll get a grandchild sooner from me than Shaun. Hohohohoho.
Coffee at Gloria Jeans- good stuff. (:

And Mum's giving me money to shop for CNY clothes!
Holy macaroni:D I'm a happy girl.

But anyway, I wonder why weird things happen to me so often!
On the bus home today, three very rowdy guys abruptly took the seats near me.
And I felt surrounded. Like, uh oh crap omg why are they staring.

Haha and the funny thing was, when I left, one of them went:
"Byebye!"
I ignored. Continued walking.
Then:
"OI YOU SMART ALEC, THINK YOU CAN IGNORE ME HUH!"
Then I burst out laughing. Gawd. Guys these days!
Can't you be a little more classy?
I like class.
I love class. (;

Cool, classy guys are so my type man.
Although what originally "wasn't my type" can change... (:

Hello.
...

Hung out with C the whole afternoon before we headed to Nick&Cheryl's gift exchange party.
The party was really fun and funny!
Hahaha well that was before someone made an appearance and whoosh I got hit by multiple rushes of cold air. But anyway, thanks for the present Nick! :D

Btw i'm so flattered that Joel thinks i'm: Simple, Efficient, Loved by God. (;
But honestly Hongbin's "dare" to smell 5 people's feet and rank them in order of smell is the best lah. It's a truly epic moment I will never forget!

Hahahhaha yeah well.

I hope you aren't in trouble C.
Because that was a very... idk-how-to-describe day we had! Hahahha.
Very good, but also very bad?
But for some reason, I feel like making a huge signboard. Which goes: FAIL.
MAJOR EPIC FAILLLLLL.

Yeah. Gawd.
Believe me, it was embarrassing for me. Hhahahaha crap.
Thanks for the day though. (: ... Hohoho. .... I hope you smile when you see this!

But anyway.
Thoughts have begun to sink in and trust me,
They Are Not Good.
I think i'm just waiting for that one line, one sentence to come. But I doubt it will.


Movie outing with Yeemin tomorrow although our plans are still shaky (as always).
(:
I don't think i'm quite looking forward to my birthday cause it's reminding me of last year's.

Sometimes, it just takes one sentence, or if not just one word,
To kill the mood. Or my mood, whichever is more apt.

I've no idea why I'm so overly sensitive today. Sigh.

In a very murderous mood currently.
Despite just getting a very nice pair of heels and an awesome denim vest.

Just hold me in your arms and tell me "it's alright" for ten minutes and i'll be good.
Sometimes it's what you say to me that unknowingly stab me.

Merry Christmas dear beloved readers. (:
And a happy wedding anniversary to dear Mum and Dad.
Get well soon Mum! Gastric flu is so not cool. ):

And a huge thank you to everyone who wished me "good luck". Hahahahahahhahaha gosh:D
I'm a happy girl now luh.

Anyway, plans to slack home the whole day were cancelled because I decided to give in to Joel and head down to catch the church drama. Not many people were there today, but hey we had lots of fun right(: Haha the drama was funny..
But Joel and Hongbin laughed TOO MUCH, way too much at all the cold jokes,
DESPITE WATCHING IT THREE TIMES BEFORE.
Wth! Hahahahah they have a bad sense of humour man.

My hair received good response! Hahaha.
And for those who haven't seen it yet,
THERE IS AN INCENTIVE TO READ MY BLOG TODAY CAUSE THERE ARE PICS. (:

Well we went off to makan at the airport after that.
Gave up plans for Smokey cause the queue was crazaeeee.
Then I felt bad for not getting any presents for anyone, NOT LIKE I RECEIVED ANYTHING EITHERRRR, so I decided to buy Joel and Hongbin Starbucks! :D

Went to Starbucks with J, Hbin, Jeff and Jeff's (girl) friend.
It was so funny. I think we got really high and couldn't stop laughing.
I hope you two enjoyed my present! (: It's a little pathetic but hey it's the thought that counts.

Then we left since dear Hbin had to rush off to Tanah Merah because he's going out with somebodyyy. Lol. I suspect they'll stay out for supper again... O:
Too bad I didn't get to see! D:

So now. Photos!
-Please don't be too shocked at my bangs. It's the first time i'm going public with them:D


Hongbin. Tall guy!


Joel.
Joel Leow and Noelle Gay. They say we look alike. (:


Joel @ Starbucks. He's damn cute right! Hahahahahhahaa.


Us:D
After the million failed photos due to Hongbin not being ready...



And I just can't resist posting ONE unglam pic.
It's probably the glamest of all the unglam ones lah.
I have like probably at least 20 unglam shots of Hbin:D I am going to blackmail ya!
Hohohohoo.

Plus I think my $3 haircut (just the fringe, that's why) inspired a whole change in my style.
Hahahaha do you love/hate it? (:
Thanks for identifying me with the 1.74 Egyptian princess with a 36-24-36 body. Wth! D:
OH AND YES, I managed to pull off the Serena-during-Blair's-17th-bday look! :D:D:D:D

Bus-ed home with Joel.
I hope you found our way safely! (: Thanks for that funny little heart-to-heart talk.
It made me realise that some things are just a part of my past that I need to get over.
O$P$ thank you. Hahaha.

And one more thing.
NO THANKS TO SAMUEL FOR PANGSEHING. YOU PANGSEH KIA!
Hahahahaha hope you're alright and please get fully well soon. (: Un-busy yourself!

Now i'm wondering how how how i'm going to attend the gift-exchange party (would you call it that??) at Nick and Cheryl's place on Saturday! Now that J owes me $$, I think I have to go.
O:
Hahahahha plus it's the weekend before my birthday so a few presents would be awesome.
And gosh, I might just bring "him" along since we have plans made! Ah. That'll be interesting.. (:

TO C: I FOUND OUT WHERE YOU CAN GET THOSE HEADBANDS! ;D
Thanks D for the tip-off. Was getting a little frustrated over it.


While i'm scratching my head as to what present (a proper one) to get for my boy,
He's planning on opening the present on Saturday. Or rather, how to open it.
I can't wait. :D Hahahahah oh God..
Honestly I feel a little dumb cause everytime I see him, the one thing that runs through my mind: "Oh God..". Yeah. Limited vocabulary. But it's true. Sadly.

Like, Oh God, save me before I pounce on him.
Like, Oh God, he looks really... dandy.
Like, Oh God, why did you create something like him??!?
Hahahahahaha yes. Well. Hmm.
Yikes, that's painfully honest aye? Hahahahhahaha.

Well I ain't that pathetic. Unlike someone, I can control myself. (;

Hahahahaha oh yes, women are mind terrorists/ brain ninjas.
Or rather, I am. I am a very good, successful one. (;

Ps. If you still don't know or aren't sure just who the (un)lucky guy is... It's time to open those eyes (and reread my blog)! Take a hint. It's obviousssss.
It's a little weird and funny and fast but screw it, that's the way we are. (;

To you, you and you.
Hope everyone liked the presents I got them (if I did).
(:
Have a great, merry day ahead!

Brainfood: Christmas in French is pronounced "Noelle".
Santa Claus in French is pronounced "Papa Noelle".

Cool hey. (:

So because it's midnight and i've promised to give someone his answer three days after Monday, which is right now, bear with me. (:

To you:

Yes. Hell yes.

Who in her right mind could say "no" after these past few weeks??
Because i'm falling hard and fast for you and it feels so right.
Because you sweep me off my feet as easily as you sweep your funny fringe to the side.
Because i've been thinking about you so much that I feel i'm deprived of any other human contact.
Because you make my heart do 120bpm with a single touch.

(I'll ignore the fact that you're a bad kisser. I-G-N-O-R-E. Hahahahha awwwwwwww jkjkjkjk)

I'll throw that "Single Playgirl" status right out of the window, right now.


So. Hello you.
Would you be mine?
(:

ADDED ON: Issue resolved. (:
Wrong options have been struck out and oh boy,
I can't wait for Christmas! :D

It's Christmas Eve.

I, however, want to cover my ears, scream "FUCKKK!" and run all over the neighbourhood.
Ohmygoodness. What did I do!!!!!!!?!?!?!!?

Well i'm not surprised if you're currently covering your face and going "fuck" as well.

So here's to you:
I'm sorry baby. ):
I didn't mean to. Okay fine, I DID. But I didn't want to. Well actually I did. Um...
So I don't know what i'm apologising for but I know I sorta screwed things up.
Just tell me if you are/aren't fine with it okay?
I promise I'll continue/never do it again.

Ah!!!!!!!!!!!
But in any case.
I thought it was good.
....
Oh hell yeah.

Hahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahhahaha crap i'm so sorry but that's just hilarious. :D
This is all John Legend's fault.

Ps: I hope this post made you laugh. (;

Imagine my brain as a typewriter.
This is how it's currently operating.
......
OMG WTF OMG WTF OMG WTF OMG WTF OMG WTF
At like 100km/hour kinda speed.

I feel like digging a big hole and dumping my head in it and covering it up, ostrich-style.
Seriously.
Well at least there's a teeny bit of comfort knowing there are others feeling just about the same.

Caught Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist with C today. (:
I'd say it was a cute movie.

And then uh oh, we got spotted by a LOT of people.
C's numerous friends, and the majority of TKGS B'div netball team? (the current sec 3s)
Hahhahahahhaha uh ohhhh i'm in some shit. D:
That said, I hate going out with high-profile people. ... Yeah you should know who.
That tall guy with the America-sized ego.

Cotton On-ed, where C for the first few times in his life bought himself something.
Sometimes i'm so convinced that he's gay- he wears only SHORTS, because berms are too long.
Like must be above knee. WAY above knee. And he loves wearing MY hairband despite it being thick and sorta shiny. In fact I think he loves it too much. O: Gay boy! Hahahhahahaah.
Daiso-ed, gave him a mini pop quiz on cosmetics and he did fairly well! (: Proud of you man.

And then C got ripped off. A $4.20 drink. Hahahahhhahahahaha lousy-pok.
Walked damn far to find a bus stop with a straight bus home and we got into a smaller but still annoying bus stop incident. Crap. I hate SBS. -__- Inconvenient mannnn.
We're bus people. (: Long bus rides + seats - crowd = cool.

It's really not fair though, this boy can totally whistle Peter, Bjorn and John- Young Folks.
(The very song you're hearing right now I think??)
I CAN'T EVEN EFFIN' WHISTLE! DAAAAMN.

But it was a very drama day really.
And one of the drama moments?
Some guy looked up my skirt.
LIKE WTF.
WHATTHEFUCK!
.....
-Screams.

And just so you know, i'm on my uh, thing, right now. So that was really just gross.

Clement Tan you should be so happy I decided not to blog about it. (:
Hahahaha "HE JUST TOLD ME HE....." Nah. Nah i'm not so bad, c'mon!
But anyway, I hope you're alright and breathing and not having 120bpm now. Yes. I hope. (:

Anyway, through Joel i've found out that Sam was/is really sick.
So here's to Sam: Get well soon! (: You still owe me a movie luh.

But the more depressing thing.. there's been this rumour going around.
And it's fucking scary.
I'm swearing cause it really is fucking scary.
Our O level results might be out earlier than expected. (No, it hasn't been announced yet)
OMG IT'S SO DAMNED EARLY.
I wanna cry. I wanted to cry when C told me. Wtf wtf wtf! ):
I'm scared. ): Really, really scared.

And here's a cause for celebration:
THE US DOLLAR IS DOWN! ;D ;D ;D ;D
This is so the time to shop your ass off mannnnn. Oh yes! :D Been waiting waiting waiting for so long. Heeheehee okay come tell me if you have eyes on anything from a US site:D
Ultimate therapy.

But oh whatever, i'm happy. (: Been having lots of fun these few days and I can't ask for more.


2 more days- and oh no, i'm not just counting down to Christmas ya know. (;
And that was so Spiderman style. Webs and all.

I am damn happy now.
Let me just emphasize that.

I Am DAMN Happy Now.
(:

Okay i'm not overly happy but happy like there's this warm feeling and I feel like i'm glowing.
Oh well maybe i'm really glowing.

I'll trace that down to five main reasons:
1. I GOT THE XMAS PRESENT SHOPPING DONE TODAY- like omg I FINISHED:D
2. My hair has received very good feedback thus far! :D (Someone thinks I look like a doll:D)
3. My braces are gonna be off sooner than expected.
4. I received Ashley's card in the mail! Omg thank you so much girl, I miss you so much! (:
5. And i'm not telling you this.

Hahahahaha yeah. Three days. (:
Three days for me to think and for othes to suffer. Muahahahaha.
But patience is a virtue! And good things come to ones who wait.

Filming in the morning and early afternoon was really... really funny.
Hahahahha if you were watching and not acting yeah. Well whatever. (:
Bryan's quite a nice dude once you look past the chinese-ness and like we played this awesome mind-boggling game on Facebook (introed by Dennis). Facebook gaming? Surprise surprise.
And Shaun played this freaking scary zombie game that I got hooked watching it.
Right and I got Shaun completely high and dancing with my outburst of disco moves!

Hahahhahha it was SO hilarious:D Shaun can't tell his right hip from his left!
Hahahahahahahahha omg we're so going to throw those into the credits man.
Shake It is the AWESOMEST get-high song, ever! :D Gets a cranky brother up and shakin' it.

Rushed off early for dental.
And for those people who do not know how their dentist looks like, you're not alone! Hahaha although yeah I know how mine looks like. (:
Anyway, I have to go back just two more times and VOILA,
THE METAL'S COMIN OFF.
YEEHA;D

Then I met a very late Clement at Raffles City.
I THINK I saw Ryan's current girlfriend- current being the important word here- Esther?
Black beret, short red hair. (: I think so.
Hahaha C's friends completely vanished though. Hmmm. I wonder why!

Makan (not cheap), shopping and lots of talking.
Saw Jude from Mr Siow's tuition with some girl that wasn't Rachael Teo. Hohohohohoho.
Looked for this guy who's a BIG BIG FAN of Thalia. Hahahah I just find that funny:D

Hahahah some stupid incident happened between us, two bus stops, walking, bus 70 and 70M.
I hate 70M. -_- Damn stupid luh! Waited there for ages man.
Caught the last 70 back home, thank goodness. (: C is a diehard ice lemon tea fan. Idk why man.
And if you haven't noticed it yourself, his arms are WAY long. Like, DAMN long! O:



Trust.
Look me in the eye.
Tell me what runs through your mind.
Aren't you afraid of what I can do?
I'm afraid of you.

Can you do it well this time?

I don't think you'll recognise me the next time you see me.
I know it's really short notice but.
I've cut my hair.

And no I didn't crop it short.
(Like i've been wanting to. Apparently someone thinks I have sexy hair so I decided to listen. :D)

...




I got fucking cool bangs.

EAT THAT! :D

So the next time you see a girl with bangs winking at you while you walk down Orchard Road..
Stop and stare. Cause it might be the very new me. (:

Well I suddenly got reminded of my wanting-to-cut-hair-short-and-bangsssss from that day C and I headed to his dental. Awwww but now it's too bad, he can't cut bangs with me anymore,
Since i've already got em'. (: Would've been alot more fun!

Got mixed reactions.
I so love it. Though it's completely not-Noelle and weird.
Alisha thinks it's damn cute.
Mum can't stop staring. She thinks I look like an airhead.
Ines thinks it's different.
Shaun thinks I look like a malay girl. (He likes malay girls... O_O)
Ahma says I look pretty. -YES! :D :D :D I love you Ahma.


And here are a few funny lines. If you're witty you'll catch it in a second! Now you know how lame I can get. :D Hahahahahhaha gosh.

-Noelle looks deep in thought.
Shaun: You look like you have something on your mind.
Noelle: Nah. It's just my bangs.

Mum: You look like a bimbo.
Noelle: Nah it's just that my head's covered.


We went out.
Sent Ines to piano, got Shaun a haircut cause Mum complained wayyyy too much about his hair and got my snip snip.
OH AND BTW, that cost me only $3 bucks! OMG. :D I can go back every week just to cut it lorh!
EVERYDAY ALSO CAN :D
Went down to Plaza Sing to catch IP MAN. It's an awesome movie.
Can't stop raving about it:D Too bad someone "pangseh"ed and never watch with me lorh.
Ahhhh omg I think i'm going to buy the dvd and watch it all over again!

Just lmao-ed with Alisha- had some really funny talk.
As we always do. With all the capitals and what not.
But please baby. Please THINK before you ACT. I don't want my Alisha not to be mine!
Uh. Hmm. Hahahahhaha anyway you know my answer to this one:
NO EFFIN' WAY.
(:

Anyway so tomorrow's filming again. And we've got the studio! :D
So we're probably gonna choreograph a few dances, film all the um, sexual innuendo scenes,
(That all is from effin' Dennis, that bloody perv!) (Omg "Ben" is so gonna die luh...)
And well. It'll be fun I hope. (:

After that...
Dental.
And I might be meeting C and hopefully he doesn't die from shock! :D
If he doesn't recognise me, i'm so going to sock him in the head.

But in any case. Can't wait! (: Heeheehee. And,
No More Work Omg Yes Wheehoo!


You know you love me. (;
Bangs and bangbang.


Noelle ; says:
hahahahahah its a super old song.
Noelle ; says:
was used in the power rangers movie.
Noelle ; says:
where they had the purple goo that everyone got high on.
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
LOL.
Noelle ; says:
.... fine im sorry for being so overinformed on power rangers.
Noelle ; says:
i wanted to grow up to become the new pink ranger.
Noelle ; says:
):
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
LOL
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
thats
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
(Y)



Noelle ; says:
hahahaha so what do you get turned on by?
Noelle ; says:
boobs, obviously!
Noelle ; says:
hahahhahahahahhaha
{The World's Local Monkey Clement ©} I weigh lesser now with the removal of metal from my mouth. says:
hahah
{The World's Local Monkey Clement ©} I weigh lesser now with the removal of metal from my mouth. says:
duh
Noelle ; says:
...............
Noelle ; says:
-faints.

That stinking perv! HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

The more I hear the more I never want to hear from you.
The more I think the more I never want reasons from you.

Please don't worsen the already very bad impression I have of you because I want only to remember the good, clean, hardworking, focused parts of you. Your many sides are so confusing- it's no wonder you can get confused and hesitate so, damned, much.

Someone just told me I switch guys like I change my shoes.
Well it's obvious how I get blisters all the time then.

But I intend to wear this new pair for a good long time cause it's cute and pwetty (Hohohohoh)and I promise to take good care of it. Plus, it's like my only pair. (: I discarded the rest. Hahah.

While some things are still uncertain, I can't help but wonder how nice it'll be to feel important and loved for the first time. Being taken for granted and playing second fiddle to a greater, older love, or perhaps a new blushing maiden whose hand is tempting to hold, has taken its toll on me.

Thus I promise that I will never date someone new when there are still feelings for others.
Because that's the fucking worse thing you could ever do.

Our house is in some mad baking frenzy cause we're doing fruit cake!
(Think mass production)
Mum wants 8 I think?? Haha it's becoming a routine how we must bake something for every big occasion we celebrate. CNY, Christmas, birthdays, etc? Hmmm.
Well hard effort = good food, so I guess I have nothing to complain about.
I'll offer you a slice if you're cute. Hahahaha i'm jokin'- i'm taking all requests! :D

Work was a (hand)killer. If you have pretty nails and hands and do not want to spoil them,
Don't Ever Take Up Admin Jobs. Seriously. Staplers are the most evil inventions, ever.
My nails have cracked considerably much and my hands all puffy from all the cuts and sores:/
Ah. I'm zonked. But i'd still fancy a late-night phone call. (:


Right here and now, all I want is my dear boy who'll make me laugh within a second.
I miss you. And I really can't wait. (:

-Actually I should amend the MY dear boy part cause the dear boy doesn't want to be mine. ):
Damn sad lorh. Hahahahhaha nah i'm kiddin'.

Ho. Hohohoho. Good morning family and friends. (:

Osama- you're right. Your tactic worked in the end.
But too bad i'm not interested in playing that game anymore. Lol. I'll explain later.

And as odd as it sounds, coming from me, I have to say this:
We all have wants and needs.
But I guess i'll be more than happy just to have you to hug and to hold. (:

Heading to (lunch-less) work in a bit. I am so dreading this. ):
Especially with nothing to look forward to! Urgh.
Thank goodness the temporary office has no copier/ scanner/ internet access/ fax machine (HAHAH I bet they're all just gonna die and work from home!) so I won't be needed. :D And even if i'm needed, I doubt i'll go back for the time being.

And the next person who asks about Sam and I getting back together will get slapped.
It's so not fun(ny) Ryan! Byebye for now anyway):
Hahahah and eh seriously you all lack originality mann. Come on i'm not so boring rightt.

Procrastinating and loving it at the moment. It might be wrong but ah, heck.
Honestly, it doesn't matter how we end up I suppose.
Can't imagine their faces when they find out man. But ain't it predictable? (: Hohoho.

Long as you got me you won't need nobody
T.I. - Whatever You Like.


We're in the midst of figuring everything out. We'll get back to you shortly. (:

2:54pm.
I'm taking a break now. It's completely justified man.

Today's an even better day to come to the office.
I got this real cool chinese art book from Mum (looks effin' expensive), two laptop bags, nice folders, and a leather bag (but I don't think I'll take it) from Aunt Heng. Hahaha good stuff(:
AND OMG I WANT CAMPER SHOES. Saw the catalogue and it's so bloody nice luh.

And well my hands are stained blue from Mum's ink-covered stapler. Gross.
But it's damn alot of stuff to scan man. ): Tireddddd.

I realise how much i'm going to miss this place.
Took away char siew rice from the coffee shop downstairs, and oh my gosh.
Have you ever tried fatty char siew? Not the gross small bits joining each piece together, but the type that looks exactly like the meat? It's ORGASMIC! :D
(Yes Shaun I am using that word cause it's appropriate here)
It's not chewy, it's really juicy and the sides are burnt and crispy. It melts in your mouth!
It's like... FWOAAHHHH omg I could just die a happy girl eating it.
I swear only this stall has it. Never eaten any other honeyed char siew this good. NEVER.
They roast it perfectly to get all the chao tar bits and the right texture of the meat!

And omg that coffee shop sells the best kopi and tea lorh.
The kopi smells really good, its not diluted at all. The tea.. omg the tea is fantastic luh.
I get happy drinking it. Seriously! It's strong but still faintly sweet. It's thicker than the usual.
Crap. It's my happy juice.
And if you know me you know how much I love tea luh. (:

AND AND AND OMG I'm going to miss that Fried Dumpling Noodle from That Stall!
It's like the best zha jiao mian i've ever eaten luh. ): ): ):
I want to cry already.

I think i'm gonna come back here and eat here once a week. Can't survive without ma food! (:
Like that how uh... :/ Hahaha crap. I'm getting hungry again.
There's also really good famous bak kut teh stall around here (At PSA).
Whoa. :D

And okay luh, i've finally got my chance to hurl whatever verbal attacks I wanted to hurl at Ym.
(Eh I held back most of it. I'm gracious.)
He's damn mean. But ahya i'm glad we're like this and not like... cold-shouldering. (:
But honestly. He deserves it. -nods head vigorously.

Right now i'm looking like emo kid No. 1.
Hahaha fringe-covered face, just thick black eyeliner and ma favvv vest.
I swear dressing up everyday is damn fun luh. Haha and if you're like someone who gets to see me nearly everyday in all my unglamness and different genre outfits, it's fun to observe!

Well i'm going to slack my ass off next week. Movies, shopping, NO WORK, and hopefully i'll get to spend some time with my dear friend. Hahahahah. I bet you want me to!


Bye for now. (:

When you know something's not going the way you wanted,
But you can't do a single thing about it cause it's not your decision to make,
What do you do?

A. Sit, sulk and cry.
B. Scheme and try to get things done your way.
C. "FUCK YOU!" Wah lao I feel bloody pathetic cann.
D. Walk away. See whether that scares them into changing their mind.


When you want to date someone you really like but are afraid of hurting them, you would:

A. Forget about it and don't try.
B. Take that risk and try not to hurt them.
C. Just do it and screw things up, and go: "Oh I told you this would happen"
D. Help them find a 'backup plan'.


What would you do when you like someone and just found out someone likes you back?

A. Start dating.
B. Sit back and wait for them to pounce.
C. Continue the way (not friends not lovers) you are.
D. "Sian". So fast like me back already? No kick lah. Don't want already.


A million thoughts of the million sides of you in my brain.
It brings a wry smile to my face- I can't quite describe it.
I feel so small. But then I feel happy.
And you: Would you call it being selfish or being selfless?

Hello.
(:
The Cab - Bounce.

Haha okay I've got to stop smiling.
I guess you're right. I should just stop being so stubborn and listen and jump next time. Hahaha(:
Well I feel a whole lot better now.

Work was crazy today!
We're shifting office on Monday, which is going to be crazy. (Thank God I won't be around)
And so today there were a million things to do. But it was a good day to go to work.
Everyone was clearing their offices and I got free stuff! :D

Ah. The perks of being an office girl.

Ken, the ex-SIA steward, came strolling out of his room with a vacuum bag in hand.
"Noelle do you need wedding gown material for your school projects?"
I stoned for a bit. Hahahahahaha turns out,
I COULD'VE BEEN THE OWNER OF A WEDDING DRESS.
Damn.
Hahaha I said no, though. ): The dress was cream-white, retro-styled with puffed sleeves and a very pretty long train behind! Urgh I regret saying no lorh. ):

Found out that Ken used to work in a bridal shop and he couldn't bear to throw that dress away or bring it home so it was rotting in his office. And now it's gonna stay with him and rot again in the new office soon!

But thanks to the sudden pile of things to scan and digitize because paper's so damned bulky,
I've gotta head back to the office tomorrow. ):
It's a Saturday! ... ):

Met C for a quick, quick bit after work. (:
Handphone games, dental, walking around, crowded MRTs and my goodness,
I Am So Jealous. I Want My Braces Off, Pronto!
He wore MY thick hairband today and received a few stares from other guys (who are probably gay or something). Hahaha and I So Abhor Crocs. Totally!

Suddenly felt sick though- headache, nausea?- and I was so tired + aching!
That was due to sleeping on the hard floor with only two cushions thanks to my phobia last night. A fucking lizard was on my thigh and then it came onto my finger. It's the fucking worst thing ever, I swear. Sat there and cried like shitzzzz till Mum came to rescue me (in a very childish but effective manner) because it could've been everywhere!
And since then i've been feeling imaginary thingys all on me. Urgh this is a living nightmare.

Yeah and anyway, I received a short but really sweet shoulder rub (upon my request- he's completely not automatic)! Awwwww hahahah omg thanks luh you. (: Took my mind off the (smelly) MRT and feeling claustrophobic with all the people around. Would've been REALLY gross if I had gone all Merlion and puked my guts out.
And uh thanks for everything today. (:
(Including amusing me with your completely lousy handphone gaming skills.)

But he can be so funny lah.
"Don't you feel loveedddd??"
Rofl man!

I'm going to miss dear Ryan Lim. Who's flying off to LA tomorrow morning. ):
Was talking with Mum over lunch, and she said: I wanted to ask, "Arent you and Ryan history?"
Lol that was hilarious. And she says Dad says Uncle Ben says that Ryan says he has been chasing the daughter of a certain Unnamed Bank for the past few months. I nearly spit my soup out.
Anyway, i'll be waiting for your *****! I promise to faithfully check everyday(:
If i'm little, you'd be microscopic please. -_-
Bon voyage troublesome idiot!

And after finding out what our dear friend has been thinking,
Or perhaps it's just his fucking huge ego,
I wanna go all Jesse Mccartney on him, like:
It's over, girl you know it's over this time.
Yeah. Never, ever again-_-

Plus, I guess right now i'm close to being the happiest girl on the planet. (:
I have my doubts, and I don't know if it's the right thing to do, but I suppose I can't help but want more. ...... I'm such a hypocrite, really.
Oh dear me.

Anyway, it gave me ultimate satisfaction today to watch a grown adult man pick out the peas and carrots from his fried rice:D Ha, ha, ha, ha.

After hearing a certain friend's (name not mentioned to protect his identity- and also mine) experience at the staircase, and alot of other experiences I managed to figure out, I think guys these days are gross. -_- Cheekopek can!
Tsk tsk tsk tsk.


And when you use those lips, it better be on me.

I don't know why but I still smile whenever I see his Facebook photos.
Doesn't matter what he did, or what I did- but now i'm glad I met him. And loved him.
Awwwwwwwwww. (Right.) Hahahahahah sounds really bad but it's true.
Now, that sounds even worse.

Hahahahahah yeah so i'm a really good mood today. (:
Because of Gay Osama's tipoff. Well. Not soley because of that luh.

The day was... interesting.
Filming in the morning. I discovered that I am camera-shy to a certain limit, unlike Shaun Leow.
(Who talked to the camera and loves having it on him. Hahahah)
Met Dennis, Faris, Bee Ling and "Ben". (I think his name is Bryan but Idk man.)
"Ben" is the male dancer lead, who is supposedly really twisted, gets excited over messages from girls and everything a girl can do and reads sexy magazines. Yeah poor boy- he had to act that out. I swear I was just so busy laughing! :D

I'm "Pearl", apparently.
And uh. I was made to lie on a stranger's ("Ben"'s) shoulder and sleep unglamly. They were gonna make me drool but I freaked out and they were too busy laughing that I sorta skipped doing it. Hahahaha it's hard to be unglam!
And the worse part. Hahahahahahahahahah uh that was... acting sexy.
(To be specific: eating a grain of rice "picked off Ben's face" sexily.)
I swear I don't know how I managed to do a take without laughing midway! Hahaha omg. Died.

Well if you haven't guessed it- it's a parody of the typical romance.
Yeah I think they decided to go for a comedy when everyone else is doing dready things like death and murder etcetcetc. And uh apparently this "Ben" wasn't how I envisioned him to be..
He's a guy dancer. Yes.
He can actually dance properly. Yes- although I haven't seen it but I can sense his style.
BUT
He's mainly Chinese speaking.
He's barely taller than me.
He's.... just not like, FWOAH!

): Sad lorh. Hahahahhahahaha.

And I had to skip out on Darren's partaeee tonight cause Mum says No and I don't wanna fight.
So yeah. I'm so, so sorry Ryan! ): You get a public apology for my no-show.
Plus so many people are flying off this week): ): ): I don't know how i'm gonna survive without my buddies man.

Spent $150 today on clothes and belts.
It was crazy. But it felt good(: (FOR THE BLOGSHOP LAH NOT FOR ME.)
I've been buying so many things lately- I don't even know what's in any parcel that comes to me nowadays! Tsk tsk I better keep working! Hahahaha screwed.

Aplently of whilte pearlies and metal-mouth no more Clement Tan, I can't wait to see you!
(:
Hahahaha and I think you really wanna pounce/be pounced on by her. Gasp! O:
Okay be patient uhhhhh! Hahahahahaahha omg.


I want a bustier swing dress a la Marilyn Monroe. (:
Scratch that- I don't just want one, I want to get married in one!

Hahahahahahah that was hilarious man. (:

So some incident occured between Clement, me and my Dad which led to my parents thinking he couldn't be 16 cause Dad spotted him with a "ponytail" and guys my age don't have long hair?
Hahahahah omg Clement Tan + ponytail??? = WRONG! Hahahahahahhaha :D
Well neither of us got skewered.
And in fact my Mum went: "He's a nice boy to send you home!"

Actually i've got to disagree luh.
He's not a nice boy lorh. ): I had to like spell it out for him to offer to send me home.
Hahahahahhahaha and like the "Tell us more about this boy" part was so funny!
My parents are da bomb man.

Well in defence, I had to enforce STRONGLY that he was a FRIEND.
=_= Yeah well.

Yeah and I think i'm the most expensive paper-shredder, ever.
I get paid $7 an hour to shred paper! Hahahaha yeah that happened cause Wendy ran out of work for me to do except that. Well I was willing. No brainer jobs like those are SO stress-relieving! Hahaha like "SIAK" and the paper's gone. Damn therapeutic. :D

And after I shredded all the paper there was to shred, I had no chocie to leave the office cause I can't be paid for doing nothing. So then I travelled to Bishan, 1.5 hours early. =_=
Killed time waiting for C to finish work. Came up with my Xmas Present list.

It's a nightmare, honestly.
Plus now i've got to get a present for dear C, hahahahah and I am completely stuck.
Clueless.
Maybe I should get him a(nother) pet rock. From my garden? Lol.

Met the boy for cheap hawker dinner (is it me or is that becoming our habit?).
Last day of work became much better with two girls (Thalia the GIRLFRIEND HUH!) meeting you huh! Hahaha I bet all the aunties who work there with you are damn shocked luh, like:
Why this boy every day also got girls come and visit him one?!
Gasp. I'm so nice luh. (:
I wonder how you'll look like without those braces from tomorrow onwards. :/

Well anyway.
Tomorrow's gonna be whole day filimg with Bro and Co, and i'm.. not looking forward to it, honestly. But on a lighter note- SHAUN LEOW HAS BOUGHT MY XMAS PRESENT! ;D
I'm so happy i'm actually giggling. Hahahahha nonsense.

And then after that, i'm meeting dear ex-boyfriend Ryan to crash some party. Darren's party that i'm self-inviting myself to. And great, ex-boyfriend Sam's gonna be there too so it's gonna be... you guessed it- AWKWARD! Hahahahahah RYAN I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR WTF LAHHHHHHH ): I'm so screwed. Turning up for a party in nothing impressive is a sure-suicide.
At least there's Starbucks first. (: Heh that totally cheers me up!

Alisha Thien I am so into you.
Sigh.
...
Chocolate fondue (not at the barre or in the centre!) and ice-cream soon baby!

I woke up this morning to a very, very good surprise.
No one proposed or anything- hey that'll be a really good thing:D But I received two letters.
(That I didn't see yesterday since I came home to a Hostile Mum and with a Pissed Off Noelle)
CDC&CCC Good Progress Award, and oh my Holy God, Edusave Awards.
Not just any Edusave Award, mind you!
It's the Edusave Awards for Achievement, Good Leadership and Service.

Do you see it? Omg.
IT'S THE EFFIN' EAGLES MAN! :D
I swear I just gaped at it mouth-open, before I started screaming and running around the house to show Mum and Dad that I am indeed not a hopeless child. Ah I just wanna roll over and die of happiness now lah. Each one = $150, together = $300. Holy.. I feel encouraged to study hard.
Yeah I will mug my ass off next year lah.
So i'm gonna share that with everyone and get Xmas presents. (:


I used to hate knee-length skirts. They're neither here nor there.
But after wearing one to work today, getting compliments from everyone in the office and a whole other bunch of weird incidents, I am so gonna wear this outfit again! (:
Hahahaha omg there's some magic in dressing well!

Well at least, some things happened today. I'm happy. (:
But then again, i've been happy this whole week, actually.

Ah. So now we know what Ryan Lim does in his spare time.
He Googles himself.
The little time-killing secret actions of the bored population. Tsk tsk tsk!

Tomorrow, tomorrow. Cough cough cough cough Ryan. Hahahahahahha.



Take it ea-sy don't be cra-sy!
If it sounds familiar, it's not surprising. I get it ten times a day. (:

To you:
You say it's not what you do
It's what you're thinking of
Well I think it's just an excuse
It's what you put across

And I don't wanna be the one
Only overjoyed
Yeah I don't wanna be the one
Making all the noise
Yeah I don't wanna be the one
(THE TING TINGS - BE THE ONE, awesome song man.)

If it weren't so awkward I would've asked you to stay.
You confuse, entice, and amuse me.

Work was a pain in the ass.
Enough said- i'm glad i'm getting a refreshing change. Hopefully St Regis rings me up in a hurry and screams "YES BABY I WANT YOU" because they really do. Just put us through the training and we'll be oh-so-ready to roll man.

Met Hongbin after work to fill up his Painful survey, awwww.
Keep your chin up old man! (: You are da bomb. (Go learn how to say "No" lah!)
It's damn mafan to do can. Hahahaha the questions are.. endless! O:

I've just received the script for Shaun's project... and omg I want to die of embarrassment already. Thankfully, it's not that slutty. And the thing that irks me most?
My Own Brother Wrote It.
Wahlao! :/ Hahaha but honestly I don't think I can pull it off... well we'll try. And perhaps that "Ben" is a good enough guy dancer (this somehow gets me happy) and I can just.. follow? O:

To everyobne who watches the 7-oclock show:
I do not look like Ivy Lee please. -_- It's not funny okay!
First the church bbq people.. and now CLEMENT's GOOD GIRLFRIEND THALIA.
AND IF YOU'RE LAUGHING AT THIS I'M GONNA WHALLOP YOUR ASS.

I'm really sad that Ryan's flying off this week luh): No one's gonna nudge me anymore man!
Hahaha we (Sam and I) wanted to invite him along for Twilight but obviously he's gonna watch it with his.. girl. Uh. Yeah. But can't wait anyway! (: Sam, Darren, I, hopefully?



Because you broke it once and you'll never get it again.
Because you've done nothing (right) to deserve it.
Because there'll always be drama when there's me.

Oh right everyone who wants to go to TP... you have SO got to watch this.
Best shit ever. :D
http://vimeo.com/345394
(Or you could click that if you just need some laughs)
Hahaha I tell you I just rolled off my bed laughing. And it was done in a single shot! O:

For my dear Brother's project, i've got to act as a slutty dancer.
Grrreat. Honestly have no idea what to expect man... But you've got to admit- it's gonna be really amusing to watch lah.
Well i'm sure some people are like: Wow, Perfect girl for the job! ...............
Screw you-_- Aahahahahha.

C is so......... so........ idk. Confusing.
Met him for breakfast.
Gay boy looked completely gay today, with the hairband and all.
Hahaha yep we went for that (dumb) St Regis interview.
And we got really, really lost in the process of finding the HR department.
We found many empty staircases, a completely dark indoor tennis court (C's going to use this to make out with his future girlfriend), and had lots of fun imagining every little thing was the secret door to the dingy HR department. 007-ish.

We managed to smoke our way right in despite having no resume, or any sort of preparation.
Lol. Good job partner. -slap on back.

But anyway.
The interview was short, sweet... not quite an interview but more of a um, briefing?
The interviewer can't speak English properly... seems like none of the people there can. Which is why they need us I suppose. (: And it was really weird filling up the application.
A whole bunch of questions that we were ???!?? about. Hope we get it man.

More importantly, this might just force C to get a haircut!
Ahahahah yeah sideburns ABOVE the earlobe, fringe ABOVE the eyebrows, etcetcetc.
And I got it easier- just have to bun hair up. (: Come on i'm a ballerina, why should I have issues with that! Heehee or worse, C with gelled, flattened hair. Omfglmaorofl can. :D

Accompanied him to work and then conveniently met Aunt at Bishan.
I suppose the Shopping For Xmas Presents Outing became a Grandparents' Day for a while-
Ferried Ahgong around from the hospital (where Aunt became a worshipper of Nurses and their Courage and Resolve. Lol. I just find it funny lah..)
Then Ahma and us headed to Taka.
Got myself a combined Christmas and Birthday present from Aunt- a F21 Bag.
(YES NICK OMG IT'S THE ONE I SPOTTED THE OTHER DAY;D;D;D;D;D;D Yay!)
$68- gone! Well, it was well within the budget I suppose(:
Recession (coming) leh- must try to save money you know..

Oh speaking of which, Hi Natasha G Do You See This, (you now owe me a huge chunk of MONEH)
MY ITEMS FROM F21 HAVE ARRIVED! WHOOPEE;D Hahahahahhaha omg.
Damn happy. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I'm going to order that sexae pair of jeans (that didn't have my size at the shop).
Scratch that- I see a sexaer one. I'm getting the zipper skinnies, yo.
Anyone wants to order F21 stuff too? (: But current exchange rate not so good leh. Still cheap luh.

Baby Eron is getting damn naughty.
Guess what he just did a few moments ago.
He lifted up my shirt and pinched my stomach.
(YEAH SEE EVEN BABIES CAN SEE THAT I'M FAT- WAH THANKS LUH...)
Like, at least ten times. And his fingers are so small so it's like small pinches?
Hahahahah DAMN NAUGHTY RIGHT. But i'm so happy he can walk now! :D
Omg he's such a cute boy boy lah.

Yes believe it or not- i'm going to try out the Lamé leggings trend.
No they aren't lame leggings. For those who haven't a clue:
It's those glossy, metallic, latex-looking leggings. Uh just Google it=_=
I so love Google. (:
And I managed to get a cheap pair (expected of me duh) so that's why i'm trying. Hahahahah:D
It's so Georgina! (from Gossip Girllllll) Everybody who is somebody's watching it!

So tomorrow i'm going back to the (dreary) office to work.
I've already completely my assigned workload but apparently Mum says that Wendy is dying without her "little helper" (Wth.) so I guess i'll help since i've nothing on! (:
And i'm making a.. $50 deal tmr? Heeheehee damn happy luh.
AND i'm meeting Mr Hongbin because i'm doing him a favour and he's buying me a dinner.
I'm so honoured lorh. I mean SOMEONE's been uh, busy lately. With uh, ahem.

Since even RYAN LIM bothered to do a Christmas wishlist- please go look at his crazy desires..
I should too. This is for those highly clueless as to what to get me. Hahaha it's practical, c'mon.

Noelle's I-WANT-THIS-FOR-CHRISTMAS (Made Affordable version) List:

1. A nice Monokini
2. ESPIRIT Connect (hahahahahha:D)
3. An argyle-print cardigan/sweater/sweater vest
4. Underwear to fufil my lingerie fetish
5. A nice, warm hug
6. Royce chocolates
7. Mini-Houndstooth printed things- seriously, ANYTHING would do(:
8. A pretty and pretty sturdy laptop case to fit a 12" laptop
9. A cute alarm clock
10. Someone cute



So for those who went for Zoukout... Tsk tsk(: Naughty uh!

Better blog now before C comes home so that it'll be the first thing he reads!
And then he'll stare in horror at the horrific details i'm going to blog.. and mess up his dirty hair.

Nah, i'm kidding.
Yes C i'll spare you this time. Blogs are scary weapons, you know.
And from now on, he's permanently known to me as "C". Well. Guess why.

Had to wait for him and in the meantime, I got some really good buys from Cotton On BODY! :D
Hahahahahha omg yeah that fetish for lingerie... Whooots(: Heehee i'm happy now. Bought 5!

Hahaha I must add this though.
The Topic Of The Day:
Boobs.

Yeah i'm sure that sent a whole lot of graphic images through your brain but NO NOTHING OF THE SORT HAPPENED. Except we saw something.
This girl wore a top too low, and a bra 10 cups too loose... And yeah well.
E-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g could be seen.
Shocked. Really, badly, shocked. Plus she was with PEOPLE.. couldn't they tell her?!

And our dear friend just stared with his mouth open. Hahahaa omg I want to beat the shit outta him lah. I don't know why but his eyes are really fast- they move to the wrong places all the time!
It's terrible going out with him lah. :/ It's.. A Journey: What Really Goes On In A Guy's Mind.

Well then again it's an eye-opener. I don't think anyone else can be so shamelessly open. (:
You should really love me- you get so much wiser every time we go out! Hahahahah.
Plus I shared my deep, dark, dirty secret with you.. O: Ahyo.


Earlier this afternoon, I came clean with dear Alisha.
You broke my heart lah:/ Haha and whoa, someone is sure getting popular... Hinthintwinkwink.

Oh right. BON VOYAGE BABY G!
Hahahah HAVE FUN IN EGYPT NATTY NAT:D
Please don't bring home any mummys or Sahara Desert sand okay(: Heehee take care dear.

The one person I planned to spend my birthday with is gone.
The one person I am planning to spend my birthday with is an ass.
So yes. That's why i'm completely not looking forward to it.
-_-

And another thing i'm not looking forward to..?
Tomorrow's possible, very possible, job interview for St Regis.
I'm scared enough to wet my pants lah. But with C around I hope it'll be okay!
1. It's early in the morning.
2. Uh. I'm just scared lah.


Oi Osama, faster tell me about the Airport okay! Hahah tips and hot angmohs sound gooood(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY CHEW:D
AI NI MANY MANY.

Hahaha oh yeah regarding the tagboard issue... I believe you all should just ignore cause I suppose they're trying to get attention. I mean yeah that's what tagboards are for and honestly, they don't make much sense? You know that, because you know me. (:
That's all that matters.
Not gonna bother defending myself since I don't care? Since it's not true? Lol.

Okay I had this super long post on last night.. But what the heck, it's gone!
Hahaha right so I left VT after the afternoon perf of A Nutcracker Story to rush to the BBQ(:
And a "big orange weird" Joel came to rescue a very lost me. Hongbin "didn't see smses". Wl.

It was really, really fun.
Hahah caught up with all my friends and made many new friends. (Whose names I cannot remember so I address them by the brands of their shirt? "Spade", "NEWBIE".. Hhaha:D)

I got very high and very loud. Haha luckily they didn't mind at all(:
Although I got made fun of. Because I made ONE comment on whether the food was Halal.. and then instantaneously I was labelled "Muslim" and well, a whole line of jokes sprung from that.
Damn heart pain can. Haha but at least, I just had to shoot Fireman (Bryan) one Glare and then he'll defend me. (: Hohohohoho. He's always supposed to be on myyy side.

The people who REALLY made the BBQ work out for me:
JOEL:D, Hongbin, Fireman (Bryan), Samuel (The Cook- so sweet(: He offered me a crabstick.. abeit uncooked.), Felicia, The Tall Mean Guy, Samuel Ow.
Yeah originally it was really awkward and I felt out of place... Cause like duh, the Ex-Boyf was around. Haha but I guess we managed it better after many exchanged verbal attacks, unglam cxamera shots, smart remarks and glares. Lol.
And I'll admit- I DID chase him around. (It's not even a big deal..) Had to run after him because he took this unglam photo of me that I cannot bear to see uploaded on Facebook. Stupid. Purposely run like in between everyone.

Oh yes! Stay tuned to Facebook for the shots of yesterday (Credits to Sam) that I hope I don't get tagged in.. Cause I look like the next horror movie.

Well what else..
-Singing! :D
OhmyGod this was so fun. Thanks to the wonderful guitar accompaniment by Hbin and Joel.
Hahah praise songs, Jason Mraz, Jo Bros, Plain White T's, etc.

-BBQ
Haha duhhh. The Muscle Men were showing their stuff while fanning the fire. Like, fwoah.
HARD biceps man. Lol and they were at it for.. hours?
I swear these peoople are all so fit.. It's scary! Those 42km finisher tees uh... O:

OH and there were these two bottles of Champagne-lookalike.
Yeah you guessed it- it was non-alcoholic. ): ): ): ): ):
But I chugged most of it down anyway cause honestly it's the best apple juice and grape juice i've ever drank. The rest of the people got.. miserable portions. Oooooops:D
Drinking straight from the bottle feels good. Haha but porking corks.. definitely doesn't. Scary!

And I met Beverly's friend, Jolyn.
So that's how they all know each other(: I told Jolyn to give Bev a hug and a kiss from me since they were meeting but THAT BEV DIDN'T BELIEVE I WAS SO NICE. Wth. Hahaha you better be prepared cause i'm gonna jump on you the next time I see you!
And she says: Don't party too late or i'll get pimples all over my face? What?????

I'm REALLY UPSET at Hongbin luh. (Yes dear i'm so making this public.)
He didn't tell me all the interesting details about his romance life! I had to find out through SOMEONE ELSE can. No wonder YOU WERE SO COLD TO ME. Hahahahahahha omg joke joke.
Tsk tsk. He left early to go MEET SOMEONE huh.
But i'm sure he suffered with my departing yells of:
Take care! Have fun! Enjoy yourself! BE CAREFUL! Play safe!

Hahahahahahhaha omg I think that sent a whole bunch of people howling with laughter. Ooops.


The Tall Mean Guy. He's super cuckoo can.


Samuel Ow at his stuff..


Again.. (omg please look at his hair!!!!)


And again. He's so anti-social omg! Hahaha.


Felicia(:

The rest i'm way too lazy to upload. Heeheehee(:

Apart from the BBQ, I went mad during the afternoon performance yesterday. Hahaha it was freaking crazy man! But the one girl who kept me sane.. of course Alisha. (:
I love you babeh.
Private time = good. And I was so tempted.. Come on like the toilet was just there?
Haha oh no.

Anyway I hope the evening performance went great!
No problem Jas and Ms Lee- it was a pleasure helping out(:
Jasmine uh, your Rats are so cute can! Hahahah luckily none of them wet the costumes today.

And now i'm deciding between Office, St Regis, Ritz Carlton and Airport.
Hahaha yeah that's right i'm probably going to have to attend a few interviews.. But hey it's worth it if it's fun! And anything is certainly more fun than the office.

Family thingo in a while and then later i'm gonna give someone a (pleasant) surprise at work.
Sorry Gman for ps-ing and sorry church people for ps-ing too! :/
Surprisingly, I think my phone bill's gonna shoot up even higher than last month's.
Despite having no certain guy to bother and be bothered by, a whole flurry of people have been madly messaging me and yeah you can imagine the number of smses burnt. ):
But, it's a good thing I guess. (: Heeheehee.



12:05pm.
Wahlao. That fucker.
I wanna cry already.
You make me feel like such a fool for liking you.

Don't bother giving me anymore excuses. I'm sick of this. I'm sick of you.
Be a man, save whatever pride you have and Say It Straight To My Face.

We're all supposed to meet at Bedok at 9am..
And it's 9:17 now. Lol. Nat hasn't woken up despite my many wake-up calls since 8am.
Oh what the heck. I'm staying here till they call me. -__-

I just mass-massacred a colony of ants. That probably was only a tenth of them though.
I wonder where they come from.

Actually, I woke up at 7am. And a though, or a memory rather, kept me in bed for over an hour.
Call me crazy but I miss the old hectic times. Staying up till 4am when there was a paper the next day, going nearly the full way without thinking, the adrenaline rush, screaming, the fleeting (but bold) glances exchanged in the presence of everyone else, breathing in the scent of temptation.
Well, that was a nice scent. I'm sure it still is.

Simple mind, complicated actions. I wonder when the defining moment will be.
Meanwhile, i've really got to get down to deleting those hundreds of messages.

I miss the feelings but not the person. How now brown cow is that possible?
I'm never going to forgive, but you're hard to forget. Curse my sentimentality.
Misery is normal. Tormenting memories are aplenty.

C just got me excited last night cause he's going for a job interview and
I WANNA GO TOO.
Hahaha holy cow, i'm so sick of the office man. Eh. Be a friend and help me leh.

Bloody annoying cough, I command you to go away. :/ Being sick should qualify for the Guinness Book of Records as The Most Sucky Thing Ever.
Blow my mind with Queen, Plainsunset, Plain White T's, Lifehouse and Westlife.


Xoxo,
You know you love me. (:

Hahah omg I swear Facebook can be cute. (:

Right so now i'm tired enough to fall asleep on the keyboard but I have to... resist.
Yeah.
Because i'd like to target some people and fire madly. Like send bullets through their balls.
Hahahahha i'm really just jokin'.

Honestly what the hell is wrong with liking someone and making it public?!
Either you're too fucking shallow or judgemental but in any case, i'm glad I don't know you.
It takes some courage to 1. Admit your feelings, 2. Make them known aloud.
Come on everyone, you probably like someone alot too and want nothing more than for them to go out with you, message you regularly, etcetcetc.

So plzzzzz I beg eu, F off kayyyyyyyy.
Plzzzzz. Kthxbai.
I swear the holidays must be so boring that I suddenly have a whole bunch of visible flamers?
This means either: 1. Not enough homework was given to these kids. 2. They don't have a life.
3. They should get a job. But then again, i'd have a good laugh at the employer who gets them.

Hahaha I might turn Ah Lian for one day and video it. I swear it'll be the funniest comedy around.

Rehearsal was hell. Hahaha run run run everywhere looking after kids.
Kids who wet their costumes, demand an hourly toilet trip, eat so much cake, lose one side of their shoe and don't notice it, etc. And I swear Jasmine is some biased teacher.. O:
Plus I get yelled at for nothing. Don't remind me about it. Unreasonable shit.

One thing that brightened my day up... Alisha Thien.
And I was being serious about whatever I said earlier. I don't know what you're doing to me but I swear i'm a willing victim. So hot lah you. (: Hahahah. Ohmygosh. Serious.

And it was a major catch up session with EVERYONE.
Geri, Jm, Jas, Ms Lee's girls, Nicola, Ms Pang's girls.. Oh and I must tell you:
SINGAPORE IS SO SMALL OKAY.
Cheerene knows Clement. Who happens to be her tuition friend's friend.
And Clement is Andrew's friend which also = tuition friend's friend! Hahahahahhah.

So cutting the crap short- I did meet Gman for the SSO concert.
1. He was late.
Which lead to some crazy running to the Esplanade. Hahahah omg you're lucky I can run.
2. SSO concert was.. good.
There was this entire set from The Nutcracker! :D :D :D :D :D
SDT is currently showing The Nutcracker (the ballet) at the Esplanade too, and Crestar's rehearsal today was also for tomorrow's performance called.. The Nutcracker.
(Although I really don't see how our concert = The Nutcracker. Really.)
So I was really happy when all-time-fav Sugarplum Fairy was played. Hahahahhaha yes:D
And then there were all the cute lil Christmas songs and yes, I sang along.
I, Sang, Along.

Hahahahhahaahha okay. =___________= Yikes no the windows didn't break.

3. Spent time at Max Brenner's, The chocolate barrrrr.
My recommendation, of course. It's my favourite pplace for chocolate:D
Hot chocolate was awesome. No words big and beautiful enough to describe.
4. Ate at the Hawker centre after the perf (around 10pm?)
My recommendation once again, like Duh. I am Singaporean and will shrivel up and die without Singaporean food okay. I love being cheapo.
So there. I managed to convince someone else that I am low-maintenance. Hahhaahaha.

If it were another girl, Gman would've probably spent over $100. I told ya i'm good.

Well so that brings me to tomorrow...
(:
Rehearsal in the day.
Surprise at night.

Yes i'm so sorry in advance y'all, i'm leaving rehearsal early to go crash something. (:
Hahahahah maybe I should tell S in advance... Hmmmmm. But well. Let's see.
HONGBIN AREN'T YOU HAPPY:D Hahahhaha can't wait! Fry me some squid or something k.

Nothing beats the comfort of a friend (being bored at work). (: Hugs allowed.



Well.
YEAH I'M SO DAMN DESPERATE SO SEE THIS:
I miss you.
You might be right. It might be my personality and temperament. How I tend to fight, how I use my words dripping with sarcasm and how I can be so rash. But does that matter to you?

While the 1 and a 1/2 boys that I care about are both currently MIA,
I cannot help but wonder what the heck i'm doing.
The 1/2 exists not because that boy isn't very guy-ish, but because he's slowly fading from my brain. And for that 1/2 to become a 0, I just need one thing. One, fcking reason and like that he's so stingy he also don't want to give. Thanks larh. I don't want to call you a ******* but I think it's long overdue. So here it comes. .....
You *******.

The 1?
Ahya. .......... Talking about him makes me angry lah. **** you lah Lym.

B-r-e-a-t-h-e Noelle. Okay.

Hahahahhaha yeah i'm one damn weird girl but you already know this.

And i'm really lousy cause my one sole form of communication (apart from ignored SMSes- both parties are guilty of this) with that 1/2 a boy is this BLOG which i'm not even sure he actually remembers anymore because right now he might be fucking some brainless hot chick that's so easy peasy he gets whatever he wants and I honestly do not know what to think anymore. ):

And i'm really not supposed to blog this but i'm not supposed to appear Desperate and so it's against my pride to SMS first and that is why i'm here waiting for "the rugger dude".
Don't you tell me "JUST MESSAGE HIM FIRST LAHHHH" because I will stone you with whatever I have. And I believe, not from the bottom of my heart though, that he's quiet because he is genuinely busy and simply cannot fork out a fucking second of his precious time to whip out his mobile and go "Hi love(; How are you?" (to me and not to other Noelles or cute pretty girls).
Yes. I will believe.

Okay. Breathe!

I'm so darn lazy to roll out of bed. I'm dreading the rehearsal.
And I think G Nat is still sleeping. Good.. great.
Do you know I don't even know where i'm supposed to go?
Like YEAH I know... 1-6pm but meet at where first?!?

I want to smack my head for not asking properly. I'll just go to Victoria Theatre-_- (Loner.)

How to look good and proper enough in all black?!
Headache. Argh.

Samuel Ow is really going to that Bbq tomorrow that I CANNOT ATTEND.
Don't ask me why but i'm ): about it. I might probably surprise and crash after the perf ends at 10PM OMG but Sam says he won't stay there till so late because he needs his gay Beauty Sleep.
Yeah since he absolutely loves being gay and loves telling everyone about it, i'll help him.
Anddddddd i'm gonna miss seeing everyone, again. ): Boohoohoo!

And it suddenly occured to me that I have absolutely nothing to do on Monday morning and can afford to accompany a Friend for four hours. (: And I forgot to ask how work was.
-smacks head. Well i'm asking here... O_O Did you smell people's feet??


For those in camp:
Enjoy yourselves(:

For that boy:
Eh you better come spend some time with me. It's beginning to look like a repeat of what happened two months ago. ): Honestly, i'm scared.

Thinking back, thinking of you
Summertime think it was June
Yeah I think it was June
Laying back, head on the grass
Chewing gum, having some laughs
Yeah having some laughs

You made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one

C. Tan just reminded me of the song yesterday. And the lyrics hit me like a cold wave.
Plus he opened my eyes on a certain somebody (P-l-a-y-e-r) and also made me realise that ****** wasn't as great as I used to think he was. Hahaha well none matters now I guess.

I'm so sorry everyone who has made plans to go out with me or something.
Cause right now, my wallet is void of cash including all my coins.
And that is all thanks to the mad spending today with Nicholas Kwa at town. Hahhahahaha wtf.

I blew my money on:
F21 bracelet (darn pretty:D), Cotton On's cardigan, lunch, Daiso cheapo shopping, movie, NYDC (omg this was the total killer).

It's a hell lot of money to me, I don't everrrrr spend like that.. But our dear neighbour Nick..
Zara waistcoat, Royce chocs (My recommendation:D), NYDC, movie, hotdog, lunch that was like 3 times the price of mine... Idk what else. Nicholas is now like more than $100 bucks poorer!
More than twice of what I spent. Hahahah.

Not that it matters. Some people have like a huge ass box of money... O:
Life is unfair. But we all know that.

I would like to express my unhappiness at being small sized.
The wrist bracelet I bought is loose enough to roll off my hand. And most of the nice stuff at F21 was L sized. Perhaps I should try gorging on a daily basis to fill out those huge, loose curtain-like things. Hahaha and the miserable rack of sales items at Cotton On.. I needn't complain more.

And besides, if you're larger-sized, you'd probably be curvier.
More ****s and bigger ****. Both of which i'm sort of lacking at the moment.
:/

So apart from sharing my thoughts and observations and complaints about the Guy species in general and some not so general examples, we caught The Day The Earth Stood Still.
Yeah I admit. That was my suggestion- due to.. yeah I admit lah okay, Keanu Reeves.
(: (: (: But.. Why is he gay. Just tell me. WHY!
The Strait Times was right to give the movie a 3 out of 5 though. Movie was average.

And we got caught in an embarrassing situation at NYDC. Hahahah i'm so not going to embarrass ourselves again by telling you what happened. But in any case... Stupid fucking ATM machine.

Wake up call, coffee and juice
Remembering you
What happened to you?
I wonder if we'll meet again
Talk about life since then
Talk about why did it end

I'm probably going to go back to working next week. I can't seem to find anything else to do with my pointless holidays. I'm not like going to EGYPT and AUSTRALIA or even CAMP or even cheap MALAYSIA, not like you bunch of lucky people... ): So i'm going to have to spend my holiday alone.
Christmas alone.
Birthday alone.
Dismal, dull, depressing indeed.

I notice it's due to my influence that many of my guy friends are turning to online shopping?
Hahahah yikes there goes the money. O:

ELF Asia should just go. Like, GO off.
What's the point of importing in American cosmetics so expensively?? Urgh and it doesn't even carry up-to-date products and honestly, nothing beats the orginal site.
Because of them i've completely lost my support for the brand. Despite their kick-ass prices and pretty colours and everything that made the brand so well-loved. Even Sasa sells it so darn ex??

I'm really afraid of what's going to happen tomorrow.
The rehearsal and all? Hahah although i'm mighty excited that I can help do stage make-up:D
It seems my favourite part of performing, actually. I hope no small kid pees in her pants.
Or vomits. Or cries. Or fights. I'll just stare and stone, really.
Alisha, if you see this, are you game for lunch with your godsis? (:

And then i'll be attending a concert at the Esplanade in tee and slacks. Lol. I'm just that good.

To that Ryan who got me through last night:
Thank you so much(: Your secret meant something to me.
I hope you had a conversation of at least decent intelligence.

And here i'd like to publicly declare:
I'm waiting for a girl-magnet who can't guarantee me anything. As put in his own words.
Well well. At this stage, no harm taking that risk- though it might sound crazy, coming from me.
Are you worth it? :/ I pray so.

So take a look at me now


PS. I'm really mad at certain guys and the way they behave.
It's so damned immature, especially since they're older than me.
I don't even give a damn a-n-y-m-o-r-e.

Whoa, damn tired.

Came back from my outing with Clement Tan.
I rushed to finish the last bit of my workload and I did it! :D Hahaha proud of myself man.
And you. Once again, older and wiser huh.
I had fun(: If only that girl dared to come in and join us in Subway. Hahahahha that'll be great.
Someone had multiple panic attacks and hell yeah it was enjoyable to observe.
Who the heck can be so scared of a girl??? "She's not a normal girl!"- HAHAAHAHAHA right.

It feels good to spill everything to someone and not be judged. When you spill:
Girls criticize, guys are mostly scared off- but for a friend to listen and genuinely be concerned?
It's the best. Thank you, for letting me experience that. And for being so dead honest and gross.
-Editted because he wasn't concerned... more of CURIOUS. Hahah but at least it's genuine!

Hahahaha and omg, which other guy would slap me on the back as a form of goodbye?!?!??
No wonder Thalia and you got no hanky panky going on. Damn it! Hahahahahahah.
That'll be interesting. Although expected.
-Adding on. Because I found out that the slap on the back wasn't intended! Haha hugs next time la(: And WOAH someone's quite popular with the girls uh... got hugged from the back? O:

Oh right sorry Amanda for not going to Swensen's!
Last minute change of plans due to the fussy birthday boy.
-No edits here. For he really is damn fussy...

Clement Tan. Hear see hear see!
The cheapo, scrawny, nice, retarded and fussy guy.
He's like my new definition of Retarded lah. Hahahahah yeah those are compliments to him.
He's got a pet rock hand carried from India and a pet Wilson brand tennis ball named Wilson.
Which has a bandana and a butt ugly face.
He carries an Adidas deodorant that is actually meant for ladies.
(That Thalia also uses. Talk about chemistry and "coincidence" mannnn.)

On a random note, the number of random people I hardly know who read my blog scares me!
Hahahahahha wtheck. For those who are lost and completely ????!??? about following my Guy Adventures, or so i've heard someone term them, don't worry- you are not alone.
And soon perhaps, there would be no more to follow! UH OH. Dum dum dum..! (:

And seriously- I don't mean to confuse but most of my good friends are currently guys.
Everything is P-l-a-t-o-n-i-c. Yes believe it. (:

I just noticed today that I need a couple of things.
-New mascara.
Thanks to Clement's unknowing comment on the flaking mascara. Sua gu I tell ya.
Either splurge on a new tube of Diorshow or try the Huge-Ass Mabelline Colossal new one.
-New shoes. Specifically: those fucking nice Oxford booties.
Got a new pair of pumps (Cotton On, my Favourite Cheapstuff Shop) to replace my recently ruined black leather ballerina pumps. I somehow made a hole it in, and Mum sent it to the Cobbler, and I made the hole reopen damn big. No idea how and why that always happens:/
But Oxford's are the IN shoe of the season and I cannot help but admit how Orgasmic they are.
-A proper girly girl dress.
Plans to wear a dress today failed due to Dress Being Inadequately Nice. And so I don't think I managed to make Clement all nua over me. Hahahahahahahhaha.
-A hug.
We all have wants and needs. That, by far and large, my favourite quote from D. Although used for highly different purposes. Of which I would no longer want to be reminded of.
And nothing would perk me up better than a hug from our local Mr Indonesia. Lol.

Anyone who gets me whatever mentioned above like within a week,
I will give you a big, sexy, steamy..
HUG! Hahahahahahha what a joke.

I think you all ought to see this. Girls who don't get this kinda of shit frequently, I envy you.
(Friendster)
From:
pink
Date:
12/10/2008 10:06 am
Subject:
hi
Message:
can you be my love one

I swear that's effin' desperate. I needn't say more man.
I should put up a sign which says "I'M LESBIAN SO F OFF." Or something similar?
"GOT BOYFRIEND LIAO. DON'T TRY." Hahaha I have to resort to lying???
Grawr. Or perhaps follow a certain girl in our level...
"Sex-related messages will be ignored!"
Hahahahahahahhaha no prizes for guessing there- it's quite obvious who.


Anyway.
I'm scratching off the red marks on my slate. Might've been bad before but not now.
And starting afresh. As I do every once in a while after a spot of trouble and pure bad luck.

So, bring it on baby. (:
I've been waiting for you.

PS. RYAN LIM HOW COME YOU HAVEN'T UPDATED ME ON YOUR FANTASTIC MAKING UP AND MAKING OUT?!?!? HOHOHO I KNOW WHAT YOU TWO HAVE BEEN UP TO BEHIND THOSE DOORS MAN. WTF WTF! NO WONDER YOU'RE NOT MOODY ANYMORE. I'm howling with laughter man:D

I'm being blackmailed by Osama. Great. Lol.

Happy Birthday Clement Tan!
And Happy Birthday Td. (:
No, I haven't forgotten.

Ps. I'm really quite happy now that i've gotten my answer.
I promise to be good. So trust me and lead me. You're the uncertain one, my friend.

And no, I haven't died or commited suicide yet.

Hi everyone. (:
It's hard to die. It's harder to live. But i'd choose aircon to coffins anytime.
In any case, something happened today that saved my life.

I owe it to one single comment from a random stranger.
This old malay lady came up, pram pulled along, to me at AMK mrt where I was meeting that annoying blogshop owner. And she told me:
"You know, you look like a Barbie doll."

Right that may not sound as pleasant to everyone, but I took it as a compliment.
I stoned for nearly 5 seconds before I smiled, and whispered a 'thank you'.
If I had been thinking straight, I would've tapped out, grabbed that woman and planted a big kiss on her blessed forehead. And scream "Selamat Hari Raya" or something.

At the moment when I felt lowest, ugliest, most pathetic,
You saved me. Thank you. (:

And to the many people who cared, it meant a lot to me. (:

Now that i'm suddenly free of this... uh curse, a lot of things seem to be happening.
(What good timing:D)
On Friday, we've got that Crestar perf i'm helping out with. And shortly after, i'm accompanying a certain classical music lover to Singapore Symphony Orchestra's performance.
On Thursday, i'm shamelessly surrending my entire day to Nicholas Kwa. Hahah the two no lifers who have the most bad luck in romance are heading out(:

And on a random note,
Bon Voyage Andrew Lim. (: Have tons of fun yeah.

That brings me to tomorrow..
Andrew Lim's kaki, Clement Tan, is going to be the luckiest boy on the planet.
Originally tomorrow's his first day of work, and my last day of work, so I proposed to buy him dinner. But now since the first is not happening, we've changed it to lunch.

Like hello, Noelle Leow buying a guy lunch??? Hahahahah go thank your lucky stars dude.
And the good stuff doesn't stop there, you know.
I'm good at surprises(;

Sadly, i'm going to have to give the BBQ at Jeremy's place a miss since i've got to help out at the perf on Saturday till like 10pm. O_O Aww don't cry Hongbin! Hahahahah i'll see you all soon(:
And i'll bring that awkward boy Samuel Ow along as a present too.

You know what. I don't need distractions. I'm really feeling okay. (:
Sure it takes a bit of time, but i've got tons of it so no worries there.


Oh right and the next random person who comes up and tells me:
-Oh I know Dom! :D
-I told you Dom is a bastard.
-Or anything related to Dominique Lee,
Will get a bitchslap from me. Guys, this is NOT the way to pick up girls, whoever you may be-_-
Girls, keep your bitching far from me.

That's the problem with guys like him.
(Even Clement Tan knows his band, wtf.)
Wtf. Hello i'm like through with this but I still have to handle such bull?

And for the fucking last time:
I do not care about Dominique Lee. Nor will I give a flying fuck if you do know him.
He's not even my friend so just drop it-_- More like I know him and he knows me? End of story.

At the minimum, friends don't do this to each other.
No explanation, no nothing. Well I won't believe anything now either since trust = no more at all.



Last thing:
I like that crude, easily bullied, rugger boy's style.
I've never said this, but you've always impressed me with how you never give up.
On everything. Me included, I guess.
And there'll always be some things I don't understand. But smile, idiot, smile!

I told myself it was going to be all fine.
And it was.

Until I was stood up for half an hour.
Standing there- cold, alone, and waiting.
I never felt more pathetic. You made me seem like such a fool.

And I walked away without a sound. I didn't dare to meet those eyes.
Because if I showed any emotion, I knew which emotion would show first.
Barely two steps away, I started to tear. And it hasn't stopped.
Crying in public couldn't be more humiliating.

And i'm glad you never saw that.
I promise you that you won't see me anymore.

Still cold, still alone, and still waiting. I'll put a stop to that.

Somehow, very surprisingly,
I'm in a jovial mood this morning.
I even have the urge to comfort poor Andrew Lim because he's pathetic. Hahaha and i'm not getting goosebumps reading his post(: In fact, I can honestly say: "I understand".

Yeah so well for everyone to know:
We are done.
Like ties severed.
Cut.
Finished.
Parted ways.
Separated.
Stopped.

Ah whatever, you get the picture.
And I know i'm supposed to feel all weep-ish and emotional and tortured, but i'm done with that. Hahaha one night was more than enough. I swear- it was getting so draggy and so.. pathetic.
(Believe me, I knew it all along- I knew what you thought! Hahahah.)

So while i'm devoid of all romantic feelings currently, at least i'm happy. (:
Nothing would feel better than some Starbucks in a small cafe with a certain friend, actually.

And the most ironic thing?
I told D to 'Stay the fuck away from me' and yet i'm meeting him later to return his camera.
Hahaha my gosh I have no idea what i'm gonna do. I think I might stand 20 meters away and throw it and run off! But it's such a damn hassle. Wtf, so much for spoiling my lazy day for a guy.

You had better appreciate this last favor man.

Hahah and I bet a whooooole lot of people have the urge to go: "I TOLD YOU SO"
But yeah whatever I knew 3/4 of the things you were gonna say. Ah well.

It was so embarrassing last night man.
Hahaha omg has your mother ever heard you crying and came to (caringly) interrogate you??
It's the worst- everrrrr. Could've just rolled over and died.

I'm feeling alive and awake and not in the least bit sleepy this morning despite lying in bed awake till around 4am. Haha no Alisha I couldn't get to bed. I was thinking of my next step.
And I still don't know what it is. Hmmmmmmm.

The weather is just awesome don't you think. (:

And against my better judgement, it seems that seeking comfort for a broken heart from that guy Does Not Work. Haha perhaps the busted ankle busted his brains too.
But at least I thought someone would understand me. I thought wrong.

In these cases, girlfriends are No. 1.
Thank you Alisha. And I never meant to upset you but I was just being honest.
I still love you. (: You're the only one who understands and rides through all the nonsensical tough times with me. If you were any nicer to me, I might really turn lesbian with you!
Hahahahahahah omg Noooooooooo not yet lah.

I think the term "WAG" is hilarious. It gets me, everytime!
Firstly, it rhymes with 'Hag'. And if you put a 'Wig' in front, it sounds even funnier.
And wth, I was/am going to be a WAG. Or in other words, WAG-to-be. Hahha wtf.


The end of one story is the beginning of a new one.
I don't quite remember if it was a dream or if it really happened, but anyhow, here's my answer:
The distance doesn't matter. I'm quite willing to go the literal distance if you're worth it.
And then again I have my doubts and grudges- and I feel like running somewhere new to start something afresh with someone new. Or perhaps, revive an old romance ended by insecurity.

I'm different. I've learnt. I've grown.
I'm not the one missing out, dear boy. You are. Well whatever. I forget.


L-o-v-e.
I'm never gonna give up on you.
You keep me alive; pumping, rearing for more.

So thanks to someone's busted ankle, i'm F-r-e-e tomorrow.
): ): ):
Hahaha maybe I shouldn't have joked about the wheelchair and stuff. Well I hope you're okay.
But well, at least this time my "Good luck" helped (I Think.) (:


Just came home from a stressful outing with the family.
I just can't stand the way they argue. So i'll continue sticking to my quiet corner of the car.
But dinner at Sketches was good. (:

Anyway, did anyone watch the (Suzuki Cup, lol.) match between Singapore and Myanmar??
Fwoah.
It was the most violent, rough game i've seen thus far. I'm not a fan of local soccer at all but I swear I was glued to the tv just now. (Blond Noh Alam Shah!) Hahaha but whatever.

And no wonder they say Asian soccer is Slow Motion soccer.
So slow! They run like they're jogging.
Whereas Lionel Messi uh.... zoom zoom zoom(: He's still my faaavourite.

Today was a slacker-fest. Hahahaah you would know if you've been staying home and resting the whole day. And now, Sam Ow owes me an outing. (: Hwahwahwahwahwa.

Geez. The best way to get over a guy?
Hang out with friends. Seriously. And guy friends somehow always make me realise that there are better guys out there. Somewhere. Tanning in Hawaii in their trunks or swimming with the sharks in Australia or basically, hiding somewhere far, far, far away from me.

Well it takes time. Time is said to heal all wounds.
Even when they're self-inflicted. I knew I wasn't good enough.
And remember.

How i'm the only one who can make you burn up like that.
How you thought I was the best thing that happened.
How i'm the only one who would sacrifice so much for you.
How no one can offer a love anything like mine.

Forget once you meet someone new. I don't mean to cling on.
You hate clingy people anyway.

Why are you everywhere??
Why are you doing everything with everyone but me?


Another day of agony and dismal thoughts, another day I survived without you.
Setting ablaze those walls I put up to keep you in and others out.

Isn't it just too coincidental how everything starts going wrong once the first thing fails?
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even, no

Why?

Your little indirect words send my world into havoc.
If you didn't know already, I do still keep that eye open and waiting.

But it seems i'm waiting for something that's unmoving and unchangeable.

Thank you Fate for messing around here. I stick up my middle finger to you.
For creating a crater that's so big and so empty. Only one meteor could possibly fill up that entire space on its own.

Till then, it's time to start repairing the damage done to my Earth. Let's stop the rain now.

IT'S 10:30 ALREADY.
Hahaha yes, CAUTION: EXTREMELY MADLY PHOTO HEAVY POST.
I actually bothered to upload photos for over an hour- ohmygoodness.
And just for your info, that was less than half of our photos. Hahahahah.

So the Beachy Bitch outing was just in time(:
Because if you haven't already sensed the tension from my darl tagboard, you must be very slow or very insensitive. (As most guys are.)
Anyway, i'm keeping myself out of THAT love triangle.
Had half a mind to yell and get mad, but i'll just ignore. I-g-n-o-r-e. Or I might really lose it.
Girls are fucking complicated creatures. I'll leave it at that.

(Who knows why guys still like us so much? Lol.)

Yup yup, met Gyanasekaran Natasha (I SPELL CORRECTLY RIGHT:D) at Pakquay for lunch.
My fashion eye was well and working today and I got myself a really good buy.
A straw Fedora from Cotton On! :D It does wonders.
Hahahahha yeah Nat was inspired to copy me, wth.

Rented bikes after a whole lot of lazing and wandering around Marine Parade.
Went all the way down to Bedok Jetty!
Hahahahhaa YEAH the botak Old Uncle who is very the pro at fishing remembers me! "Of course", he even adds. (as "Xiao Mei Nu"- lol!)
And I promised him i'll bring "Xiao Shuai Ge" back to see him. Lol.
Since when did I turn cheenapok? Who knows man.
I think he might have some ulterior motives lo:/ There's just something about him.

But anyway,











And that was before the rain came. Fwoah.
The Old Uncle told me that it'll rain in fifteen minutes. Damn "on" luh! Hahaha and the bunch of uncles there were all blaming me for "bringing the rain" or something. Wth?
And they all told me to go back just to see them. Riiiiiiiiiight.

Then we rushed crazily (in the wrong direction) to Macs for shelter. Went nearly to the end before we realised and turned back. Subway-ed instead:D And we played Honeymoon Bridge and Big Two while at it. I am a Big Two pro. (:
(I had all the 2s for the first game and 3 of them for the second!) HAHAHAH poor Nat.

Returned bikes and walked a hell lot. And for a good few hours!
I love the beach! :D Hahaha yeah the weather was great too.
Nat was such a bimbo lah. Idon'tknowwhy. Hahahhaa.

And well, you know how I like cute angmoh guys right. (Come on who doesn't.)
Hahahahaha there were these two angmoh guys, half-naked, sitting on the bench.
And when they saw us walking past, one of them smiled, winked, and waved at me.

I should have been squealing or winking back or something, but instead, I held everything in.
And two seconds and another two metres away, I burst into many uncontrollable peals of laughter. Hahahahahahahahh!
COME ON WHO THE HECK WANTS FLABBY 30-SOMETHING ANGMOH GUYS.
And DO I LOOK LIKE AN SPG TO YOU!?!?! Hahahahahahhaahhaa they're so desperate- omg.
I swear that kept me laughing throughout the rest of the day.

And we received many many stares.
I was asked where I bought my hat, or told that my hat was nice probably five times.
And one offer was made to buy my hat! :D
Damn. I should wear that hat out everyday since it's such a GUY MAGNET(:
(and a good conversation piece)
Some guys just completely dig it! :D

Met Nat's mum briefly, cause she and a bunch of toastmasters were supposed to build sandcastles. Hahah yeah- the huge-ass cool ones near our Cross Country site!
Nat's mum slacked at a corner cause she didn't wanna get dirty. Like mother, like daughter.



(:
And my sock tan is so hopeless I should just spray tan my foot.


Any boat that sees this would probably turn and head off in the other direction!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA:D



I just l-o-v-e my brown hair you know.




Woah woah woah.
The next big Victoria's Secret model! O:




HAHAHHA this is damn funny.
Nat's attempt to shake a coconut tree for coconuts.




?!?!?!!?
She actually succeeded?!?!?!
Woah. Good job Nat!
(If only I didn't see and take photos of how you threw up a coconut that was already on the ground. Hahahahahhaha you bloody cheaterbug!)

And well, the more hilarious thing. Some soon-to-be-weds decided to DIY their wedding shoot..


Please don't mind me. Check the behind.
1. That is a terrible, awfuly gown. Go change it.
2. That is the way to go during a recession. DIY using a cheap digital camera.
3. How dare you touch our coconut? Isn't it embarrassing?



Um.
Um.
Hmmmmm. (:
I wonder how that'll look like in the wedding album. I hope they don't choke on their food.






Ha, hahahahahaha! Nat the Retard- her truest colours. And my Aldo sunglasses:D



My hair was surprising obedient today. (: I love you.



Artistic arrangement of the pretty shells we picked up. (and accidentally left at the hawker.)

Nat's so cute. :D





Noelle caught being very, very unglam.


And this shows our actual height! :D
I am still taller than after, after 12 years:D Hahahahhahah I tend to bend lower when we take photos but yeah. This is the real deal people.

Dinner at the Hawker.
Fried hokkien mee, char kuay teow, huge-ass Coconut and satay satay.
I love Singaporean food. Seriously. Can't live without it man.


The most artistic arrangement of satay sticks after, courtesy of G.Nat. (:

Hahahahahha and if you didn't already guess,
I spent a whole, lot of money money today. Whattheheck.
There was a really cute guy selling satays. And he was staring. (:
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.



Xoxo,
Tired and smelly, as someone loves to call me,
Noelle.

Ps. Good luck Ym for your SC 42km run tomorrow. Lol need me to rent bike for you? :D Wheelchair also can. Hahahahahahhaha.
Pss. Alisha if you break your promise, i'll break you.

Yaawn rawr roar.
ThankGodIt'sFriday.
(:

I wanna start keeping a diary next year. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Only two more days of work and i'm free, like,
FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (:
Too bad everyone's getting busy only now. ): So there go my holidays, alone.
Unless of course I travel to Alisha's house everyday since she can't go out...
O: Hohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho.
Room. HOHOHOHOHOHOHO.
Closed doors. HOHOHOHOHOHO.

Hahahaha sorry sorry i'm just really glad it's Friday and i'm feelin' way weird.
I'm so sorry Alisha!
-NOW CHANGE THAT MSN NAME IMMEDIATELY!
Don't be sad, we have next time to go out kay. My tomorrow's a Beachy day:D

.new Styleus.alisha is not sad :( < says:
im so not sad :(
Noelle ; says:
HOI

I found out, through some funny conversation, how Shaun Leow gets his lunches free.
Fwoah, girls these days are scary shit man. Hahah and no effin way will I do that!
And just so you know, there's some awesome gig going on tomorrow at SP.
Firefight, dontknowwho and forgotwho.
Basically, check it out yourself or ask an SP person who reads notices around the school.

Should I go? :D $15 a tickettt.

And I guess i'll be seeing alot of Shaun's funny friends for the holidays since i'm so generously helping him with his project. Hahahah the scripts are all damn funny. Imaginative- good!
(Apart from them being funny and horny and gross, they have hilarious voices. Might just record and show you some time- it's either they permanently have something stuck in their throats or they haven't break voice yet? Hahahahahhahaha no offence, I swear!)

Oh right yeah, I figured from many convos that Mass Comm ain't my thing.
So i'm preparing for the worst, i.e. I don't get into Vjc, and i'm checking out poly courses.
Kiasu but hey it's always good to be prepared!
What if I get above 10 for L1r5? Yeah. That's damn likely. ):

It's barely over yet i'm impatient for results already. Hahhahaha I can't stand wasting my time like this and not learning anything leh! ):

I'm gonna pray hard that the Super Athelete Wannabe goes wherever I go. (:
I'll influence him to mug hard, and he can go enjoy his training and "being fit"ness.
But it's a waste of his academic potential still. ): Sigh. What can I say anyway.
Sports is his passion. And what's mine? Um. Hmmm.

And perhaps I never mentioned this.
But I have a phobia of entering a new school alone without any friends.
Just like how I have a phobia of performing on stage alone. Surprising ain't it.
Because i'll think of the screwed up DSA audition and i'll panic and forget stuff.

Keep that to yourself. It's not easy exposing your fear.
And perhaps that's why I don't really feel like joining dance in Vj.
The embarrassment and all is just too much to bear. It's a deep scar.

Oh by the way,
I decided to be gracious and forget stuff for a moment last night. (:
I hope it did some good. Hahaha but i'm not that important and perhaps a hundred other people have said it before me, so it won't make that much difference.
Whatever, it's the thought that counts.

Aloha weekends. (: You smell good.

Lol!
And one more-
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
stop growing, boobs.

Ha, ha, ha hah ah ahahah! Anyway. Serious matter.

Noelle ; says:
youve got me thinking.
Noelle ; says:
just get it done and over with.
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
just f and run

Love how she always completes my sentences right. (:
F and run is so apt.
If you can figure what we were talking about, you get a prize.
Had a strangely open conversation with Alisha. And I think she's the only person i'll ever converse the topic with anyway. Cause I know she got experience? O: O: O: O: HAH!
And omg that was so disappointing! Hahahahah never again man.
What's with all the hype about it-_-

I'm going crazy. You crazy bitch. What's with your brain. Go scrub it.
The memories are haunting me. I feel like Chuck Bass during Blair's 18th Bday Party.
Sigh. I hardly like to blame, but I blame you for this predicament.
Does anyone think it'll be different after the exams?


Anyway. Monday's a public holiday:D
Hint hint hint!
But someone's (so obvious who lah) made his move already luh, must show some face:\
Be honoured. (: Be honoured I even talk to you and I haven't kneed you yet! Hahahahah.
I might show up on monday with some wax strips and Veet? Hmmmmmmmmmmm.
You SURE anot? O:

Hahahaha okay omg the Pee In The Bushes incident was hilarious.
Okay i'll take some blame. Your friend and I conspired to drive behind and watch:D HAHAH.
And if you could hear his laughter from your spot, it was cause I was laughing my ass off too.
(:
"Later the bush drown how?!"
"Nevermind lar. Got alot of bushes."


Roads, taxis, 6 seconds. The smell of temptation and no deodorant.

Argh. Tough luck N. You're in a damn big pile of shit.

I am indeed feeling desperate for something. And here, it's time for some GG(:
In Blair Waldorf's words:
I've got an itch that only Chuck can scratch.

Hmmm.
Wah piang I feel like eating some B&Js.

And on song choices, I think some songs are just too obvious for their own good. Hahahhahaha.
Well it was an obviously better choice than outright blogging my proposal out. Alisha would've fainted and no guy would ever ever ever read again. We don't want that now do we. O:
That (John Legend) song gets a tad annoying after a while, but anyway..

.new Styleus.alisha < says:
sing Greenlight to him lah
Noelle ; says:
......
Noelle ; says:
wait i search for lyrics
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
k
Noelle ; says:
i only know the chorus.
Noelle ; says:
how??


GOFIGURE.

Bear with me for a bit.
But i'm damn annoyed with myself today.
Because I wore the wrong bra out. ))))))):
It's not even a proper bra- more like a damn loose bikini.
Stupid thing doesn't serve any purpose.
#*)(*)_(&*$#!#@!.

Hahha alright info overload I know- but I can't help it since Mum just left the office and can't complain to her.
And all thanks to her, i've got to cancel my lunch date with Dad at The Bar & Billiard to run some errands. Damn. Wasted. :/ (I think Dad's pissed at me now.)

And i've just did a small test this morning- I think my Mum's allergic to me going to NP Mass Comm. Or any poly, for that case. Well. I might be the first to cure allergies! O: I hope.
I bet Dad would just yell at me. Noelle-in-Poly is probably like cancer to him.

What's so bad anyway. ....

And ever since last night I see only one thing when I close my eyes.
That look you gave me that day that said how much you're holding back. And when I trusted you to do the right thing. Gulp. That was some time back. But since then i've been aching for some more.

You're fucking confusing me.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say when i'm all choked up but you're okay

But ever since last night, i've also felt some warmth when I thought of.. yesterday?
(: My gosh. Shit- Hahahahaha I am one stupid naive girl.

Off to lunch alone. Probably too busy thrashing things out with the bank staff to eat.
They'll die if they don't listen to me, I tell you. D:

2:06pm.

AM PISSED.

For the second time in a row, it starts pouring madly during my lunch break.
For the second time in a row, I get drenched.
What makes today worse?
I HAD NO BLURDY UMBRELLA TODAY. And so I took my biker jacket out and ran like mad.
Ended up looking pretty much mad too.
AND, I'm wearing white shorts. That are now translucent and I think you might even be able to look right through my boxers. Luckily no lace or tweety bird or hearts and stars or something.

And because I cut costs and bought a faux leather and not real leather jacket,
The thing got wet and I got wet too. =________________=

Which led me to the toilet to dry off
For the second time in a row, I had to borrow a random someone's pair of heels cause my shoes were wet and my feet don't react well with wet shoes. Luckily I found out that these heels belong to Mum! (:
(In fact my legs look good in these shoes. Haha duh, it's freaking four inches.)

Yeah and so for the second time in a row,
I dried my shoes and socks at the toilet handdryer, and earned a good many weird looks.
()@*!)$&!)*(.

Yesterday my Converse sneaks got wet. And after some careful drying, that L.y.m. muddied, MUDdied, my dear shoes cause we somehow ended running in the mud. That b******. D:
And today, my Kappa sneaks got wet. F! AM DAMN PISSED OKAY.

So. Not. Funny. Pls.

And why the heck does that girl only come to office during my unglam days!?!?!?
I wanna dig a hole, jump into it and die.

I'm not gonna post up the pictures- hohoho lucky for you.
Came home from ECP(:
Surprise surprise how I got there.

Met Ym and this other guy whose name I cannot remember at AMK.
The annoying seller didn't meet me cause "We didn't confirm"- what bullshit luh! Irresponsible.
Hahaha and so we dined there. AMK Hub is so not cool.

Okay.
Now, I think guys who can drive are cool! Hahahaha.
Yup we got ferried around but the other guy whose name I cannot remember. :D
Too bad someone's getting his license just before entering Ns. Wah lao.

Fetched another guy whose name I cannot remember and off we went to East Coast Park after much driving round.
They Fished.
Hahaha like what the heck, i've never fished before (don't count long kang fishing and nets) so it was sorta eye-opening. And that 24/7-at-Bedok-Jetty Ah Pek is damn small, but wah piang he talks alot can. Experienced fisher apparently.

The wind was so refreshing. And everything seems so much calmer at night.

It was sorta embarrassing cause this another guy whose name I cannot remember actually remembers me from a concert we all attended together two years ago. ):
1. I'm horrible with names.
2. I have selective memory loss.
But at the very least, he looked familiar. Lol.

So then I had to be a good girl and come home before 10pm.
And left the bunch there- they'll be fishing till tomorrow morning. Fantastic.

Today completely cheered me up, since I was harbouring some very dangerous thoughts since last night. I am so bothered. Grawr. Yeah and thanks Ym. For understanding and all. (:
I'll never forget how you look like in specs. Hahahahaah. And indeed I am a very fussy girl.

Hi Alisha. Muuuuuuacks. (:
Hahahah i'm still thinking about NP and only you, my dear, know why. Hwahwahwahwa.

This song is all I can think about now. Because it's so sweet and... it makes me think.
Sigh. Thinking isn't a particularly good thing to do at the moment.
Because then i'll feel like setting Tampines ablaze. );

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
Give me more lovin’ than I’ve ever had
Make it all better when I’m feelin’ sad
Tell me that I’m special even when I know I’m not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin’ mad, I’m so glad I found you
I love bein’ around you
You make it easy, it’s as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There’s only 1 thing 2 do
3 words 4 you
I love you
There’s only 1 way 2 say
Those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do,
I love you

Give me more lovin’ from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I’ve had, I’m so glad that I found you
I love bein’ around you
You make it easy, it’s as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There’s only 1 thing 2 do
3 words 4 you
I love you
There’s only 1 way 2 say
Those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do,
I love you
I love you
You make it easy, it’s easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There’s only one thing to do
Three words for you
I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words and that’s what I’ll do,
I love you

1, 2, 3, 4
I love you

Do you believe me?
Why on Earth can no guy multi-task!?
I promised Christmas would be good this year.

Is that why?
Do you have any idea what you're doing to me?
Do you know that I don't know what i'm doing either?


Fuck. I think too much.
796. I must be mad and very bored and way too distracted.
Guess what. You're still my wallpaper.

I say-
I'm gonna jump madly on that damn annoying Nikon until it's no longer recognisable.
I'm so frustrated my frustration could power China for a year.

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
If you look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

I'm running away from all this. You, my dear, are one bloody confusing guy.
I wanna tackle you down so badly. Uh. And whatever I do next doesn't matter.
Oh, but you don't give a damn do you. ):

When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope it puts you through hell

I bet Nat's going to blackmail me with a butt-ugly bunch of photos I didn't know what I was doing in. ): Well there's some consolation- Mindy, Tessa, Aisyah (with her boy hair) and everyone's in it. Perhaps i'll show you someday.

SCREW YOU. YOU'RE DRIVING ME NUTS.

Hahaha okay edited-
Because it's better to be demure and ladylike and not scream vulgarities.
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Still- screw you Anon. Get a damned life and quit bothering other people, esp my friends.

Ym. He really knows me better than I think.
You're right- it's probably just me and my temperament.
I probably scared him off.

To someone:
Study hard smart boy.
You don't need a distraction like me. (:

Today, surprising, is one of the most productive days i've had this two weeks.
O:
At this rate, I could probably finish this week.
Hahah but dream on, I don't want to slog my ass off everyday.

So today's thingy was postponed to tomorrow.
Damn. I was sorta looking forward to it you know.
Hahah i'm sorta curious.

In a good mood apart from a slight headache (think the aircon's way too cold).
And i'm so dropping all the emo, clingy, mushy posts.
That is so, not my style. O:

Haha somehow that sounds funny. What's my style then?

And I notice I have this habit nowadays.
I tend to interrogate the new people I meet. Haha and my favourite question?
Boxers, or briefs?
:D It might sound familiar to you.

Angels and Airwaves.
I like. (:
My goodness, I really miss mainstream and the radio.

Alisha alisha... What are you doing uh!?
No need to tell me- I know anyway(:
THE L WORD:D
Hahaha you must've really thanked your lucky stars for those links I gave you huh!
You're hooked onto it- just like porn! HAHAHA. Don't worry, i'll join you once I have free time to go watch. Hahaha:D (actually the porn bits are the best luh. damn hot! O: At least I admit.)

Shane. Shane. Shane. I want to marry you! :/

Okay and since yesterday I've been thinking-
I should go to NP and do Mass Comm.
I can't help but want to stay 100000 males away from TP, sorry babeh Alisha, and well, someone's going there to NP(: Hahah it's not a good thing- but it's still cool.
And it's quite a good course, no? A bad Jc or the best Poly course? Hmmm that's easy.

And that's if I don't get into Vjc.
You know I won't get it anyway. Hahah let's see..
Catholic High guy C and St Nics Thalia say it's either a 3 or partial 4.
I don't take H. Chinese! ): Hahah die luh. Nvm you know i'm so totally not the mugger type anyway. I'd probably die and retain first year. I know... 3 people who did that this year. ): Scary!

The whole world seems to want to go to Vjc. ): Damn.

3 years with a good friend in the same course.
So tempting(: And a nice, cute and funny dude too! Hahaha goodness i'm kidding. O:


Perhaps i'm really asking for it.
Haha but what's the damned point of having suitors when the someone i'm crazy over doesn't give a damn? There's always some trade-off. I'd rather suffer happily.

Yes! It's freaking 6 and home sweet home awaits. (:
Thinking of Saturday gets me excited. The salty air, the smell of the sea, wind sending your hair askew, biking, tanning and skating. :D Can't wait!


Xoxo,
You know you love me.
(GOSSIP GIRL EP 12 IS FREAKING OUT:D- gonna chiong once i'm home!)

What do you think of when you fill those pages now?
Do you still have the urge to hug me?
Am I just another mistake you're not going to correct?

And I still can't help but wonder how anyone could possibly stay so quiet.
Why don't you just yell at me or something.

Collapse. Bed. Blanket. Mont Blanc. You. Sounds awesome.

I've got a new bag, new clothes, new accessories- what's left?
Shoes, of course. And i'm still eyeing those damned Oxfords.
There's something sexy about men-styled things that always catch me.

That would explain why you'll catch me more in shirts and berms rather than my tank tops and skirts these days. Hey, some guys totally dig it you know. O;

Screw the "I'm broke" part- I just got the paycheck today. And after paying Mum for the camera, it seems I have quite a chunk left. Should I revive my poor lil blogshop? :D
Enjoy the money while it lasts. I don't think i'll be able to find a job within such short notice!
Connections connections- I've gotta start looking.

Shoes.
Strappy stilettoes? Hmmmm.

At the moment, i'm in a terrible mood so it would be advisible not to talk to me. I'm getting irritated with almost everyone. But really- no offence meant. I'm sorry.

I'm trying to forget that i'm addicted to you
All I wanted and I needed-

What if I did everything right with the wrong person?

Forgive me. I'm feeling weak and I haven't the strength nor guts to sever those ties.
It must give you some pleasure to know that you're not easy to get over. But don't overestimate yourself either. And don't underestimate me. Don't take that gamble- you're going to lose me.

I miss you.


Editted.
What is with the whole world and revelations these few days?
Is it a new trend to dig up the past and clarify everything?
Is it the season to ask for forgiveness and tie loose knots up?

Anyway.
My small wish came true today. (: Yay.
Samuel Ow came to talk to me. ... And as expected, we thrashed things out.
Boy, that is just such a bad reason for dumping me! I was so sad for nothing lah.
Hahah why on earth would you feel like you didn't deserve me?! Guys are so weird.
(Look. Ryan dumped me cause he was upset that I didn't tell him about Sam earlier. ?!?!?!)
And if you really felt that way then just whack, work harder luh. Makes sense right?!
Haha nvm, it's a thing of the past. We're so going to catch up one of these days again alright? (:

Movies like the old days, The Click Five-lovin' like the old days (remember how you deliberately sang TC5- Happy Birthday one week after my birthday?) and if you ask, i'll definitely camwhore with you. (: Haha sorry but I really hated cameras back then.

Friends.
Sounds like the best plan. Because boyfriends and friends are just two completely different species of men and I can never quite figure them out completely. They can't be both (who knows why) and well, ex-boyfriends are honestly, the best type of boy friends you can have.

Note:
I will be impressed if you can remember my number. Especially if the last time you dialled it was eons ago. (; It's so darn easy please. Haha but really Samuel, i'm touched. Awwwwwwwww.


So tomorrow. Oh my gosh I can't stop imagining how it'll be. Lol. Awkward.. much?
Please.

Those who know me would probably raise an eyebrow, if not laugh their asses off, at my choice of outfit today. Let's see.
Grey leggings, black shorts, a stripy colourful tunic and a black biker jacket.
(Hello since whenever did Noelle wear leggings... O: Eh wait ballet tights are so not counted.)
I don't quite make sense. ): But well, only young people can pull off the mismatching.

It's time to enjoy my youth.
Speaking of which, the 'holiday's are passing by so quickly. Damn.

You're in a strange part of our town.

I swear i'm super fatigued now.
Didn't catch a proper wink of sleep the entire night.
My brain was wide awake. I got up in the middle of the night and somehow I just knew it was 4:20am. Haha and yeah getting back to sleep each time took an hour at the minimum.
Weird outfit + really bad eyebags. :/

Mondays are so terrible.
Today's the worst. Completely unproductive.

But I must tell you..
I'm in love with my new Espirit scent! :D
Espirit Connect smells heavenly. Hahah everyone who's come close enough agrees(:
I always have a fetish for Espirit perfumes:/
I need another bottle- i'm finishing))): Should I get one for Christmas? :D
Okay, the thought of that completely gets me excited.

Hopefully someone someday will do you like I did-

I'm going back to the old ways. It's the holidays, anyway.
Not like it did me much good either.
What's the point of trying so hard to be the best you can, when it's not going to be appreciated? It's just like the old times. It's just another repeat.
And I have no idea why everyone else is happy about it and going "Congrats(:" when I feel completely, totally
Like
Shit.

Hush.
I've done enough. I've done my part.
It freaking isn't my fault.
What can I do now anyway?

Ryan Cabrera - True.
I swear the song can be tear-jerking- but gets me calm all the time. Haha therapeutic luh.
I'm gonna find some time this holiday to learn it. (: No sadly i'm not the type that can learn songs in one hour- I know you all very good luh! :/
My guitar needs to stop rotting in the cupboard.

I need a new everything. Sigh.

Hopefully dinner tomorrow goes well.
Hmmmmmmm.
(:

Contradiction. Here is the definition of it.

Who the hell am I
I want to tell you everything
I can't make up my mind

Spiteful. That's an understatement.
Please say it was all just a bad dream.
That list of those 10 things I love still stays.
And from that, you can infer that there'll always be a spot saved for you.


Chao. Been slacking for over an hour- oh my.
O: Tsk!