Got down to doing all the computer stuff:
Emailing GPP,
Creating the dance blog. (Holler if you wanna know!)
Just too tired from the 24 hour marathon.
And in my humble, honest opinion,
It didn't go very well at all.
The only thing I remember (and I remember only vaguely)
is late night/ early morning pingpong sessions, and dancing.
Heeheehee I look forward to playing with my pingpong partner! :D Damn fun omg reliving the primary school mad pingpong days.
Anyway, I think everyone's kinda shocked that I play a good ball. :D Hahahah JUST BECAUSE I LOOK LIKE A GIRLY GIRL AND AN AIRHEAD DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T PLAY ANYTHING K. Play pingpong and bball with me lah. (:
Blogging less and less cause there's nothing either safe or interesting enough to blog about. Bleah. My private life is too interesting and my public is too boring. Hmmmm.
I promise an interesting blog post soon.
When i'm not so tired(:
And mmmmhmmmm.
I Smell The Fucking Holidays.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. :D
Random
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Sweeeeeeet
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Venti vanilla latte with lava cake and an LV wallet.
(:
Late night rendezvous! (With who else?)
The heart shape is so freaking awesome- I did it just by sipping the cream! Ah, I am so artistic(: Heh heh heh.
Steamy.
Just what we needed after shivering under the blast of air con. Omg, so annoyingly cold! Nyeh I love Starbucks. (: And I love....
Hurhurhur. (:
Met CS, and a few of Kw's friends.
They are weird. Like, stop, stare, and raise eyebrow kind of weird.
Hahahaha but they're fun lah(:
Bleah, i'm really tired from that performance... And it didn't seem all that worth it, for all the effort we put in!
The audience was like
............... -stares ............. -claps ......... -STARES
Omg. Like just CHEER or something yknow! And it wasn't that many people either. Half of it were probably family/ friends. And there was this gay guy checking us out. Kinda creeped me out.
Pack, Bathe, Sleep.
K.
Noelle out.
-salutes goodnight
Complain
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I'm very tired. ):
So i'm going to sleep early tonight, I think.
I'm getting horrendously absent-minded.
-I took my last math test without bringing my GC.
-I forgot about my pencilbox.
-I've walked out for lunch without my wallet.
-I forget everything. ):
I'm losing a lot of hair.
I'm falling more dangerously sick.
I'm becoming increasing.. sick. In the head.
I'm turning into some whack.
(Insomniac. -_-)
We all have anger management issues.
):
I really can't wait till Friday.
(Speaking of which, remember last Friday? :O)
Sigh.
Tomorrow's our performance and I just sorta know we'll do good, but i'm not very hyped up. Sorry lah the idea of my hair sprayed rock-hard and walking around all sweaty, gross and in thick make-up afterwards doesn't exactly turn me on. ):
But yup, come support us if you can! (:
And we have school on Thursday!
I'll be half-dead, I think. (If not fully.)
Bleahhh.
Everyone thinks we're together...
But, are we?
(;
Heh heh heh heh heh hehh.
I'm so annoying right.
You owe me ice-cream, my dear. ):
And to my disturbing friend J:
You're really disturbing! ): D:
Hahahah oh welllllll. (:
So i'm going to sleep early tonight, I think.
I'm getting horrendously absent-minded.
-I took my last math test without bringing my GC.
-I forgot about my pencilbox.
-I've walked out for lunch without my wallet.
-I forget everything. ):
I'm losing a lot of hair.
I'm falling more dangerously sick.
I'm becoming increasing.. sick. In the head.
I'm turning into some whack.
(Insomniac. -_-)
We all have anger management issues.
):
I really can't wait till Friday.
(Speaking of which, remember last Friday? :O)
Sigh.
Tomorrow's our performance and I just sorta know we'll do good, but i'm not very hyped up. Sorry lah the idea of my hair sprayed rock-hard and walking around all sweaty, gross and in thick make-up afterwards doesn't exactly turn me on. ):
But yup, come support us if you can! (:
And we have school on Thursday!
I'll be half-dead, I think. (If not fully.)
Bleahhh.
Everyone thinks we're together...
But, are we?
(;
Heh heh heh heh heh hehh.
I'm so annoying right.
You owe me ice-cream, my dear. ):
And to my disturbing friend J:
You're really disturbing! ): D:
Hahahah oh welllllll. (:
Guys are weird things.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
"Don't put me in a difficult spot,
I'm only seventeen!"
DON'T PUT ME IN A DIFFICULT SPOT,
I'M ONLY SIXTEEN.
-_-
Hahahahahhaha. (:
Guys are weird things.
NATM was fun(: I think today was the happiest day i've had recently. Nothing actually happened but it felt... warm and fuzzy.
And finally,
CLEAN AND SHAVEN.
Thank God.
Hahahahahhahahha. :D
One more week till the holidays.
But this week looks.... damnnnnnn siannn.
):
I'm looking forward to CAN! though:D
Nyeh.
I want another shot of Starbucks. I'm getting hooked onto coffee.
And oreo mcflurry!
And my Mum's beef patties. Omg.
Anyway, :D D: :D
One of my ex-boyfriends has turned gay.
Just last night.
(He made out with a guy. More than one guy.)
Holy cow, i've failed as a woman HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
I'm only seventeen!"
DON'T PUT ME IN A DIFFICULT SPOT,
I'M ONLY SIXTEEN.
-_-
Hahahahahhaha. (:
Guys are weird things.
NATM was fun(: I think today was the happiest day i've had recently. Nothing actually happened but it felt... warm and fuzzy.
And finally,
CLEAN AND SHAVEN.
Thank God.
Hahahahahhahahha. :D
One more week till the holidays.
But this week looks.... damnnnnnn siannn.
):
I'm looking forward to CAN! though:D
Nyeh.
I want another shot of Starbucks. I'm getting hooked onto coffee.
And oreo mcflurry!
And my Mum's beef patties. Omg.
Anyway, :D D: :D
One of my ex-boyfriends has turned gay.
Just last night.
(He made out with a guy. More than one guy.)
Holy cow, i've failed as a woman HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
Functions
Saturday, May 23, 2009
It hurt.
Like a sharp pebble in your canvas sneakers.
Like a shard of glass stuck in your throat.
Like fingers clenching around your heart.
Like hugging a cactus.
Like a promise broken.
Like a grain of sand blown into your eye.
I don't know how, or why....
But it felt that way.
I thought I was stronger.
I feel like a glass thread...
Sharp, but fragile.
I'm not made of iron, after all. And that one line was all it took for me to realise how precariously near the edge I am.
...
It's like a weird Y Inverse graph.
Sometimes, it's a steep positive gradient, all the way up.
Once past the asymptote,
It plummets down, to negative infinity.
Then there are the various maximum and minimum points,
For all the moments of :) and :(
If our equation is so difficult,
If we had that many factors and limits to consider,
What would we equate to?
Like a sharp pebble in your canvas sneakers.
Like a shard of glass stuck in your throat.
Like fingers clenching around your heart.
Like hugging a cactus.
Like a promise broken.
Like a grain of sand blown into your eye.
I don't know how, or why....
But it felt that way.
I thought I was stronger.
I feel like a glass thread...
Sharp, but fragile.
I'm not made of iron, after all. And that one line was all it took for me to realise how precariously near the edge I am.
...
It's like a weird Y Inverse graph.
Sometimes, it's a steep positive gradient, all the way up.
Once past the asymptote,
It plummets down, to negative infinity.
Then there are the various maximum and minimum points,
For all the moments of :) and :(
If our equation is so difficult,
If we had that many factors and limits to consider,
What would we equate to?
Secrets
Friday, May 22, 2009
Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
What exactly just happened?
Btw, I play awesome basketball, no?
What exactly just happened?
Btw, I play awesome basketball, no?
Negligence
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Time alone with my Favourite Boy later-
Thank goodness.
I sorted out my thoughts last night- they aren't all settled yet, I just didn't want to think about some. Perhaps it's better to just dive in without thinking sometimes. Sometimes.
And you being you.. sigh.
I'm sorry for often losing my temper.
And getting frustrated. I'm just having alot of stuff going on at the same time, and sometimes all I want is a bit of peace and quiet. And to do nothing more than to be held, whispered lines of sweet-tongue-ings and engulfed in your warm, comforting scent.
I can't stay mad at you, because you're honestly so wonderful to me. I'm pretty darn sure no one else can tolerate me that much.
It's endearing how you're nearly always around, and I should really get down to being grateful and appreciative. So thank you,
Please stay with me,
Sorry for all the ): times,
Don't mention all the times I was understanding,
Continue smiling that boyish grin,
Comb my fringe for me often, as often as you like,
Sorry for all the ): times to come,
Buy me ice-cream often,
Let me continue to have you,
and see you later.
(:
Thank goodness.
I sorted out my thoughts last night- they aren't all settled yet, I just didn't want to think about some. Perhaps it's better to just dive in without thinking sometimes. Sometimes.
And you being you.. sigh.
I'm sorry for often losing my temper.
And getting frustrated. I'm just having alot of stuff going on at the same time, and sometimes all I want is a bit of peace and quiet. And to do nothing more than to be held, whispered lines of sweet-tongue-ings and engulfed in your warm, comforting scent.
I can't stay mad at you, because you're honestly so wonderful to me. I'm pretty darn sure no one else can tolerate me that much.
It's endearing how you're nearly always around, and I should really get down to being grateful and appreciative. So thank you,
Please stay with me,
Sorry for all the ): times,
Don't mention all the times I was understanding,
Continue smiling that boyish grin,
Comb my fringe for me often, as often as you like,
Sorry for all the ): times to come,
Buy me ice-cream often,
Let me continue to have you,
and see you later.
(:
LOVE OF MY LIFE
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Only one person can call me 'dumb' and get away with it- and it's clearly Ym. ): Hahaha someone's birthday is coming huhh... (: I'll go out with you soon, promise!
Alisha Thien you are the love of my life. (:
Video call again soon! Whatever happened to our naughty plans... I don't know. ): 26th may, soon!
Anyway,
Dizzy spells today during dance.
Reminder to self:
No skipping meals.
Eat before you dance.
NO SKIPPING DINNER.
I've been skipping dinner alot lately. I just go straight to my room once I get home and stay there. ): And forget to eat! And by the time i'm hungry it's 1am and I don't dare to go downstairs cause it's damn dark and scary and there are alot of lizards. ):
Screwed for GPP.
I swear I'll thank my lucky stars if we were to get it right last minute. (Which is nearly always the case with me.)
I'd like to say i'm proud of myself- I absorb pretty well during lectures! More than average:D Heeheehee which means less catching up to do omg. I'm going to draw up a TO DO LIST for the holidays.
Which includes.... mugging with Jason and F.B. and tanning! :D Heeeheheheehhee perhaps now I should try to lose the tan completely and look like some Jap/ Korean girl. Cute! :D
Someone's screwing herself up.
And someone should try to stop cutting her fringe. She's gonna be botak soon you know! HAHAHHAHAHA okay okay,
Tomorrow.
Anywayyyyy,
I PREDICT A MAJOR BITCHING SESSION TOMORROW.
BITCH NO. 1, I'VE GOT NEW STUFF! ;D
Alisha Thien you are the love of my life. (:
Video call again soon! Whatever happened to our naughty plans... I don't know. ): 26th may, soon!
Anyway,
Dizzy spells today during dance.
Reminder to self:
No skipping meals.
Eat before you dance.
NO SKIPPING DINNER.
I've been skipping dinner alot lately. I just go straight to my room once I get home and stay there. ): And forget to eat! And by the time i'm hungry it's 1am and I don't dare to go downstairs cause it's damn dark and scary and there are alot of lizards. ):
Screwed for GPP.
I swear I'll thank my lucky stars if we were to get it right last minute. (Which is nearly always the case with me.)
I'd like to say i'm proud of myself- I absorb pretty well during lectures! More than average:D Heeheehee which means less catching up to do omg. I'm going to draw up a TO DO LIST for the holidays.
Which includes.... mugging with Jason and F.B. and tanning! :D Heeeheheheehhee perhaps now I should try to lose the tan completely and look like some Jap/ Korean girl. Cute! :D
Someone's screwing herself up.
And someone should try to stop cutting her fringe. She's gonna be botak soon you know! HAHAHHAHAHA okay okay,
Tomorrow.
Anywayyyyy,
I PREDICT A MAJOR BITCHING SESSION TOMORROW.
BITCH NO. 1, I'VE GOT NEW STUFF! ;D
Call and Cancel
Monday, May 18, 2009
Sorry dude, i've gotta pangseh you. ):
Next time we'll go out!
Nyeh Dance exco results are out!
And i'm uh. Quite relieved, actually. Hahah clearly I didn't get anything but that gives me more time to focus on IMPROVING MY GRADES and... hahha i'm a kid. I need my free, go out and play time you know! (: And I don't really want to be tied down by additional responsibility at this point.
Sooooo, i'm not at all sad:D
In fact, I THINK WE GOT THE RIGHT PEOPLE HEH HEH.
Okay yeah I'm sure all dancers would know that I got pretty darn HIGH! today, to the extent of being labelled "drunk", "bunny", "kid", "mad woman" and many more. But omg, I was really happy Idk why!
:D :D :D :D
AND WHY DOES EVERYONE BLAME THE BANGS HUHHHH. MY BANGS ARE CUTE K.
And talking about my bangs, I got mixed reactions,
As usual.
With majority preferring my old hairstyle,
As usual.
And saying that my bangs very cute and kiddy and doll-like,
As usual. (HEH HEH SO EGO)
Ahya don't be sad lah everyone, my bangs will grow back in about 3 weeks? (: And and and it's good to have a change every once in a while! I WILL KEEP REINVENTING MY IMAGE (HAHAHA OMG WHAT EXACTLY AM I GOING TO SCHOOL FOR?!) so to keep everyone interested and to have something nice and exciting to talk about.
(Our school got no hot topics to talk about lorh.)
(Not like Vj.)
Hahahha and I know everyyyyyone suspects i'm dating somebody.... BUT I'M NOT! :D *gassssp!* I sense confusion.
Major panic.
Hahahhahaha okay nah. I'll uh. leave it at that.
And what the heck is some people's problem uh. If you don't like me then no need to go tell people right. Tell people who are close to me some more. You think you can persuade them? Dream on, suckers. Immature bunch of gits. Besides, what are your reasons for not liking me huh?
Oh I don't like the way she walks sticking her chest out. (That's damn retarded please. Sorry I can't help good posture right. Biased gits.)
Oh I don't like her skirt so bloody short.
Oh she's such a bitch. (Why leh?)
Oh I don't like the stuff she blogs. (.......... Hurhurhur. Retarded.)
Oh she's such a whore/ slut. (Fuck you, i'm a virgin.)
Oh I don't know leh. Just don't like lor.
See lah. See lah.
You all how old already huh.
17, 18 already know! Tskkkkkk. Well done lah you all.
Don't need to say anything you should go reflect hor. You think you all so big can rule the school is it? Hahahah honestly, people don't give a shit about you all yknow. It's all in your head really. Bunch of losers.
(HAHHAHA I'M CALLING PEOPLE A BUNCH OF LOSERS.)
Ahya whatever luh.
You all think what you want k.
I have what I need. (: Neh neh neh.
I think, I think I think I think...
I'm loving how this is going. (:
Next time we'll go out!
Nyeh Dance exco results are out!
And i'm uh. Quite relieved, actually. Hahah clearly I didn't get anything but that gives me more time to focus on IMPROVING MY GRADES and... hahha i'm a kid. I need my free, go out and play time you know! (: And I don't really want to be tied down by additional responsibility at this point.
Sooooo, i'm not at all sad:D
In fact, I THINK WE GOT THE RIGHT PEOPLE HEH HEH.
Okay yeah I'm sure all dancers would know that I got pretty darn HIGH! today, to the extent of being labelled "drunk", "bunny", "kid", "mad woman" and many more. But omg, I was really happy Idk why!
:D :D :D :D
AND WHY DOES EVERYONE BLAME THE BANGS HUHHHH. MY BANGS ARE CUTE K.
And talking about my bangs, I got mixed reactions,
As usual.
With majority preferring my old hairstyle,
As usual.
And saying that my bangs very cute and kiddy and doll-like,
As usual. (HEH HEH SO EGO)
Ahya don't be sad lah everyone, my bangs will grow back in about 3 weeks? (: And and and it's good to have a change every once in a while! I WILL KEEP REINVENTING MY IMAGE (HAHAHA OMG WHAT EXACTLY AM I GOING TO SCHOOL FOR?!) so to keep everyone interested and to have something nice and exciting to talk about.
(Our school got no hot topics to talk about lorh.)
(Not like Vj.)
Hahahha and I know everyyyyyone suspects i'm dating somebody.... BUT I'M NOT! :D *gassssp!* I sense confusion.
Major panic.
Hahahhahaha okay nah. I'll uh. leave it at that.
And what the heck is some people's problem uh. If you don't like me then no need to go tell people right. Tell people who are close to me some more. You think you can persuade them? Dream on, suckers. Immature bunch of gits. Besides, what are your reasons for not liking me huh?
Oh I don't like the way she walks sticking her chest out. (That's damn retarded please. Sorry I can't help good posture right. Biased gits.)
Oh I don't like her skirt so bloody short.
Oh she's such a bitch. (Why leh?)
Oh I don't like the stuff she blogs. (.......... Hurhurhur. Retarded.)
Oh she's such a whore/ slut. (Fuck you, i'm a virgin.)
Oh I don't know leh. Just don't like lor.
See lah. See lah.
You all how old already huh.
17, 18 already know! Tskkkkkk. Well done lah you all.
Don't need to say anything you should go reflect hor. You think you all so big can rule the school is it? Hahahah honestly, people don't give a shit about you all yknow. It's all in your head really. Bunch of losers.
(HAHHAHA I'M CALLING PEOPLE A BUNCH OF LOSERS.)
Ahya whatever luh.
You all think what you want k.
I have what I need. (: Neh neh neh.
I think, I think I think I think...
I'm loving how this is going. (:
Dope
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Something just spoilt my day, big time.
I know I said I won't say a fucking thing about it anymore, but if things get so outrageously twisted then i'm afraid I can't help it.
I don't go to people to dance. Ever. And definitely not persistently. Wtf. Stop making it sound like i'm some fucking whore or slut. Whatever the case is, just because I don't say anything about it doesn't mean I don't mind or I forgot, it's just because I like to avoid conflict.
What is wrong with those people?
I'm a girl, I have my dignity and i've done nothing to deserve shit like this. It hurts me to know how ugly some people can be. What gives you the right to tarnish someone's image- someone who has no relation to you whatsoever? If someone else says so, quit spreading it because you won't want me making things dirty. And if I find out how it got so ridiculously distorted, I'm going to hunt you down, and you'll see what happens to you.
God save you fuckers.
You don't have to believe me. You just have to believe the truth. I've got my evidence- have you?
I'm not targetting anyone in particular.
I want to be... vindicated.
So effectively, my rather good day has been screwed.
But prepare to be shocked tomorrow.
You'll see why.
(I got bored.)
ANYWAY.
I'm super proud of myself for having done well in math this sem! (: (: (: And I thought I was going to fail everything omg, I wanna do this for JCTs.
Scores for the first three tests respectively, and 72% overall omg yay! Btw, I hate Person C. He got a freaking 90.
That's just insane.
This is my fringe before.
HAHAHAH BET NO ONE SAW THAT COMING.
My fringe so cool right!
And here's what i've done to it.
I saved on the hairdresser and DIY-ed, as usual.
Catch me in school tomorrow! (:
HI KOR WOONG WE'VE GOT A BANGS OBSESSION!
Btw, Exco results are out tomorrow.
I'm feeling a little bit scared to know...
Recently i've been growing an annoyance at someone. It appears only occasionally but it's really getting on my nerves. And somehow, I've a very strong bad feeling she'll be in the Exco. But gah, perhaps I should find a way to put it nicely across. Because i'm pretty darn sure i'm not the only one.
1. What's with all the Facebook quizzes???
2. WHAT'S WITH EVERYONE'S MSN GETTING INFECTED?! It's daaaamn annoying. I wonder where they got it from...
(Porn maybe? Omg-_-)
Ps. I think i'm watching Band concert with Tan Chinhong theplayer good friendly neighbour! I don't know if I can stand his ego and his alpha-male blabber, but hahah i'm sort of looking forward to catching up(:
I know I said I won't say a fucking thing about it anymore, but if things get so outrageously twisted then i'm afraid I can't help it.
I don't go to people to dance. Ever. And definitely not persistently. Wtf. Stop making it sound like i'm some fucking whore or slut. Whatever the case is, just because I don't say anything about it doesn't mean I don't mind or I forgot, it's just because I like to avoid conflict.
What is wrong with those people?
I'm a girl, I have my dignity and i've done nothing to deserve shit like this. It hurts me to know how ugly some people can be. What gives you the right to tarnish someone's image- someone who has no relation to you whatsoever? If someone else says so, quit spreading it because you won't want me making things dirty. And if I find out how it got so ridiculously distorted, I'm going to hunt you down, and you'll see what happens to you.
God save you fuckers.
You don't have to believe me. You just have to believe the truth. I've got my evidence- have you?
I'm not targetting anyone in particular.
I want to be... vindicated.
So effectively, my rather good day has been screwed.
But prepare to be shocked tomorrow.
You'll see why.
(I got bored.)
ANYWAY.
I'm super proud of myself for having done well in math this sem! (: (: (: And I thought I was going to fail everything omg, I wanna do this for JCTs.
Scores for the first three tests respectively, and 72% overall omg yay! Btw, I hate Person C. He got a freaking 90.
That's just insane.
This is my fringe before.
HAHAHAH BET NO ONE SAW THAT COMING.
My fringe so cool right!
And here's what i've done to it.
I saved on the hairdresser and DIY-ed, as usual.
Catch me in school tomorrow! (:
HI KOR WOONG WE'VE GOT A BANGS OBSESSION!
Btw, Exco results are out tomorrow.
I'm feeling a little bit scared to know...
Recently i've been growing an annoyance at someone. It appears only occasionally but it's really getting on my nerves. And somehow, I've a very strong bad feeling she'll be in the Exco. But gah, perhaps I should find a way to put it nicely across. Because i'm pretty darn sure i'm not the only one.
1. What's with all the Facebook quizzes???
2. WHAT'S WITH EVERYONE'S MSN GETTING INFECTED?! It's daaaamn annoying. I wonder where they got it from...
(Porn maybe? Omg-_-)
Ps. I think i'm watching Band concert with Tan Chinhong the
CONTROL
Saturday, May 16, 2009
I AM SO FREAKING TIRED AND I'M ACHING.
DESPITE SLEEPING FOR 5 HOURS THE MOMENT I CAME HOME AND SLEEPING IN THE LIBRARY WITH THE DANCERS. HEEHEEE I LOVE SLEEPING.
I'm happy- I got to meet F.B. today.
(:
"I am confused" hahaahhaha.
You're damn cute luh. I like wandering around aimlessly neh neh neh. And how come you know like everyyyybody it's scary okay.
And you get damn excited when we catch people redhanded.
Tsktsktsk you.
Angels and Demons tomorrow?
Omg i'm shit broke. No kidding.
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ where are you! ):
I love American Apparel.
Damn. I need $$$$! I swear i'm so depressed, i'm going to start making my own clothes soon. Their dresses are so simple but madly awesome. ): ): ): Omg I love it lah.
Anyway,
Taking orders for the tank top I was wearing today!
Pixxxx up here tomorrow. (:
I think I can get it for around $11 each?
Available in Black and White.
(Sorry Choong Lee for refusing to take the pic with you although I did it with Dicky! Hahahahha damn bastard sorrryyyyy)
Damn lazy to do anything now.
Damn sleepy. I wanna go back to sleep.
FTW- "For The Win."
Or "Fuck The World."
DESPITE SLEEPING FOR 5 HOURS THE MOMENT I CAME HOME AND SLEEPING IN THE LIBRARY WITH THE DANCERS. HEEHEEE I LOVE SLEEPING.
I'm happy- I got to meet F.B. today.
(:
"I am confused" hahaahhaha.
You're damn cute luh. I like wandering around aimlessly neh neh neh. And how come you know like everyyyybody it's scary okay.
And you get damn excited when we catch people redhanded.
Tsktsktsk you.
Angels and Demons tomorrow?
Omg i'm shit broke. No kidding.
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ where are you! ):
I love American Apparel.
Damn. I need $$$$! I swear i'm so depressed, i'm going to start making my own clothes soon. Their dresses are so simple but madly awesome. ): ): ): Omg I love it lah.
Anyway,
Taking orders for the tank top I was wearing today!
Pixxxx up here tomorrow. (:
I think I can get it for around $11 each?
Available in Black and White.
(Sorry Choong Lee for refusing to take the pic with you although I did it with Dicky! Hahahahha damn bastard sorrryyyyy)
Damn lazy to do anything now.
Damn sleepy. I wanna go back to sleep.
FTW- "For The Win."
Or "Fuck The World."
PDA
Friday, May 15, 2009
Let's go to the park
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care, we just don't care
We just don't care
And I'm hooked onto...
Love Of My Life.
Oh yes, Jason and I heard some damn freaking good old songs last night! :D Hahaha omg, it was completely refreshing. I learnt more stuff about Jason and i'm really impressed k! Except about his loser face(:
HEH HEH HEH HEHHHHH LOW.
But I guess the oldie streak was of course influenced by somebody. Somebody whom i'm supposed to go out with soon! Hope you're feeling happy today. (: I feel really bad that i'm so busy studying and all that these days and I don't have time for you. Although I try my best to talk to you! :/
Omg. I hate work.
Get well soon FB. (:
You know, you can be so mean and annoying and everything but... Hahahah I bet you can complete my sentence! GRAWR.
Hate it luh. (: Forever kena exploited.
Tomorrow's College Day!
Our dance....
.............................
Is good enough. (: I'm confident.
Will you lunch with me? (:
All the not-so-good things we teenage kids do out of school):
I might look like a bad kid, but I'm not. And I plan to stay that way. I know everyone's into different stuff these days but... I gotta stay focused. At least for a while more! Gah. I feel deprived I haven't partied or drank or anything for damn long. I need to find some good clean fun.
I wanna kiss you underneath the stars
Maybe we'll go too far
We just don't care, we just don't care
We just don't care
And I'm hooked onto...
Love Of My Life.
Oh yes, Jason and I heard some damn freaking good old songs last night! :D Hahaha omg, it was completely refreshing. I learnt more stuff about Jason and i'm really impressed k! Except about his loser face(:
HEH HEH HEH HEHHHHH LOW.
But I guess the oldie streak was of course influenced by somebody. Somebody whom i'm supposed to go out with soon! Hope you're feeling happy today. (: I feel really bad that i'm so busy studying and all that these days and I don't have time for you. Although I try my best to talk to you! :/
Omg. I hate work.
Get well soon FB. (:
You know, you can be so mean and annoying and everything but... Hahahah I bet you can complete my sentence! GRAWR.
Hate it luh. (: Forever kena exploited.
Tomorrow's College Day!
Our dance....
.............................
Is good enough. (: I'm confident.
Will you lunch with me? (:
All the not-so-good things we teenage kids do out of school):
I might look like a bad kid, but I'm not. And I plan to stay that way. I know everyone's into different stuff these days but... I gotta stay focused. At least for a while more! Gah. I feel deprived I haven't partied or drank or anything for damn long. I need to find some good clean fun.
Beau
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Added: Today's post is NC16.
To a certain somebody:
I hope you're happier today! (:
Perhaps I didn't tell you, but what you said made me very happy yesterday. And i'm glad you approve, sort of! So hopefully you're feeling all cheery and smiley today.
I'll be here for you! (Always here for you)
Heeheehee omg I love your songs lah.
"Okay but seriously i'm really happy for you this time lah. He seems like a good guy." Heh heh heh you know me too well. (: Gah!
You're still very important to me(:
And today in (chinese) class....
Let's say we weren't exactly not naughty.
(Names are all going to be censored! Or replaced:D)
I saw someone's copy of FHM.
O:
And because I was so curious (never read this sort of thing before mah) I borrowed it and person A checked out girls with me! Haha i'm pretty damn certain I take the longest to read such magazines because i'm not a guy- I actually read the articles and not just stare at the pics!
Hahahah person A was like O_O. And he stares some more.
Then I found this Jap model darn hot. But her face really couldn't make it. So I um. Covered it. Hahahahha and it was damn funny k!
And like the FHM girls take photos of themselves in dingy HDB rooms. Hello, that's really not sexy lah I know you all trying very hard already (clearly) but venue also quite important know anot! Tskkkkk. Go beach or toilet or something la right.
OKAY HAHAH NO OFFENCE. REALLY. Don't want catfight.
Then this person B began talking about um.
Visuals.
Like how it gets really annoying cause you want stuff NOW, but then often what you get really pisses you off.
Case I:
Pixelated.
"You can't even see anything larh wtf man."
It's like you're squinting at the screen and by then it's not nice anymore. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!
Case II:
Slanted camera.
And person B has gotten neck cramps and really pissed off cause the people who did the video didn't bother to set it straight.
So from now on...
"Hey is your neck aching?" actually is our code for something else.
(;
HAHAHAHAHAH. IMAGINE!
Person C and I were just laughing all the way although person C was in quite a bad mood earlier. I swear I laughed till I wanted to cry k!
Then a while later...
I asked Person A. "Are you still thinking about the mag?"
A: "Huh what thing?"
Me: "The FHM lah."
A: "Oh. Ummmmm. I don't know."
*continues paying attention (or appearing so) to chinese teacher.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAH HOPELESS.
MY CLASSMATES OMGGGGG HOPELESSS.
I find it damn fascinating lah.
I've gotta admit i'm really not used to being in a mixed school cause i've been in all-girls schools for ten years. The last time I was in a mixed school was kindergarten and even then, the only thing guys talked about was thecock rooster outside school and whether they really held hands with anyone.
I admit. I had a boyfriend in kindergarten.
His name was Darren. (I think) Or Desmond. Or Darrell.
And his mum thought I was really cute.
(To the extent that she recognised me on the road when I was like p5 HOW COOL IS THAT HURRH!)
And the only thing we did was.... talk to each other.
And hold hands when we line up! Like permanent partners.
I think he was the only boy I actually talked to.
I used to be a really shy girl. Shy, small small cute cute and quiet.
Man, how things have changed HAHAHAHHA.
Eh not so bad lah.
Anyway just to mention..
Person A was talking to me the other day in lecture.
That day was also quite... informative.
And he said:
"When I get excited, I can't control myself!"
I died.
Laughing.
But onto not so good stuff...
Favourite boy's sick! )):
How did that happen hurhhh. You're such a big strong boy how come like that! Sigh get well soon k. (: Omgg. I want to see you soon again. ):
Oh no.
I'm worried. );
And coincidentally,
Shaun Leow is seriously sick. And i'm supposed to keep a safe distance away from him. ): Omg get well quick bro! All you annoying sick people. All gang up on me and fall sick together. Both of you in cahoots is it!
To a certain somebody:
I hope you're happier today! (:
Perhaps I didn't tell you, but what you said made me very happy yesterday. And i'm glad you approve, sort of! So hopefully you're feeling all cheery and smiley today.
I'll be here for you! (Always here for you)
Heeheehee omg I love your songs lah.
"Okay but seriously i'm really happy for you this time lah. He seems like a good guy." Heh heh heh you know me too well. (: Gah!
You're still very important to me(:
And today in (chinese) class....
Let's say we weren't exactly not naughty.
(Names are all going to be censored! Or replaced:D)
I saw someone's copy of FHM.
O:
And because I was so curious (never read this sort of thing before mah) I borrowed it and person A checked out girls with me! Haha i'm pretty damn certain I take the longest to read such magazines because i'm not a guy- I actually read the articles and not just stare at the pics!
Hahahah person A was like O_O. And he stares some more.
Then I found this Jap model darn hot. But her face really couldn't make it. So I um. Covered it. Hahahahha and it was damn funny k!
And like the FHM girls take photos of themselves in dingy HDB rooms. Hello, that's really not sexy lah I know you all trying very hard already (clearly) but venue also quite important know anot! Tskkkkk. Go beach or toilet or something la right.
OKAY HAHAH NO OFFENCE. REALLY. Don't want catfight.
Then this person B began talking about um.
Visuals.
Like how it gets really annoying cause you want stuff NOW, but then often what you get really pisses you off.
Case I:
Pixelated.
"You can't even see anything larh wtf man."
It's like you're squinting at the screen and by then it's not nice anymore. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!
Case II:
Slanted camera.
And person B has gotten neck cramps and really pissed off cause the people who did the video didn't bother to set it straight.
So from now on...
"Hey is your neck aching?" actually is our code for something else.
(;
HAHAHAHAHAH. IMAGINE!
Person C and I were just laughing all the way although person C was in quite a bad mood earlier. I swear I laughed till I wanted to cry k!
Then a while later...
I asked Person A. "Are you still thinking about the mag?"
A: "Huh what thing?"
Me: "The FHM lah."
A: "Oh. Ummmmm. I don't know."
*continues paying attention (or appearing so) to chinese teacher.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAH HOPELESS.
MY CLASSMATES OMGGGGG HOPELESSS.
I find it damn fascinating lah.
I've gotta admit i'm really not used to being in a mixed school cause i've been in all-girls schools for ten years. The last time I was in a mixed school was kindergarten and even then, the only thing guys talked about was the
I admit. I had a boyfriend in kindergarten.
His name was Darren. (I think) Or Desmond. Or Darrell.
And his mum thought I was really cute.
(To the extent that she recognised me on the road when I was like p5 HOW COOL IS THAT HURRH!)
And the only thing we did was.... talk to each other.
And hold hands when we line up! Like permanent partners.
I think he was the only boy I actually talked to.
I used to be a really shy girl. Shy, small small cute cute and quiet.
Man, how things have changed HAHAHAHHA.
Eh not so bad lah.
Anyway just to mention..
Person A was talking to me the other day in lecture.
That day was also quite... informative.
And he said:
"When I get excited, I can't control myself!"
I died.
Laughing.
But onto not so good stuff...
Favourite boy's sick! )):
How did that happen hurhhh. You're such a big strong boy how come like that! Sigh get well soon k. (: Omgg. I want to see you soon again. ):
Oh no.
I'm worried. );
And coincidentally,
Shaun Leow is seriously sick. And i'm supposed to keep a safe distance away from him. ): Omg get well quick bro! All you annoying sick people. All gang up on me and fall sick together. Both of you in cahoots is it!
Pop
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
OKAY OMG I KNOW I REALLY SHOULDN'T BE BLOGGING- I'VE GOT FUCKING MATH TO STUDY FOR AND TONS OF GP AND OTHER TUTORIALS TO DO. AND I FEEL LIKE SHOOTING MYSELF...
But then again, no.
Hahahah maaaybe it was the wrong choice but hell yeah, it was... everything I needed, really. God. I have absolutely no idea how to describe it but yeah.
I feel damn happy thinking about it. (:
I loved today. (:
Although 13th may 09 doesn't sound like a nice day.
Favourite boy jiayou! :D
Yeah it's a hell lot of work but... consequence lah.
Okay i'm going to tell you everyyyyything later! (:
Damn happy.
OMG FUCK YOU PW,
OMG!
MEETING AT 630AM AT SCHOOL? OMG.
That means I need to leave the house at... 550. Which is before the time I normally wake up. What the balls man seriously. I really should've crashed his place or stayed out or something.
Okay that's it. I'm skipping sleep tonight.
I hate Tj. I hate Tj.
But then again, no.
Hahahah maaaybe it was the wrong choice but hell yeah, it was... everything I needed, really. God. I have absolutely no idea how to describe it but yeah.
I feel damn happy thinking about it. (:
I loved today. (:
Although 13th may 09 doesn't sound like a nice day.
Favourite boy jiayou! :D
Yeah it's a hell lot of work but... consequence lah.
Okay i'm going to tell you everyyyyything later! (:
Damn happy.
OMG FUCK YOU PW,
OMG!
MEETING AT 630AM AT SCHOOL? OMG.
That means I need to leave the house at... 550. Which is before the time I normally wake up. What the balls man seriously. I really should've crashed his place or stayed out or something.
Okay that's it. I'm skipping sleep tonight.
I hate Tj. I hate Tj.
Qualms
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
I am feeling very, very mixed up now.
On one hand, i'm hopping mad.
On the other... well, i'm hopping mad too. (but for very different reasons!) See. Okay perhaps to vent my frustration from the second... i'll rant about the first.
Okay prepare yourself.
JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING OR BLACKMAIL DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T CARE. THIS IS INJUSTICE K. WHO ARE YOU TO GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE YOUR SIDE OF THE STORY?
The biased, selfish, ugly side.
I can't even look you straight in the face anymore.
Seriously. You've got some security issues. And are you blind or stupid? Did you not see what you put me through??? Fucker. IF YOU HAD SO MANY ISSUES, you should've just stopped. And saved me fromm all the trouble. And not use it as an excuse. Not now.
Who are you to tell me to my face that you allow yoruself to be the bad guy, yet go around telling people otherwise? Who are you! You've got some serious guts. Whoooops. Perhaps not. You lack some serious guts.
What kind of guy are you?
Disrespectful, ungrateful little asshole.
One day.
One more time I hear anything more, i'm gonna turn major bitch on you and sabotage your rep so fucking badly you won't even want to live anymore. It's probably only what, half of what you did to me?
Would it kill you just to keep your mouth shut for one freaking day? And I have to suffer all these fucking insults and stares and hushed gossiping because of you? You don't ever think before you think.
Ever.
You don't ever take anything seriously.
Ever.
Who do you think you are? How would everyone treat you the second they find out about you? I know. I just don't want to put you through that. I don't want to put you through whatever i'm going through daily.
Honestly, quit trying so hard. Don't pretend to be the good guy. Don't deceive yourself. One day it's all gonna hit you back so hard.
The person to try you would find out.
That person would be a thousand times worse than me. Appreciate how much crap I had to tolerate from you and all your fucking moodswings. No actually, don't. Don't even come close to me.
You're the worst. Seriously.
It's too late to try and salvage anything. Really. Don't try. You've wasted every single chance i've given you. Wasted completely.
It's okay. The rest of the world loves you. (: Why should you care about me? I'm just a flirt right? Oh yes. You had to go through sooo much. Only a small bunch of people dislike you anyway. Continue this way luh. (: You're doing well so far.
Okay.
I'll stop. Really. I'll stop.
BREAAAATHE.
Sigh.
Onto no 2.
Okay I've got a slight problem.
There's a certian pain...
This is an indication- my body lacks what it needs.
It's alot more complicated than I thought it was, but
And after tonight...
I am going to keep a one metre radius from you.
I really want to.
What the heck did you eat today!
): Omg. I'm scared.
On one hand, i'm hopping mad.
On the other... well, i'm hopping mad too. (but for very different reasons!) See. Okay perhaps to vent my frustration from the second... i'll rant about the first.
Okay prepare yourself.
JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING OR BLACKMAIL DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T CARE. THIS IS INJUSTICE K. WHO ARE YOU TO GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE YOUR SIDE OF THE STORY?
The biased, selfish, ugly side.
I can't even look you straight in the face anymore.
Seriously. You've got some security issues. And are you blind or stupid? Did you not see what you put me through??? Fucker. IF YOU HAD SO MANY ISSUES, you should've just stopped. And saved me fromm all the trouble. And not use it as an excuse. Not now.
Who are you to tell me to my face that you allow yoruself to be the bad guy, yet go around telling people otherwise? Who are you! You've got some serious guts. Whoooops. Perhaps not. You lack some serious guts.
What kind of guy are you?
Disrespectful, ungrateful little asshole.
One day.
One more time I hear anything more, i'm gonna turn major bitch on you and sabotage your rep so fucking badly you won't even want to live anymore. It's probably only what, half of what you did to me?
Would it kill you just to keep your mouth shut for one freaking day? And I have to suffer all these fucking insults and stares and hushed gossiping because of you? You don't ever think before you think.
Ever.
You don't ever take anything seriously.
Ever.
Who do you think you are? How would everyone treat you the second they find out about you? I know. I just don't want to put you through that. I don't want to put you through whatever i'm going through daily.
Honestly, quit trying so hard. Don't pretend to be the good guy. Don't deceive yourself. One day it's all gonna hit you back so hard.
The person to try you would find out.
That person would be a thousand times worse than me. Appreciate how much crap I had to tolerate from you and all your fucking moodswings. No actually, don't. Don't even come close to me.
You're the worst. Seriously.
It's too late to try and salvage anything. Really. Don't try. You've wasted every single chance i've given you. Wasted completely.
It's okay. The rest of the world loves you. (: Why should you care about me? I'm just a flirt right? Oh yes. You had to go through sooo much. Only a small bunch of people dislike you anyway. Continue this way luh. (: You're doing well so far.
Okay.
I'll stop. Really. I'll stop.
BREAAAATHE.
Sigh.
Onto no 2.
Okay I've got a slight problem.
There's a certian pain...
This is an indication- my body lacks what it needs.
It's alot more complicated than I thought it was, but
And after tonight...
I am going to keep a one metre radius from you.
I really want to.
What the heck did you eat today!
): Omg. I'm scared.
Lounge
Monday, May 11, 2009
You know, it's kinda weird how a nearly-stranger can give you the very thing you need. In my case, i'm really glad I met this certain person.
Who doesn't get why people are so judgemental.
Or why they don't like me.
"It's not important. I like you, and she likes you, and he likes you."
That brought my focus back.
I'm not here to fight everyone.
I'm here to win at least one person over. (:
And by that.. i've won.
Anyway. You're such a moron.
You think you can talk about me right beside me and that I won't know. You think the whole world loves you. (They ought to, though.) You think I won't get mad. You think that tiny bottle of The Body Shop solves everything. You think you can... idk. (:
"Then don't send me back lah."
To everyone who went today:
Yay it was awesome. :D And pretty productive, well for me at least lah. (: Well done those who actually studied.
And lastly, k fine.
A few people have been asking so...
Note that my lj's just an alternative blog. For the more unsafe, unappropriate-for-the-whole-world-to-know, kitschy thoughts in my head. Many posts have been made private so there isn't much... but yeah. And alot of stuff don't make sense (even to me, I just blog without thinking) so um, enjoy?
http://panicinthecity.livejournal.com
Who doesn't get why people are so judgemental.
Or why they don't like me.
"It's not important. I like you, and she likes you, and he likes you."
That brought my focus back.
I'm not here to fight everyone.
I'm here to win at least one person over. (:
And by that.. i've won.
Anyway. You're such a moron.
You think you can talk about me right beside me and that I won't know. You think the whole world loves you. (They ought to, though.) You think I won't get mad. You think that tiny bottle of The Body Shop solves everything. You think you can... idk. (:
"Then don't send me back lah."
To everyone who went today:
Yay it was awesome. :D And pretty productive, well for me at least lah. (: Well done those who actually studied.
And lastly, k fine.
A few people have been asking so...
Note that my lj's just an alternative blog. For the more unsafe, unappropriate-for-the-whole-world-to-know, kitschy thoughts in my head. Many posts have been made private so there isn't much... but yeah. And alot of stuff don't make sense (even to me, I just blog without thinking) so um, enjoy?
http://panicinthecity.livejournal.com
Panic in the city!
Sunday, May 10, 2009
You uh,
YOU UH.
You are tres terrible.
Tell you go out and study with me, you don't want.
Other people ask you go out and study, then you scared you feel left out cause all of them bringing friend so you ask me to go with you.
What the heckkkkkkkkk. D:
You uh.
Shaun and I are considering investing in a lomo. D: Gah the cam's gonna cost a bomb, and the film is gonna cost another!
Wouldn't it be better to just invest in many different toy cams? :D Hahaha and those that use the normal 35mm film. (Well but then that ambitious brother also wants to experiment with the different films)
Gah.
I want a new camera.
My Sony's being a bitch I swear. And that really hurts cause I paid for it by myself with the money I earned while working last hols. ): Old-school cameras omg:D See how luh. If I can afford to spend another $$$...
(I feel broke after buying today's Starbucks with XXX.)
Anyway, random pics on Lj.
I should really just shift.
(Starbucks' face got auto-detected by my camera. Cool shitz)
YOU UH.
You are tres terrible.
Tell you go out and study with me, you don't want.
Other people ask you go out and study, then you scared you feel left out cause all of them bringing friend so you ask me to go with you.
What the heckkkkkkkkk. D:
You uh.
Shaun and I are considering investing in a lomo. D: Gah the cam's gonna cost a bomb, and the film is gonna cost another!
Wouldn't it be better to just invest in many different toy cams? :D Hahaha and those that use the normal 35mm film. (Well but then that ambitious brother also wants to experiment with the different films)
Gah.
I want a new camera.
My Sony's being a bitch I swear. And that really hurts cause I paid for it by myself with the money I earned while working last hols. ): Old-school cameras omg:D See how luh. If I can afford to spend another $$$...
(I feel broke after buying today's Starbucks with XXX.)
Anyway, random pics on Lj.
I should really just shift.
(Starbucks' face got auto-detected by my camera. Cool shitz)
HAIR
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Star Trekked today with somebodyyyy(:
Had the usual Starbucks, and I paid!
I AM GOING TO HAVE TO CONTROL MY SPENDING.
TODAY I BOUGHT A SKIRT, 2 TANKTOPS what the ballzzz.
Bank account is going to be $0.00 soon, but well. WHAT'S THE USE OF $$$ IF YOU DON'T SPEND IT RIGHT. Hahahhaha i'm so terrible lah I know. But because I bought all this... I'm not going to buy a new pair of canvas loafers for school): Yep. And i'm going to refrain from spending for the rest of the month, and wait for my (and Jason's) F21 stuff to come!
I WILL KEEP TO MY WORD
AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.
Thanks for the wonderful day (date) today. :D
Anyway, Jason is hopeless.
Just wanted to mention that. Hahahahhahahahaha.
And if you can find my Lj, good for you. Am considering a permanent shift to there, but it's looking abit shabby gotta find some way to liven it up! But there's a super cute background:D Heeeheeheehee.
(Just ask if you wanna know lah.)
Had the usual Starbucks, and I paid!
I AM GOING TO HAVE TO CONTROL MY SPENDING.
TODAY I BOUGHT A SKIRT, 2 TANKTOPS what the ballzzz.
Bank account is going to be $0.00 soon, but well. WHAT'S THE USE OF $$$ IF YOU DON'T SPEND IT RIGHT. Hahahhaha i'm so terrible lah I know. But because I bought all this... I'm not going to buy a new pair of canvas loafers for school): Yep. And i'm going to refrain from spending for the rest of the month, and wait for my (and Jason's) F21 stuff to come!
I WILL KEEP TO MY WORD
AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.
Thanks for the wonderful day (date) today. :D
Anyway, Jason is hopeless.
Just wanted to mention that. Hahahahhahahahaha.
And if you can find my Lj, good for you. Am considering a permanent shift to there, but it's looking abit shabby gotta find some way to liven it up! But there's a super cute background:D Heeeheeheehee.
(Just ask if you wanna know lah.)
Bimbo Post
Cause i'm a better man,
Moving onto better things
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepeeeey. (:
I love my bed omg.
Favourite boy's feeling lazy today. ):
Sighhhhhhhhh.
And he insists i'm a small pampered rich girl.
HAR HAR HAR I WISH MANNNN. $$$$$$$
Speaking of which, i'm pleased to announce the money I invested like 2 months ago has nearly doubled. That'll pay for my... driving license. Not enough for a car though. Did I ever mention how my parents refuse to pay for my license and a car? Sheesh): Well. Financial independence blablabla. It's enough that I have to pay for my own wardrobe already! D:
And finally i've decided what to do with my hair!
Blair Waldorf's hair colour at the beginning of Season 2.
(:
I'm probably keeping the side bangs for a long while more cause I kinda love how it looks. Straight blunt bangs... maybe next year or end year! Hahahha vainpot yes we know(:
Assuming Mum lets me, of course. Or if not.. i'll just use my own money-_- Hahahhaha the power of the dollar!
I should mug. :/
Okay no more time to whine, gotta get ready! (:
I can't wait to see you.
Moving onto better things
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepeeeey. (:
I love my bed omg.
Favourite boy's feeling lazy today. ):
Sighhhhhhhhh.
And he insists i'm a small pampered rich girl.
HAR HAR HAR I WISH MANNNN. $$$$$$$
Speaking of which, i'm pleased to announce the money I invested like 2 months ago has nearly doubled. That'll pay for my... driving license. Not enough for a car though. Did I ever mention how my parents refuse to pay for my license and a car? Sheesh): Well. Financial independence blablabla. It's enough that I have to pay for my own wardrobe already! D:
And finally i've decided what to do with my hair!
Blair Waldorf's hair colour at the beginning of Season 2.
(:
I'm probably keeping the side bangs for a long while more cause I kinda love how it looks. Straight blunt bangs... maybe next year or end year! Hahahha vainpot yes we know(:
Assuming Mum lets me, of course. Or if not.. i'll just use my own money-_- Hahahhaha the power of the dollar!
I should mug. :/
Okay no more time to whine, gotta get ready! (:
I can't wait to see you.
Stolen
Friday, May 8, 2009
Hahahahahhaha okay on the msg I just got (9:27PM):
It's damn cute luh.
(:
Hahahahhahaha I think whatever I think just ends up exiting my brain via my mouth. Blatantly honest omg): It's embarrassingggg.
Justin you suck. YOU FREAKING SUCK OKAYYY. ):
Hahahahahahahahahha.
SABO ME.
Anyway.
Today was a fun day! (:
HAHAHHA ARE YOU SURPRISED.
Well,
WHICH IDIOT TOLD ME TODAY GOT BIO MOCKSPA! Shit I got scammed so badly and I actually managed to convince the fellow sotong to study spa answers during lunch. Hahahahaha thankfully, we found out!
PI's fucking over.
O-V-E-R!
:D
We bought Ms Poh chocolates (Merci!) cause it's her last time with us): I wonder who's taking us for bio. Oh no i'm going to miss her): And we bought her a cake!
"MS POH
WE WANT YOU"
):
(The best cake design ever!)
Dance was pretty productive, although somehow the item doesn't feel right. Feels funny. ): But I can't put my finger down on the problem. Hmmmmmmm. And for the first time in a longgggg time, I wore a leotard. It makes me feel like i've grown fatter):
Then I decided to be a good girl and head straight home to enjoy my bed. (: Sighhhh. I've got a slight headache for some strange reason! But i'm happy the long weekend is here:D What shall I do tomorrowwwww and tomorrow's tomorrow and you know. I don't knowwwww!
I always say "Never mind! (:" but in all honesty,
I think i'll be very sad if I don't have you. ):
I'll swim the ocean for you, the ocean for you
!!
It's damn cute luh.
(:
Hahahahhahaha I think whatever I think just ends up exiting my brain via my mouth. Blatantly honest omg): It's embarrassingggg.
Justin you suck. YOU FREAKING SUCK OKAYYY. ):
Hahahahahahahahahha.
SABO ME.
Anyway.
Today was a fun day! (:
HAHAHHA ARE YOU SURPRISED.
Well,
WHICH IDIOT TOLD ME TODAY GOT BIO MOCKSPA! Shit I got scammed so badly and I actually managed to convince the fellow sotong to study spa answers during lunch. Hahahahaha thankfully, we found out!
PI's fucking over.
O-V-E-R!
:D
We bought Ms Poh chocolates (Merci!) cause it's her last time with us): I wonder who's taking us for bio. Oh no i'm going to miss her): And we bought her a cake!
"MS POH
WE WANT YOU"
):
(The best cake design ever!)
Dance was pretty productive, although somehow the item doesn't feel right. Feels funny. ): But I can't put my finger down on the problem. Hmmmmmmm. And for the first time in a longgggg time, I wore a leotard. It makes me feel like i've grown fatter):
Then I decided to be a good girl and head straight home to enjoy my bed. (: Sighhhh. I've got a slight headache for some strange reason! But i'm happy the long weekend is here:D What shall I do tomorrowwwww and tomorrow's tomorrow and you know. I don't knowwwww!
I always say "Never mind! (:" but in all honesty,
I think i'll be very sad if I don't have you. ):
I'll swim the ocean for you, the ocean for you
!!
Red
Thursday, May 7, 2009
I have figured out why the past few days have been so crappy. It's a phenomena experienced by most girls, but honestly, i've never had it.
Pre-Menstrual Syndrome.
Oh body, you are such a freaking bitch to me I swear.
Why do I always get such painnnnnnnnn FARK. ):
Had a semi-romantic moment just now.
The piano sucks so bad, but it made me happy somehow.
(:
Then after that it all went bleaugh.
Sorry and thank you M. (:
Okay got a lot of work to do omg.
Tmr:
-PI submission
-Bio mock SPA
-GP and econs. ):
Pre-Menstrual Syndrome.
Oh body, you are such a freaking bitch to me I swear.
Why do I always get such painnnnnnnnn FARK. ):
Had a semi-romantic moment just now.
The piano sucks so bad, but it made me happy somehow.
(:
Then after that it all went bleaugh.
Sorry and thank you M. (:
Okay got a lot of work to do omg.
Tmr:
-PI submission
-Bio mock SPA
-GP and econs. ):
True
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Today
Is
A
Weird
Awkward
Crappy
Sad
Day.
(although it was a potential happy high day)
Which is how I ended up finding someone for a good talk- yeah I was angry earlier, but thanks a lot for being around. (: Gah I don't know many other people who could be that patient with me.
Today we discovered some peoples' true colours.
Okay great, i'm not biased. What's up with her lately? Why have we been hearing stuff about her being bitchy? I think she's faking. But I suppose she loves being selective. And what she wants to get... I have absolutely no idea.
Okay I bet you don't know who i'm talking about. You might THINK you know but no... i'm positive you don't.
(:
Conclusion: We see now. Don't know if I actually want to know.
And thanks my good friend. (:
I miss that day during the March hols.v Sighhhh.
We're ambitious people. Future capt, take care of your (future) subordinates. You know i'll whack/ poke you if you don't uh. Warning(;
Anyway.
...
Funny angle.
Yeah you should learn how to ____ _____ so that you can ____ __ in such situations. I'm very scared of trying lah. :/ You veh precious.
Is
A
Weird
Awkward
Crappy
Sad
Day.
(although it was a potential happy high day)
Which is how I ended up finding someone for a good talk- yeah I was angry earlier, but thanks a lot for being around. (: Gah I don't know many other people who could be that patient with me.
Today we discovered some peoples' true colours.
Okay great, i'm not biased. What's up with her lately? Why have we been hearing stuff about her being bitchy? I think she's faking. But I suppose she loves being selective. And what she wants to get... I have absolutely no idea.
Okay I bet you don't know who i'm talking about. You might THINK you know but no... i'm positive you don't.
(:
Conclusion: We see now. Don't know if I actually want to know.
And thanks my good friend. (:
I miss that day during the March hols.v Sighhhh.
We're ambitious people. Future capt, take care of your (future) subordinates. You know i'll whack/ poke you if you don't uh. Warning(;
Anyway.
...
Funny angle.
Yeah you should learn how to ____ _____ so that you can ____ __ in such situations. I'm very scared of trying lah. :/ You veh precious.
I am (clearly) HIGH.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Helloooooo everyone.
I'm feeling very sleepy! ):
Sleeping at 12 and 3 doesn't feel any different to me oh my goodness. ): Is this a signal that I should sleep more and seriously catch up on my sleep? With two tests next week... Dream on. Grrrrrawr!
Grumpy sleep-deprived swine Noelle.
Yeah lah fine i'm a swine lah okay.
I eat excessively I sleep all day and i'm fat- happy??
-_________-
Hahahahha.
Anyway i'm looking forward to tomorrow;
My favourite weekday!
Because for the first three periods there's dingdingding and it's double chinese and then slack. (: Heh heh hehh no lah I tone down already k. I'm not obsessed. Not with that one at least. (:
S(c)andal!
BUT TOMORROW,
THERE'S HUSTINGS.
I DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO BE HAPPY SAD SCARED ANGRY NERVOUS OR RETARDED. Ah so stresssss. Actually I won't be scared cause I don't really know how it's like. Well I won't be scared till like tomorrow at the place itself. It'll be like...
O_O
O_O
OOOOO__OOOOO
(okay that looks like a monster)
Hahaha anyway, I was just thinking of a nightly emo pang song. Okay that doesn't make sense but..
EVERY NIGHT YOU'D CRY YOURSELF TO SLEEP THINKING WHY DOES HAPPEN TO ME WHY DOES EVERY MOMENT HAVE TO BE SO HARDDDDD
:D
IT'S NOT OVER TONIGHT
JUST GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO MAKE YOU MINE
(it's kinda scary and stalkerish if someone comes up to you and says that. don't you think?)
:D
SORRY I'M FEELING VERY RANDOM.
And drunk. Hehhehehehehh.
(There's a hole in my Fbts.)
Okay. Just touched up my PI.
Feeling very very proud of myself.
And I think I might actually like Pw! I know i've been against it for so long but... mwahahaha the sense of achievement is very encouraging(: Plus i'm such a friendly uncompetitive and selfless classmate- I help people with their PIs leh!
NOT LIKE SOME PEOPLE. MANY PEOPLE.
Btw,
Bitch no. 1 CAN YOU STOP TEASING ANOT.
YOU DAMN FREAKING BITCH LAH. :D Hahahahahhahaha don't become like THEM okay! Besides, he got like so many others. Just randomly close your eyes and pick one lah. (;
Pah I think my body goes into auto-sleepy mode one hour into dance pracs. Seriously. I can just sit down. And fall asleep in 10 seconds for like 5 minutes damn shiok:D Today's dance was... drama.
Uh yeah.
But well, long bus ride with C home! (:
I can't sleep on buses with him idk why. ): And it's weird cause i'm so tired lately but still cannot. Crappp. But he sleeps like a log.
Oh yes he does.
(:
Hahahaha i'm going to start observing weird sleeping habits!
Anyway. If anyone has any requests for any song, holler! (:
Heh okay I really feel drunk.
I'm feeling very sleepy! ):
Sleeping at 12 and 3 doesn't feel any different to me oh my goodness. ): Is this a signal that I should sleep more and seriously catch up on my sleep? With two tests next week... Dream on. Grrrrrawr!
Grumpy sleep-deprived swine Noelle.
Yeah lah fine i'm a swine lah okay.
I eat excessively I sleep all day and i'm fat- happy??
-_________-
Hahahahha.
Anyway i'm looking forward to tomorrow;
My favourite weekday!
Because for the first three periods there's dingdingding and it's double chinese and then slack. (: Heh heh hehh no lah I tone down already k. I'm not obsessed. Not with that one at least. (:
S(c)andal!
BUT TOMORROW,
THERE'S HUSTINGS.
I DON'T KNOW WHETHER TO BE HAPPY SAD SCARED ANGRY NERVOUS OR RETARDED. Ah so stresssss. Actually I won't be scared cause I don't really know how it's like. Well I won't be scared till like tomorrow at the place itself. It'll be like...
O_O
O_O
OOOOO__OOOOO
(okay that looks like a monster)
Hahaha anyway, I was just thinking of a nightly emo pang song. Okay that doesn't make sense but..
EVERY NIGHT YOU'D CRY YOURSELF TO SLEEP THINKING WHY DOES HAPPEN TO ME WHY DOES EVERY MOMENT HAVE TO BE SO HARDDDDD
:D
IT'S NOT OVER TONIGHT
JUST GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO MAKE YOU MINE
(it's kinda scary and stalkerish if someone comes up to you and says that. don't you think?)
:D
SORRY I'M FEELING VERY RANDOM.
And drunk. Hehhehehehehh.
(There's a hole in my Fbts.)
Okay. Just touched up my PI.
Feeling very very proud of myself.
And I think I might actually like Pw! I know i've been against it for so long but... mwahahaha the sense of achievement is very encouraging(: Plus i'm such a friendly uncompetitive and selfless classmate- I help people with their PIs leh!
NOT LIKE SOME PEOPLE. MANY PEOPLE.
Btw,
Bitch no. 1 CAN YOU STOP TEASING ANOT.
YOU DAMN FREAKING BITCH LAH. :D Hahahahahhahaha don't become like THEM okay! Besides, he got like so many others. Just randomly close your eyes and pick one lah. (;
Pah I think my body goes into auto-sleepy mode one hour into dance pracs. Seriously. I can just sit down. And fall asleep in 10 seconds for like 5 minutes damn shiok:D Today's dance was... drama.
Uh yeah.
But well, long bus ride with C home! (:
I can't sleep on buses with him idk why. ): And it's weird cause i'm so tired lately but still cannot. Crappp. But he sleeps like a log.
Oh yes he does.
(:
Hahahaha i'm going to start observing weird sleeping habits!
Anyway. If anyone has any requests for any song, holler! (:
Heh okay I really feel drunk.
Park
Monday, May 4, 2009
I'm happy now.
(:
My PI, which was done in three hours this morninng causing me to sleep at around 3am, was well received by Ms Ying! :D OMG. So lesson learnt... I should just sleep in the day, work at night. Hahaha the sense of urgency makes me work better lo(:
Now i'm worried for our GPP. ):
Gah omg we've got to make this work somehow.
Anyway.
Zhafri is an ass.
I hate longkangs.
I'm going to stuff his head down one someday. The real ones.
End of story.
Fbfbfbfbfb seems like not many people know who you are(:
See lah. (: This is so fun heeheehee.
HAHAHHA AND WHO ARE YOU MANNN my mother? Wahlao eh chase me go bathe and go everything. I am anti-stubble. Seriousslyyyy(: But it's true, I guess I need someone to nag at me lah. I'm still a kid!
"Hello have you bathed? Ohkay go bathe now. No, don't blog first, bathe first. Then i'm going to call you in 20 minutes, and then i'm going to make sure you sleep at 12. You promised me uh, blablablabla"
:D:D:D
Hahahhhaha okay I've no idea why but I find it hilarious.
And you feel really good. (:
It's called young love.
(:
My PI, which was done in three hours this morninng causing me to sleep at around 3am, was well received by Ms Ying! :D OMG. So lesson learnt... I should just sleep in the day, work at night. Hahaha the sense of urgency makes me work better lo(:
Now i'm worried for our GPP. ):
Gah omg we've got to make this work somehow.
Anyway.
Zhafri is an ass.
I hate longkangs.
I'm going to stuff his head down one someday. The real ones.
End of story.
Fbfbfbfbfb seems like not many people know who you are(:
See lah. (: This is so fun heeheehee.
HAHAHHA AND WHO ARE YOU MANNN my mother? Wahlao eh chase me go bathe and go everything. I am anti-stubble. Seriousslyyyy(: But it's true, I guess I need someone to nag at me lah. I'm still a kid!
"Hello have you bathed? Ohkay go bathe now. No, don't blog first, bathe first. Then i'm going to call you in 20 minutes, and then i'm going to make sure you sleep at 12. You promised me uh, blablablabla"
:D:D:D
Hahahhhaha okay I've no idea why but I find it hilarious.
And you feel really good. (:
It's called young love.
Take
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Editted. Gah. Vulgarities mostly removed, or weakened.
If you get offended, it's your problem not mine.
Because I actually care about other people,
i'm going to stop doing my screwed up PI and say something.
You have to understand that from two different people, it seems totally different. And mind you, I have my own eyewitnesses- I can really choose to blow this up. And it really bothered me that night, so would you all please be a little bit human and understanding? Would you like to experience that? Sheesh.
If you all wanna keep making noise about it then go ahead.
You know roughly (well I know) how many people in Tj read my blog. At the rate you all are shooting, those who wouldn't know would know. And well, it spreads. I'm not even doing anything.
Is one "sorry" that hard?
One warning:
One more time any idiot decides to shoot me with one more damned thing, or insult, or anything that pisses me off,
...
Well you know.
Don't you think i'll give in just because you throw a bunch of curses. Don't you dare take me for a pushover. I'm doing this out of goodwill.
Who are you all anyway? Bullies? Animals? Children? Where are your manners? Is this how you treat someone you don't even know?
Please. You didn't feel it. You'd never know.
Wth.
Fuck it.
As though I don't have enough things to do already.
I'll try to save your ass and your rep and get you out of whatever you're stuck in already. I swear, to God, I didn't tell anyone after that night and if it spread, it wasn't me. I know you're bothered, and I know you're a good person since you have so many good friends. So just treat this as a misunderstanding.
I hope you know what to do.
Anyway to the great guy who played middleman,
You're awesome. (:
If you get offended, it's your problem not mine.
Because I actually care about other people,
i'm going to stop doing my screwed up PI and say something.
You have to understand that from two different people, it seems totally different. And mind you, I have my own eyewitnesses- I can really choose to blow this up. And it really bothered me that night, so would you all please be a little bit human and understanding? Would you like to experience that? Sheesh.
If you all wanna keep making noise about it then go ahead.
You know roughly (well I know) how many people in Tj read my blog. At the rate you all are shooting, those who wouldn't know would know. And well, it spreads. I'm not even doing anything.
Is one "sorry" that hard?
One warning:
One more time any idiot decides to shoot me with one more damned thing, or insult, or anything that pisses me off,
...
Well you know.
Don't you think i'll give in just because you throw a bunch of curses. Don't you dare take me for a pushover. I'm doing this out of goodwill.
Who are you all anyway? Bullies? Animals? Children? Where are your manners? Is this how you treat someone you don't even know?
Please. You didn't feel it. You'd never know.
Wth.
Fuck it.
As though I don't have enough things to do already.
I'll try to save your ass and your rep and get you out of whatever you're stuck in already. I swear, to God, I didn't tell anyone after that night and if it spread, it wasn't me. I know you're bothered, and I know you're a good person since you have so many good friends. So just treat this as a misunderstanding.
I hope you know what to do.
Anyway to the great guy who played middleman,
You're awesome. (:
Turntable
M. :( Since when did we become like this.
Don't fucking turn it around and use it against me.
If you weren't alright with it in the first place then you should've stopped and it would've saved all the pain. Who was the one who wanted a second chance? For sure, it wasn't me.
And think about it.
Why did it actually happen?
If you didn't treat me like fuck nothing would've ever happened. I wasn't obliged to you at all- at that time we were free to do whatever we wanted. No one knows what really went on. Even you don't. So don't assume you do.
Don't give me anymore shit to waddle in.
Be grateful that I didn't blaze your reputation to bits and that I still care alot about you. Stop acting like I owe you a damned living and my whole life revolves around you. After whatever happened, I have the right to treat you any fucking way I like. You should thank your lucky stars i'm not like half of what people envision me to be. You should be happy that you're dealing with me and no other girl because they would've ripped you limb from limb.
So count your blessings.
And treat me like a right, not an entitlement.
Work to make up for the shit you created, don't just give some crap excuse and not talk to me. I don't expect you to tell everyone but at least repay me for the injustice I get everyday. No one knows, thankfully.
Treat me like a close friend.
Comfort me when i'm down.
Run to me if you need anything.
You're not a bad kid.
Sigh.
Don't fucking turn it around and use it against me.
If you weren't alright with it in the first place then you should've stopped and it would've saved all the pain. Who was the one who wanted a second chance? For sure, it wasn't me.
And think about it.
Why did it actually happen?
If you didn't treat me like fuck nothing would've ever happened. I wasn't obliged to you at all- at that time we were free to do whatever we wanted. No one knows what really went on. Even you don't. So don't assume you do.
Don't give me anymore shit to waddle in.
Be grateful that I didn't blaze your reputation to bits and that I still care alot about you. Stop acting like I owe you a damned living and my whole life revolves around you. After whatever happened, I have the right to treat you any fucking way I like. You should thank your lucky stars i'm not like half of what people envision me to be. You should be happy that you're dealing with me and no other girl because they would've ripped you limb from limb.
So count your blessings.
And treat me like a right, not an entitlement.
Work to make up for the shit you created, don't just give some crap excuse and not talk to me. I don't expect you to tell everyone but at least repay me for the injustice I get everyday. No one knows, thankfully.
Treat me like a close friend.
Comfort me when i'm down.
Run to me if you need anything.
You're not a bad kid.
Sigh.
Noire
My breakfast plan failed cause C and I were both too lazy to get out of bed. Hahah dannnggg. I don't know why but I feel really bad..
I'm sorry, you.
And there will be a next time, I promise. No matter what you'll always be my good friend(:
Spent my day on the Ps3.
I'm taking a break cause I feel quite nauseous- the game got a bit gruesome and scary. ): Fine, i'm a chicken.
I'll never watch horror movies
I just dislike excuses.
And coming from you.. it hurt a little.
It was the last thing I wanted to hear, really. And I felt a tinge of anger but nah. I ought to rein in my temper.
But i'm happy- at least we're this way now. (:
For the rest of today... family and work.
Heeheehee Ikea- can't wait(:
And I am tempted to remove the damned tagboard because people are getting so anal about issues they know nothing about.
I mean i'm not perfect- but you should all be more open, especially when you don't know me. What the heck gives you the right to play God and give orders? Besides.. i'm just saying what many people don't dare to. Get used to it- and just fuck off if you don't like me.
I'm not going to listen or try changing opinions because it's stupid really. Like hearing how to miao from a dog.
(:
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Or making it by under pink moonlight-
It's always Penny and me tonight
Cause Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up,
Push the pedal to the ground
And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes, pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight
I'm sorry, you.
And there will be a next time, I promise. No matter what you'll always be my good friend(:
Spent my day on the Ps3.
I'm taking a break cause I feel quite nauseous- the game got a bit gruesome and scary. ): Fine, i'm a chicken.
I'll never watch horror movies
I just dislike excuses.
And coming from you.. it hurt a little.
It was the last thing I wanted to hear, really. And I felt a tinge of anger but nah. I ought to rein in my temper.
But i'm happy- at least we're this way now. (:
For the rest of today... family and work.
Heeheehee Ikea- can't wait(:
And I am tempted to remove the damned tagboard because people are getting so anal about issues they know nothing about.
I mean i'm not perfect- but you should all be more open, especially when you don't know me. What the heck gives you the right to play God and give orders? Besides.. i'm just saying what many people don't dare to. Get used to it- and just fuck off if you don't like me.
I'm not going to listen or try changing opinions because it's stupid really. Like hearing how to miao from a dog.
(:
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Or making it by under pink moonlight-
It's always Penny and me tonight
Cause Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up,
Push the pedal to the ground
And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes, pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight
SHOPPANGGG
YouTube - Hanson - Penny and Me Official Acoustic
I can't stop singing this omg. (: Keeps me so freaking happy!
Omg mixpod doesn't have this- I can't put it on my playlist! FUCKKKK ): Go listen I swear damn old damn sexyyy!
I'll sing this for you! :D
ANYWAY I'M SUPER HAPPY NOW!
I'VE CONVERTED JASON INTO A FOREVER21 LOVER JUST LIKE MEEEE HAHAH OMG HE WANTS LIKE USD$115 OF STUFF (AFTER CHOOSING)! :D :D :D :D :D
I have a new shopping partner!
:D :D :D :D :D
Damn excited!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
The stuff DAMN NICE CANNNNNN! :D :D :D :D :D
HEEHEEHEE I'M GOING TO GET A NEW DRESS!
HEEHEEHEEHEEEHEEEHEEEEEEX:D
Okay I think i'm going crazy.
Waiting for my daily late-night phone call:D Omg, I don't think I can survive without it anymore(: Hohohohoho!
I can't stop singing this omg. (: Keeps me so freaking happy!
Omg mixpod doesn't have this- I can't put it on my playlist! FUCKKKK ): Go listen I swear damn old damn sexyyy!
I'll sing this for you! :D
ANYWAY I'M SUPER HAPPY NOW!
I'VE CONVERTED JASON INTO A FOREVER21 LOVER JUST LIKE MEEEE HAHAH OMG HE WANTS LIKE USD$115 OF STUFF (AFTER CHOOSING)! :D :D :D :D :D
I have a new shopping partner!
:D :D :D :D :D
Damn excited!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
The stuff DAMN NICE CANNNNNN! :D :D :D :D :D
HEEHEEHEE I'M GOING TO GET A NEW DRESS!
HEEHEEHEEHEEEHEEEHEEEEEEX:D
Okay I think i'm going crazy.
Waiting for my daily late-night phone call:D Omg, I don't think I can survive without it anymore(: Hohohohoho!
In my place
Saturday, May 2, 2009
You know what.
I can hate this family sometimes.
When everyone opens their eyes and starts being appreciate and less biased, perhaps they'll actually hear what i'm telling them.
Here lies...
The most stubborn mother you'll ever find.
The most spoilt-rotten and deceiving youngest daughter that ever existed. Just because i'm the only one who knows what goes on and dares to say something about it makes me the bad one? Oh please.
You're all in need of some desperate, in-your-face honesty.
I'm embarrassed at the stuff they both say, really. I cannot identify myself with them. I might be a bit extreme and sharp but it's better they hear it from me than from anyone else because by then.. it might be too late to change.
But then they'll never listen to me.
So i'll stop offering the help that they've refused and let them one day see for themselves what a mess they're created.
Goodness, is it that hard to be appreciative?
I've done so much to help the family out and they choose to turn blind deaf and dumb all of a sudden. And exaggerate every single wrongdoing. Omggggg. I am speechlessssss.
I'm only a rebellious biased possessed indecent stubborn stupid paranoid cunning mean crazy dellusional suicidal emotional teenager anyway.
What do I know?
I can hate this family sometimes.
When everyone opens their eyes and starts being appreciate and less biased, perhaps they'll actually hear what i'm telling them.
Here lies...
The most stubborn mother you'll ever find.
The most spoilt-rotten and deceiving youngest daughter that ever existed. Just because i'm the only one who knows what goes on and dares to say something about it makes me the bad one? Oh please.
You're all in need of some desperate, in-your-face honesty.
I'm embarrassed at the stuff they both say, really. I cannot identify myself with them. I might be a bit extreme and sharp but it's better they hear it from me than from anyone else because by then.. it might be too late to change.
But then they'll never listen to me.
So i'll stop offering the help that they've refused and let them one day see for themselves what a mess they're created.
Goodness, is it that hard to be appreciative?
I've done so much to help the family out and they choose to turn blind deaf and dumb all of a sudden. And exaggerate every single wrongdoing. Omggggg. I am speechlessssss.
I'm only a rebellious biased possessed indecent stubborn stupid paranoid cunning mean crazy dellusional suicidal emotional teenager anyway.
What do I know?
Strike
Okay, the holiday feels a little too long.
I'm starting to miss my wacky classmates! (: Hahaha can't wait to hear Bitch No. 1 and sotong and everyone again, damn funnyyyy! The bitches in our class are predominantly guys, lol wth.
You know I can't stand how people come and bullshit.
Damn bloody annoying. But they can think whatever they want- I know someone (and a few awesome others) who wouldn't believe a thing anyone said because they know me a little too well:D
And most of the time.. i'm joking.
Take a damned chill pill dude don't fire and all like you've haven't had any pleasure for 10 years. Hahahahahahha oooooops it's no wonder some people are so grumpy! Deprived people = grumpy people.
Fair, my ass.
Lmao.
And forgive me for the bad mood last night, whoever got attacked by me! I swear I was launching countless missiles with my sharp tongue and piercing egos like madddd, but I guess everyone needs a bit of this once in a while! (: Guys. *rolls eyes*
But then I remember how much I love people in general and how my closer friends are predominantly guys, so the anti-guy mood didn't last very long.
I'm sort of disappointed that he fell prey to bad influence. I know it's not that BAD, but still... Perhaps I thought I knew you better- I thought you were a great good boy. It's not cool, I swear. And i'm not exactly comfortable with it but since nearly everyone's at it... sigh.
Anywayyyyyy, onto another person, and today! :D
It's kinda funny how both of us have commitment issues.
Like you and your friends and all,
Me and my (guy) friends and dance.
Okay perhaps I like my singlehood. (: Heeheehee. The freedom to go out and play and do whatever you want like it's no one's business (well it isn't!) and not fear any sort of talk.
I'll see how long I can tahan until I can't bear not having you.
Thanks for today. (:
It was so wonderfully last-minute and great, as usual.
I am never, ever watching Horsemen with you. N-E-V-E-R.
Or any horror/ scary thriller movie.
And today's an awesome day to catch a movie cause there's free drinks and popcorn! Omg:D I'm freaking cheapo and damn proud of it luh.
I'm going to make movies and lava cake and coffee our standard thing! Which makes going out on average cost:
8+6.30+6= $20.30 per person.
!!!!!
Yikes. I should cut down on the shopping.
Okay maybe we should find a cheaper hobby.
You don't go "MEOW!" at cats (like how you would say "ROAR")- you're supposed to go "mmiaooooooo". =______=
That was retarded to the max. (: (: (:
The closer we get, the more tempted I am to hold you.
You're so... (: (: (:
Exploitation of soft spot!
I love see-saws.
And Happy 18th Birthday Shaun Leow(:
You make the best brother ever.
So cool how we both didn't get bounced last night but R&R did(: Hahaha I look forward to your gigs and our random movie marathons and our bad singing and every other weird thing we do!
"I'm going to sit home and just play ps3 the whole day and I don't want anyone to disturb me. Yup. That's for my birthday."
Lol.
I'm starting to miss my wacky classmates! (: Hahaha can't wait to hear Bitch No. 1 and sotong and everyone again, damn funnyyyy! The bitches in our class are predominantly guys, lol wth.
You know I can't stand how people come and bullshit.
Damn bloody annoying. But they can think whatever they want- I know someone (and a few awesome others) who wouldn't believe a thing anyone said because they know me a little too well:D
And most of the time.. i'm joking.
Take a damned chill pill dude don't fire and all like you've haven't had any pleasure for 10 years. Hahahahahahha oooooops it's no wonder some people are so grumpy! Deprived people = grumpy people.
Fair, my ass.
Lmao.
And forgive me for the bad mood last night, whoever got attacked by me! I swear I was launching countless missiles with my sharp tongue and piercing egos like madddd, but I guess everyone needs a bit of this once in a while! (: Guys. *rolls eyes*
But then I remember how much I love people in general and how my closer friends are predominantly guys, so the anti-guy mood didn't last very long.
I'm sort of disappointed that he fell prey to bad influence. I know it's not that BAD, but still... Perhaps I thought I knew you better- I thought you were a great good boy. It's not cool, I swear. And i'm not exactly comfortable with it but since nearly everyone's at it... sigh.
Anywayyyyyy, onto another person, and today! :D
It's kinda funny how both of us have commitment issues.
Like you and your friends and all,
Me and my (guy) friends and dance.
Okay perhaps I like my singlehood. (: Heeheehee. The freedom to go out and play and do whatever you want like it's no one's business (well it isn't!) and not fear any sort of talk.
I'll see how long I can tahan until I can't bear not having you.
Thanks for today. (:
It was so wonderfully last-minute and great, as usual.
I am never, ever watching Horsemen with you. N-E-V-E-R.
Or any horror/ scary thriller movie.
And today's an awesome day to catch a movie cause there's free drinks and popcorn! Omg:D I'm freaking cheapo and damn proud of it luh.
I'm going to make movies and lava cake and coffee our standard thing! Which makes going out on average cost:
8+6.30+6= $20.30 per person.
!!!!!
Yikes. I should cut down on the shopping.
Okay maybe we should find a cheaper hobby.
You don't go "MEOW!" at cats (like how you would say "ROAR")- you're supposed to go "mmiaooooooo". =______=
That was retarded to the max. (: (: (:
The closer we get, the more tempted I am to hold you.
You're so... (: (: (:
Exploitation of soft spot!
I love see-saws.
And Happy 18th Birthday Shaun Leow(:
You make the best brother ever.
So cool how we both didn't get bounced last night but R&R did(: Hahaha I look forward to your gigs and our random movie marathons and our bad singing and every other weird thing we do!
"I'm going to sit home and just play ps3 the whole day and I don't want anyone to disturb me. Yup. That's for my birthday."
Lol.
D:
Friday, May 1, 2009
It's nights like these that I enter a very.. unpleasant mood.
Currently, i'm feeling very anti-guy.
And i'm ready to go out mass-murdering blind and/or dumb guys.
Which is basically most of them.
Save like 10%.
Okay. I'll try to stop being scary.
I need my Favourite Boy to come talk to me now. ):
Anyway, I ended up going out today.
Veryyyy last minute study date (sort of) with Jason.
Bought my pants and had donutss at J.Co! :D
If I hadn't offered one later on, I would've eaten a grand total of 6. 4 at one shot(: Omg i'm such a pig- i'm sure you know.
I need new shoes, pronto.
My flats are obscenely hole-y. ):
Ah well i'm a very heaver user of bags and shoes so they all wear out damn quickly. I'm very proud that my brown shoulder bag is still in good shape. (: I heart F21!
Went for the party/gathering.
Played pool.
(I thought I was REALLY bad, but seems not:D)
Got bored.
Shared a sirloin with Ryan. (who recently got a blonde angmoh girl)
Stooooooned.
Yeah, that was my completely uneventful night.
Oh apart from the prank call from Leon Oh. Thanks, thanks alot.
-_-
My internet connection sucks so bad right now.
Omg frustrating.
I nearly forgot this.
Damn old school. (:
I used to sing it all the time when I was young omg.
HERE
Blind/ dumb.
Currently, i'm feeling very anti-guy.
And i'm ready to go out mass-murdering blind and/or dumb guys.
Which is basically most of them.
Save like 10%.
Okay. I'll try to stop being scary.
I need my Favourite Boy to come talk to me now. ):
Anyway, I ended up going out today.
Veryyyy last minute study date (sort of) with Jason.
Bought my pants and had donutss at J.Co! :D
If I hadn't offered one later on, I would've eaten a grand total of 6. 4 at one shot(: Omg i'm such a pig- i'm sure you know.
I need new shoes, pronto.
My flats are obscenely hole-y. ):
Ah well i'm a very heaver user of bags and shoes so they all wear out damn quickly. I'm very proud that my brown shoulder bag is still in good shape. (: I heart F21!
Went for the party/gathering.
Played pool.
(I thought I was REALLY bad, but seems not:D)
Got bored.
Shared a sirloin with Ryan. (who recently got a blonde angmoh girl)
Stooooooned.
Yeah, that was my completely uneventful night.
Oh apart from the prank call from Leon Oh. Thanks, thanks alot.
-_-
My internet connection sucks so bad right now.
Omg frustrating.
I nearly forgot this.
Damn old school. (:
I used to sing it all the time when I was young omg.
HERE
Blind/ dumb.
