WR is a pain in the ass.
Gonna mug for math now.
By the way, Dinner Was Awesome.
Like the sweet garlic and salted brown beans on the stingray... totally worth your $12(: I feel like I have a bottomless pit for a stomach; I downed a bowl of dumpling noodles followed by a plate of rice and stingray. Hahahhahahaha I think if I were any one else, I might've grown to 70kg in like 3 months or something (:
I left my phone in Imran's pocket. And went home without it. We are so smart, no? ): ): ): But I swear he has himbo moments APLENTY. Like don't even get me started on it hahahahhahaha:D
Nyeh!
I found out some shocking things about myself today:
I have low blood pressure
I have low haemmoglobin (iron) count
FML FML FML FML ):
I feel like such a failure (yes, I couldn't donate in the end) and I think i'm like super unfit): Sigh. And I think the slimy old doctor tried to flirt. Am thoroughly disturbed.
Nat is hinting at the prospect of me lifting someone for Staff Day
... holy moly.
ECHO
Thursday, July 30, 2009
What we do on Mondays
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
(check out my gay pink ice-cream being focused on mannnn)
(my eyebags are so erotic) (totally not.)
I'm so hunting for more ice-cream places.
100% therapeutic, I must swear.
Like the wind and weather and everything!
Instant noodles is good tooooooooo(:
And the candy and all was totally old-school awesome.
When I am able to fork out another $20, let's go to the chocolatier again! Am like totally looking forward to post-school tomorrow, seafood callssssss. Stingray stingray stingray stingray (is a scam of my money) :D :D I think at this rate, we'll be full-fledged foodies- we should be paid to do reviews and get free food don't you think!
Didn't fuck up my 5-items today.
Am tres proud of myself. (:
However in double Chiy-nese after that we had a test. I slept through half of it after 15 minutes. I actually woke up. But I looked at my black paper and went back to sleep.
Lol.
I'm a bad, bad person. ):
I think my boy is awesome. No matter what you all say neh neh(:
These few days have been so, so good. (especially near the partings)
(:
I'm like drunk on lurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrve. It's weird but hell yeah.
-Photos are rather belated, but that's because i've just figured out how to solve the weird New Post page! If you're a Singnet user on Blogger you'd probably know what i'm talking about.
Luxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I just somehow miss talking to manbitch.
I'm just quite frustrated with things now but I don't know what's exactly frustrating. It must be the lack of sleep. I'm so freaking sleepy these days I feel it's my only purpose in life.
"To sleep!"
2 and 1/3 hours left to instant ramen at the old hangout (if we had met 2 years ago). I have my cravings and well, submit to the Noelle(:
I'm just quite frustrated with things now but I don't know what's exactly frustrating. It must be the lack of sleep. I'm so freaking sleepy these days I feel it's my only purpose in life.
"To sleep!"
2 and 1/3 hours left to instant ramen at the old hangout (if we had met 2 years ago). I have my cravings and well, submit to the Noelle(:
Nerdy
Monday, July 27, 2009
Blogger is still retarded. ):
Anyway, last night was really fun(:
Party on a Sunday night? A little bit crazy but.. yeah.
Hahahahha met a bunch of (retarded but fun) people, snuck into the closed pool/ jacuzzi, BBQed till FB was like bathed in sweat hahahah, ate over 20 sticks of satay and a hell lot of food, you know! (: I was a complete pig. ): It felt good to see Pam again somehow(: She's always like so nice and warm and happy!
Tkss Boys. -rolls eyes hahahhahaha
(:
Last night was really awesome.
Especially the last hour or so.. (:
It feels so good to be young and hotblooded and wild...
If only we could sustain this? :/ I really abhor school. Like beyond measure.
HOWEVER,
Today someone fucked up lah hor.
Not saying who and why. ):
It's really really sad cause I can't bring myself to accept it (no matter what)- it's a question of my principle values and such. I cannot force my ways on you, but if I can't change it I don't know how I can survive. It's this annoying little pest gnawing it's way up from inside my chest. It bothers me frequently, it doesn't go away, I can't get rid of it as much as I try.
I really hate myself for being such a wuss.
If only I were stronger...
I really hate it. I'm not telling you everything in my head because it would probably stress you out, but I fucking hate it and I'm trying my very best to turn a blind eye but it's You; how can I possibly ignore you and not do anything?
I'm like fucking myself up.
Okay moving on.
Yes, I did cut my hair.
I did say it was going to be shoulder length and no shorter so yeah. :/ Kinda boring and all but it's Tj. I think people would literally drop dead or faint if they saw me with a boy crop right? Hahahhahahaha kiddinggg.
It's exceedingly ordinary... but perhaps I like the simplicity?
No fugly assymmetrical lines, no sharp edges, no attitude,
I like the bluntness and fulness and bounciness of it?
(:
And yup, I deliberately messed it up cause it's smexy that way yo. (:
Haahahhahahaha.
I didn't really mean for it to come out this way but...
Let's just say we're "accidentally cool".
(:
(A term coined by Shaun after we walked out with haircuts we both didn't expect.)
And Idk what's wrong with me today.
I normally pee like maxxxxx 3 times a day, but today i've gone to the latrine like at least 7 times. I feel like an old woman. ):
Speaking of which,
I realise i'm a huge klutz.
I slammed the door on my fingers a day ago leading to fugly bruises on my fingers (hahaha they're all in one line!) and i've been bumping into things and getting alot of bruises and scratches.
And not to forget how my polo tee got mysteriously stained with my pink highlighter when I came out from lecture. Seriously, it's mindboggling! ): Idk how it happened so embarrassing kkkk.
Word war.
Piercing words work better than any spear.
Anyway, last night was really fun(:
Party on a Sunday night? A little bit crazy but.. yeah.
Hahahahha met a bunch of (retarded but fun) people, snuck into the closed pool/ jacuzzi, BBQed till FB was like bathed in sweat hahahah, ate over 20 sticks of satay and a hell lot of food, you know! (: I was a complete pig. ): It felt good to see Pam again somehow(: She's always like so nice and warm and happy!
Tkss Boys. -rolls eyes hahahhahaha
(:
Last night was really awesome.
Especially the last hour or so.. (:
It feels so good to be young and hotblooded and wild...
If only we could sustain this? :/ I really abhor school. Like beyond measure.
HOWEVER,
Today someone fucked up lah hor.
Not saying who and why. ):
It's really really sad cause I can't bring myself to accept it (no matter what)- it's a question of my principle values and such. I cannot force my ways on you, but if I can't change it I don't know how I can survive. It's this annoying little pest gnawing it's way up from inside my chest. It bothers me frequently, it doesn't go away, I can't get rid of it as much as I try.
I really hate myself for being such a wuss.
If only I were stronger...
I really hate it. I'm not telling you everything in my head because it would probably stress you out, but I fucking hate it and I'm trying my very best to turn a blind eye but it's You; how can I possibly ignore you and not do anything?
I'm like fucking myself up.
Okay moving on.
Yes, I did cut my hair.
I did say it was going to be shoulder length and no shorter so yeah. :/ Kinda boring and all but it's Tj. I think people would literally drop dead or faint if they saw me with a boy crop right? Hahahhahahaha kiddinggg.
It's exceedingly ordinary... but perhaps I like the simplicity?
No fugly assymmetrical lines, no sharp edges, no attitude,
I like the bluntness and fulness and bounciness of it?
(:
And yup, I deliberately messed it up cause it's smexy that way yo. (:
Haahahhahahaha.
I didn't really mean for it to come out this way but...
Let's just say we're "accidentally cool".
(:
(A term coined by Shaun after we walked out with haircuts we both didn't expect.)
And Idk what's wrong with me today.
I normally pee like maxxxxx 3 times a day, but today i've gone to the latrine like at least 7 times. I feel like an old woman. ):
Speaking of which,
I realise i'm a huge klutz.
I slammed the door on my fingers a day ago leading to fugly bruises on my fingers (hahaha they're all in one line!) and i've been bumping into things and getting alot of bruises and scratches.
And not to forget how my polo tee got mysteriously stained with my pink highlighter when I came out from lecture. Seriously, it's mindboggling! ): Idk how it happened so embarrassing kkkk.
Word war.
Piercing words work better than any spear.
DUMBNUTS
Thursday, July 23, 2009
LC today was a fucking scam- i've never done such an ambigious paper in my whole life. Miracle if I could even pass- everyone seems like they had different answers.
(Someone is finally on Facebook. Job well done guys! :D)
Charles is retarded lah okay, made me walk in the freakin hot sun to Bedok interchange with him cause his card no money. -.- Show him face only.
Hahaha met Imran after that.
Today was superrrr retarded.
Well okay today I was superrrr retarded.
Since he was wearing his act cool shades I decided to steer him around like some blind old man. DAMN FUNNY like the whole Bugis was giving him the O_o look, including a pair of mats and a bunch of lians. I swear I could've died laughing.
:D
THEN I GOT FUCKING RIPPED OFF FOR THE WORST PIECE OF VIDEO I HAVE EVER SEEN.
Harry Potter.
Don't watch it, really. REALLY. Sucks to the max okay like wtf the school was fucked up and nothing much really happened except for kissing and girls and retarded people running around. Not kidding, not exaggerating.
My $7.50 wasted, I swear.
Damn pissed about it okay.
When I think about it I can't breathe. Grawr.
I've got the urge to cut short hair AGAIN, and this time I think i'm really gonna cut lah. If I don't cut now then it won't grow out in time for prom! (Thinking so far ahead, well done lah me)
I know Imran's going to just murder me if I screw up my hair even though he says he won't- acting nice only uh- soooooo fine,
I won't do super short.
):
No pixie crops, no assymetrical crops, no boy crops, NOTHING.
Happy!?
Hahahha and no I think the fucking POB is totally overrated. Nearly every celeb has tried and dumped it so goodbye Rihanna/ Posh bobs, the assymetrical bob was so Sec Three.
Instead...
I'll do shoulder length. (:
Think choppy beach locks, a la Kate Moss. Except without the peroxide bleach. ): Damn I wish I could go blonde...
And for the rest of my life i'm going to not comb my hair in the morning and go to school with zero-maintenance bedhead hair! :D:D:D:D
I wish lah. Hahahha omg I love short hair cause of that k. I swear I never combed my hair when I had the boy crop back in end of sec 3?
Along with my dear brother who's getting himself a handy dandy Mullet, this saturday(:
I pray I don't chicken out or something someone ties me down before I go!
(No gigs this weekend, I think? Darn.)
And speaking of this Sunday,
I have nothing to wear.
I am in despair. ):
(Hint: I need new clothes, again!)
Hopefully it'll be fun. I hope I don't get pangsehed.
Sigh.
(Someone is finally on Facebook. Job well done guys! :D)
Charles is retarded lah okay, made me walk in the freakin hot sun to Bedok interchange with him cause his card no money. -.- Show him face only.
Hahaha met Imran after that.
Today was superrrr retarded.
Well okay today I was superrrr retarded.
Since he was wearing his act cool shades I decided to steer him around like some blind old man. DAMN FUNNY like the whole Bugis was giving him the O_o look, including a pair of mats and a bunch of lians. I swear I could've died laughing.
:D
THEN I GOT FUCKING RIPPED OFF FOR THE WORST PIECE OF VIDEO I HAVE EVER SEEN.
Harry Potter.
Don't watch it, really. REALLY. Sucks to the max okay like wtf the school was fucked up and nothing much really happened except for kissing and girls and retarded people running around. Not kidding, not exaggerating.
My $7.50 wasted, I swear.
Damn pissed about it okay.
When I think about it I can't breathe. Grawr.
I've got the urge to cut short hair AGAIN, and this time I think i'm really gonna cut lah. If I don't cut now then it won't grow out in time for prom! (Thinking so far ahead, well done lah me)
I know Imran's going to just murder me if I screw up my hair even though he says he won't- acting nice only uh- soooooo fine,
I won't do super short.
):
No pixie crops, no assymetrical crops, no boy crops, NOTHING.
Happy!?
Hahahha and no I think the fucking POB is totally overrated. Nearly every celeb has tried and dumped it so goodbye Rihanna/ Posh bobs, the assymetrical bob was so Sec Three.
Instead...
I'll do shoulder length. (:
Think choppy beach locks, a la Kate Moss. Except without the peroxide bleach. ): Damn I wish I could go blonde...
And for the rest of my life i'm going to not comb my hair in the morning and go to school with zero-maintenance bedhead hair! :D:D:D:D
I wish lah. Hahahha omg I love short hair cause of that k. I swear I never combed my hair when I had the boy crop back in end of sec 3?
Along with my dear brother who's getting himself a handy dandy Mullet, this saturday(:
I pray I don't chicken out or something someone ties me down before I go!
(No gigs this weekend, I think? Darn.)
And speaking of this Sunday,
I have nothing to wear.
I am in despair. ):
(Hint: I need new clothes, again!)
Hopefully it'll be fun. I hope I don't get pangsehed.
Sigh.
Retard
Monday, July 20, 2009
Okay so Blogger decides to be a bitch and screw up the post page huh. O: Hate this.
But I hate PW even more.
):
I should get started and stop staring at the article.
I'm trying to convince people to wear their traditional costumes this Wednesday! D: I know like 80% of us don't even know it's this Wednesday-.- SO I'M TELLING YOU NOW(:
But the killjoy: I have PE on that day. It's the only thing that's stopping me from prancing around in my Indian/ Vietnamese/ Japanese costumes. Gah I am so angry!
D:
-inserts angry face
(lol actually idk if it's tomorrow or wednesday cause my sis is looking for her cheongsam now)
Someone has laid an eye on my 'cute' girl friend, but he better watch out before he does anything funny uh. Don't say I never warn you. (: Purposely steal all my good friends away right.
But in any case,
Happy 2nd month sugar.
(:
I won't scold you about being mean to me lah okay. And about not getting me anything at all. ....
-grumbles.
Soccer training should just be abolished. Really. ): But thanks for trying to be so nice and everything lah(: I appreciate it heeheehee.
EOM is a waste of time.
Yes, I sincerely think so.
And lastly,
Happy 17th dear Tessa. (:
Let's catch up soon!
But I hate PW even more.
):
I should get started and stop staring at the article.
I'm trying to convince people to wear their traditional costumes this Wednesday! D: I know like 80% of us don't even know it's this Wednesday-.- SO I'M TELLING YOU NOW(:
But the killjoy: I have PE on that day. It's the only thing that's stopping me from prancing around in my Indian/ Vietnamese/ Japanese costumes. Gah I am so angry!
D:
-inserts angry face
(lol actually idk if it's tomorrow or wednesday cause my sis is looking for her cheongsam now)
Someone has laid an eye on my 'cute' girl friend, but he better watch out before he does anything funny uh. Don't say I never warn you. (: Purposely steal all my good friends away right.
But in any case,
Happy 2nd month sugar.
(:
I won't scold you about being mean to me lah okay. And about not getting me anything at all. ....
-grumbles.
Soccer training should just be abolished. Really. ): But thanks for trying to be so nice and everything lah(: I appreciate it heeheehee.
EOM is a waste of time.
Yes, I sincerely think so.
And lastly,
Happy 17th dear Tessa. (:
Let's catch up soon!
BBQ Squid
Sunday, July 19, 2009
My mum is super... I don't know what.
She's the type who goes around comparing her kids (mainly me) with the neighbours, and all that. And on issues such as boyfriends/ girlfriends... Look at our neighbour on the left kay. He's my friend but he's got an OLDER girlfriend who's into cosplay and walks around our neighbourhood in jap schoolgirl outfits and high socks and what not. (Okay, well at least they sort of match each other)
And he still dare to tell his mother that he saw me holding hands with some big macho guy (hahahah seriously I have no idea who.) Who in turn told my mum. I didn't even rat him out! But Shaun did.
.... (:
I'M NOT EVEN A BAD KID.
-.-
ANYWAY.
I'll upload pics of yesterday tomorrow.
(i.e. Happy Socks Day, in which like 3 people participated)
(:
Today was spent at... a gig!
Tapestry.
I swear i'm becoming such a gig girl. I hope I get to go to awesome ones every weekend :D
"Where I am, IT'S BEAUTIFUL!"
So epic and fun and cute and awesome:D
And omg, SVR is popularly searched on Google, awesome! Caught them today and i'm seriously fucking rad happy they covered Yellow (by Coldplay).
-jumps around:D
Shaun proceeded to screw the song up by replacing yellow with orange and black and turning it into some weird emo song. Shaun is a retard.
Oh yes we went to the corny Conrnery (hahahahha) and bought three packs of gourmet popcorn. WASABI POPCORN FTW I SWEAR.
Then got the fucking big ass squid that I wanted to buy but then I had no money): Foodfest is a fucking moneyeater.
And btw I saw two bitches today. One's a loser and one's a fake. I can't believe she became like that but... well. Have fun being a two faced bitch.
(:
Shaun wanted to see Tudong Girl so badly, so we rushed over and but instead saw some lousy hardcore band with terrible screaming (not naming names!) first. Thank god, Tudong Girl after was displaying her Tudong Girl Power and it was worth watching. I guess Shaun's right, the concept's interesting. It's rare to see a tudong girl singing with an alternative band?
I really wanna go catch Like A Band tomorrow, but I don't think i've company. ): Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it would be beyond weird to ask... ah nevermind.
I haven't seen them in ages, I hope they'll be good tomorrow:D
Which reminds me,
I really miss FB. ):
Who's catching Man Utd in Msia and having the time of his life. If only he were back, he'll be my gig partner. And criticise the shit out of all the lousy bands and all. (: Hahahahha so mean but at least it's funny!
(Vessel would've played if their lead singer didn't go to Msia to watch Man Utd too! ): I think Imran and the singer might've met... And knowing him, he'd jump on the singer and then gay together)
I hope you're well. (: Come back soon!
I keep thinking about yoghurt shots and chocolate and "PW" and mee siam and hairy legs and cinnamon melts and bus rides and everything):
I'm having withdrawal symptoms for not talking on the phone till early morning for three days (explains my blogging now).
I miss my shoulder rubs and back scratches and finger-flicking and poking and swinging arms and being retarded and high and all.
);
Ransom Letter
Monday, July 13, 2009
I know everything's been fucked up for a while..
(It still is actually...)
But today i'm happy. (:
I feel that little spark coming back.
The sparkle in your eyes, the feeling of summer out in the sun, the gushes of wind through my hair and the warmth you bring.
I missed it. (:
Heeheehee so mushy yucks.
What else?
-Clement is damn wtf. I got fucking scammed hahahahha. Asshole.
-Someone was caught flirting with someone. (: (: (: SO FUNNY.
-TYS made a sick comment about me and i'm not happy, especially since he clobbered my thumb with a ping pong bat on Friday.
-I think I might really take table tennis as a second PDP. Seriously.
(Would Ms Tan kill me? ... I think so.)
-I am afraid of overdosing on paracetamol. (sp?)
-Mc-Cinnamon Melts (lol!) is fucking awesome. I kid you not! :D
-My brother's band is fucking awesome. And funny and weird but still it's completely awesome. You all should check them out!
I bet everyone, EVERYONE who watched them totally fell in love with the singer (including my Boyf wtf). Heeheehee really I swear I will become their groupie! I was completely like blown off my feet I HOPE THEY PERFORM AT BAYBEATS NEXT YEAR WHOOTS!
-Hunny, let's go start a band. We'll play Westlife!
HAHAHAHHA. Then must sing with the emo/ drama face.
... Perfect.
Okay i'm going to sleep now.
Fucking tired. Must be all that ping pong.
GET WELL SOON LOVE.
(It still is actually...)
But today i'm happy. (:
I feel that little spark coming back.
The sparkle in your eyes, the feeling of summer out in the sun, the gushes of wind through my hair and the warmth you bring.
I missed it. (:
Heeheehee so mushy yucks.
What else?
-Clement is damn wtf. I got fucking scammed hahahahha. Asshole.
-Someone was caught flirting with someone. (: (: (: SO FUNNY.
-TYS made a sick comment about me and i'm not happy, especially since he clobbered my thumb with a ping pong bat on Friday.
-I think I might really take table tennis as a second PDP. Seriously.
(Would Ms Tan kill me? ... I think so.)
-I am afraid of overdosing on paracetamol. (sp?)
-Mc-Cinnamon Melts (lol!) is fucking awesome. I kid you not! :D
-My brother's band is fucking awesome. And funny and weird but still it's completely awesome. You all should check them out!
I bet everyone, EVERYONE who watched them totally fell in love with the singer (including my Boyf wtf). Heeheehee really I swear I will become their groupie! I was completely like blown off my feet I HOPE THEY PERFORM AT BAYBEATS NEXT YEAR WHOOTS!
-Hunny, let's go start a band. We'll play Westlife!
HAHAHAHHA. Then must sing with the emo/ drama face.
... Perfect.
Okay i'm going to sleep now.
Fucking tired. Must be all that ping pong.
GET WELL SOON LOVE.
Doctor
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Migraines.
Daily.
Painkillers.
Daily.
My head hurts so badly, I think it might induce a bout of involuntary screaming soon. Ah fuck I can't even face the computer anymore.
What the fuck is wrong with me.
Daily.
Painkillers.
Daily.
My head hurts so badly, I think it might induce a bout of involuntary screaming soon. Ah fuck I can't even face the computer anymore.
What the fuck is wrong with me.
Illiterate
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
My chest feels so tight;
I can't breathe.
I can't talk to you, I can't talk to her, I can't talk to him. I can't talk to anyone anymore. The feeling of a heavy heart and the effort that one breath now takes- I can't take it. I feel so cramped up, I feel so small, I just want everything to
Stop.
I can't breathe.
I can't talk to you, I can't talk to her, I can't talk to him. I can't talk to anyone anymore. The feeling of a heavy heart and the effort that one breath now takes- I can't take it. I feel so cramped up, I feel so small, I just want everything to
Stop.
Pre-School Anxiety
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I'm finally returning to school.
I dread it.
Really.
I guess what'll keep me going for the rest of the week is...
Shaun's gig! :D :D :D :D :D :D
Like finally, my brother is playing at a public gig. And it's been ages since i've been to a gig (even more ages since i've been to a good one) and and I need some local music, pronto. (: So excited! If you're interested, it's on saturday at Haji Lane, idk if there'll be door ticks (I think so lah) or you can ask him/ me directly. (:
HEEHEEHEEEE.
Okay i'm really happy now, I spent the day out with the malay boy (hahahaha sounds so racist). WE WENT SHOPPING. Some sort luh. I think i've influenced him to become the DIY-ist that I am. If you see a bunch of chains on his wrist, give him some ccredit for trying to express his artistic side alright. Hahahhaha and YES I finally bought myself long gold chains so happy:D
We've been spending $$$ like mad these days.
And I think he was really happy today. (:
(apart from me jokingly calling him a jerk)
Cause I was wearing the skirt he bought for me yesterday heh heh heh (no I ain't no gold-digger). Let's just say that it's a nice skirt. (: A really really nice skirt!
(TOPSHOP TOPSHOP TOPSHOP)
But we're shit-ass broke for the rest of the month.
Time to tabao food to school.
I'm kinda happy i'll see everyone back at school tmr! The person who owes me money, the person who's been asking me to see pingpong; I haven't seen them for five weeks and two days. Holy omg.
Tmr! (:
And PE.
(FB: I finally get what you said during dinner about my 'incentive' for PE! I forgot lol.)
Napfa this term = must run.
Nyeh. Maybe it's a good thing. I need to burn all the flab); But I don't want to build thigh muscles. I build them really easily and it's like this gross ugly bulge. (Yes i'm very leg-concious) Okay i'm ranting.
...
(:
I WANT LACE LEGGINGS.
I dread it.
Really.
I guess what'll keep me going for the rest of the week is...
Shaun's gig! :D :D :D :D :D :D
Like finally, my brother is playing at a public gig. And it's been ages since i've been to a gig (even more ages since i've been to a good one) and and I need some local music, pronto. (: So excited! If you're interested, it's on saturday at Haji Lane, idk if there'll be door ticks (I think so lah) or you can ask him/ me directly. (:
HEEHEEHEEEE.
Okay i'm really happy now, I spent the day out with the malay boy (hahahaha sounds so racist). WE WENT SHOPPING. Some sort luh. I think i've influenced him to become the DIY-ist that I am. If you see a bunch of chains on his wrist, give him some ccredit for trying to express his artistic side alright. Hahahhaha and YES I finally bought myself long gold chains so happy:D
We've been spending $$$ like mad these days.
And I think he was really happy today. (:
(apart from me jokingly calling him a jerk)
Cause I was wearing the skirt he bought for me yesterday heh heh heh (no I ain't no gold-digger). Let's just say that it's a nice skirt. (: A really really nice skirt!
(TOPSHOP TOPSHOP TOPSHOP)
But we're shit-ass broke for the rest of the month.
Time to tabao food to school.
I'm kinda happy i'll see everyone back at school tmr! The person who owes me money, the person who's been asking me to see pingpong; I haven't seen them for five weeks and two days. Holy omg.
Tmr! (:
And PE.
(FB: I finally get what you said during dinner about my 'incentive' for PE! I forgot lol.)
Napfa this term = must run.
Nyeh. Maybe it's a good thing. I need to burn all the flab); But I don't want to build thigh muscles. I build them really easily and it's like this gross ugly bulge. (Yes i'm very leg-concious) Okay i'm ranting.
...
(:
I WANT LACE LEGGINGS.
Nincompoop
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Feeling like madly unwell.
Been feeling like puking for the last two hours, having a really bad headache, feeling like a fever is gonna develop anytime soon (you know, your breath suddenly turning very hot, your bed feels extremely hot after you get up, a blast of wind seems freezing) but i've checked, the highest is 37.2. But taking into consideration my normal low temperature of 35.9... Well.
The worst part is i'm killing myself, forcing bio into my head and in this last minute I realised I've lost my O&C notes. Which is like the first topic i studied for = I forgot quite a bit. I'm fine with maths, I think. I know i'll pass math for sure. Yeah, i'm probably still coming to school tomorrow. I really really really wanna take math. ): I wanna see how i'd do.
And knowing Mum- her standard sentence to me when i'm sick is "pop two panadols and go to bed and go to school tomorrow". I'm afraid I still need to study. And i'm afraid Ms Liew is gonna take one good look at me, see right through me and call my mum to pick me up, which would result in "why didn't you just stay at home if you weren't feeling well??" and i'd jut shut up and look out of the car window.
I think I owe myself a proper puking. I've been wanting to puke for the last idk-how-many days but like idk. I don't like puking. But it's just something stuck there that needs to come out. (I've a feeling it's a whole chunk of phlegm) I'm not turning bulimic. If I really wanted to get rid of my belly I would just start running-_-
Speaking of which, I want my defined abs back. Which means... cardio and a hell lot of abs. If I don't start looking good now i'll grow old and fat and ugly and miss like the PRIME of my life. Okay so... i'll start after exams. Which = I NEED NEW SPORTS BRAS.
It's like my head is just )((&)(*&(@&@)!# now and nothing's really making sense. I'm thinking about telomeres and bras and hot soupy ramen and transformation and the amount of money I have in my wallet (effectively a sum of $0.61). I feel like such a wuss.
Maybe i'll take a stand and command myself straight to the doctor before school quarantines me for H1N1. If I really get it, I think i'll just freak out and start writing my will and prepare a rectangular mahogany coffin with the words "For you and for me and the entire human race" - from the King of Pop MJ's 'Heal the World', i've been fucking obsessed with it the entire day- and inside I want navy or magenta satin. I don't want a glass window cause I don't want anyone to see me in my last balding days of the disease, i'll just paste like a really old neoprint on the top.
And then i'll write a long love letter to my boy,
And then one to Alisha,
One to Fay (random), one to all the exes, one to my family, one to a certain fucker with the words "Fuck you nut-less bastard", one to my classmates though I know some would be parading, one to the Tkgs people, and one to myself which someone would read at my funeral. Which would probably lyrics to a Westlife song. Don't ask me why.
Okay my fingers are just running over the keys- it's one of the fastest posts i've done and all i've done is rant. In any case to sum up,
I want to watch AYG table tennis before I die,
I want to take Math tomorrow,
I want to go to the doctor,
and H1N1 stay the fuck away from me.
Back to bio notes.
Been feeling like puking for the last two hours, having a really bad headache, feeling like a fever is gonna develop anytime soon (you know, your breath suddenly turning very hot, your bed feels extremely hot after you get up, a blast of wind seems freezing) but i've checked, the highest is 37.2. But taking into consideration my normal low temperature of 35.9... Well.
The worst part is i'm killing myself, forcing bio into my head and in this last minute I realised I've lost my O&C notes. Which is like the first topic i studied for = I forgot quite a bit. I'm fine with maths, I think. I know i'll pass math for sure. Yeah, i'm probably still coming to school tomorrow. I really really really wanna take math. ): I wanna see how i'd do.
And knowing Mum- her standard sentence to me when i'm sick is "pop two panadols and go to bed and go to school tomorrow". I'm afraid I still need to study. And i'm afraid Ms Liew is gonna take one good look at me, see right through me and call my mum to pick me up, which would result in "why didn't you just stay at home if you weren't feeling well??" and i'd jut shut up and look out of the car window.
I think I owe myself a proper puking. I've been wanting to puke for the last idk-how-many days but like idk. I don't like puking. But it's just something stuck there that needs to come out. (I've a feeling it's a whole chunk of phlegm) I'm not turning bulimic. If I really wanted to get rid of my belly I would just start running-_-
Speaking of which, I want my defined abs back. Which means... cardio and a hell lot of abs. If I don't start looking good now i'll grow old and fat and ugly and miss like the PRIME of my life. Okay so... i'll start after exams. Which = I NEED NEW SPORTS BRAS.
It's like my head is just )((&)(*&(@&@)!# now and nothing's really making sense. I'm thinking about telomeres and bras and hot soupy ramen and transformation and the amount of money I have in my wallet (effectively a sum of $0.61). I feel like such a wuss.
Maybe i'll take a stand and command myself straight to the doctor before school quarantines me for H1N1. If I really get it, I think i'll just freak out and start writing my will and prepare a rectangular mahogany coffin with the words "For you and for me and the entire human race" - from the King of Pop MJ's 'Heal the World', i've been fucking obsessed with it the entire day- and inside I want navy or magenta satin. I don't want a glass window cause I don't want anyone to see me in my last balding days of the disease, i'll just paste like a really old neoprint on the top.
And then i'll write a long love letter to my boy,
And then one to Alisha,
One to Fay (random), one to all the exes, one to my family, one to a certain fucker with the words "Fuck you nut-less bastard", one to my classmates though I know some would be parading, one to the Tkgs people, and one to myself which someone would read at my funeral. Which would probably lyrics to a Westlife song. Don't ask me why.
Okay my fingers are just running over the keys- it's one of the fastest posts i've done and all i've done is rant. In any case to sum up,
I want to watch AYG table tennis before I die,
I want to take Math tomorrow,
I want to go to the doctor,
and H1N1 stay the fuck away from me.
Back to bio notes.
