Okay as of now i'm looking at a sales journal of...
Vibrators. Hahahahha omg I never knew there were so many variations I feel as though i've been enlightened. Although no, i'm not going to try any soon. No.
Nooo.
Today we formed a mini Hokkien Clan in our class, consisting of Glen, Perry, Yuan Song, Earl, perhaps Shaun and me(: Hahahah don't look at Perry so quiet and guai uh, he's actually a Hokkien pro okay!
And then we shouted the very few phrases we knew.
Hahahha like that also got kick.
Yay my hair now is longgg and curly wavy omg so nice. (:
The results of braiding the whole day!
I actually ran for PE today, and I could've cleared in like 12 plus or 13 max IF I DIDN'T WALK. 5th round my knee gave way I bui tahan and walked for like 1.5 rounds then sprinted the last bit. Angry!
Anyway talking about angry...
Thinking about it I feel damn mad. Really. I'm quite ready to fight.
You seriously shouldn't fuck with me.
What am I that easy to you?
My God. Who do you think you are.
OKAY IM NOT BLOGGING ABOUT THAT.
I AM NOT GOING TO. NO.
Cool down N cool down. Cooooooooooooool down.
Okay i'm gonna stop because i'm in no fit mental state to continue. Shall go do crunches till I roll over in agony and start on my work.
Eh my Favourite Boy turn me down leh, I not happy. ):
Damn not happy now.
Venus
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
Monday, March 30, 2009
LOOK I KNOW I SHOULD BE DOING MORE IMPORTANT THINGS LIKE MY PI AND MY BIO OP AND CHEM TUTS,
BUT OMG.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
YOU KNOW WHAT OMG I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!
Okay like 10 minutes ago I put on the Syf costume we got today... and up till now I haven't taken it off:D IT'S GROWING ON ME(: HAHA!
Omg I just fell off my chair laughing ouch.
I THOUGHT I WOULDN'T FIT INTO IT CAUSE I'VE BEEN EATING SO MUCH SINCE THE MEASUREMENTS WERE TAKEN BUT NO IT FITS NICELY(:
Okay.
I sort of like it. (:
Okay first let me describe it.
It's red and black. The black portion being the midriff portion which is black MESH, meaning that your whole belly can be seen. NO FCKING JOKE. And the piece we got is a mini jumpsuit.. it's a tube with two straps = halter and the bottom's like hot shorts.
Oh, My, God.
Wait it's damn slutty can.
I can't wear it lorh- i'm so conservative!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH.
Okay.
The black mesh part is the most disturbing.
Any extra layer of fats = fcking obvious. Belly button is in full view. Abs (if you have any) can totally be seen. And looking at my self (ah wow I can look through what i'm wearing!) I see no abs whatsoever.
BUT AT LEAST IT'S FLAT!
(:
Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssss. :D
And also right, my totally sexy hip bones can be seen lah!
Hahahahahha:D Like there's this slight shadow cast on my hips= OMG MY HIPS LOOK SEXY. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. A bit lah.
But sadly, i'm not exactly an hourglass so you can't see any obvious curves on me. ): Damn it I need to go wear corsets or something.
And the next best part?
I DON'T LOOK FLAT.
YESSSSSSSS :D Haha okay at least got something there lah.
It's not like... fwoah but better something than nothing right.
Tight what, what to do!
Hahahahhaha omg this is freaking hilarious.
I'm so obsessed with the costume I came up with a whole post on it! :D
Okay but it makes me look fat.
A little bit fatter than what I normally am. ):
Okay for the next two weeks till Syf, here are my goals.
-No more adding rice to my meal portions. (I always, always do.)
-No more twice-daily dinners.
-10 sets of crunches everyday, at least.
-Wear the costume once every 3 days to see how much I need to improve/ make sure I don't outgrow it
-Make sure I don't become any flatter (tough leh this)
5 things. Go go go Me! :D
I CAN DO THIS:D
NATASHA G WE ARE NOT BUYING ANYMORE FOOD TO PUT IN OUR LOCKER UNTIL AFTER SYF. LET'S AIM TO BE SKINNY AND HAVE SEXY ABS TOGETHER!
I mean good-looking people and good bods make the dance look better right! And and and dancers are supposed to be slim and fit anyway. It's time I joined the crowd and start TRYING to be healthy and fit.
(:
Heeheeheeeheeeee okay rant post over.
:D
I imagine Kor Woong being very very traumatised now. And the guys... HAHAHHAHA OMG YOU KNOW WHAT THE GUYS HAVE TO FREAKING SHAVE. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA okay stop being mean:D Come everyone join me on my regime (supposing you don't already have a more rigourous one!)
A short rendezvous after Dance. (:
Hahahha nothing scandalous please. I'm going to be guai for a while now(: Everyone seems to think i'm some damn dirty whore or something wth? I shall prove them wrong. (: Hahahha.
Imma good girl. :D
If anything happens... we know we should blame the guy cause I'm not gonna do anything mannn. (: Heeheee you so paranoid for what!
OKAY TIME TO TAKE OFF THE COSTUME. :D
NAT* says:
*noelle!
NAT* says:
*have you tried syf costume ):
NAT* says:
*omg, i need to doo 1000000 crunches
Noelle ; says:
*NAT
Noelle ; says:
*HAHAHAHHA
Noelle ; says:
*YEAH
Noelle ; says:
*IT MAKES ME LOOK FAT
Noelle ; says:
*IM WEARING IT NOW
NAT* says:
*HAAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
NAT* says:
*it makes me look fat toooo
Noelle ; says:
*HAHAHHA
Noelle ; says:
*omg.
NAT* says:
*omg, i want abs
Noelle ; says:
*my whole belly can be seen
Noelle ; says:
*hahahahhaha
NAT* says:
*HAHAAHAHAA
NAT* says:
*cant we wear like skin leo inside!
Noelle ; says:
*hahahahha
Noelle ; says:
*i think its damn funny
Noelle ; says:
*im going to keep wearing it:D
Noelle ; says:
*hahahahhahahaa
NAT* says:
*omg
NAT* says:
*hahhahahahah
NAT* says:
*omg noelle youre hilarious
Noelle ; says:
*hahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha
PS I think any dancers who read this post would be like..
=______________________________=
Noelle wth are you doing stop being retarded. HAHAHAHH:D
BUT OMG.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
YOU KNOW WHAT OMG I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!
Okay like 10 minutes ago I put on the Syf costume we got today... and up till now I haven't taken it off:D IT'S GROWING ON ME(: HAHA!
Omg I just fell off my chair laughing ouch.
I THOUGHT I WOULDN'T FIT INTO IT CAUSE I'VE BEEN EATING SO MUCH SINCE THE MEASUREMENTS WERE TAKEN BUT NO IT FITS NICELY(:
Okay.
I sort of like it. (:
Okay first let me describe it.
It's red and black. The black portion being the midriff portion which is black MESH, meaning that your whole belly can be seen. NO FCKING JOKE. And the piece we got is a mini jumpsuit.. it's a tube with two straps = halter and the bottom's like hot shorts.
Oh, My, God.
Wait it's damn slutty can.
I can't wear it lorh- i'm so conservative!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH.
Okay.
The black mesh part is the most disturbing.
Any extra layer of fats = fcking obvious. Belly button is in full view. Abs (if you have any) can totally be seen. And looking at my self (ah wow I can look through what i'm wearing!) I see no abs whatsoever.
BUT AT LEAST IT'S FLAT!
(:
Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssss. :D
And also right, my totally sexy hip bones can be seen lah!
Hahahahahha:D Like there's this slight shadow cast on my hips= OMG MY HIPS LOOK SEXY. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. A bit lah.
But sadly, i'm not exactly an hourglass so you can't see any obvious curves on me. ): Damn it I need to go wear corsets or something.
And the next best part?
I DON'T LOOK FLAT.
YESSSSSSSS :D Haha okay at least got something there lah.
It's not like... fwoah but better something than nothing right.
Tight what, what to do!
Hahahahhaha omg this is freaking hilarious.
I'm so obsessed with the costume I came up with a whole post on it! :D
Okay but it makes me look fat.
A little bit fatter than what I normally am. ):
Okay for the next two weeks till Syf, here are my goals.
-No more adding rice to my meal portions. (I always, always do.)
-No more twice-daily dinners.
-10 sets of crunches everyday, at least.
-Wear the costume once every 3 days to see how much I need to improve/ make sure I don't outgrow it
-Make sure I don't become any flatter (tough leh this)
5 things. Go go go Me! :D
I CAN DO THIS:D
NATASHA G WE ARE NOT BUYING ANYMORE FOOD TO PUT IN OUR LOCKER UNTIL AFTER SYF. LET'S AIM TO BE SKINNY AND HAVE SEXY ABS TOGETHER!
I mean good-looking people and good bods make the dance look better right! And and and dancers are supposed to be slim and fit anyway. It's time I joined the crowd and start TRYING to be healthy and fit.
(:
Heeheeheeeheeeee okay rant post over.
:D
I imagine Kor Woong being very very traumatised now. And the guys... HAHAHHAHA OMG YOU KNOW WHAT THE GUYS HAVE TO FREAKING SHAVE. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA okay stop being mean:D Come everyone join me on my regime (supposing you don't already have a more rigourous one!)
A short rendezvous after Dance. (:
Hahahha nothing scandalous please. I'm going to be guai for a while now(: Everyone seems to think i'm some damn dirty whore or something wth? I shall prove them wrong. (: Hahahha.
Imma good girl. :D
If anything happens... we know we should blame the guy cause I'm not gonna do anything mannn. (: Heeheee you so paranoid for what!
OKAY TIME TO TAKE OFF THE COSTUME. :D
NAT* says:
*noelle!
NAT* says:
*have you tried syf costume ):
NAT* says:
*omg, i need to doo 1000000 crunches
Noelle ; says:
*NAT
Noelle ; says:
*HAHAHAHHA
Noelle ; says:
*YEAH
Noelle ; says:
*IT MAKES ME LOOK FAT
Noelle ; says:
*IM WEARING IT NOW
NAT* says:
*HAAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
NAT* says:
*it makes me look fat toooo
Noelle ; says:
*HAHAHHA
Noelle ; says:
*omg.
NAT* says:
*omg, i want abs
Noelle ; says:
*my whole belly can be seen
Noelle ; says:
*hahahahhaha
NAT* says:
*HAHAAHAHAA
NAT* says:
*cant we wear like skin leo inside!
Noelle ; says:
*hahahahha
Noelle ; says:
*i think its damn funny
Noelle ; says:
*im going to keep wearing it:D
Noelle ; says:
*hahahahhahahaa
NAT* says:
*omg
NAT* says:
*hahhahahahah
NAT* says:
*omg noelle youre hilarious
Noelle ; says:
*hahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha
PS I think any dancers who read this post would be like..
=______________________________=
Noelle wth are you doing stop being retarded. HAHAHAHH:D
Lucrative
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Complete the sentence.
I think i'm a freaking pig lah.
Do you have any idea how much i've eaten this week! ):
I had chocolate fondue TWICE, one with Alisha that time and just a few minutes ago a homemade one, fish and chips TWICE, and i've been upsizing nearly every meal. ): Omg. I should work out.
Hahaha and i'm guessing someone's wallet is becoming emptier by the day... Ooops. Again I stress that i'm not high-maintenance! Let's eat cheap(: And oh no one more person says I eat like a rich girl.
I don't.
It's just good table manners. (:
I mean it's so much better to be classy than eat like some ah pek at some hawker centre right. It's much less of a turn off.
My day was meant to be spent studying but..
I failed.
I spent my day sleeping in and baking(:
Baking cheesesticks. They're damn good I swear.
And the last pleasant surprise... Chinhong called me out(:
Met at the first place we met- the park! He's like ego-head number 1. Hahahah:D But as always, talking to him was damn good. And I realise after talking to him I always develop this accent. His english too power already. It's awesome having this sort of neighbour(:
I know why everyone else thinks you're a flirt. But you know, there'll always be one girl you won't get and that's.. me. Hahahahha:D
But I know you love having me as your friend right(:
Sad to say, we're alike in more ways than one. We should seriously have our park rendezvous's every week. (: And i'll let you try my baking next time, promise. (Skinny but still become rugger well done lah you.)
True-blue gentleman. (:
Anyway i'm quite upset- I nearly tore my PW paper into two rolling over it on my chair. Shit. Luckily only the cover page came out!
I think the next thing I need is a nice decent everyday dress.
):
I need to dress more girly.
You'll probably find only a small handful of skirts and dresses under the piles of shorts skinnies and tank tops. ): Sigh.
My moneyyyy. );
Plus lace and florals are in. Gah. Looking good these days is so difficult. Meh. ); Hahahhaha okay that sounded terribly un-Noelle!
Am so not looking forward to school.
You know what? My knee's freaking ugly now I have HUGE blue-blacks, no kidding. And my left knee is swollen. Two more weeks to Syf must tahan.
Come onnn.
D:
Blind hope.
You'll never know.
And so i'll carry on secretly, quietly.
Anyway,
Favourite boy.
):
Don't disappoint me. I can't help but worry my dear.
What to do? (: Hahahah too bad you've got to make me happy.
The closer I get, the more vulnerable I become.
If you want to learn Japanese,
Click and ENLARGE.
HAHAHAH.
I think i'm a freaking pig lah.
Do you have any idea how much i've eaten this week! ):
I had chocolate fondue TWICE, one with Alisha that time and just a few minutes ago a homemade one, fish and chips TWICE, and i've been upsizing nearly every meal. ): Omg. I should work out.
Hahaha and i'm guessing someone's wallet is becoming emptier by the day... Ooops. Again I stress that i'm not high-maintenance! Let's eat cheap(: And oh no one more person says I eat like a rich girl.
I don't.
It's just good table manners. (:
I mean it's so much better to be classy than eat like some ah pek at some hawker centre right. It's much less of a turn off.
My day was meant to be spent studying but..
I failed.
I spent my day sleeping in and baking(:
Baking cheesesticks. They're damn good I swear.
And the last pleasant surprise... Chinhong called me out(:
Met at the first place we met- the park! He's like ego-head number 1. Hahahah:D But as always, talking to him was damn good. And I realise after talking to him I always develop this accent. His english too power already. It's awesome having this sort of neighbour(:
I know why everyone else thinks you're a flirt. But you know, there'll always be one girl you won't get and that's.. me. Hahahahha:D
But I know you love having me as your friend right(:
Sad to say, we're alike in more ways than one. We should seriously have our park rendezvous's every week. (: And i'll let you try my baking next time, promise. (Skinny but still become rugger well done lah you.)
True-blue gentleman. (:
Anyway i'm quite upset- I nearly tore my PW paper into two rolling over it on my chair. Shit. Luckily only the cover page came out!
I think the next thing I need is a nice decent everyday dress.
):
I need to dress more girly.
You'll probably find only a small handful of skirts and dresses under the piles of shorts skinnies and tank tops. ): Sigh.
My moneyyyy. );
Plus lace and florals are in. Gah. Looking good these days is so difficult. Meh. ); Hahahhaha okay that sounded terribly un-Noelle!
Am so not looking forward to school.
You know what? My knee's freaking ugly now I have HUGE blue-blacks, no kidding. And my left knee is swollen. Two more weeks to Syf must tahan.
Come onnn.
D:
Blind hope.
You'll never know.
And so i'll carry on secretly, quietly.
Anyway,
Favourite boy.
):
Don't disappoint me. I can't help but worry my dear.
What to do? (: Hahahah too bad you've got to make me happy.
The closer I get, the more vulnerable I become.
If you want to learn Japanese,
Click and ENLARGE.
HAHAHAH.
Friendship
Saturday, March 28, 2009
No matter how hard I try, I just can't stay mad at you.
Although you ought to be shot for breaking your word- so much for my worrying. Pffft.
There are some people you feel so completely at ease with.
And you forget everything else that's upsetting .
They don't give you that rush, that excitement of a lover, but you just feel as though you can talk about everything and anything with them. They make you feel so loved, and provide you with all the warmth and comfort you need. These people are 1000 tons better than any lover,
And perhaps it's these kind of people we should end up spending the rest of our lives with.
Because love isn't supposed to be exciting,
Or even romantic.
(All those die out in the end, anyway)
It's supposed to be... like this. I think.
(Our candlelit dinner wasn't exactly romantic right. Haha:D)
I'm so glad I have you.
(:
You're the friend I love most.
Although you ought to be shot for breaking your word- so much for my worrying. Pffft.
There are some people you feel so completely at ease with.
And you forget everything else that's upsetting .
They don't give you that rush, that excitement of a lover, but you just feel as though you can talk about everything and anything with them. They make you feel so loved, and provide you with all the warmth and comfort you need. These people are 1000 tons better than any lover,
And perhaps it's these kind of people we should end up spending the rest of our lives with.
Because love isn't supposed to be exciting,
Or even romantic.
(All those die out in the end, anyway)
It's supposed to be... like this. I think.
(Our candlelit dinner wasn't exactly romantic right. Haha:D)
I'm so glad I have you.
(:
You're the friend I love most.
Cyanide
Friday, March 27, 2009
I don't know why but i'm feeling down.
Surprisingly, I don't even have the appetite to eat.
Dance today was terrible.
Don't want to talk about it- just buck up tomorrow.
And while at doing nearly nothing productive, I gained a cut on my right toe and a huge loss of skin (now a giant blister of some sort) on my left toe. I feel damn pathetic.
Dominique Sarron Lee pangsehed me today.
So much for offering to make time for you and bring you go eat nice ice-cream. You're lucky i'm so nice to you and let you bully me so much okay. (Think- how many times have I helped you out?) Haha next time k. (: Soon.
Thanks Jason for trying to cheer me up.
I shan't go watch tomorrow since you're so against it:/
And I'll try not to bully you anymore so that you'll really mean it when you call me "nice". And dimples are the love. (:
Perhaps i've found the reason for all the unnecessary sadness.
I wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the time
Remember.
I am really sick of being judged.
And I don't want to hinder you with it anymore- you don't deserve it. I feel it too. The icy stares, the whispers. I'm sorry, my dear.
Perhaps they're right.
I shan't fight it anymore- think what you want. What can I do anyway? It's already a fixed impression in their heads. I've had enough. I'm so tired, and seriously the last place I want to be is here.
Oh God.
I should just transfer out.
Surprisingly, I don't even have the appetite to eat.
Dance today was terrible.
Don't want to talk about it- just buck up tomorrow.
And while at doing nearly nothing productive, I gained a cut on my right toe and a huge loss of skin (now a giant blister of some sort) on my left toe. I feel damn pathetic.
Dominique Sarron Lee pangsehed me today.
So much for offering to make time for you and bring you go eat nice ice-cream. You're lucky i'm so nice to you and let you bully me so much okay. (Think- how many times have I helped you out?) Haha next time k. (: Soon.
Thanks Jason for trying to cheer me up.
I shan't go watch tomorrow since you're so against it:/
And I'll try not to bully you anymore so that you'll really mean it when you call me "nice". And dimples are the love. (:
Perhaps i've found the reason for all the unnecessary sadness.
I wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the time
Remember.
I am really sick of being judged.
And I don't want to hinder you with it anymore- you don't deserve it. I feel it too. The icy stares, the whispers. I'm sorry, my dear.
Perhaps they're right.
I shan't fight it anymore- think what you want. What can I do anyway? It's already a fixed impression in their heads. I've had enough. I'm so tired, and seriously the last place I want to be is here.
Oh God.
I should just transfer out.
Yummy hunny
Thursday, March 26, 2009
My mother just scolded me for:
1. Buying so many things
(A new bag and Nick's shoes came in the mail today:D)
2. Busting my phone bill.
Uh oh. I am so screwed.
);
I'll bring my new bag to school tomorrow! Hahahah I think it's totally the last bag you'll expect anyone to carry to school but never mind, I am cooooool:D Hahahahhaha nvm lah let you all laugh and stare in awe.
Came home not too long ago.
Hung out with the delta cheer gang mostly today(: Hahahha damn fun omg I really wish I were in cheerleading): Kor Woong and I make the best dancing couple yet- serious. And I want to flyyyyyyy.
I wish I get some weights-loving guy who would carry me up and down everyday! I KNOW weird desire but it's really fun to be carried(: Or so I think. It makes me feel light- which girl wouldn't love that!
Again I will stress how funny Y.S. is especially during econs where he acted bimbo and said alot of weird things:D I hope you didn't die swimming!
Imran's dancing is daaaaaamn cute/ funny omg(:
Anyway, thanks for cheering me up today. I could never be thankful enough for a friend like you:D (who buys me nearly everything I want to eat/ drink) Hahahah nah kidding- you know I <3 you many many!
Although I felt today was quite a bad day,
it did have many many good parts(: Like how my day started out well and happy. And how it ended high(: I got wheeled around in a trolley and nearly killed- it was a fantastic cheap thrill though- and I finally got to punch someone. Stress-relieving indeed.
And at least someone didn't dao me today.
You dao-pok! (: Hahahahahahha.
Thank you Dimples. (:
TGIF tomorrow- this week has been tiring!
From tomorrow onwards i'll be really busy with all the Syf practices, oh dear me. Let's survive it together Kw and Nat Nat(: With you two anything's possible. (Seriously, I mean Anything. Just hear Nat's lame jokes.)
I might have lost it a little last night- i'm so sorry.
I couldn't help it and I really cannot put in words an explanation.
And last but certainly not least,
Happy Birthday Zhaf(:
Hope you had a wonderful day today!
1. Buying so many things
(A new bag and Nick's shoes came in the mail today:D)
2. Busting my phone bill.
Uh oh. I am so screwed.
);
I'll bring my new bag to school tomorrow! Hahahah I think it's totally the last bag you'll expect anyone to carry to school but never mind, I am cooooool:D Hahahahhaha nvm lah let you all laugh and stare in awe.
Came home not too long ago.
Hung out with the delta cheer gang mostly today(: Hahahha damn fun omg I really wish I were in cheerleading): Kor Woong and I make the best dancing couple yet- serious. And I want to flyyyyyyy.
I wish I get some weights-loving guy who would carry me up and down everyday! I KNOW weird desire but it's really fun to be carried(: Or so I think. It makes me feel light- which girl wouldn't love that!
Again I will stress how funny Y.S. is especially during econs where he acted bimbo and said alot of weird things:D I hope you didn't die swimming!
Imran's dancing is daaaaaamn cute/ funny omg(:
Anyway, thanks for cheering me up today. I could never be thankful enough for a friend like you:D (who buys me nearly everything I want to eat/ drink) Hahahah nah kidding- you know I <3 you many many!
Although I felt today was quite a bad day,
it did have many many good parts(: Like how my day started out well and happy. And how it ended high(: I got wheeled around in a trolley and nearly killed- it was a fantastic cheap thrill though- and I finally got to punch someone. Stress-relieving indeed.
And at least someone didn't dao me today.
You dao-pok! (: Hahahahahahha.
Thank you Dimples. (:
TGIF tomorrow- this week has been tiring!
From tomorrow onwards i'll be really busy with all the Syf practices, oh dear me. Let's survive it together Kw and Nat Nat(: With you two anything's possible. (Seriously, I mean Anything. Just hear Nat's lame jokes.)
I might have lost it a little last night- i'm so sorry.
I couldn't help it and I really cannot put in words an explanation.
And last but certainly not least,
Happy Birthday Zhaf(:
Hope you had a wonderful day today!
Ah Lian Mockery 101
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Chinese test was rather easy.
I didn't know anything so I just guessed everything.
It didn't require much brain work:D Hahahhaa so easy right.
Anwar completely raped my new packet of tissue with snot.
Within one lecture, he finished one packet! D: Gasp.
The horror of Black Gold.
(btw Calvin is very sick lorh. Eeeeeyer hahahaha.)
I passed both I. Pull ups and SB jump today.
Hahahhaha jumping far is one thing- I wanna jump quietly! I land damn loudly (yeah okay I know it's not impt but still) and it's so not cool lorh): I shall aspire to maintain the distance but reduce the noise.
And,
If you saw me rushing out of school in a hurry...
(such a hurry that I left 100 mins before I was supposed to)
This is what called me.
(;
BABY A! :D
Aka Love of My Life.
Aka Lesbian Partner.
Aka idk what. (: Hahahhahaa love you babehzxzxzx.
Dropped all plans to go drinking (we're too guai [bullshit]) hahahahha cause she had to go home early plus we were hungry and lazy. Sooooo, Swensens instead:D
It was the perfect destress session- she's absolutely wonderful I promise. God she sure knows how to make me smile(: Bfffff dear!
(Her mohawk too long so she never style up. Sighhh)
Whoooooa scary.
Hahahhah you know I actually did this while ordering.
"And two (does the pose) ice waters pleease:D"
HAHAHHAHAHHAHA Alisha lmaoed.
I think I was telling her not to stare there.
We had FISH AND CHIPS and...
DUM DUM DUM
CHOCOLATE FONDUE
SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS LOVE:D
Damn freaking awesome please:D
HANDPHONES are a bad invention.
Anti-social! )):
But I suppose everything was made up for. (:
Orgasmic face was made many times + alot more intense than this.
And then Alisha got hold of my GC and in a bid to get her off it so that we could leave... I threatened her!
WITH THIS:D
ACTING LIAN! HAHAHAHHAHHAHAA it totally worked! Hahahahhaa I was making such a big show out of imitating the typical AL that the other table stared at me. Hilarious. Hahahha no I CMI ah lian lah. Look at my face it's toooooooo pretty to be lian! HAHAHAHHAHAH.
This is how we should treat ALs.
And CALs especially. (For thestupidslower, CAL = chao ah lian)
Hahahhaa oh no if I put this on Friendster all the CABs sure come attack. Scareded better be more careful from now!
Love you A. :D
Against Alisha's will we decided to eat some more...
SUSHI. :D:D:D
"Sushi is very good for you"
"Huh really uh. Nooooo."
Attack of the Titans.
I don't know what I was doing but she's damn freaking cool I swear:D She stayed there okay! Omg must go watch her dance.
Sexy looove,
All the things you do. (:
THE END:D
I didn't know anything so I just guessed everything.
It didn't require much brain work:D Hahahhaa so easy right.
Anwar completely raped my new packet of tissue with snot.
Within one lecture, he finished one packet! D: Gasp.
The horror of Black Gold.
(btw Calvin is very sick lorh. Eeeeeyer hahahaha.)
I passed both I. Pull ups and SB jump today.
Hahahhaha jumping far is one thing- I wanna jump quietly! I land damn loudly (yeah okay I know it's not impt but still) and it's so not cool lorh): I shall aspire to maintain the distance but reduce the noise.
And,
If you saw me rushing out of school in a hurry...
(such a hurry that I left 100 mins before I was supposed to)
This is what called me.
(;
BABY A! :D
Aka Love of My Life.
Aka Lesbian Partner.
Aka idk what. (: Hahahhahaa love you babehzxzxzx.
Dropped all plans to go drinking (we're too guai [bullshit]) hahahahha cause she had to go home early plus we were hungry and lazy. Sooooo, Swensens instead:D
It was the perfect destress session- she's absolutely wonderful I promise. God she sure knows how to make me smile(: Bfffff dear!
(Her mohawk too long so she never style up. Sighhh)
Whoooooa scary.
Hahahhah you know I actually did this while ordering.
"And two (does the pose) ice waters pleease:D"
HAHAHHAHAHHAHA Alisha lmaoed.
I think I was telling her not to stare there.
We had FISH AND CHIPS and...
DUM DUM DUM
CHOCOLATE FONDUE
SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMS LOVE:D
Damn freaking awesome please:D
HANDPHONES are a bad invention.
Anti-social! )):
But I suppose everything was made up for. (:
Orgasmic face was made many times + alot more intense than this.
And then Alisha got hold of my GC and in a bid to get her off it so that we could leave... I threatened her!
WITH THIS:D
ACTING LIAN! HAHAHAHHAHHAHAA it totally worked! Hahahahhaa I was making such a big show out of imitating the typical AL that the other table stared at me. Hilarious. Hahahha no I CMI ah lian lah. Look at my face it's toooooooo pretty to be lian! HAHAHAHHAHAH.
This is how we should treat ALs.
And CALs especially. (For the
Hahahhaa oh no if I put this on Friendster all the CABs sure come attack. Scareded better be more careful from now!
Love you A. :D
Against Alisha's will we decided to eat some more...
SUSHI. :D:D:D
"Sushi is very good for you"
"Huh really uh. Nooooo."
Attack of the Titans.
I don't know what I was doing but she's damn freaking cool I swear:D She stayed there okay! Omg must go watch her dance.
Sexy looove,
All the things you do. (:
THE END:D
Naughty People(:
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Am going to do my work later. (:
Shall be a good girl.
It was such a special day cause for once, I wore sports shoes! Hahaha and some people had such a good laugh about it wth. I thought we had to run 2.4 for our mock Napfa test, but the guys went first today so we ended up running around elsewhere. And I really, really hate running. ): I'm like the most unfit person around.
My knee couldn't take it so I missed out on the last round. The teacher scolded me for not taking care of my knee. Wth scold me for what):
I see this freaking nice bikini on F21.
Shit. Shit. D:
Anyway I know it seemed like I inhaled laughing gas again today, but I couldn't help laughing! Umm today Yuan Song FAILED, as usual, at rolling his (China) eyes. Hahahha and then I gave him some choc and then when he ate it he went like: MmmmMmmmfh very softly, complete with closed eyes and a satisfied smile.
IT WAS SO WRONG HAHAHAHHAH damn sick you know! Ahya everyone don't be so bad to him he isn't BLACK (yet) he's just really really really damn tanned:D Hahahhahaha.
I buay tahan classmates already I think at this rate sure get rock-hard abs like Yuan Song. :D We all want lorh. Dammn.
I'm so completely demoralised for Pw. I see the topic and I siann.
): How now brown cow.
After school I happened to see Mag Karon Imran! :D And so we all accompanied Mag while she was waiting for her mommaye. She's like some (very unglam) princess! Lol and I succeeded in getting Imran to go out for ice-cream with me omg yesss:D
Chose my Ice Cream Chefs over his Swensens and the best part- he bought us a pint to share! (: Heehee i'm such a freeloader.
And Imran's favourite line...
"You know what would be funny now?"
(:
Well thankfully none of our thoughts came true! We think too much lah I mean what are the chances of them happening. (:
Crap lah I must og do my zuowen or my teacher will make me do two! ): Tomorrow's my slackest day except for Double Chinese- is there some test? Shit lah I sure fail.
Talking about test, i'm proud of myself for Chem lecture test! (: For the first time in my entire life i'm doing well for Chemistry yayyyyy I feel motivated.
Apart from Im, I doubt there's much reason for me to be happy. ):
I don't know why but these two days everything just took a sharp downturn and i'm left reminiscing the holidays. Did I do something wrong? Did you hear something? I don't know what to do. );
I'm completely, utterly lost.
(where are you.)
Shall be a good girl.
It was such a special day cause for once, I wore sports shoes! Hahaha and some people had such a good laugh about it wth. I thought we had to run 2.4 for our mock Napfa test, but the guys went first today so we ended up running around elsewhere. And I really, really hate running. ): I'm like the most unfit person around.
My knee couldn't take it so I missed out on the last round. The teacher scolded me for not taking care of my knee. Wth scold me for what):
I see this freaking nice bikini on F21.
Shit. Shit. D:
Anyway I know it seemed like I inhaled laughing gas again today, but I couldn't help laughing! Umm today Yuan Song FAILED, as usual, at rolling his (China) eyes. Hahahha and then I gave him some choc and then when he ate it he went like: MmmmMmmmfh very softly, complete with closed eyes and a satisfied smile.
IT WAS SO WRONG HAHAHAHHAH damn sick you know! Ahya everyone don't be so bad to him he isn't BLACK (yet) he's just really really really damn tanned:D Hahahhahaha.
I buay tahan classmates already I think at this rate sure get rock-hard abs like Yuan Song. :D We all want lorh. Dammn.
I'm so completely demoralised for Pw. I see the topic and I siann.
): How now brown cow.
After school I happened to see Mag Karon Imran! :D And so we all accompanied Mag while she was waiting for her mommaye. She's like some (very unglam) princess! Lol and I succeeded in getting Imran to go out for ice-cream with me omg yesss:D
Chose my Ice Cream Chefs over his Swensens and the best part- he bought us a pint to share! (: Heehee i'm such a freeloader.
And Imran's favourite line...
"You know what would be funny now?"
(:
Well thankfully none of our thoughts came true! We think too much lah I mean what are the chances of them happening. (:
Crap lah I must og do my zuowen or my teacher will make me do two! ): Tomorrow's my slackest day except for Double Chinese- is there some test? Shit lah I sure fail.
Talking about test, i'm proud of myself for Chem lecture test! (: For the first time in my entire life i'm doing well for Chemistry yayyyyy I feel motivated.
Apart from Im, I doubt there's much reason for me to be happy. ):
I don't know why but these two days everything just took a sharp downturn and i'm left reminiscing the holidays. Did I do something wrong? Did you hear something? I don't know what to do. );
I'm completely, utterly lost.
(where are you.)
CLUMSY
Monday, March 23, 2009
Two words.
THIS SUCKS.
)))):
I don't even know what to say I don't know if I wanted it and my goodness, what the hell! But in all fairness I would say it was good if not slightly intense and oh my God in my eagerness to blog and perhaps vent I just crushed a Wang Wang ball with two fingers unknowingly. Shit. Great. Maybe it's time we all listened to our parents and stopped eating in our rooms.
I really wonder if it's fair to me.
(No actually it clearly isn't but I wouldn't want to appear forceful)
Like HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO what do you take me for.
I'm not confused i'm just angry that you aren't being responsible- as you always are, my dear- and here I am having to clean up your mess, again. So you escape scot-free and I'm left with odd situations and having to make everything un-awkward.
(Sadly, of the two i'm the only one who actually cares and wants to make whatever's supposed to work work. Maybe I just shouldn't care.)
Why the hell is it always me doing the shit.
Whyyyy.
):
Okay clearly my mind is in no state whatsoever to do zuowen.
(Lol why does it always boil down to not doing zuowen)
I collapsed on my bed within 5 minutes and slept for 2 hours since I got home. Today wasn't that bad, considering it's a Monday(:
Class people were being funnier than normal- I couldn't help but laugh everytime Yuan Song said "NAUGHTY BOYY" cause Idk it just sounds daaaamn funny:D I might've missed Yingtai's falsetto singing but I've surely got enough of it today hahhaha and Benedict! I just feel like laughing the moment something comes out of his mouth.
Gawd. (:
And someone was being shameless and making me blush in Econs lecture- I Wonder Who. (: Hahahhaha I should use your favourite phrase: "Stop it la". :D Okay lorh fine don't talk to me anymore in school then. You suck. ): You don't give a damn about me anymore right fineeeeeeeeeeeee.
... Your hair.
):
Oh aloooooot of people had different hairstyles today.
O:
Clement decided to be gentlemanly today and bus home with me. (: We spent like a whole hour waiting for a nice bus with seats. Hahahha and i'm happy: he finally tells me that i'm pretty. Sense of accomplishment. YES. (:
(he's said it only once before, I think- I remember it so well I can tell you exactly what I wore)
The next holiday (ah screw it we have to study) or maybe Dec holidays i'm going to buy alot alot of fabric and start sewing my own clothes. I'm serious. I cannot tahan ugly clothes and ridiculous prices anymore!
YOU KNOW I SPENT SO MUCH MONEY YESTERDAY even though I was at home the whole day! Crap. But thinking of it it's actually damn cheap- $60 on TWO pairs of shoes, and a briefcase. (Why I need a briefcase I also don't know but it looks damn pretty:D)
I ought to slap myself.
And so after today,
I'm going to eat less. And save $$$.
Stop adding rice to my chicken rice (I did that for both lunch and recess wth!) and buy bottled drinks so that they'll last me the entire day. But knowing myself, I'd finish the whole bottle:/ Damn. Idk how lah.
):
Better stop eating out so often.
Let's kill two birds with one stone.
Later I become like...
Eh I don't want to grow sideways hor.
The definition of beauty these days is BAMBOO.
Stick-thin.
Small.
Skinny.
SKEEEEEENNEEEEE.
Ahya heck lah. Eat and be happy no point starving and being unhappy. Unhappy = ugly. I can't live without my pork lard and shao rou:D
(Actually I don't look too bad up there lorh. Hahhaha grow fat!)
Fat then fat lah. I'll go find a guy who likes big bouncy not bones.
HAHAHAHHA.
I suppose i'm happy I got to see someone today. Although I feel like crap because each time I look I feel like i'm hopeless, and no, he won't ever care. It really, really sucks.
);
Eh damn sian must go do homework. Pffft.
rufus, austin! says:
*back, i dont understand how people can be so dedicated to blogging
HELLO AUSTIN. (: Hahhahahahahha HOI you're talking to one of the most infamous bloggers around manzxzx you know anot!
(:
THIS SUCKS.
)))):
I don't even know what to say I don't know if I wanted it and my goodness, what the hell! But in all fairness I would say it was good if not slightly intense and oh my God in my eagerness to blog and perhaps vent I just crushed a Wang Wang ball with two fingers unknowingly. Shit. Great. Maybe it's time we all listened to our parents and stopped eating in our rooms.
I really wonder if it's fair to me.
(No actually it clearly isn't but I wouldn't want to appear forceful)
Like HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO what do you take me for.
I'm not confused i'm just angry that you aren't being responsible- as you always are, my dear- and here I am having to clean up your mess, again. So you escape scot-free and I'm left with odd situations and having to make everything un-awkward.
(Sadly, of the two i'm the only one who actually cares and wants to make whatever's supposed to work work. Maybe I just shouldn't care.)
Why the hell is it always me doing the shit.
Whyyyy.
):
Okay clearly my mind is in no state whatsoever to do zuowen.
(Lol why does it always boil down to not doing zuowen)
I collapsed on my bed within 5 minutes and slept for 2 hours since I got home. Today wasn't that bad, considering it's a Monday(:
Class people were being funnier than normal- I couldn't help but laugh everytime Yuan Song said "NAUGHTY BOYY" cause Idk it just sounds daaaamn funny:D I might've missed Yingtai's falsetto singing but I've surely got enough of it today hahhaha and Benedict! I just feel like laughing the moment something comes out of his mouth.
Gawd. (:
And someone was being shameless and making me blush in Econs lecture- I Wonder Who. (: Hahahhaha I should use your favourite phrase: "Stop it la". :D Okay lorh fine don't talk to me anymore in school then. You suck. ): You don't give a damn about me anymore right fineeeeeeeeeeeee.
... Your hair.
):
Oh aloooooot of people had different hairstyles today.
O:
Clement decided to be gentlemanly today and bus home with me. (: We spent like a whole hour waiting for a nice bus with seats. Hahahha and i'm happy: he finally tells me that i'm pretty. Sense of accomplishment. YES. (:
(he's said it only once before, I think- I remember it so well I can tell you exactly what I wore)
The next holiday (ah screw it we have to study) or maybe Dec holidays i'm going to buy alot alot of fabric and start sewing my own clothes. I'm serious. I cannot tahan ugly clothes and ridiculous prices anymore!
YOU KNOW I SPENT SO MUCH MONEY YESTERDAY even though I was at home the whole day! Crap. But thinking of it it's actually damn cheap- $60 on TWO pairs of shoes, and a briefcase. (Why I need a briefcase I also don't know but it looks damn pretty:D)
I ought to slap myself.
And so after today,
I'm going to eat less. And save $$$.
Stop adding rice to my chicken rice (I did that for both lunch and recess wth!) and buy bottled drinks so that they'll last me the entire day. But knowing myself, I'd finish the whole bottle:/ Damn. Idk how lah.
):
Better stop eating out so often.
Let's kill two birds with one stone.
Later I become like...
Eh I don't want to grow sideways hor.
The definition of beauty these days is BAMBOO.
Stick-thin.
Small.
Skinny.
SKEEEEEENNEEEEE.
Ahya heck lah. Eat and be happy no point starving and being unhappy. Unhappy = ugly. I can't live without my pork lard and shao rou:D
(Actually I don't look too bad up there lorh. Hahhaha grow fat!)
Fat then fat lah. I'll go find a guy who likes big bouncy not bones.
HAHAHAHHA.
I suppose i'm happy I got to see someone today. Although I feel like crap because each time I look I feel like i'm hopeless, and no, he won't ever care. It really, really sucks.
);
Eh damn sian must go do homework. Pffft.
rufus, austin! says:
*back, i dont understand how people can be so dedicated to blogging
HELLO AUSTIN. (: Hahhahahahahha HOI you're talking to one of the most infamous bloggers around manzxzx you know anot!
(:
Illusions
Sunday, March 22, 2009
I remember the first time we met.
You were in green. We sat and talked about random things. You told me your brother was a ballerina- I was impressed.
That night I told you so easily what I wasn't able to tell anyone else, what a horrible situation I was in, how screwed up my feelings were.
We made some inside joke- her zipper fly was open, and neither of us dared to tell her. I found out later that you stared up my skirt that day.
I remember the second time we met.
You fetched me from work. I was in a long orange skirt. You liked that. I felt so bad that I didn't have anything for you. Well, you didn't mind.
I knew if I played it cool, i'd win you over. And so I did.
You used to be so aloof. And you made all those weird serious faces and talked as though you knew everything. And I loved that.
I remember the first time we met.
Before that, I remember playing eye games with you. (Although I don't think you remember) Queueing up for food had never been more sly, or suggestive. And all I thought, all that while: Eyecandy. But I stopped there, surely you must be taken. I cursed my luck.
Well, the first time we officially met.
(I doubt you'll remember this too.)
I told him: "I think he's cute."
He pulled me down to your empty table and introduced us. I didn't know what to say and you didn't say much so I drifted off, in my own head. And I looked away- I didn't want to be caught staring at you.
Memories.
I really wonder if such things existed to torment or to pleasure. We might be better off without them entirely. Or I should just blame my hyperactive mind for creating new (happy) situations out of nothing.
OhmyLord I hope i'm clearly properly completely over him.
Now I know how ------ feels lah.
It sucks when you're so easily gotten over. ):
Right now i'm trying all ways and means to get my mind off doing Zuowen because I seriously don't want to do it and i'm going to procrastinate right until the last moment (well I might not even do it).
Procrastinators, unite!
Lol.
Last night I learnt an important lesson.
Do not talk to guys when they are watching soccer.
Well if I had been watching too I fear I might've reacted worse.. But at least I can multitask! Eh but seriously I feel so embarrassed okay. ):
Luckily I didn't watch.
Gone are the days of Friendster-
It's either Facebook or You Are A Nobody.
Sad right. :/
I used to swear by Friendster and roll my eyes at Facebook and it's ugly messy page layout. Now no choice already damn sad can. ):
Okay random session over.
Anyway Nick, my secrets lie with you.
You sabo me and I swear I will sabo your pretty Vans that are on the way to MY house. (; Hawhawhaw. Why you everytime ask this sort of hard hard questions. I very braindead already you know!
Well. The future is slightly promising. (:
Just slightly.
DAFT PUNK - DIGITAL LOVE
Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
The kind of feeling I've waited so long
Don't stop, come a little closer
As we jam the rhythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long
The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right- you wrap your arms around too
But suddenly, I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone
Oh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true
Oh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
We'll make this dream come true
Why don't you play the game?
You were in green. We sat and talked about random things. You told me your brother was a ballerina- I was impressed.
That night I told you so easily what I wasn't able to tell anyone else, what a horrible situation I was in, how screwed up my feelings were.
We made some inside joke- her zipper fly was open, and neither of us dared to tell her. I found out later that you stared up my skirt that day.
I remember the second time we met.
You fetched me from work. I was in a long orange skirt. You liked that. I felt so bad that I didn't have anything for you. Well, you didn't mind.
I knew if I played it cool, i'd win you over. And so I did.
You used to be so aloof. And you made all those weird serious faces and talked as though you knew everything. And I loved that.
I remember the first time we met.
Before that, I remember playing eye games with you. (Although I don't think you remember) Queueing up for food had never been more sly, or suggestive. And all I thought, all that while: Eyecandy. But I stopped there, surely you must be taken. I cursed my luck.
Well, the first time we officially met.
(I doubt you'll remember this too.)
I told him: "I think he's cute."
He pulled me down to your empty table and introduced us. I didn't know what to say and you didn't say much so I drifted off, in my own head. And I looked away- I didn't want to be caught staring at you.
Memories.
I really wonder if such things existed to torment or to pleasure. We might be better off without them entirely. Or I should just blame my hyperactive mind for creating new (happy) situations out of nothing.
OhmyLord I hope i'm clearly properly completely over him.
Now I know how ------ feels lah.
It sucks when you're so easily gotten over. ):
Right now i'm trying all ways and means to get my mind off doing Zuowen because I seriously don't want to do it and i'm going to procrastinate right until the last moment (well I might not even do it).
Procrastinators, unite!
Lol.
Last night I learnt an important lesson.
Do not talk to guys when they are watching soccer.
Well if I had been watching too I fear I might've reacted worse.. But at least I can multitask! Eh but seriously I feel so embarrassed okay. ):
Luckily I didn't watch.
Gone are the days of Friendster-
It's either Facebook or You Are A Nobody.
Sad right. :/
I used to swear by Friendster and roll my eyes at Facebook and it's ugly messy page layout. Now no choice already damn sad can. ):
Okay random session over.
Anyway Nick, my secrets lie with you.
You sabo me and I swear I will sabo your pretty Vans that are on the way to MY house. (; Hawhawhaw. Why you everytime ask this sort of hard hard questions. I very braindead already you know!
Well. The future is slightly promising. (:
Just slightly.
DAFT PUNK - DIGITAL LOVE
Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
The kind of feeling I've waited so long
Don't stop, come a little closer
As we jam the rhythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long
The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right- you wrap your arms around too
But suddenly, I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone
Oh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true
Oh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
We'll make this dream come true
Why don't you play the game?
Quiting on you
Saturday, March 21, 2009
I suddenly remember...
There are four ways to service a man.
1. Play with your hair.
2. Bat your eyelids.
3. Lick your lips.
...
...
...
4. Do all 3 together.
Hahahhahahha!
It's damn funny seriously go try it(: I have bad coordination man.
She was the one to hold me
The night the sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didnt end
Why didnt I know what I know now
Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl
I'm halfway through chem e-learning omg i'm so bored. ):
Yesterday I learnt alot of new stuff, though.
(:
A very enlightening call I don't think i'll ever forget. Hahahah not forgetting how it made me laugh till my abs hurt like mad! Oh mann. Hahhahahaa:D You're so screwed my dear, so, so so screwed. (:
I just want to laugh at you! :D Omg damn cute luh.
Pity.
There's a difference between "don't mind" and "want".
Here I am at a lose-lose situation. ):
Both choices are not mine to make, seriously.
And I haven't even started thinking of the consequences.
What's with all the bitching anyway. ):
It's not like i've done anything wrong against you all right.
I'm so screwed.
Anyway Cheerobics tomorrow should I go!
Nat nat asked me to. (: I miss the holidays dear.
O: Undecided. Let's see what company I can make first.
SHOULD I CUT BANGS AGAIN.
Joel still owes me $$ hahaha bet you miss me more than you miss my exboyf right. :D Omg I miss you all. ):
My favourite picture of Clement. Ever.
(Okay maybe not. Let's save that for the future.)
And,
I fking love Flb :D
Take the initiative.
Say what you need to say
Oh my secret love.
There are four ways to service a man.
1. Play with your hair.
2. Bat your eyelids.
3. Lick your lips.
...
...
...
4. Do all 3 together.
Hahahhahahha!
It's damn funny seriously go try it(: I have bad coordination man.
She was the one to hold me
The night the sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didnt end
Why didnt I know what I know now
Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl
I'm halfway through chem e-learning omg i'm so bored. ):
Yesterday I learnt alot of new stuff, though.
(:
A very enlightening call I don't think i'll ever forget. Hahahah not forgetting how it made me laugh till my abs hurt like mad! Oh mann. Hahhahahaa:D You're so screwed my dear, so, so so screwed. (:
I just want to laugh at you! :D Omg damn cute luh.
Pity.
There's a difference between "don't mind" and "want".
Here I am at a lose-lose situation. ):
Both choices are not mine to make, seriously.
And I haven't even started thinking of the consequences.
What's with all the bitching anyway. ):
It's not like i've done anything wrong against you all right.
I'm so screwed.
Anyway Cheerobics tomorrow should I go!
Nat nat asked me to. (: I miss the holidays dear.
O: Undecided. Let's see what company I can make first.
SHOULD I CUT BANGS AGAIN.
Joel still owes me $$ hahaha bet you miss me more than you miss my exboyf right. :D Omg I miss you all. ):
My favourite picture of Clement. Ever.
(Okay maybe not. Let's save that for the future.)
And,
I fking love Flb :D
Take the initiative.
Say what you need to say
Oh my secret love.
Light On
Friday, March 20, 2009
I seriously need to do my homework.
Mugging alone will not save me.
I took plenty of buses today thanks to Jason who's super indecisive and ungentlemanly. Hahaha finally met them at Parkway, all wet from the heavy downpour. Jolene's damn sick she can actually mix up "cumming" and "counting" and "coming" so from now on, let's just use them interchangeably:D Hahahahaha. Plus Ryan got obsessed with this iGirl app on Jason's phone which was basically... a girl moaning when you touched her.
The hilarious thing?
It was a free trial so the girl could only make one sound and it was "Ohh" HAHAHHAHA damn sick and funny omg I swear:D
I was super tempted to snip my hair short today.
But I figured i'd get shot by my mum who's loving my long hair and probably the Syf people cause there's not much you can do with short hair. So I just sat there and watched Jason's mob disappear to some layered-as-hell cut and Jolene's cool new fringe(: I miss Jason's manbangs cause I think manbangs are hot (think Chace Crawford please). Sigh.
I want a pixie crop but that'll look like my old hairstyle gahhh but I think perhaps I should go against my morals and get a bob.
Actually then i'd just prefer to keep my hair long.
:D
Then perm it!
:D :D
Mugged, or tried really hard to, after that.
Karon, Ryan and his friend left so Louise Jolene and Jason were left struggling to study. Some people got covered in marker ink and I just sat there laughing my ass off. I swear today was totally not my mugging day):
Well at least I did abit of tutorials.
A bit.
Dinnered then home.
I figured I didn't regret a certain somebody even though that got me into more shit than I would ever have expected. But perhaps I should. :/
It's Friday.
The end of the holidays.
The end of what could've been.
The end.
I think I might have a little, small problem.
Coming from me it would probably sound ridiculous because the last time I had these sort of things were like... sec 2. But seriously oh my God what am I to do. Why am I even fretting? Omg I don't know.
I feel a little bit pathetic.
Because the only thing I can do is confide in Imran and think and think even though I don't really want to. Gah. I should just forget about it and study, hard. I mean what are the chances anyway right.
I'm scared. ):
Mugging alone will not save me.
I took plenty of buses today thanks to Jason who's super indecisive and ungentlemanly. Hahaha finally met them at Parkway, all wet from the heavy downpour. Jolene's damn sick she can actually mix up "cumming" and "counting" and "coming" so from now on, let's just use them interchangeably:D Hahahahaha. Plus Ryan got obsessed with this iGirl app on Jason's phone which was basically... a girl moaning when you touched her.
The hilarious thing?
It was a free trial so the girl could only make one sound and it was "Ohh" HAHAHHAHA damn sick and funny omg I swear:D
I was super tempted to snip my hair short today.
But I figured i'd get shot by my mum who's loving my long hair and probably the Syf people cause there's not much you can do with short hair. So I just sat there and watched Jason's mob disappear to some layered-as-hell cut and Jolene's cool new fringe(: I miss Jason's manbangs cause I think manbangs are hot (think Chace Crawford please). Sigh.
I want a pixie crop but that'll look like my old hairstyle gahhh but I think perhaps I should go against my morals and get a bob.
Actually then i'd just prefer to keep my hair long.
:D
Then perm it!
:D :D
Mugged, or tried really hard to, after that.
Karon, Ryan and his friend left so Louise Jolene and Jason were left struggling to study. Some people got covered in marker ink and I just sat there laughing my ass off. I swear today was totally not my mugging day):
Well at least I did abit of tutorials.
A bit.
Dinnered then home.
I figured I didn't regret a certain somebody even though that got me into more shit than I would ever have expected. But perhaps I should. :/
It's Friday.
The end of the holidays.
The end of what could've been.
The end.
I think I might have a little, small problem.
Coming from me it would probably sound ridiculous because the last time I had these sort of things were like... sec 2. But seriously oh my God what am I to do. Why am I even fretting? Omg I don't know.
I feel a little bit pathetic.
Because the only thing I can do is confide in Imran and think and think even though I don't really want to. Gah. I should just forget about it and study, hard. I mean what are the chances anyway right.
I'm scared. ):
Alright Now
Believe it-
I'm relatively low-maintenance compared to other girls.
I love hawker food, I don't eat at fancy dinner places with friends, I don't request to be treated to a Equinox dinner (or equivalent), my outfit yesterday was cheaper than Favourite Boy's pants alone ($60), and I don't demand $100 presents. Hahaha in fact C hardly gave me any presents despite the many present-giving days except for Vday. And I don't breathe down his neck about it. So understanding hor. Haha I know how hard it gets looking for the right presents.
Apart from that, I cannot stand whichever guy i'm out with carrying my bag(s) unless it's heavy or like plastic bags and only if they offer. I am a strong girl I do my own stuff and I do it well(: Guys who go around toting their girlf's minuscule palm-sized handbags ought to stop doing it and display some MAN and girlfs, please don't ever make your boy do that.
I don't know why alot of people think i'm high-maintenance.
Hahahahahah and then they get a huge shock when I request for hokkien mee instead of Fish N Co, which by the way I think of as the biggest rip-off; much money for not so fantastic fish and chips.
Okay I believe you can sense how random i'm feeling this morning with a meaningless post. Well I TRIED to do tutorials but ahhh F I shall just bring them out with me later to do lah. Perhaps with some peer pressure I could perform better. Perhaps. (But I doubt so knowing how they study. Gah.) Mag banned me from going to see cheer because i'll make both Jason and Imran laugh and then they'll screw up and then she'll get mad which I swear, is the scariest thing ever. It's scarier than lizards.
):
I ought to find something or someone Big to hide behind.
Going out in a bit to meet them crazy people! (:
I'm relatively low-maintenance compared to other girls.
I love hawker food, I don't eat at fancy dinner places with friends, I don't request to be treated to a Equinox dinner (or equivalent), my outfit yesterday was cheaper than Favourite Boy's pants alone ($60), and I don't demand $100 presents. Hahaha in fact C hardly gave me any presents despite the many present-giving days except for Vday. And I don't breathe down his neck about it. So understanding hor. Haha I know how hard it gets looking for the right presents.
Apart from that, I cannot stand whichever guy i'm out with carrying my bag(s) unless it's heavy or like plastic bags and only if they offer. I am a strong girl I do my own stuff and I do it well(: Guys who go around toting their girlf's minuscule palm-sized handbags ought to stop doing it and display some MAN and girlfs, please don't ever make your boy do that.
I don't know why alot of people think i'm high-maintenance.
Hahahahahah and then they get a huge shock when I request for hokkien mee instead of Fish N Co, which by the way I think of as the biggest rip-off; much money for not so fantastic fish and chips.
Okay I believe you can sense how random i'm feeling this morning with a meaningless post. Well I TRIED to do tutorials but ahhh F I shall just bring them out with me later to do lah. Perhaps with some peer pressure I could perform better. Perhaps. (But I doubt so knowing how they study. Gah.) Mag banned me from going to see cheer because i'll make both Jason and Imran laugh and then they'll screw up and then she'll get mad which I swear, is the scariest thing ever. It's scarier than lizards.
):
I ought to find something or someone Big to hide behind.
Going out in a bit to meet them crazy people! (:
Two
Thursday, March 19, 2009
I think Jason Choong is damn cute I want to watch him dance! ): But he very mean to me and make me ): so I don't like him but whatever I will see him dance someday omg the build up of excitement in me is too much to bear I cannot wait to laugh my ass off at him and I will video it and laugh my ass off at him for the rest of my life and show my grandkids so that they will think he's damn cute too and hopefully his grandkids end up like him so that I will laugh until I die.
Anyway I wanna hug somebody and hold him cause he's super comfortable omg. Hahaha but then I think we'll get flamed like mad if anyone were to see so let's just continue arguing about this girl that you love and I certainly don't. (: You bad boy, bad bad boy.
Anyway I wanna hug somebody and hold him cause he's super comfortable omg. Hahaha but then I think we'll get flamed like mad if anyone were to see so let's just continue arguing about this girl that you love and I certainly don't. (: You bad boy, bad bad boy.
Kettle and Pot
The first day of the holidays that I woke up late.
:D
I feel extremely, very satisfied.
Met the delta cheer gang for lunch at Simei.
I'm such a pig. (: KFC is love lah.
Mag is damn scary to me omg I swear i'll listen to her! Luckily i'm not in delta cheer hahahhahaha:D
Anyway Jason you've been upgraded by 0.1 rejoice because not many people get so high! Hahahaha buy me drinks everyday and be nice to me and you'll get full marks soon:D Heh heh heh heh heh.
Then off they went and off I went to meet..
Favourite boy. :D
Long bus ride to cathay. I swear he's so impatient every five minutes complain about the speed of the bus. Hahaha caught Push which was quite good. Apart from some scary parts.
OKAY FINE I know i'm a chicken right. Sorry luhh.
Anyway he's obsessed with this girl.
....
Damn it. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA(;
Starbucks and then home.
We loitered around for damn long I sit until my butt damn sore lah. Hahaha public nuisances. If only it were like this everyday I tell you i'll be damn happy! (: Hope you're home safe, sound, and not fighting.
Where did all the good guys go! ):
Gah I can bet you no Tj guy would want me anymore): Nvm. I'll purposely go get a guy from Vj. (; Hahahaahah that's damn mean can.
But I really, really cannot stand ONE guy. I swear I don't know what his problem is omg he's such a bastard. He needs to get a life man.
Apart from that, i'm fine with everyone else in school. (:
(although it clearly ain't vice versa)
Okay I know i'm a F21whore. (:
I think anyone who can lift me is damn strong. O_O
Sigh. I wish I wish I were in cheerleading!
Nicholas yao™ says:
*noelle
Nicholas yao™ says:
*eeux iish so prettiex worhx
Noelle ; said:
*........
Noelle ; said:
*aihyoooo
Noelle ; says:
*eu worxx, dont flatter mii lah.
Noelle ; says:
*mii will ps ps lehzxz.
Nicholas yao™ says:
*haha i dunno how to twit alr
Noelle ; said:
*HAHAHHA i also dont know.
Noelle ; said:
*nvm give up lah.
HAHAHAHAAH NICOLE YOUR BOYF SAY I CHIO WORX!
:D
I feel extremely, very satisfied.
Met the delta cheer gang for lunch at Simei.
I'm such a pig. (: KFC is love lah.
Mag is damn scary to me omg I swear i'll listen to her! Luckily i'm not in delta cheer hahahhahaha:D
Anyway Jason you've been upgraded by 0.1 rejoice because not many people get so high! Hahahaha buy me drinks everyday and be nice to me and you'll get full marks soon:D Heh heh heh heh heh.
Then off they went and off I went to meet..
Favourite boy. :D
Long bus ride to cathay. I swear he's so impatient every five minutes complain about the speed of the bus. Hahaha caught Push which was quite good. Apart from some scary parts.
OKAY FINE I know i'm a chicken right. Sorry luhh.
Anyway he's obsessed with this girl.
....
Damn it. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA(;
Starbucks and then home.
We loitered around for damn long I sit until my butt damn sore lah. Hahaha public nuisances. If only it were like this everyday I tell you i'll be damn happy! (: Hope you're home safe, sound, and not fighting.
Where did all the good guys go! ):
Gah I can bet you no Tj guy would want me anymore): Nvm. I'll purposely go get a guy from Vj. (; Hahahaahah that's damn mean can.
But I really, really cannot stand ONE guy. I swear I don't know what his problem is omg he's such a bastard. He needs to get a life man.
Apart from that, i'm fine with everyone else in school. (:
(although it clearly ain't vice versa)
Okay I know i'm a F21whore. (:
I think anyone who can lift me is damn strong. O_O
Sigh. I wish I wish I were in cheerleading!
Nicholas yao™ says:
*noelle
Nicholas yao™ says:
*eeux iish so prettiex worhx
Noelle ; said:
*........
Noelle ; said:
*aihyoooo
Noelle ; says:
*eu worxx, dont flatter mii lah.
Noelle ; says:
*mii will ps ps lehzxz.
Nicholas yao™ says:
*haha i dunno how to twit alr
Noelle ; said:
*HAHAHHA i also dont know.
Noelle ; said:
*nvm give up lah.
HAHAHAHAAH NICOLE YOUR BOYF SAY I CHIO WORX!
Wonders of Facebook
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Dear Noelle,
I _____ you.
You have a nice ___________.
You make me ___________.
You should _________.
Someday I will _________.
You + me = __________.
If I saw you now I'd ___________.
I want to __________ you.
I would build a _________ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be ____________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,
_______________
(P.S. ______________.)
Dear Clement, I wanna strangle you.
You have a nice China boy haircut.
You make me smile like a fool.
You should stop making me cry.
Someday I will slap you.
You + me = Best exes.
If I saw you now I'd laugh.
I want to hug and hold you.
I would build a circus just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be Breakeven.
We could try making out under the stars.
Love, Me
(P.S. I love you.)
Dear Alisha, I wanna screw you.
You have a nice smile.
You make me happy whenever i'm down.
You should come look for me.
Someday I will strip you.
You + me = Damn hot.
If I saw you now I'd scream.
I want to lie on you.
I would build a beach just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be Sexy Love.
We could stay forever under the stars.
Love, your Noelle
(P.S. I miss you.)
Dear Imran, I <3 you.
You have a nice guitar.
You make me roll my eyes alot.
You should do the right thing.
Someday I will make you study.
You + me = Talk of the town.
If I saw you now I'd mess your hair up.
I want to carry you.
I would build a Girls Bar just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be Your Song.
We could sing under the stars.
Love, 8/10 girl
(P.S. Don't you just love talking to me.)
Dear Natasha, I need you.
You have a nice cute ass.
You make me laugh at your lame jokes.
You should stop growing just your legs.
Someday I will turn you lesbian and date you.
You + me = Bff.
If I saw you now I'd eat sweet.
I want to Leukoplast you.
I would build a dance studio just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be GREASE LIGHTNING.
We could dance under the stars.
Love, Partner
(P.S. I hope our locker doesn't get invaded by ants.)
Dear Kor Woong, I wanna kiss you.
You have a nice pretty face.
You make me jealous.
You should stop flirting.
Someday I will kiss you.
You + me = Hottest lesbians ever.
If I saw you now I'd give you a hug.
I want to anger you.
I would build a Hospital just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be Bleeding Love.
We could bitch under the stars.
Love, Annoyance
(P.S. GET WELL SOON MY LOVE.)
Dear Jason, I secretly have a crush on you.
You have a nice huge ass.
You make me ugly with highlighter.
You should go on a diet.
Someday I will serenade you.
You + me = Too weird to be true.
If I saw you now I'd order your eye to recover.
I want to tickle you.
I would build a porn site just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be Slow Dancing in a Burning Room.
We could pig out under the stars.
Love, the love of your life
(P.S. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH HILARIOUS ZOMGGGG.)
I _____ you.
You have a nice ___________.
You make me ___________.
You should _________.
Someday I will _________.
You + me = __________.
If I saw you now I'd ___________.
I want to __________ you.
I would build a _________ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be ____________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,
_______________
(P.S. ______________.)
Dear Clement, I wanna strangle you.
You have a nice China boy haircut.
You make me smile like a fool.
You should stop making me cry.
Someday I will slap you.
You + me = Best exes.
If I saw you now I'd laugh.
I want to hug and hold you.
I would build a circus just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be Breakeven.
We could try making out under the stars.
Love, Me
(P.S. I love you.)
Dear Alisha, I wanna screw you.
You have a nice smile.
You make me happy whenever i'm down.
You should come look for me.
Someday I will strip you.
You + me = Damn hot.
If I saw you now I'd scream.
I want to lie on you.
I would build a beach just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be Sexy Love.
We could stay forever under the stars.
Love, your Noelle
(P.S. I miss you.)
Dear Imran, I <3 you.
You have a nice guitar.
You make me roll my eyes alot.
You should do the right thing.
Someday I will make you study.
You + me = Talk of the town.
If I saw you now I'd mess your hair up.
I want to carry you.
I would build a Girls Bar just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be Your Song.
We could sing under the stars.
Love, 8/10 girl
(P.S. Don't you just love talking to me.)
Dear Natasha, I need you.
You have a nice cute ass.
You make me laugh at your lame jokes.
You should stop growing just your legs.
Someday I will turn you lesbian and date you.
You + me = Bff.
If I saw you now I'd eat sweet.
I want to Leukoplast you.
I would build a dance studio just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be GREASE LIGHTNING.
We could dance under the stars.
Love, Partner
(P.S. I hope our locker doesn't get invaded by ants.)
Dear Kor Woong, I wanna kiss you.
You have a nice pretty face.
You make me jealous.
You should stop flirting.
Someday I will kiss you.
You + me = Hottest lesbians ever.
If I saw you now I'd give you a hug.
I want to anger you.
I would build a Hospital just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be Bleeding Love.
We could bitch under the stars.
Love, Annoyance
(P.S. GET WELL SOON MY LOVE.)
Dear Jason, I secretly have a crush on you.
You have a nice huge ass.
You make me ugly with highlighter.
You should go on a diet.
Someday I will serenade you.
You + me = Too weird to be true.
If I saw you now I'd order your eye to recover.
I want to tickle you.
I would build a porn site just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be Slow Dancing in a Burning Room.
We could pig out under the stars.
Love, the love of your life
(P.S. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH HILARIOUS ZOMGGGG.)
Lovestoned
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends,
We'll wish this never ends
"Eh Noelle you and Clement break up already is it?"
"Yarh."
"Huh really??"
"I told you so!"
Hahahah seniors. (:
I think I injured my knee today because my knee hit the floor at a damn weird angle and now I can't even walk properly goodness! Am damn scared. ):
Hopefully it's a get-well-in-a-few-days injury. Gah.
Locker-shopped with Nat before dance.
Hahahhaah now our locker is packed to the brim with snacks, no joke:D Hahaha i'm gonna grow fat from all that I swear. Our survival kit for school!
Anyway to Favourite Boy,
Please cheer up. (:
Don't let anything get you down alright! Girls are just girls after all.
I must really get to mugging. ): ): ):
And doing all that holiday homework. Bummer.
I scream for ice-cream.
"Once you meet her, you'll know she's not like that."
Today just didn't feel all that complete.
And in the night we'll wish this never ends,
We'll wish this never ends
"Eh Noelle you and Clement break up already is it?"
"Yarh."
"Huh really??"
"I told you so!"
Hahahah seniors. (:
I think I injured my knee today because my knee hit the floor at a damn weird angle and now I can't even walk properly goodness! Am damn scared. ):
Hopefully it's a get-well-in-a-few-days injury. Gah.
Locker-shopped with Nat before dance.
Hahahhaah now our locker is packed to the brim with snacks, no joke:D Hahaha i'm gonna grow fat from all that I swear. Our survival kit for school!
Anyway to Favourite Boy,
Please cheer up. (:
Don't let anything get you down alright! Girls are just girls after all.
I must really get to mugging. ): ): ):
And doing all that holiday homework. Bummer.
I scream for ice-cream.
"Once you meet her, you'll know she's not like that."
Today just didn't feel all that complete.
Snail Mail
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Nothing is how it seems.
It takes a bit of time to sink in.
Perhaps I knew more than I should and I ought to have shared it, but I figured you have to find some things out on your own.
I had my encounters with her, and perhaps now you should know why I felt so blinded and dumb. I would've done anything for her a while ago- but recently all I wanted to do was to grab her by the shoulders and give her a good piece of my mind. She's changed. She changes.
I hope you're okay, my friend.
I didn't tell you because back then, I thought she deserved nothing but the best, and I thought you were the best. And as much as it pained me to, I encouraged both of you. And at least, you were both happy. Very happy, for a while. Isn't that enough? (:
So release your anger.
And perhaps you'll find someone twenty times better. (:
For you are my friend, and you deserve nothing but the best.
It takes a bit of time to sink in.
Perhaps I knew more than I should and I ought to have shared it, but I figured you have to find some things out on your own.
I had my encounters with her, and perhaps now you should know why I felt so blinded and dumb. I would've done anything for her a while ago- but recently all I wanted to do was to grab her by the shoulders and give her a good piece of my mind. She's changed. She changes.
I hope you're okay, my friend.
I didn't tell you because back then, I thought she deserved nothing but the best, and I thought you were the best. And as much as it pained me to, I encouraged both of you. And at least, you were both happy. Very happy, for a while. Isn't that enough? (:
So release your anger.
And perhaps you'll find someone twenty times better. (:
For you are my friend, and you deserve nothing but the best.
Hello You
After Grace told me she created a Facebook account for Jason Choong, the first thing I did when I got home was to Fb Search Jason Choong and to my utter disappointment 27 results appeared, mostly ambigious and/or gay.
Perhaps birds of a Jason Choong feather flock together.
Grace Choo did you bluff me.
Cause if you did then i'm going to create one for him right now):
And then followed by the awesomest Neopets so that he might be my Neofriend and play Neogames with me.
Okay shit i'm turning gay. Hahahhahahahaha.
But I need to relieve some childhood innocence and try to get some excitement from wining 5 Cheat! games in a row right:D
So while my bestest ex was rotting at home today, I was out a-studying. And to my absolute delight, I do believe I can finish revising for Bio tomorrow if I work hard. But I turn to my holiday homework list and to my horror, I see...
Zuo Wen
Lian Xi (2)
I raise a finger of discontent at Chinese. Gah.
Math, econs, bio tuts. Chem e-learning. Ahyoooooo. ):
What kind of holiday is this man. The workload is like 3 times more than our usual! Hello we need some rest and relax.
Best ex will you buy me biscuits tomorrow? (:
For my very good behavior and letting you slide and not getting angry? Hahaha I want biscuitsssssssss they are the best things ever.
I think studying with them is quite productive.
Except for Trish who sleeps throughout. (:
Hahahah and of course i'm super upset that Jason vandalised my beaauuuutiful legs with highlighter:( So three of us ended up having a highlighter war. J sure suffered.
But I must give him some credit for buying me chocolate lah. Hopefully your eye infection recovers soon stop watching whatever you've been watching(;
I'm finally going to the dentist tomorrow.
After missing my Feb 4th appointment-_- I'm damn cool right. Delay until like that. It might be like the last month you see me in braces:D
I want pontian wanton mee. ):
OMGOMGOMGOMG MY NOSE IS BLEEDING.
WTF.
Perhaps birds of a Jason Choong feather flock together.
Grace Choo did you bluff me.
Cause if you did then i'm going to create one for him right now):
And then followed by the awesomest Neopets so that he might be my Neofriend and play Neogames with me.
Okay shit i'm turning gay. Hahahhahahahaha.
But I need to relieve some childhood innocence and try to get some excitement from wining 5 Cheat! games in a row right:D
So while my bestest ex was rotting at home today, I was out a-studying. And to my absolute delight, I do believe I can finish revising for Bio tomorrow if I work hard. But I turn to my holiday homework list and to my horror, I see...
Zuo Wen
Lian Xi (2)
I raise a finger of discontent at Chinese. Gah.
Math, econs, bio tuts. Chem e-learning. Ahyoooooo. ):
What kind of holiday is this man. The workload is like 3 times more than our usual! Hello we need some rest and relax.
Best ex will you buy me biscuits tomorrow? (:
For my very good behavior and letting you slide and not getting angry? Hahaha I want biscuitsssssssss they are the best things ever.
I think studying with them is quite productive.
Except for Trish who sleeps throughout. (:
Hahahah and of course i'm super upset that Jason vandalised my beaauuuutiful legs with highlighter:( So three of us ended up having a highlighter war. J sure suffered.
But I must give him some credit for buying me chocolate lah. Hopefully your eye infection recovers soon stop watching whatever you've been watching(;
I'm finally going to the dentist tomorrow.
After missing my Feb 4th appointment-_- I'm damn cool right. Delay until like that. It might be like the last month you see me in braces:D
I want pontian wanton mee. ):
OMGOMGOMGOMG MY NOSE IS BLEEDING.
WTF.
Eye Appeal
Monday, March 16, 2009
Ten things to do before I die.
1. Get Jason onto Facebook.
2. See The Killers live.
3. Swallow chewing gum.
4. Get laid by a girl.
5. Get a girl.
6. Have at least 2 kids.
7. Appear on Tv.
8. Parade around town in a cropped tee.
9. Drink a whole bottle of whiskey.
10. Go skinny dipping.
I was late for econs lecture today. Luckily I met this guy and we walked in together. Or if not I wouldn't have the guts to enter): Haha the best part- I forgot to ask for his name. I will do it the next time(:
Anyway Tan Kor Woong get well soon. (:
Go get your black camera and upload everything I couldn't resist kidnapping it to camwhore. I will see you tmrzxz how cool is that.
School wasn't all that bad I suppose.
I screwed up Bio practical BIG TIME by incubating the enzyme and starch sol in the BOILING water bath instead of at room temperature-_- Omg obviously I killed everything. ); I really wonder where my eyes grow sometimes. Ahyo Noelle.
Okay maybe I see what he truly is. How could you expect me to give into you when clearly you're just out to satisfy yourself? You, of all people, should at least be able to comfort me now- hell yes. Continue with your random crushes on random girls. I don't need more heartbreak. You mean more to me than you know.
Went to look for the rest after school but got lost getting to Bedok Library. And after a long funny conversation where like at least 4 people tried to give me directions, I was asked "where are you" like thrice and "Omg hello I don't know what to say to you", Grace and Jason came to fetch me. (: In all my happy oreo donut unglamness and Milo loving.
Then I had some half-emo moments. Yikes.
Thanks Grace, Trish and Jason. (: I love you girls alot alot.
Starbucks i'm so sorry for not saving the environment.
I wish I were strong enough to push you away first and save myself the pain. I wish I didn't want the best for you, I wish I could say no to you. But I stuck with doing what I always do- and I gave into you.
I should really start afresh.
But no, perhaps I should clear up some things first. Thanks for keeping me company last night. (: And for your concern. I don't know how I ended up liking such a bad boy so much last time. Haha well, you're the one who knows me best.
I'm giving myself one week to get over everything.
One week and i'll try talking to him.
One week, and hopefully we'll be okay.
Tomorrow is Samuel Ow's birthday(:
Haven't seen the boy in so damned long but who can forget him? I miss you you skinny thing. Happy 18th omg you're getting old huh.
1. Get Jason onto Facebook.
2. See The Killers live.
3. Swallow chewing gum.
4. Get laid by a girl.
5. Get a girl.
6. Have at least 2 kids.
7. Appear on Tv.
8. Parade around town in a cropped tee.
9. Drink a whole bottle of whiskey.
10. Go skinny dipping.
I was late for econs lecture today. Luckily I met this guy and we walked in together. Or if not I wouldn't have the guts to enter): Haha the best part- I forgot to ask for his name. I will do it the next time(:
Anyway Tan Kor Woong get well soon. (:
Go get your black camera and upload everything I couldn't resist kidnapping it to camwhore. I will see you tmrzxz how cool is that.
School wasn't all that bad I suppose.
I screwed up Bio practical BIG TIME by incubating the enzyme and starch sol in the BOILING water bath instead of at room temperature-_- Omg obviously I killed everything. ); I really wonder where my eyes grow sometimes. Ahyo Noelle.
Okay maybe I see what he truly is. How could you expect me to give into you when clearly you're just out to satisfy yourself? You, of all people, should at least be able to comfort me now- hell yes. Continue with your random crushes on random girls. I don't need more heartbreak. You mean more to me than you know.
Went to look for the rest after school but got lost getting to Bedok Library. And after a long funny conversation where like at least 4 people tried to give me directions, I was asked "where are you" like thrice and "Omg hello I don't know what to say to you", Grace and Jason came to fetch me. (: In all my happy oreo donut unglamness and Milo loving.
Then I had some half-emo moments. Yikes.
Thanks Grace, Trish and Jason. (: I love you girls alot alot.
Starbucks i'm so sorry for not saving the environment.
I wish I were strong enough to push you away first and save myself the pain. I wish I didn't want the best for you, I wish I could say no to you. But I stuck with doing what I always do- and I gave into you.
I should really start afresh.
But no, perhaps I should clear up some things first. Thanks for keeping me company last night. (: And for your concern. I don't know how I ended up liking such a bad boy so much last time. Haha well, you're the one who knows me best.
I'm giving myself one week to get over everything.
One week and i'll try talking to him.
One week, and hopefully we'll be okay.
Tomorrow is Samuel Ow's birthday(:
Haven't seen the boy in so damned long but who can forget him? I miss you you skinny thing. Happy 18th omg you're getting old huh.
Bloody Mary
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Am I supposed to be jumping for joy I don't think so.
Hello I know it's been pretty quiet around here. :/ Been really busy and all but thankfully, the holidays are here(: Finally.
Last night's Talentime went quite well, we got like 5th- $100, $10 for each person. Not alot but hey, clearly ODOC was meant to win. (: I'm super, super proud of being in Tj Dance now. Prouder than ever.
Thank you Nicholas my bestest neighbour and girls for the flowers:D I was getting rather upset that I didn't have any flowers. Hahaha so shallow but I love getting flowers and i'm a girl so you should excuse that(:
Dom is my savior. Please come back from Msia soon!
Who would've thought this boy has THE L WORD omgomg zomg yay(: I shall faithfully and patiently await the day you return.
I guess although today was my rest at home day, alot of things happened. None of which I had a say in. Perhaps I was really sad just now, but now i'm okay. (:
But I think I won't be tonight before I sleep,
tomorrow in school when I see him,
most of the holidays when I realise how lonely I am,
and when school starts again.
Which basically means i'll be upset for a long time from now.
But i'll try my bestest not to be cause I have the most awesome people around me. (: People like J and Imran and Jason Choong and Kw and everyone. Sorry Cctg- didn't think i'd survive if I went for dinner with you all tonight. :/
Anyway Imran please don't be stressed, i'm here for you. (:
You're a hell lot better than you think you are.
The feeling of Ikea meatballs in my tummy never fails to cheer me up. Mum and Dad were appalled at my leggings. Mum says she isn't stubborn, she says she just has very strong views that no one can change- that was funny. Hahahhaha.
Plans to buy Jason a cactus failed. Knowing him, he might really endanger himself with an innocent cactus. Okay fine he's not fat. Happy?
Alisha Thien has to come meet me!
I miss you my dear. We have alotttt of catching up to do, if you know what I mean(; Hahahaha you is love.
Anyway a huge huge thank you to the nice people on my tagboard(: Small things like these really cheer me up, especially during times like these.
Gah i'm so not looking forward to school tomorrow.
My schedule:
Econs lecture 9-10am
Bio tutorial 10-11am
Dance 1130am onwards
Bio SPA 12-2pm
Wtf I don't even have time to walk or go toilet. -_-
Goodbye C.
This was what you wanted, this is how you are. Rejoice now, that you don't have the obligation to try- the obligation that you never bothered with in the first place. But it is still nonetheless a big load off your shoulders, won't you heave a sigh of relief? (:
Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall
Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like being alone?
I'll find someone new
Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?
Hello I know it's been pretty quiet around here. :/ Been really busy and all but thankfully, the holidays are here(: Finally.
Last night's Talentime went quite well, we got like 5th- $100, $10 for each person. Not alot but hey, clearly ODOC was meant to win. (: I'm super, super proud of being in Tj Dance now. Prouder than ever.
Thank you Nicholas my bestest neighbour and girls for the flowers:D I was getting rather upset that I didn't have any flowers. Hahaha so shallow but I love getting flowers and i'm a girl so you should excuse that(:
Dom is my savior. Please come back from Msia soon!
Who would've thought this boy has THE L WORD omgomg zomg yay(: I shall faithfully and patiently await the day you return.
I guess although today was my rest at home day, alot of things happened. None of which I had a say in. Perhaps I was really sad just now, but now i'm okay. (:
But I think I won't be tonight before I sleep,
tomorrow in school when I see him,
most of the holidays when I realise how lonely I am,
and when school starts again.
Which basically means i'll be upset for a long time from now.
But i'll try my bestest not to be cause I have the most awesome people around me. (: People like J and Imran and Jason Choong and Kw and everyone. Sorry Cctg- didn't think i'd survive if I went for dinner with you all tonight. :/
Anyway Imran please don't be stressed, i'm here for you. (:
You're a hell lot better than you think you are.
The feeling of Ikea meatballs in my tummy never fails to cheer me up. Mum and Dad were appalled at my leggings. Mum says she isn't stubborn, she says she just has very strong views that no one can change- that was funny. Hahahhaha.
Plans to buy Jason a cactus failed. Knowing him, he might really endanger himself with an innocent cactus. Okay fine he's not fat. Happy?
Alisha Thien has to come meet me!
I miss you my dear. We have alotttt of catching up to do, if you know what I mean(; Hahahaha you is love.
Anyway a huge huge thank you to the nice people on my tagboard(: Small things like these really cheer me up, especially during times like these.
Gah i'm so not looking forward to school tomorrow.
My schedule:
Econs lecture 9-10am
Bio tutorial 10-11am
Dance 1130am onwards
Bio SPA 12-2pm
Wtf I don't even have time to walk or go toilet. -_-
Goodbye C.
This was what you wanted, this is how you are. Rejoice now, that you don't have the obligation to try- the obligation that you never bothered with in the first place. But it is still nonetheless a big load off your shoulders, won't you heave a sigh of relief? (:
Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall
Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like being alone?
I'll find someone new
Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?
You said you don't like notes,
Friday, March 13, 2009
Thanks for making me feel like some fucking pervert.
Thanks for making me feel like a guy.
Thanks for making me go alone so much.
Thanks for being so nice to everyone else and apologising your ass off for minor things and not even whispering "sorry" on your way out of Chem lecture. Do you really have to keep saying that? Seriously. What the fuck.
Thanks for being with me just for fun, laughter peace and joy. And of course, as a source of comfort because you need one.
Thanks for not ever noticing what goes wrong.
Thanks for being sensitive to my feelings and saying all the right things.
Thanks for not knowing what to do.
Thanks for not wanting to know what to do.
You have to stop breaking my heart.
Make a damned concious effort to do something right and quit procrastinating. You think once sometimes goes wrong you can just leave? You think once you put in a tiny effort to try, things would magically be happy? Can you please, please at least be here for me. It's the fucking basic. Quit running around and trying to please everyone because you're only tiring yourself and neglecting me. Oh but then again if I were all that important to you we wouldn't face such problems right. So then perhaps it's perfectly alright to sacrifice me.
You're crazy if you expect that from me.
I'm not stupid I understand- but there's only so much I can withstand.
If you don't know why you're so tired, i'll tell you. It's because you can't prioritise and try to do everything. Please stop being so selfish.
Please spare a thought for me.
Right now, I feel as though you're the last person I can rely on.
And right now I feel ready to murder. Thanks Mum. Really. I wonder if we're actually really related by blood sometimes. I Wonder.
Thanks for making me feel like a guy.
Thanks for making me go alone so much.
Thanks for being so nice to everyone else and apologising your ass off for minor things and not even whispering "sorry" on your way out of Chem lecture. Do you really have to keep saying that? Seriously. What the fuck.
Thanks for being with me just for fun, laughter peace and joy. And of course, as a source of comfort because you need one.
Thanks for not ever noticing what goes wrong.
Thanks for being sensitive to my feelings and saying all the right things.
Thanks for not knowing what to do.
Thanks for not wanting to know what to do.
You have to stop breaking my heart.
Make a damned concious effort to do something right and quit procrastinating. You think once sometimes goes wrong you can just leave? You think once you put in a tiny effort to try, things would magically be happy? Can you please, please at least be here for me. It's the fucking basic. Quit running around and trying to please everyone because you're only tiring yourself and neglecting me. Oh but then again if I were all that important to you we wouldn't face such problems right. So then perhaps it's perfectly alright to sacrifice me.
You're crazy if you expect that from me.
I'm not stupid I understand- but there's only so much I can withstand.
If you don't know why you're so tired, i'll tell you. It's because you can't prioritise and try to do everything. Please stop being so selfish.
Please spare a thought for me.
Right now, I feel as though you're the last person I can rely on.
And right now I feel ready to murder. Thanks Mum. Really. I wonder if we're actually really related by blood sometimes. I Wonder.
Nena
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
I shall help Xuan Zheng advertise.
Please go and support the bballers tomorrow becausethere's Xuan he's asking me to go you should. (: They're selling alot of Nike things including secondhand sports bras. Our friendly Xuan will be happy to assist you and recommend a good fit and size because he's very uh.. observant.
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha. (:
Anyway today was by far my weakest day. I cried in school and I was really stupid and didn't think of running to the toilet to do it quietly.
I'm still a little upset but I suppose i'll get over it soon. Well stuff like these happen on such a regular basis I should already be used to it.
I think i'm damn pathetic.
If you don't even want me then why bother starting right.
You make me feel like a small miserable object. You didn't think how that would've affected me before you said anything- you have no idea; it might not have meant anything to you but everything about you means a lot to me. And it's time you realised how unimportant you make me feel.
The very exact opposite of what every guy should treat his girl.
And perhaps now I realise not a single word of what i've said before has actually been bothered with.
But thanks everyone for being around to comfort a very scary girl. I just need a little bit of time to get over it. (:
And i'm sorry if I cause any inconvenience (Imran especially) gah I seriously do need to stop screwing up, pronto.
Please go and support the bballers tomorrow because
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha. (:
Anyway today was by far my weakest day. I cried in school and I was really stupid and didn't think of running to the toilet to do it quietly.
I'm still a little upset but I suppose i'll get over it soon. Well stuff like these happen on such a regular basis I should already be used to it.
I think i'm damn pathetic.
If you don't even want me then why bother starting right.
You make me feel like a small miserable object. You didn't think how that would've affected me before you said anything- you have no idea; it might not have meant anything to you but everything about you means a lot to me. And it's time you realised how unimportant you make me feel.
The very exact opposite of what every guy should treat his girl.
And perhaps now I realise not a single word of what i've said before has actually been bothered with.
But thanks everyone for being around to comfort a very scary girl. I just need a little bit of time to get over it. (:
And i'm sorry if I cause any inconvenience (Imran especially) gah I seriously do need to stop screwing up, pronto.
Diva Power
Sunday, March 8, 2009
You got no balls lah.
D:
Managed to find a potential costume/ skirt for TT, shall show you girls tomorrow. (: But only have 4 pieces leh.. Nvm I shall search again this week. I just want the item to look good. Ah let's work hard(:
Dined at Hard Rock with family, and the really old rock tunes did me good lah. Haha some were beyond gay but don't you immediately feel good after hearing Sweet Child O' Mine?? :D
Food portions = just nice for me. (:
I lose my temper way too quickly these few days. But what the heck don't keep pulling the same trigger- it's a sure-fire way to get me worked up.
I feel so vulnerable.
What if things change from now on?
I think they might, I hope they won't, I hope you'll constantly assure me and comfort me and rush to catch me if I fall. I sincerely hope so.
Okay 2 more weeks. Let's wait and see.
I hate being left hanging. Sigh. And I suppose you were too concerned about your future to care about me.
Freezepop - Plastic Stars
D:
Managed to find a potential costume/ skirt for TT, shall show you girls tomorrow. (: But only have 4 pieces leh.. Nvm I shall search again this week. I just want the item to look good. Ah let's work hard(:
Dined at Hard Rock with family, and the really old rock tunes did me good lah. Haha some were beyond gay but don't you immediately feel good after hearing Sweet Child O' Mine?? :D
Food portions = just nice for me. (:
I lose my temper way too quickly these few days. But what the heck don't keep pulling the same trigger- it's a sure-fire way to get me worked up.
I feel so vulnerable.
What if things change from now on?
I think they might, I hope they won't, I hope you'll constantly assure me and comfort me and rush to catch me if I fall. I sincerely hope so.
Okay 2 more weeks. Let's wait and see.
I hate being left hanging. Sigh. And I suppose you were too concerned about your future to care about me.
Freezepop - Plastic Stars
Boooooooooya
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Sometimes you don't really ever forget.
And sometimes, you don't really need to.
Once bitten, and twice shy
I kept my distance, but you still catch my eye
(that has got to be my favourite Christmas song everrrrr)
Retardedly I went to school at 8 (okay fine, 8:16) for rehearsal but then Nat's place was unexpectedly hijacked by her chinese tutor at 8 in the morning so there I was, all alone and lonely. (Since the others happily walked off to eat Macs once they heard the news)
Clement got arrested for his pants (fisherman/ roti prata man/ banglah pants) and was nearly not allowed into the school because the security guard had an identity crisis and was jealous. (????)
Lol okay.
Then I saw a mop and I fet a sudden urge to mop the dirty canteen. But then lifting Andrew would prove too heavy a task. (and turning him upside down too)
(: And to my greatest agony, he's taller than me! Grrrr so maybe fine he did grow a leettle bit taller.
TT item looks alot better today. But we should really get EVERYYYYONE together lah (what cheerleading what training huhhhh). I hope this works. And I guess everyone's really anticipating Talentime-
All ticks are sold out! (:
Unless of course you're lucky to find a performer with unsold tickets (but I suppose Reuben would go get them first since he needs like 24-_- And Anwar with his ensemble of cousins and aunties)
I think at this rate.. i'll get permanent blue blacks.
I have one long one on my knee and multiple burns.
I have 4 rolls for Syf, and one spin on the knee. D:
And "freeform" is officially my new most cannot stand word.
One more month! Gah.
(:
On a side note..
I have a really head turning, obscene pic on Fb. Hahahahha omg I swear I had no idea they look like that): It was just the angle k. Mine are proportionate and real okay.
-_-
I like using capitals as short forms. (:
And sometimes, you don't really need to.
Once bitten, and twice shy
I kept my distance, but you still catch my eye
(that has got to be my favourite Christmas song everrrrr)
Retardedly I went to school at 8 (okay fine, 8:16) for rehearsal but then Nat's place was unexpectedly hijacked by her chinese tutor at 8 in the morning so there I was, all alone and lonely. (Since the others happily walked off to eat Macs once they heard the news)
Clement got arrested for his pants (fisherman/ roti prata man/ banglah pants) and was nearly not allowed into the school because the security guard had an identity crisis and was jealous. (????)
Lol okay.
Then I saw a mop and I fet a sudden urge to mop the dirty canteen. But then lifting Andrew would prove too heavy a task. (and turning him upside down too)
(: And to my greatest agony, he's taller than me! Grrrr so maybe fine he did grow a leettle bit taller.
TT item looks alot better today. But we should really get EVERYYYYONE together lah (what cheerleading what training huhhhh). I hope this works. And I guess everyone's really anticipating Talentime-
All ticks are sold out! (:
Unless of course you're lucky to find a performer with unsold tickets (but I suppose Reuben would go get them first since he needs like 24-_- And Anwar with his ensemble of cousins and aunties)
I think at this rate.. i'll get permanent blue blacks.
I have one long one on my knee and multiple burns.
I have 4 rolls for Syf, and one spin on the knee. D:
And "freeform" is officially my new most cannot stand word.
One more month! Gah.
(:
On a side note..
I have a really head turning, obscene pic on Fb. Hahahahha omg I swear I had no idea they look like that): It was just the angle k. Mine are proportionate and real okay.
-_-
I like using capitals as short forms. (:
Only One
Thursday, March 5, 2009
when i'm missing you ♥ says:
im a happpy boy
Noelle ; says:
whats up?
when i'm missing you ♥ says:
hahaha
when i'm missing you ♥ says:
i bought myself some love
DSL you get so easily excited lah. (: Cute cute. Later your girl get jealous and slappa your ass. (although we all know you like it that way)
Anyway. Thank you so much Immy! (:
I would've died right there and then if your mum hadn't given me a lift.
Today was like the busiest day lah.
Ummmm lectures and a heck load of tutorials, including double econs after lunch. Whaaaat the! Spent the day mostly with the CTCG and Jason is a big fat pig who attacked my face with highlighter- no joke. Anwar and I came up with this hilarious, suggestive handshake... Touch your legs!
The much anticipated sports day heats/ finals were cancelled due to the rain- ah I missed the chance to see Zahf Clem Yuan Song race! D:
Grace's incident is Epic. I swear(: Completely classic!
And then stayed back some more to do TT.
And then stayed back more to help out with cheerleading.
Btw I think our Alpha dudes are super awesome- i'm completely impressed. O: We shall completely own cheerleading! (:
And at 8 plus, we went jamming.
Crazy right.
I know lah. D: And it was so cold today so I cuddled on the sofa and slept while listening but I could somehow still hear everything and then I woke up and gave comments. I think that's super cool. ((: Stayed till.. 1030? O: What a bunch of delinquents we are.
Yes I admit- I just want to be serenadedddd. (:
I'm like their super dedicated groupie/ manager. And backup girl. (: So I deserve some appreciation and a song!
Imran's mum is like the coolest mum, ever I swear.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Imran's a stalkerrrrrrr, he knows my area too well it's scary.
D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
Hitting on taken girls and crushing on unattainable boys. I find us so absolutely funny and cute. I shall go find out more stuff and report back to HQ. Oh Trishna! :D Hahahaha.
Clement rest well tomorrow will be crazy. You see lah, bring it upon yourself 2 pdps, TT, everything everything. WHO SUFFERS UH.
Fell in love with a beautiful girl,
Are you really concerned?
If so, then thank you. (: You still mean a lot to me.
im a happpy boy
Noelle ; says:
whats up?
when i'm missing you ♥ says:
hahaha
when i'm missing you ♥ says:
i bought myself some love
DSL you get so easily excited lah. (: Cute cute. Later your girl get jealous and slappa your ass. (although we all know you like it that way)
Anyway. Thank you so much Immy! (:
I would've died right there and then if your mum hadn't given me a lift.
Today was like the busiest day lah.
Ummmm lectures and a heck load of tutorials, including double econs after lunch. Whaaaat the! Spent the day mostly with the CTCG and Jason is a big fat pig who attacked my face with highlighter- no joke. Anwar and I came up with this hilarious, suggestive handshake... Touch your legs!
The much anticipated sports day heats/ finals were cancelled due to the rain- ah I missed the chance to see Zahf Clem Yuan Song race! D:
Grace's incident is Epic. I swear(: Completely classic!
And then stayed back some more to do TT.
And then stayed back more to help out with cheerleading.
Btw I think our Alpha dudes are super awesome- i'm completely impressed. O: We shall completely own cheerleading! (:
And at 8 plus, we went jamming.
Crazy right.
I know lah. D: And it was so cold today so I cuddled on the sofa and slept while listening but I could somehow still hear everything and then I woke up and gave comments. I think that's super cool. ((: Stayed till.. 1030? O: What a bunch of delinquents we are.
Yes I admit- I just want to be serenadedddd. (:
I'm like their super dedicated groupie/ manager. And backup girl. (: So I deserve some appreciation and a song!
Imran's mum is like the coolest mum, ever I swear.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Imran's a stalkerrrrrrr, he knows my area too well it's scary.
D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
Hitting on taken girls and crushing on unattainable boys. I find us so absolutely funny and cute. I shall go find out more stuff and report back to HQ. Oh Trishna! :D Hahahaha.
Clement rest well tomorrow will be crazy. You see lah, bring it upon yourself 2 pdps, TT, everything everything. WHO SUFFERS UH.
Fell in love with a beautiful girl,
Are you really concerned?
If so, then thank you. (: You still mean a lot to me.
Jacket
I just need you to be a little bit more sensitive to my feelings. Little bit. And you, knowing me, would know better and should've rearranged your words in a more pleasing manner despite being worried (yes, I do know).
Giving me a straight off order to do anything (especially going home) will not work. You know it. And who are you to order me around anyway? Just throw in a "please" or phrase it as a question or something. I'm sure with your well cultivated English, you'd be able to do that just fine.
And I would sincerely dearly appreciate it if everyone would stop manhandling me, at least for now. Don't grab me back by the arm, don't pinch me just to prove that it doesn't hurt (it's so stupid because it actually hurts) and don't force me, in any verbal physical or mental manner because I will certainly not oblige. And perhaps retaliate with a verbal lashing or a lightning-speed display of smacks and slaps.
If having to handle with headaches and headache-worthy issues on a minutely basis is going to continue, I predict a breakdown soon.
How timely.
And a talk with the D yesterday has done me much good.
Sigh. (: How you never fail to cheer me up amazes me- you just have to go "cheer up girl :D" and tada. It's scary how you know me so well. But it's scarier how clever I am right.
Anyway, today was kinda dumb.
Kinda.
And I feel a small sad surge of anger and indignity. At least be appreciative, right? Gah I feel like some... small, tiny, negligible molecule.
Anyway, yes come support us for Talentime(:
The famous big eye monster Kor Woong, the scary short-skirted Yan, the ballet ballet STM sotong Denise, the smelly Nat G, the funny-as-described-by-many skinny Clemzo and many many people are performing! Approach any member of our gang for tickets ($6).
Talking about Kw, I suppose I should mention what sort of terrible friend Jason is. He called me a crow and kept going on about how my pill earrings were contraceptives D: But me being nice, decided to yell "GO JASONNN!" alone (Anwar why never join me!) during the Eng Fair skit even though he was nothing but the "carry shit around boy" and he appeared only ONCE.
Anyway Grace is hilarious. The Hung Kung accent is freaking contagious(: I think they deserve our 2-man cheering.
I hope we get everything together tomorrow.
And just an advert for Choong Lee...
He has got 6pecs. Serious.
O:
Giving me a straight off order to do anything (especially going home) will not work. You know it. And who are you to order me around anyway? Just throw in a "please" or phrase it as a question or something. I'm sure with your well cultivated English, you'd be able to do that just fine.
And I would sincerely dearly appreciate it if everyone would stop manhandling me, at least for now. Don't grab me back by the arm, don't pinch me just to prove that it doesn't hurt (it's so stupid because it actually hurts) and don't force me, in any verbal physical or mental manner because I will certainly not oblige. And perhaps retaliate with a verbal lashing or a lightning-speed display of smacks and slaps.
If having to handle with headaches and headache-worthy issues on a minutely basis is going to continue, I predict a breakdown soon.
How timely.
And a talk with the D yesterday has done me much good.
Sigh. (: How you never fail to cheer me up amazes me- you just have to go "cheer up girl :D" and tada. It's scary how you know me so well. But it's scarier how clever I am right.
Anyway, today was kinda dumb.
Kinda.
And I feel a small sad surge of anger and indignity. At least be appreciative, right? Gah I feel like some... small, tiny, negligible molecule.
Anyway, yes come support us for Talentime(:
The famous big eye monster Kor Woong, the scary short-skirted Yan, the ballet ballet STM sotong Denise, the smelly Nat G, the funny-as-described-by-many skinny Clemzo and many many people are performing! Approach any member of our gang for tickets ($6).
Talking about Kw, I suppose I should mention what sort of terrible friend Jason is. He called me a crow and kept going on about how my pill earrings were contraceptives D: But me being nice, decided to yell "GO JASONNN!" alone (Anwar why never join me!) during the Eng Fair skit even though he was nothing but the "carry shit around boy" and he appeared only ONCE.
Anyway Grace is hilarious. The Hung Kung accent is freaking contagious(: I think they deserve our 2-man cheering.
I hope we get everything together tomorrow.
And just an advert for Choong Lee...
He has got 6pecs. Serious.
O:
Verbal Spats
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Mugging for math. Well. Sort of.
Mostly getting ready for tomorrow.
You can tell when someone's a good team player. Willing to part with knowledge to help the team, willing to spend time practising together, willing to do the best without requests.
Well.
You can tell when someone ought to go back to kindergarten. You'd think Jc's full of intelligent people with the clear minds and consciences but apparently. Well. You know. The displays of immaturity are too great to ignore. Notice boards?
Well.
You can never tell who your friends are.
Some still might want to be, but are just too afraid to break away. Some are out to sabotage, and it's those that you should never mix with.
I think I made a mistake.
You disappoint me, my dear.
What are all these people doing instead of fruitfully studying? Is it stupidity, or stupidity? I wonder. A little too shallow, a little too low? I smirk. Perhaps it's time you opened your eyes and see who's the real ugly one.
So what if I might have a reputation as a flirt? So what if you might've seen some thing you thought was gossip material (lol that's a bit pathetic don't you think)? So what if I might've exceeded your expectations? And so what if you think you're tons better than me?
Importantly..
I have what's mine. I have my little bubbles of comfort.
And it's all I need. (: Thank you for trying, my dears. I might've seemed a little bit scary but gah it's at times like these when you see who your true friends are. (:
Haters.
-rolls eyes.
And don't you dare generalise the people I mix with. You don't even know me- and yet you think they're like me?
It's just like saying..
Oh she loves eating crayons so he does too.
Either you're retarded or you're in desperate need of some good adult influences. How old do you think you are-_- Act like your age, please. It's cause of people like you that causes the Poly students to look down on our maturity.
And/ but if you thought for a second i'd crumble...
For a second, you were right.
Mostly getting ready for tomorrow.
You can tell when someone's a good team player. Willing to part with knowledge to help the team, willing to spend time practising together, willing to do the best without requests.
Well.
You can tell when someone ought to go back to kindergarten. You'd think Jc's full of intelligent people with the clear minds and consciences but apparently. Well. You know. The displays of immaturity are too great to ignore. Notice boards?
Well.
You can never tell who your friends are.
Some still might want to be, but are just too afraid to break away. Some are out to sabotage, and it's those that you should never mix with.
I think I made a mistake.
You disappoint me, my dear.
What are all these people doing instead of fruitfully studying? Is it stupidity, or stupidity? I wonder. A little too shallow, a little too low? I smirk. Perhaps it's time you opened your eyes and see who's the real ugly one.
So what if I might have a reputation as a flirt? So what if you might've seen some thing you thought was gossip material (lol that's a bit pathetic don't you think)? So what if I might've exceeded your expectations? And so what if you think you're tons better than me?
Importantly..
I have what's mine. I have my little bubbles of comfort.
And it's all I need. (: Thank you for trying, my dears. I might've seemed a little bit scary but gah it's at times like these when you see who your true friends are. (:
Haters.
-rolls eyes.
And don't you dare generalise the people I mix with. You don't even know me- and yet you think they're like me?
It's just like saying..
Oh she loves eating crayons so he does too.
Either you're retarded or you're in desperate need of some good adult influences. How old do you think you are-_- Act like your age, please. It's cause of people like you that causes the Poly students to look down on our maturity.
And/ but if you thought for a second i'd crumble...
For a second, you were right.
Joy
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Blogging offline first. (:
We were surprisingly the earliest today! (: Despite Clem being late, as usual, I might add. Jamming was unproductive today, sadly. But i'm sure they'll work it out!
I'm elated because Imran serenaded me:D
(I am inspired to write a song now! And randomly dump in people's names.)
All I wanted was you,
Hahahhaha and Zahf was also at it, until..
"*something something something*... eh shit, what's her name uh?!? OH YEAH! Noelle, noelle, noelle.."
Should've whacked the brains outta his head hahahahhahaha.
And I busied myself with imitating C on the drums:D
Rushed off to Pasir Ris (late).Met the 3rd monkey- Nigel! (:
Bought A some B&Js and headed to the chalet.
Andrew's hair looks like a nylon mop:) ... Uh, a few familiar faces around (Zach, Yihui, some tkgs girls and vs boys) but ultimately I stuck with Nigel cause Clem was being a social butterfly-_- Dance is good! :D
Left early. Mum gets really pissed really quick these few days, omg.
Gahhh I really don't know how and what to say to her sometimes.
Then it was the fun part!
We spotted some NTUC trolleys and hohohoho, I was loaded into one and pushed along the long creepy dark winding road! :DAnd I was sitting there so cool and enjoying myself while Clem was sweating like a pig and complaining how heavy the trolley was. And if not for Nigel I think I would've crashed and fell out many many times or get knocked down by a car.Anyway, I feel so loved. (:
Thanks C and N!
Long bus ride home and I swear we have funny sleeping positions.
Nigel is a nice guy and it's cool how we all stay near each other(:
Thank you Clemzo for today! (:
Now I really need to mug my ass off this week.
We were surprisingly the earliest today! (: Despite Clem being late, as usual, I might add. Jamming was unproductive today, sadly. But i'm sure they'll work it out!
I'm elated because Imran serenaded me:D
(I am inspired to write a song now! And randomly dump in people's names.)
All I wanted was you,
Hahahhaha and Zahf was also at it, until..
"*something something something*... eh shit, what's her name uh?!? OH YEAH! Noelle, noelle, noelle.."
Should've whacked the brains outta his head hahahahhahaha.
And I busied myself with imitating C on the drums:D
Rushed off to Pasir Ris (late).Met the 3rd monkey- Nigel! (:
Bought A some B&Js and headed to the chalet.
Andrew's hair looks like a nylon mop:) ... Uh, a few familiar faces around (Zach, Yihui, some tkgs girls and vs boys) but ultimately I stuck with Nigel cause Clem was being a social butterfly-_- Dance is good! :D
Left early. Mum gets really pissed really quick these few days, omg.
Gahhh I really don't know how and what to say to her sometimes.
Then it was the fun part!
We spotted some NTUC trolleys and hohohoho, I was loaded into one and pushed along the long creepy dark winding road! :DAnd I was sitting there so cool and enjoying myself while Clem was sweating like a pig and complaining how heavy the trolley was. And if not for Nigel I think I would've crashed and fell out many many times or get knocked down by a car.Anyway, I feel so loved. (:
Thanks C and N!
Long bus ride home and I swear we have funny sleeping positions.
Nigel is a nice guy and it's cool how we all stay near each other(:
Thank you Clemzo for today! (:
Now I really need to mug my ass off this week.
